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Not pertinent to anything in particular but I do think it's kinda weird that we keep depicting cavemen in media crawling around on all fours covered in dirt with tangled, matted hair, speaking in broken, cobbled-together toddler language when like.

They were us.

Like literally genetically they were US, just like. A while ago.

Like

Would you trust a TV caveman with a baby? Probably not

A real life caveman though??? I think they'd be at least okay at it

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I can be shaped by more than the things that hurt me

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the actual dialogue:

i see no difference

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“why are you so upset?” idk man. maybe bc i have i get super upset disorder

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Will and Hannibal's fisherman-prey relationship is so poetic to me. This hunt's only possible because both the hunter and the prey are hungry. Will casts his bait and waits for his dinner to swim to him; Hannibal is restless and curious and so damn hungry it makes him blind. They're both motivated by the desire to eat; they discover sustenance in each other and are greedy for it

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asking him if he wants to try pup play and then hitting him with my car while I back out of my driveway

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The coin flip Hannibal makes in Takiawase is obviously meant to be a demonstration of his complete lack of emotion. Most viewers of this scene see a man allowing chance to decide if Bella should live - as if saving her would be the morally ‘right’ decision in that moment. As if letting her die would have been evil or wrong. As if life is always the best option.

I feel that this is not the case in this scene. I see it as Hannibal letting chance decide if Bella should die - letting chance decide if her wish for a peaceful ending should be granted. The truly ‘evil’ option in this scene is saving her - it’s forcing her to suffer a slow, agonizing death. A death that she clearly wanted to avoid.

The coin did not land on the ‘good’ option, it was not a case of Hannibal doing the ‘right’ thing. Saving Bella’s life was infinitely more cruel and heartless than letting her die would have been.

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the news: we've reached a deal! yay!

literally hours later:

fundamentally vile. there's just no words to speak of how evil this is. like i said, the palestinians will celebrate a ceasefire but the war is never over.

remember to donate if you can:

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when your love language is gift giving

Art by Jessica Harrison

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Insomnia by Vincenzo Lamolinara

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whenever i find out someone works at a dispensary i always imagine them saying “have a nice weed!” as ppl leave

dang, well now i have to use that line at work! thank you anon lol

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Maddie betrays Caitlyn Scene.

Arcane Season 2 E9 |Act3|

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It was the only place I could make for you.

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Let’s talk about Will’s massive lie to Hannibal of “You delight, I tolerate.”

We all know this is absolute bullshit bc we’ve literally seen him delight in his wickedness over & over again. When he’s winning, he delights! But he’s so stuck in the zero-sum game mindset, desperately trying get the upper hand over Hannibal in a forceful, satisfying way.

From the beginning of Season 2, Will’s been in denial about the extent of the power he holds over Hannibal, because to do so would mean acknowledging that Hannibal actually loves him & wants a life with him. He’s been actively fighting against that truth in his mind. So, he clings to the idea of the zero-sum game.

In TWotL, he tells Hannibal that his rejection was specifically designed to manipulate Hannibal into surrendering, which I believe was the truth. He assumed that would be enough to win the war between them, finally giving Will the power.

But then we see that he is not happy when Hannibal actually does it, which implies that he didn’t really believe it’d work.

When it did, Will had to face the uncomfortable realization that it wasn’t what he actually wanted. It didn’t feel like a win when Hannibal conceded, giving up that which Will believed was most important to him: his freedom. Since Will’s presence in Hannibal’s life was more important than Hannibal’s freedom, that left very little room for Will’s continued denial of his own power. Hannibal freely offered up the power that Will had been trying to take, and it was clearly very unsatisfying despite it being what Will thought he wanted.

Will had always insisted that a big part of Hannibal’ s motivation for their “game” was his own amusement. Anytime Hannibal’s behavior made Will suspect a softer motivation, he’d have an argument with his subconscious, insisting that wasn’t the case. He was always so sure that Hannibal was enjoying himself.

Of course, we know that to be categorically false. Han spent all of S3 absolutely miserable over everything that happened w Will & Abigail, to the point of nearly committing suicide-by-Jack. Hannibal has been trying like hell to end the war he started when he framed Will so that he wouldn’t have to kill him. From the beginning of 2a, the only actual enjoyment Han got was when it seemed like his efforts to repair things w Will were actually working.

Will needed to believe that Hannibal’s motivations with him were much darker than they were so that he could hold on to his willpower to resist joining him. By surrendering, Will was finally forced to confront the possibility that he may have been wrong, which was terrifying for him. It explains why he jumped into a marriage with his rebound to try like hell to prove to himself that he could manage a semblance of genuine happiness in a life without Hannibal. If he couldn’t, he’d have to actually face the fact that he’d spent over 18 months fighting a war against his soulmate & the love of his life that only existed within his own mind. The real war was being fought with himself.

Once we get to 3b, Will’s veneer of domestication starts to unravel REALLY quickly after he finally gets the courage to face the truth of how badly he’d hurt Hannibal. By the time we get to TWotL, he’s fully committed to using the Dragon as an opportunity to finally gain the upper hand in a way that’s actually satisfying for him, whether that’s by letting Hannibal get killed or by killing the Dragon with Hannibal.

He’s not satisfied with simply holding power over Hannibal that was freely given, so he forcibly takes it. By the time they actually survived the fall, he’d finally feel like an equal.

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coach ben burning down the cabin was actually mlm/wlw hostility