volkiharr-blog

[volkiharr-blog]

guess who’s back, back again

guess who’s back, tell a friend

[volkiharr-blog]

vampire princess serana

[volkiharr-blog]

dxvakiin

        “ it would be nice to get out of           this sun. “

  she had spent a fair thousands of   years stuck in darkness. but she    could only withstand the sun for    so long, even with the clouds mas-   king most of the light. it stung her   skin, not enough to cause harm,   but it was, of course annoying.   staring at the cave before her   gave her mixed feelings. to get   out of this horrendous weather   or withstand an equally horrend-   ous case of claustrophobia.

[volkiharr-blog]

bxserk

      ‘hm?’

  the purebloods fingers twitched   and her gaze flickered behind   her, the scent not of a fox, or a   saber. perhaps a traveler? a   simple sellsword, a wandering   bard, or even a foolish thrill seeker.   none changed for her. her sus-   picion never rose nor fell. her   unease at a constant level. the   paranoia was probably not a   healthy aspect, but even for   a leech like herself, a despicable   demon of the night. it was better   if she avoided conflict. even though   many a time this has caused her    to grow hungry.

           “ humans fear the night--              because (vampires)              and --werewolves

                      don’t”

[volkiharr-blog]

like for a starter

[volkiharr-blog]

          “Serana.”

  The corners of her lips twitched, and she feigned   a smile, leaving the musky castle was a relief. It   lay atop a dull island, far off the coast. It reeked   of blood and irregular, deformed hawks flew around   it. The castle was large, as castles usually are. It   was cold and unwelcoming, the dungeons held    prisoners. Prisoners that were seduced by the vampires   who lived there, in constant pain from their blood   being drained. Serana found it abhorrent. Those poor   people, tricked. Of course, she relied on people   like that, cattle. She disliked it, but it was necessary   for her survival. 

           “Actually, you looked like you             needed company. And it’s             nice to get out and about once             and a while.”

  It was also nice to not have a blade in her face   and the words: ‘cold bloodsucking leech’ ringing   in her ears. But she supposed she needed to give   it time.

          “Yes, I agree–”

                  Perk up. He needed to perk up. But– He was such a jealous individual. He was jealous of the close knit relationships that everyone around him seemed to have, he was jealous of the way Guts and Casca touched, jealous of the way that he would truly never be the one needed by anybody. While the rain did have a slight comforting effect, it made him feel more lonely than anything else. Like the rain washed the grime off of the world, he, too, wished that it could wash away the pain within himself.

                   As though someone had flipped a switch within the young mercenary, the rather somber look which had been adorned by his features seemed to disappear; one far more cheerful taking it’s place. While it appeared completely genuine, it was, in fact, false–

                                      “A-Ah, but you probably did not travel all                                        this way simply to watch the rain fall with                                        me! I apologize– My name is Judeau.”

[volkiharr-blog]

  The pureblood held out her hand, feeling the   rain trickle down her finger. It felt nice, to be   honest, on her cold skin. So cold, she was so   cold, lifeless. She often missed warmth, forgetting   the feeling of her own, or that of a companion.   She was used to it by now. Almost saddened   that she could not relive it, but it was not regrettable.   For she had lost too much to gain her power. Let it   not be for nothing.

  She sighed, staring at the droplets fall, making   an almost soothing sound. Almost as if it would   wash everything away.

           “It’s comforting, I think.”

       “It does. As long as I can stay         dry, I don’t mind the rain.”

                  He responded, still not exactly focusing on the stranger. Though, had he known what she was, he likely would not have been so calm. Her kind were not exactly accepted by his own, after all. Vampires, demons, monsters– Humans could hardly tell the difference between the two. All they cared about really was that they kept their distance from humanity as a while. For when the became too close for comfort, they would have to die. Had Judeau actually been paying better attention, he would have noticed that this woman, like many individuals he had encountered, was not exactly human. While his over all reaction likely would remain a mystery, there were absolutely no doubts in anyone’s mind that he would have been made extremely uncomfortable by her very presence,

                   Emerald colored eyes remained focused upon the rain and the earth it fell upon; the pain which loneliness had brought about lingering within his chest. Always the supporter, never the supported– That was what he was. That was what he would forever be. Such a fate had been accepted a long, long time ago. He would never complain about such a thing out loud, though. He did not wish to bring everyone else around him down. Their happiness and well being mattered too, after all. But, not matter. He could lement over the fact that his life was incredibly lonely in private.

