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the kaji fic is finally up!!! im so sorry for the wait, i really didn’t know how to continue it HAHAHAHAH

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THE MOMENT YOU SMILE ; KAJI REN

Pairing: Kaji Ren x GN!Reader

Summary: In which you try to make your beloved boyfriend smile. Whilst it’s quite a challenge, the end result is always worth it.

Notes: Contains mild cursing, OOC Kaji? Also, Hiragi appearance! English isn’t my first language.

It isn’t often that you’d see Kaji smile.

He always has that constant, stoic frown on his face. Of course, it doesn’t always mean that he’s angry— he’s just.. well, okay. He just isn’t at all expressive, except when he’s pissed off.

You’ve long accepted the strengths and flaws of your boyfriend, but it doesn’t stop you from attempting to make him smile or laugh. Just the simple perk of his lips or the small chuckle that escapes his lips makes the effort so worth it. Seeing your boyfriend so happy simply just.. sparks something in you.

From the day you first met, you’ve always done your best to make him smile, despite the gruff or nonchalant responses from him. You’ve always given him the best of your affection, even if he lacks them (he’s trying his best, he doesn’t know how to respond to your advances). But he never stopped you, just let you do whatever you wanted. Whether because he doesn’t care or amused, you don’t know.

You’ve seen his smile sometimes, albeit so rarely. But every time you see that small smile of his, your small little world always brightens up. His smile would make you smile too, and it would always make you feel warm inside. Something about his happiness gives you comfort. Every bit of his smile makes every challenge worth it, and you’ve always made it your mission to make that strong frown of his lighten up.

Today was no different to that.

You had school, and he had patrols and duties as grade captain in Furin (you both attend different schools). But, the both of you have always made sure to make some time for each other. Like walking home together, or just hanging out somewhere in town.

For today, the both of you were just walking back to your home. It became a daily thing for him to walk you home, since he’s always been quite protective of you. You linked your pinky over his pinky as you walked close to him, his other hand holding your bag.

Sometimes you’d start yapping about whatever happened during the day, or just relish in your comfortable silence. Today, however— you have something up your sleeve.

You remember how he’d mentioned that he ran out of his favorite flavored lollipops, so you decided to take it upon yourself to buy a stock for him. As well as buying a little headphone-shaped keychain along the way, thinking that it reminded you of him.

“Kaji.”

You tugged the sleeve of his school jacket, pausing in your steps as you looked at him. He paused his movements as well, turning towards you as he slowly slid his headphones down to his neck. He rose a brow,

“What’s up?”

“I have something for you.”

You smiled up at him, reaching towards your school blazer’s pockets. You pulled out a bunch of peach-flavored lollipops, and placed it on the palm of his hand you were holding earlier. You almost missed the way his eyes widened.

“I remember you said that you ran out of lollipops this morning, so I decided to buy a bunch for you.”

You said with a smile, looking at his reaction as his face slowly grew red. He froze on his spot, unmoving.

“Oh, and before I forget..” You trailed, your hands reaching over your pocket again before you showed the headphones-shaped keychain.

“This keychain reminded me of you!”

You smiled widely at him as you slowly placed the keychain on his hand, on top of the pile of lollipops. He stood there, frozen, mouth slightly ajar as his face grew completely red.

“I— What.”

He said abruptly, which made you stiff. What did he mean by that? Did he not like it? Should you have asked him to come with you? Did he—

“You— You didn’t have to do this.” Kaji grumbled, turning his head slightly to the side to hide his blushing face. His palm that held all your gifts tightened, before he stuffed them all in his pockets.

“And— you remembered.” He turned his eyes slightly towards you.

“Of course I did.” You chuckled. It’s for you after all, you think but don’t say.

You both stood in silence for a hot minute, taking in the silence of the moment as the sun slowly sets in the background— the common white noise around you just simply being the soft rustles of the wind that passes by.

