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“てらす” (To shine) by Karin Hosono

Karin Hosono | 2023

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The remains of a traditional sod house in Tikiġaq (Point Hope, Alaska), constructed with bowhead whalebone frames and wooden archways. It was occupied until 1975 by Nanny Ooyahtona. Abandoned homes like this have been reported to be used as dens by polar bears.

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Magenta

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Marc Burckhardt: Leda | 37” x 24” | acrylic & oil on paper

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andreas kronthaler for vivienne westwood rtw spring 2o13

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katie gately || lift

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The Sacred Heart, Damien Hirst

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Gothic & Lolita Bible 2

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your honor my client is guilty can i get another one

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Vogue Paris December 1977/January 1978 Photography: Guy Bourdin

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https://gofund.me/4d9a5d9f

hi everyone, my name is Maudlin.

anyone who knows me or knows my mom is verbally, emotionally and financially abusive. i am her servant and caretaker waaaaay before i am her daughter. after living in nyc for two years trying to get out from under her control, i had to move back home because my psychiatrist in nyc was extremely negligent, letting me go for weeks at a time without my medications, to the point where i lost my job because i was going through physical withdrawal. nothing could have prepared me for how triggering it would be to be living back home with my abuser. my osdd got/is getting worse, and i’m seeing my personality fracture into myself and an internal mother figure just to cope with having a shitty one. it’s helpful but ultimately really scary. the fact is my mental and physical health is worsening the longer i stay here.

i am working between 4 and 5 (extremely) part time jobs, all with very irregular hours and pay schedules which is making saving up to move out nearly impossible. i have a decent amount of medical + credit card debt and medical expenses that tend to suck my accounts dry before i can accumulate much in the way of savings as well. i'm always on the lookout for steadier work that would lead to a steadier life, but being my mother's caretaker as well as having my own psychological and physical disabilities is making finding a feasible job with a steady paycheck unbelievably difficult.

my dream is to get a job that relies on my strengths (apparel and makeup design, writing, music and the like) instead of my pulse...someday soon i'll enroll in a program to learn a way to make my talents into a living but until then i'm just trying to survive. i'm hoping you'll help me do that. i know this is an impossible time for everyone and i am so grateful for the help i have already recieved! i just want to call on good-hearted folks who understand the reality of living with your abuser and remind you that reblogs are just as helpful as donations. thank you for listening and i wish you many blessings! 💗

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Marion Livran

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