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Ignore again :3

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being sa'd while you're asleep is such a hard thing to grasp. you're at your most vulnerable, not even being conscious and someone takes advantage of that. and at that, you have to find out in some way unless you woke up during it.

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do you also want to put yourself in dangerous or unpleasant situations because you want to hurt again?

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I'd rather rot in hell for the eternity instead of lowering my head for a god that allowed all of this

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i want to be touched again. that’s the first and only time i’ve felt wanted in that way.

i feel disgusting. i don’t want to go through that again, but i still desire it.

please tell me i am not alone in having these feelings.

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What did he get out of doing the things he did to me? Was it just for his own pleasure? Was he trying to punish me for something? He was very nervous while doing it. So why did he? What was the point? Was it an act of rebellion? Was he trying to feel better about himself or something? I'll never truly know.

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Me when/if a male ever tells me to sit in his lap

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Ignore this tehehe

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Literally meeee :3 credits in video :P

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I HATE SCHOOL WORK THIS SHITS SO FUCKING STUPID WDYM I GOTTA CREATE A TIMELINE OF STUPID EVENTS LEADING UP TO SOME WAF OR SOME SHIT AAAGGHHHH I'M GONNA CRASH OUT

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(I'm experimenting with the format, don't be scared. I don't know English well, so I apologize if there are any mistakes)

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