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ah yes iced coffee, the most important meal of the day
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totally gave up with the hands on this one lol
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i think a saw trap would be less stressful for me than trying to deal with other people's emotions
#i do try#like i really fucking try#my partner always says bullshitting is my best interpersonal skill anyway#ellie.txt
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i have tried everything i can think of to distract myself tonight and none of it's working
#today was a disaster#i'm tired of being gaslit and manipulated#it's been a horrible week already for me mentally i did not need this shit on top of it#i can't even focus well enough to write 🥺#ellie.txt
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how to get close to people for beginners
getting close to people strategies
first time getting close to people walkthrough
techniques for getting close to people
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I’m late to the party, but happy birthday dazai!🎉
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I don't care about your desires - it's a survival game
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i just found 12 bricks
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real sadists understand that you can torture The Character simply by forcing them to live with themself
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absolutely love abusing the power that comes with 3rd person limited pov and just ignoring things and being vague sometimes. does the character know all the details? no? then I don't have to either.
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my brain, apparently: you know what will pull you out of this grief-depression spiral? knifefucking
my brain was like you've written too much wholesome shit lately. let me give you a prophetic vision of the most fucked up concept while you're driving home.
#i've decided to just fully commit to being primarily a dead dove writer at this point#it's what i'm good at#it's what makes me happy#who tf cares if i get hate for it i'm immune to fandom hate by now#ellie.txt
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ever since i was a little girl i knew i liked problematic tropes
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my brain was like you've written too much wholesome shit lately. let me give you a prophetic vision of the most fucked up concept while you're driving home.
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im doomed by the narrative but the narrative is a bunch of conscious choices i've made in the past
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