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LOL but seriously release the hounds

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Gus's gay ass at don eladio's pool party

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I absolutely love that it's clear both in brba and bcs that Gus' type is men who are probably autistic that will spend hours rambling about their special interest to him

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Some Moe doodles.

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cornelius hickey + dan hentschel youtube videos

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I am a huge fan of retiring to my quarters

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hickey wanting nothing more than to be seen and recognized yet going the entire voyage pretending to be someone he wasn't. even the status he tries to procure through the naval command hierarchy and then in his mutiny is still Not His. and in the end when he knows everyone around him is about to die he finally admits to not being who he says he is because he Needs Them To Know. he needs to be seen and recognized in his true self so that he can finally personally claim everything he has done here as his. something about his want vs need being a want to persuade and convince vs a need to be seen and recognized. he creates a fabrication of his identity to better sell himself to the people around him and get them to like admire respect him whatever it is, to make the voyage easier and bolster his ego. but that's so contrary to the whole reason he went on the voyage, which was to prove himself and gain some self respect in a world that he feels has mistreated him. but he didn't even go on the voyage as himself, and abandoned his past self and the mistreatment he faced when he made the decision to pretend to be someone else. he put ease and whatever illusion he held about a career navy man being more respectable than some rando on his first voyage over authenticity and genuine self betterment. he's so terribly self destructive and weak willed and insecure and draws the worst out of himself by being too afraid to ever be true to himself

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having a 'cutesy' art style whilst primarily being into gritty or adult media literally feels like this

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Judgemental Gus lives over my sink and shames me into keeping my dishes clean

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do you ever think about how silna lost everything because of those men who invaded her home, but she saw enough humanity in them to mourn them and try to save even just one of them (though definitely not the one she would have liked to save because this is a tragedy and only so much can work out in anyone's favor), even as the world she knew came to hate and reject her for things beyond her control that were in fact caused by these strangers who killed her father and destroyed her way of life? or is that just me?

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happy Franklin Expedition Sail Day to all who celebrate!!

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Drawing Rome screencaps now I’ve had enough of The Terror