[volkiharr-blog]

If I’m a sarcastic asshole when I talk to you its either because I really like you and feel comfortable teasing you

Or I really hate you and don’t care if you know it

Good luck figuring out which one

[volkiharr-blog]

.: imagine dragons || starters

❝  I’m turning into a monster. ❞  ❝  It’s time. ❞ ❝  About time for anyone telling you off for all your deeds. ❞ ❝  I’m so sorry. ❞ ❝  I’m bleeding out for you. ❞ ❝  I gotta leave this town. ❞ ❝  This is it. The apocalypse. ❞ ❝  We are warriors. ❞ ❝  I’ve been around the world & never in my wildest dreams, would I come running home to you.   ❞ ❝  We’re painted red, to fit right in. ❞ ❝  I’ve had enough. ❞ ❝  Look into my eyes. ❞ ❝  Doesn’t matter if we’ve gone too far. ❞ ❝  Your time will come if you wait for it. ❞ ❝  I guess it’s now or never. ❞ ❝  Don’t get too close, it’s dark inside. ❞ ❝  The shadows on my wall don’t sleep. ❞ ❝  They keep calling me…beckoning. ❞ ❝  I’m dying to feel again.❞ ❝  I’ve told a million lies but now I tell a single truth. ❞ ❝  If you love somebody, better tell them while they’re here. ❞ ❝  Don’t wanna let you down. ❞ ❝  The sun won’t shine for the both of us. ❞ ❝  Give it up, now. ❞ ❝  I never said that I want this.❞ ❝  I want no trouble. ❞ ❝  Oh everything’s a mess. ❞ ❝  Only the good die old. ❞ ❝  Don’t tell me that I’m wrong. ❞ ❝  Where do I go from here?❞ ❝  Stars are only visible in darkness. ❞ ❝  I need to let you go. ❞ ❝  Everything I touch isn’t dark enough.❞ ❝  Your eyes, they shine so bright. ❞ ❝  These days I’m fine. No, these days I tend to lie.❞ ❝  Fear is ever-changing & evolving. ❞ ❝  Don’t you understand? I’m never changing who I am. ❞ ❝  & what was right is wrong. ❞ ❝  My mind is made up. Nothing can change that,❞ ❝  I’ve got a lot that’s on my mind.❞ ❝  Ever since I could remember, everything inside of me just wanted to fit in .❞ ❝  If I told you what I was, would you turn your back on me?❞ ❝  It is my fault. ❞ ❝  Welcome to the new age. ❞ ❝  I can’t stay, oh, I can’t talk. ❞ ❝  Love is a game to you. ❞ ❝  You don’t have to make it right. ❞

[volkiharr-blog]

The past remains the past. We can learn from it, but we cannot change it.

George R.R. Martin, A Dance With Dragons (via wordsnquotes)

[volkiharr-blog]

                      Pain changes people

                                                      Pain makes people.

[volkiharr-blog]

immortals falling for mortals

immortals getting clingy and needy because you have so little time we need to make the most of it

and their lovers being like chill i’ve still got like fifty years and we’ve already spent decades together we’ve been like all around the world by now but rly all I need is you

and just, no, you don’t understand that’s not nearly enough for all the things I want to show you please why are you slowing down I know but you’re tired a lot lately wait no

don’t

go

[volkiharr-blog]

I am not used to being held by good hearts, soft hands never did take to my soft skin. I was convinced that to love was to be torn apart, but this healing tells me otherwise.

i woke up early enough to watch the sunrise, Emma Bleker (via dullhypotheses)

[volkiharr-blog]

this was supposed to be just a doodle

well...that didn’t happen

[volkiharr-blog]

“Lᴇᴛ·s ᴍᴏᴠᴇ ғᴀsᴛᴇʀ. Tʜᴇ sᴜɴ ɪs…                      ɪᴛ·s ɴᴏᴛ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴍʏ sᴋɪɴ﹐                                           ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I ᴍᴇᴀɴ.”

                     [ Ｅｎｔｅｒ] ✖ [ ｒｅａｄｍｅ] ✖ [ ａｓｋ]

[volkiharr-blog]

              tagged by: immussilus

the rules:

take a screenshot of your desktop

don’t change anything

don’t delete anything

tag at least five other people

repost do not reblog

i tag: abherrent, ofgasmasks, pokingandprying, ulfhrafnx, @i dont have any friends lol

[volkiharr-blog]

*pretends to be mentally stable*