You can’t really see Kaji that well— since he was standing next to the road, and it was getting dark. He was standing by a shadow of a lamp, but you noticed the way his ears were red. You almost missed it.

“Kaji.. are you blushing?”

“Am not!”

“You absolutely are!”

He cursed silently under his breath, grumbling whilst he placed on his headphones after that, blasting the music in full volume as he walked a little faster than before, almost ahead of you. You were laughing and teasing him whilst you both walked home, but he simply gave you the side eye while the remnants of his red blush stayed, his lips not lifting up still.

The next day, you see the headphones keychain dangling over his phone as he used it.

———

The next time you attempted to make Kaji smile, was when you made a mixtape for him.

You remembered the time where you asked him about his favorite music artists, and it led to a wonderful and thrilling conversation about music. You remembered the blasting music on his headphones whenever he was feeling down, and you remembered the ones that you’d hear on repeat, and so on.

Of course, you don’t remember all of them, but you took the more notable ones— the ones you hear on his headphones almost all the time. You also recorded the ones that are your favorites from his and yours’ playlist. After you (carefully) chose the music, you compiled them in a mixtape.

You’ve noticed that Kaji’s been feeling down these past few weeks, and knowing him, he probably doesn’t really want to talk to anyone. You’ve sent him messages from time to time to check on him, but not that much to respect his space.

You didn’t really know how to approach him right now, but you do know that his vice captains and friend, Hiragi, is there with him at Furin. You have chatted and met with them before, so maybe approaching them would be easier?

You walked around the town, the mixtape in hand. Maybe you could also buy him something? But you didn’t really have money with you right now. Maybe you should make a post-it note along with it? But you don’t really want to make it over the top—

“Oh?”

You paused on your tracks for a moment the moment you heard your name be called from the side. You tilted your head towards the guy who called you— it was Hiragi.

“Ah, Hiragi!” You exclaimed your surprise, before greeting him with a small smile.

“Hey.” He nods, “Looking for Kaji?” He inquired.

“Kind of?” You respond, your answer coming off as more of a question.

“I was hoping to give him something, since I know that he’s not really in a good mood. But I don’t really know how to approach him right now.” You chuckled lightly, showing him the mixtape.

“How thoughtful of ya.” Hiragi smiled to himself, “I haven’t seen him around right now. Probably cooling off somewhere.” He shrugs before suggesting,

“I can give this to him when I see him, yeah?”

“Really? Thank you so much!” You smiled, bowing as a thanks before handing him the mixtape.

“No problem.” Hiragi grinned, taking the mixtape carefully and examining it. It seemed to be designed to Kaji’s favorite colors, with a tape on the top with your handwriting, titled: ‘For whenever you’re down!’

“Kaji’s such a lucky guy to get a partner like you.” Hiragi chuckles to himself, stuffing it on his pocket.

“I’m sure he’ll appreciate this. You always bring a much.. softer side to him, after all.” Hiragi comments, bringing his hand to pat you in the back.

“Really?”

“Yeah. He thinks about ya all the time. He thinks we don’t know, but we know.” He chuckled before letting go.

The thought of it makes your heart melt and slowly beat faster, you feel like your whole body suddenly went warm. It makes your lips lift up, even the slightest bit, it made you smile. It’s nice to know that even he thinks about you all the time, the same way you think of him whenever you’re away from him.

“Well, I gotta head out now. Better give out your gift before I miss it.” Hiragi gave you a reassuring smile and thumbs up. You smiled once more, touched about his reliability. He’s like a big brother to everyone here.

“Of course, thank you so much again.” You hummed.

“Any time.”

———

Kaji was walking out of the park that he was confiding in, the stress of the past week’s earlier events was seriously ticking him off. He didn’t really want to lash out on anyone, especially not you. He felt bad about not spending time with you a lot, but he really didn’t want to accidentally castigate you.

Right now, he was much more calmer now. The music blasting on his ears were helping quite a bit when it comes to ringing out the compiling thoughts on his head, and his lollipop was a big help on shutting him up. It took everything in him to not scream into the wind, really.

