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First entry (?), woohoo!!

I have no idea how to introduce myself, but who is honestly going to see this anyway? I'm basically just shouting into the void at this point. Anyway, on the off chance that someone actually stumbles upon this post, I'm sorry in advance. English was always my favorite subject in school, but it seems as if I've forgotten all of the basic laws of proper punctuation and capitalization (I'm only capitalizing sentences in this post because I feel obligated to) since dropping out in my junior year. With that in mind, please ignore it if I add too many or not enough commas in these entries. I'm an early 20s girl doing her best to keep up with the rapid deterioration of her mental health, and quite frankly proper grammar is the least of my worries these days.

Which brings me to the main event: The purpose of this blog.

Like I mentioned earlier, my mental state is basically in shambles at this point and I don't exactly have the proper tools one needs to get professional help (aka money). I've always had a knack for bothering other people with my constant suffering, though, so I thought... why not make a blog dedicated to me and me alone? Once again, I don't expect anyone to actually see any of these posts (even though I will be tagging them due to my intense need for the validation I lack irl), but for the sake of my poor mother reading about all the resentment I feel towards her, I will be keeping my identity a mystery. Just to be safe, y'know? If anyone does see this and want to keep up with my life, you can call me Star.

Anyway, that was enough boring introduction to last me a lifetime. I hope I can force myself to keep up with this and not just abandon it after a day like I do with most of my projects. I really need an outlet outside of the toxic cesspool that is facebook roleplay. I'm gonna probably talk a lot about that... yikes.

Any who!! That's all for now, folks. Let's hope next time is more interesting.