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The mind unconsciously loves problems because they give you an identity of sorts. This is normal, and it is insane.

“Problem” means that you are dwelling on a situation mentally without there being a true intention or possibility of taking action now and that you are unconsciously making it part of your sense of self.

You become so overwhelmed by your life situation that you lose your sense of life, of Being. Or you are carrying in your mind the insane burden of a hundred things that you will or may have to do in the future instead of focusing your attention on the one thing that you can do now.

Eckhart Tolle

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https://www.tumblr.com/onlyhere-onlynow/758701935847145472/its-all-a-decision

I don’t get it. When I decide to experience something or have something, I can only experience it in my head but I can’t really do it in this “physical world” is that what you mean? If I can’t decide to do something in this “physical world”, then I do it in imagination?

Notice on your own how you’re imposing dualities, Anon.

There’s no such thing as “in my head”. How can something be experienced “in your head” when there is no person with a head and that neither experiences?

Physical world = Imagination = Experience = " ".

Non-dual = ONE.

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I'm sorry if this is a bad question: What questions should I ask to myself?

A curiosity: Without the language, how would you point to " "?

Question everything you think you know, and believe in. Literally everything. Drop it all

Without language I can only point with Silence right ? Probably the best pointer. ⚫️

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Heaven.

(came back to post this here & on IG. It's too important)

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credit: @lotusmi

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Well, I feel like a dog chasing its tail. I know I am the unchanging presence, but I keep trying to reach that "something", even though I know there is nothing to reach. I am tired, I feel like I'm stuck because I want to be.

Only thing I'll say is, free choice. You keep seeking, or rest in that presence. And just Be.

Either way, nothing is gonna change. What's HERE is always effortlessly HERE. Whether you see it or not.

You are the ever present Awareness. I don't know why you won't abide in who you ARE, why you get so indulged in the world/body/mind so much. I can't tell you. It's a free choice, you choose what to do.

This is not just for you, in fact. For past few days every ask I've received have been the exact same in essence just worded different.

"I'm desperate...."

"I've been here for so long..."

"Nothing is changing...."

The only thing that's to be seemingly done is take a step back and abide in that effortless presence, keep returning to it, let the truth reveal itself to you because it WILL. Now why aren't you doing that, who am I to tell you that? No one. There's no one else that can help you, no one is even here.

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one fast ask, if non dualismo isn't a method, why and how people can get their desires in the ''fisic reality'' with that? im a little confused :( by the way, i love ur blog sm, thanks!

there is no person with a desire and there is no physical reality. there is just THAT entertaining the idea that there is a life experienced by senses. if no-thing can exist without Self, then how can the 'desires' not be there? there's nothing to 'get' because you're not an individual lacking. you are the Self, whole and absolute, orchestrating each and every crevice of this elaborate play.

the illusion has no standing besides you the same way a wave cannot seemingly appear and disappear without the existence of water.

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you can't 'realise' what you already are. what you are is what you are. the act of realisation is an illusory thought because what's there to realise and who is there to realise when there is only one thing going on

Whatever I want, I can do it in the way I want, II can make it exist instantly the way I want it to. can do it instantly, I can experience it, right? I don't need to ask anyone anything, I don't need to ask for ideas, I don't need to get suggestions because there is only one me, I wish I could realize that I am awareness and have fun.

You say you don't need to ask naything but you ask me if it's right , in the same paragraph

Stop wishing

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hey i know you’re not a loa blog but i just wanna make sure that I’m not going completely crazy because I could have sworn that you were in the past? Am I wrong? 😭

yeah i was before hahahaaha

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I think many are still on the lookout because they have a certain "end of the road" criterion.

Instant "materialization", absolute happiness, non-existence.

You forget that you are not looking for anything, but rather remembering. That is, all of the above is already inherent in you, but you keep looking.

So my favorite advice is: give up.

Who are you fighting against?

You don't acquire any specific skills, you don't become a mental guru and an absolute being. There will be no "wow".

You've always been one. There's nothing to look for. The fact that it was pointed out to you should really be enough.

You already. STOP SEARCH!

— Neo

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You can't try to find what you already are.

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How to deal with this feeling of fear

Fear is only appearence. There isn't a "dealing with" to do

It appears and disappers in Awareness, let it be don't resist don't fight it, just let it be and let it pass.

There is no individual "me" here that is in danger. There is nothing to fear. You fear because you think that you are a person that can get affected. Notice that fear, for what it is. See how you are the Awareness being aware of it.

Don't forget there is only "SELF" experiencing "SELF" , there is nothing happening to an individual and nothing to fear

If you're ALL there is , what can you fear ?

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"All you need is to get rid of the tendency to define yourself."

Nisargadatta Maharaj

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all attachment is illusory. there is no continuity.