He fiddled with the keychain that you gifted him a few weeks ago, watching it dangle on his phone. It brings a sense of calm in him, seeing something that reminded him of you. He sighs, lowering the volume of the loud music a little.

“Kaji!”

A familiar voice cuts him out of his spiraling mind, making him stop from walking further, and immediately turn around.

“Yo, Hiragi.” He replied, shuffling his feet.

“You doin better?” Hiragi raised an eyebrow.

“Better than last time, at least.” Kaji replied a little bitterly, remembering the time where he lashed out on the guy.

“I see.” Hiragi hummed before turning to look at his pockets. He reached for the mixtape you gave him, and showed it to Kaji— who was surprised to see it. Before he could even ask what it was, Hiragi cut him off.

“Your partner got it for ya.” Hiragi grinned, placing the mixtape on his palm. “Said that they hoped that it would make you feel better. They didn’t know how to approach ya.” He hummed.

Kaji was frozen in place, his grey eyes drifting towards the small mixtape that rested on his palm. His eyes briefly softened, his thumb gently brushing over the surface of it. He almost forgot that Hiragi was there just by looking at it.

It made Kaji chuckle. You always knew how to make him feel better.

“Yer smiling.” Hiragi pointed out.

“What?” Kaji replied almost immediately; hiding his smile and turning his lips downwards as to downplay his growing smile.

“Don’t even try to hide it.” Hiragi laughed at him, patting his back.

“The hell you mean? I’m not!”

“Just admit that it makes you smile.”

Kaji scoffed, staying silent as he shoved the mixtape on his jacket pocket, his one hand holding it tightly.

“.. It doesn’t— fuck..” Kaji sighed, his blush slowly growing as he brushes his hand over his hair. As much as he hated to admit it, he can’t deny his growing fondness for you— especially to Hiragi. Kaji’s face slowly turned red, just simply at the thought of you.

Hiragi simply sighed with a smile, patting Kaji’s back.

———

You were listening to music in your room whilst you did your homework, writing in the plain piece of paper in your notebook. You were humming along with the tune of the music, until you heard your phone’s notification ping.

Usually, you’d pay no mind at all. But, when you saw Kaji’s nickname in your phone, you wasted no time to pick it up and reply.

Kaji: Hey, you free?

His text was pretty direct. But nonetheless, it makes you smile.

You: Yeah <3 Why?

Kaji: Come over?

In a blink of an eye, you were wearing your his jacket, a pair of jeans and shoes already tied.

You: I’m on my way!

You left your apartment pretty quickly, your running feet padding against the sidewalk as you sped towards his home.

The next time you see him, it was in the dim lights of his room. The moonlight illuminated the floor and walls beautifully, as he held onto the mixtape that you gave him. The two of you laid on the bed, listening to the music you carefully chose— and you could see the softest smile you’ve seen painted on his face.

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hi guys! atp my blog is mostly me simping for kaji ,,,, i swear i’ll make some content for other fandoms too! rn im cooking something for kaji, i might post it soon c: stay tuned!

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Ren Kaji (梶 蓮) - Wind Breaker - Episode 13

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‘ Dating Headcanons ; KAJI REN

Pairing: Kaji Ren x GN!Reader

Summary: Just my personal thoughts and headcanons on how Kaji is like as a boyfriend.

Notes: Pure fluff & English is not my native language, apologies.

KAJI REN, who shares his playlists with you. It doesn’t matter if you like other music genres, he will insist that you two share playlists. Once the two of you share playlists, there are times where you see that one of the songs that you added in the playlist is now suddenly in his favorites. And you subconsciously find yourself listening to the songs that he likes whenever you miss him.

