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“I asked chatGPT” well I asked my friend Tao Yang and he is standing about 10 seconds away and is going to run at you screaming

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im thinking about getting everything in my whole life sorted tomorrow maybe

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I don’t know if we ever hang it up in Supernatural.

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i don’t really know how to edit videos but i have adobe premiere and a dream. @rpftourney thank you for your service it’s been real

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it’s so cool how the search function on every website, a technology that was essentially perfected over a decade ago, is borderline unusable now

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Kings

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i can’t stand “it’s not that deep” attitudes like even if it really really isn’t that deep just PLAY WITH ME. just fucking PLAY. have a meaningless but deep analytical conversation with me. just like think about shit for fun. does anyone else like to think about stuff for fun. it’s so lonely

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part of the reason I think it’s so sad that we collectively write so few stories about unrequited love is bc I feel like there’s very little public acknowledgment of how much it sucks to be the one somebody is in unrequited love with??? and not in a way of like, oh they’re crossing boundaries or putting expectations on me or whatever. becoming close friends with someone and then finding out they’re in love with you and you don’t love them back the same way is heartbreaking, bc a) someone you love is in pain and there is literally nothing you can do about it, and b) it usually means that whether you like it or not there’s going to be distance in your friendship that wasn’t there before as they try to get over you. idk man I just feel like we’ve all discussed the tragedy of loving someone who doesn’t love you back quite a lot and very rarely discuss the tragedy of finding out the way that you love someone just isn’t enough.

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this is actually like my third or fourth rodeo so i sort of get it but sort of dont

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your twenties are Also about discovering that you’re not a bad person in all the ways you believed you were but you’re a bad person in completely new and exciting ways

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HE'S A LONE WOLF

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thanks world for my new obsession 💗

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The whole time while drawing this, bits of religious imagery would pop in my head and I had to physically force myself to stay on track

Does that make Andrew a priest or God, I'm not certain yet

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The friends that are chronically 30 minutes late are so important to have because they teach u patience and the meaning of loving someone so much u let ur anger go. I have not mastered either yet but I’m sure it’s coming