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Ah, some of this generation's version of "the old magicks", a classic

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Okay now that I'm not magically posting to a community somehow

Genuinely infuriating that people refuse to stop spam pinging me because everyone DMs like a speed-addled stream of consciousness blogger now.

Seriously

if you

type

like this

in your messages?

All of your friends who don't

do that

find you

annoying secretly

all of them

Like on top of that just being generally fucking irritating (Who wants to get pinged 11 times for "I went to McDonalds Today btw"?), I have extreme issues with sudden noises, partially cause of autism, partially because of my mental illnesses. It causes me genuine fright and puts me immediately into a panic response.

Even the best people I know have told me they will never ever stop doing it no matter how bad it hurts me no matter what forever and that I should just go on DND permanently

Hey

Hey pssssst

If your solution to an autistic person or anyone really telling you they have a sensory need and you are hurting them is "Then you shouldn't be allowed to exist like the rest of us"? You're a bad person. You are an ableist. Do better.

(And because nobody on the internet can read, no I am not saying the practice in and of itself - while juvenile and irritating - is ableist, or that you can't use it to express excitement, I am saying refusing to adapt even little things that would take no real effort on your part to not cause harm to people that need it is ableism)

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Thank you Tumblr, yes I wanted to post my vent account post on this account and in a community. I'll just die of shame now. Misclicks on this site are fucking *deadly* I can literally see my nudes up on a side thing right now because it somehow clicked on three different kinds of posting

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Scott Cawthon and Brandon Sanderson are *also* evil btw

Like they should be treated with similar disdain as JK Rowling. They both equally contribute to awful political stances and refuse to stop because it serves their actual desires. They're not as front facing as she is politically and still pretend to be allies, but you may have forgotten that JK Rowling did that too, for quite a long time. She even used to pretend to care about trans women.

It's weird to me that FNAF and Sanderson's works get a pass.

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FOUND IT

This is Annihilating fire :) And yes you should use it on shitty people and also any creatures you don't want being reanimated from the graveyard

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Okay while I agree with this, that's a Magic: the Gathering card art and I cannot for the life of me remember the name of said card but I know it is one

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You go Grandpa! Symboli Rudolf joins the ranks of my winners!

I finally did it...URA Finale Champion with my favorite horse...TAIKI SHUTTLE MY BELOVED I KNEW YOU COULD DO IT!

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Grass Wonder has attained the power of satan, and retained the heart of an angel

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Matikanefukukitaru is a treasure and a delight

Can't stand the slander on my fave Matikanefukukitaru had to make this shitpost to vouch for the quality of my glue daughter

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I like that one horse uhhhh me homo boobin

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Unironically why I only play tanks in any MMO where that's a meaningful term. It feels great to stand there, bleeding from places you didn't know could, one tenth of an HP, and hit a cooldown rotation like a tornado on a jerry's crab shack, you feel like a god, because you are.

Hit me. I double dog dare you.

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I think now that queens dead they should have her stuffed and put on display in Cairo for the next 150 years.

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This happened to me from another trans person literally minutes ago :

"Guy" "Not a guy, girl" "Person"

"Yeah he was-" "She" "Okay. So they were"

Like it's so obvious. Nobody's identity is conditional on your recognition, if I say my pronouns are mud and muds and muddy, you say "Sounds sloppy, soakdirt" and we move on with our day.

I host at virtual dance clubs and I remember a time when the other host and I were on stage, and had this exact exchange: Misgenderer: "Yeah I was telling him that-" Me: "I'm not a him. I'm a woman. She/Her" Misgenderer: "Uhhh okay sorry anyway I was telling them that-" Friend: "Still She/Her, actually." "Misgenderer: "Well I'm just being careful, I don't want to like offend anyone or like get cancelled" We made fun of her on stage for several minutes.

I don't care if bigots get offended, I am offended, and you are a transphobe. If options are "Cis" or "They", then you are both a transphobe and truly baffling to me on a level I do not wish to comprehend. Change or die, I do not care which anymore tbh

i think we should talk about degendering more as a very real form of transphobia. you should not be calling a trans woman "they" when she's explained her pronouns to you. you should not be calling her a "person" instead of a woman. she's not too gnc, she's not too androgynous, you're not "confused" about her identity, you're degendering her. I fear we've gotten to a point we've forgotten the very basics of this movement is "trans women are women" and "trans men are men", and not just "trans people are someone who's pronouns you have to memorize so you don't offend them." you see her as a man in a dress and it pisses me off

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He would miss every shot but he would think he looked so cool doing it

if char streamed he'd periodically call his shots with "amuro, I know you're in chat, so watch this" and amuro would almost never be in chat

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As someone who spent her 20s dealing with paranoia, auditory hallucinations, occasional visual hallucinations, inability to sleep, constant delusions, my own mind's eye playing tricks on me, feeling like my inner voice was not my own and that I was being possessed by some foul creature, who then was abandoned by both friends and the systems that should have helped me, joined a cult which then exacerbated me, and had to flee and abandon my old life because I thought a magical corn field was where a shadowy cabal of clones of my friends conspired to kill me, please seriously listen and look out. Because it only took one, singular, individual person to wait for a lucid day, stop me, explain I might need help, and take me to see someone, to genuinely save my life. My meds are cheap enough, easy to take, and keep me standing and mostly okay.

I still struggle, but I'm rebuilding a personality, and I'm alive. That is enough.

Schizophrenia and other psychotic disorders appear most often in your 20s and are believed to be a primary reason why so many people in their early and mid 20s suddenly disappear with no signs of foul play.

If you are in that age range and you're suddenly feeling scared, paranoid, like people are out to get you, please get help. If you have friends or loved ones in that age range and you notice them suddenly behaving strangely or erratically, reach out to them. Make sure they know that they're not alone and that they have options.

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Wait is Jonah Magnus being an agent of the Eye possibly a reference to the Eye of Magnus in Skyrim? Am I crazy?