KAJI REN, who shows his love through actions more than words. He is a bit more self conscious when he speaks towards you, since he doesn’t want you to get the wrong idea and take it to heart. Which is why every time that you are together in silence, he always makes up to it with his hand in yours, cuddling, sharing earbuds and even simply kissing. Awkward silences suddenly doesn’t exist in your relationship, only comforting ones.

KAJI REN, who finds himself zoning out to the thought of you. He could be sitting on his seat, blasting music on his earphones and simply stare at the wall or ceiling— his thoughts full of you. He’s always thinking about how you’re doing, if you’re okay and all that. Sometimes, he literally just thinks about your smile. His classmates, namely both his vice captains, always know who’s on his mind whenever they see him stare at the ceiling one day. They say one word about it and they are met with a spine-chilling glare.

KAJI REN, who always notices the little things. The way your eyes light up whenever you hear a topic you’re well-versed about, the way that you stare at him from afar, the way you smile whenever you see him, and simply the way that you love him. These things that you do for him, makes his heart swell about you. It’s always the fact that you also notice the little things about him as well, and the fact that you try your best to give him those things— it makes him fall harder. Of course, he does everything that he can to repay that love back, for his special treasure.

KAJI REN, who’s always glad to have you by his side. The whole world could be against him, but not you. Every time that he shows up at your doorstep, all bloody and silent, you always let him in. The way he shares hushed whispers of thanks to you each time that you patch him up, and each time makes you fall in love with him. He knows that every time that he’s in low, you’ll be there to pull him back up. You’re always and will forever be his number one supporter.

KAJI REN, who grows soft whenever you’re around. Because it’s you. He may not admit that he has grown a soft spot for you, but everyone around the both of you knows. The way that one part of his headphones are tilted, so that you know that he’s listening, the way that his eyes is always turned to you, looking at you as if you hung up the sun and stars. The way that he turns to you, and links your pinkies together. Just so you know that he’s there.

KAJI REN, who is your overprotective lover. Every time he’s with you, he always stands behind you— making sure that your back is safe and sound. He’s got your back, quite literally. Every time that he senses danger, he’s pulling you closer to him. He feels relief if he senses and feels you close to him, since it says that you’re there and safe with him. Wherever you go, you know that you’re gonna be okay, since Kaji could be there, or he could simply be one call away. Since he’ll always reply if it’s you (even if the way he texts is kinda mean).

KAJI REN, who struggles with words. The way he speaks is quite brash, but you know him better enough to know that he means well. Essentially, you become his translator when it comes to situations like these. He scolds someone harshly for not taking care of their things, you translate it to them as that he’s just worried about them and doesn’t want them losing their things. He shouts at his classmates for being reckless? You translate to them that he does not want to see them severely hurt.

KAJI REN, who’s also grown a soft spot for your pets (if you have any). Whenever he stops by, your pets are simply drawn to him. You find him playing with them and cuddling with them as he scrolls through his phone. Sometimes, he even stops by with treats and food for them, the way he makes time for them as well since he knows that you deeply care for them makes you swoon.

KAJI REN, who loves you so much, you don’t even know how much he does. Because every time that you whisper I love you to him before you go to sleep, he whispers an ‘I love you so much more’ once he knows that you’ve dozed off.

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wind breaker • some stills from the ending credits

i've rediscovered the joys of collecting anime stills lmao

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captain.

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HI what kind of music do u think kaji would listen to 👁️👁️

HII! I genuinely think that he listens to rock/punk music, like Deftones, Nirvana, Rage against the Machine and Metallica. Judging by the scene where Kusumi takes his headphones off (his headphones had a sound leak), it genuinely sounded like rock to me lol. But take this as a grain of salt— it’s just my opinion! I’m open to hearing more about others’ hc about him 👁️👁️

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‘ Dating Headcanons ; KAJI REN

Pairing: Kaji Ren x GN!Reader

Summary: Just my personal thoughts and headcanons on how Kaji is like as a boyfriend.

Notes: Pure fluff & English is not my native language, apologies.

KAJI REN, who shares his playlists with you. It doesn’t matter if you like other music genres, he will insist that you two share playlists. Once the two of you share playlists, there are times where you see that one of the songs that you added in the playlist is now suddenly in his favorites. And you subconsciously find yourself listening to the songs that he likes whenever you miss him.

KAJI REN, who shows his love through actions more than words. He is a bit more self conscious when he speaks towards you, since he doesn’t want you to get the wrong idea and take it to heart. Which is why every time that you are together in silence, he always makes up to it with his hand in yours, cuddling, sharing earbuds and even simply kissing. Awkward silences suddenly doesn’t exist in your relationship, only comforting ones.

KAJI REN, who finds himself zoning out to the thought of you. He could be sitting on his seat, blasting music on his earphones and simply stare at the wall or ceiling— his thoughts full of you. He’s always thinking about how you’re doing, if you’re okay and all that. Sometimes, he literally just thinks about your smile. His classmates, namely both his vice captains, always know who’s on his mind whenever they see him stare at the ceiling one day. They say one word about it and they are met with a spine-chilling glare.

KAJI REN, who always notices the little things. The way your eyes light up whenever you hear a topic you’re well-versed about, the way that you stare at him from afar, the way you smile whenever you see him, and simply the way that you love him. These things that you do for him, makes his heart swell about you. It’s always the fact that you also notice the little things about him as well, and the fact that you try your best to give him those things— it makes him fall harder. Of course, he does everything that he can to repay that love back, for his special treasure.

KAJI REN, who’s always glad to have you by his side. The whole world could be against him, but not you. Every time that he shows up at your doorstep, all bloody and silent, you always let him in. The way he shares hushed whispers of thanks to you each time that you patch him up, and each time makes you fall in love with him. He knows that every time that he’s in low, you’ll be there to pull him back up. You’re always and will forever be his number one supporter.

KAJI REN, who grows soft whenever you’re around. Because it’s you. He may not admit that he has grown a soft spot for you, but everyone around the both of you knows. The way that one part of his headphones are tilted, so that you know that he’s listening, the way that his eyes is always turned to you, looking at you as if you hung up the sun and stars. The way that he turns to you, and links your pinkies together. Just so you know that he’s there.

KAJI REN, who is your overprotective lover. Every time he’s with you, he always stands behind you— making sure that your back is safe and sound. He’s got your back, quite literally. Every time that he senses danger, he’s pulling you closer to him. He feels relief if he senses and feels you close to him, since it says that you’re there and safe with him. Wherever you go, you know that you’re gonna be okay, since Kaji could be there, or he could simply be one call away. Since he’ll always reply if it’s you (even if the way he texts is kinda mean).

KAJI REN, who struggles with words. The way he speaks is quite brash, but you know him better enough to know that he means well. Essentially, you become his translator when it comes to situations like these. He scolds someone harshly for not taking care of their things, you translate it to them as that he’s just worried about them and doesn’t want them losing their things. He shouts at his classmates for being reckless? You translate to them that he does not want to see them severely hurt.

KAJI REN, who’s also grown a soft spot for your pets (if you have any). Whenever he stops by, your pets are simply drawn to him. You find him playing with them and cuddling with them as he scrolls through his phone. Sometimes, he even stops by with treats and food for them, the way he makes time for them as well since he knows that you deeply care for them makes you swoon.

KAJI REN, who loves you so much, you don’t even know how much he does. Because every time that you whisper I love you to him before you go to sleep, he whispers an ‘I love you so much more’ once he knows that you’ve dozed off.

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‘ AWKWARDLY IN HAZE, TO THIS LITTLE TUNE (swing lynn by harmless)

hi, my name’s eli (they/them)! i’m a minor, and i write for fandoms that i’m interested in. i’m not that online, and i usually only write when i feel like it!

current fandoms: harry potter (especially slytherin boys) and windbreaker (nii satoru)

latest: the moment you smile (ren kaji - windbreaker (nii satoru))