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BEATS MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL I JUST WANT TO DRAW AGAIN I JUST WANNA BE ABLE TO DRAWWWWWW!!!

BUT I CAN'T BC MY BRAIN IS STILL IN 'FOCUS ON JUST GETTING THROUGH THE DAY' MODE EVEN THO THINGS ARE OK NOW AND EVERY TIME I SIT DOWN TO DRAW I JUST GET STRESSED

BUT I WANT TO DRAW MY STUPID OCS GETTING DICKED DOWN AND GABRIEL ULTRAKILL GETTING STABBED SEXUAL STYLE AAARGHHHG

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I'm still trying to piece things together IRL before I'm able to come back to art/writing again with full force (need to finish some last few commissions and get paid at my new job so I can stop worrying about affording food) but. once I do, among other things, I really wanna write something with the concept of like

V1 making Gabe top precisely because he's not comfortable with it, because he prefers to let V1 take charge but V1 wants to rub in the fact that he's the one who wants this, that it's doing this for him. Forcing him to take agency and responsibility, Gabriel being desperately horny and V1 just sits there like. Well okay. Do something about it :) ....because the idea of "V1 trying to make him top as a sort of powerplay but then unintentionally teaching him how to dom" is deeply funny to me

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im serious . if i cannot find a way i will MAKE a way

i already kind of knew from the start that i was probably going to be weird about this guy cuz he looks cool but i finished doom and im going insane. i hate him i want to tear him to pieces and i mean that sexually

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i already kind of knew from the start that i was probably going to be weird about this guy cuz he looks cool but i finished doom and im going insane. i hate him i want to tear him to pieces and i mean that sexually

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Will we ever get to see V2 wearing the strap. Asking for a friend. Pretty please

of course :)

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gets felt up in a way that inspires somber remembrance

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What is more fuckable, smooth shiny surfaced kinda spherical robots( the only example I can think of right now is eva from Wall-E) or extremely brittle, sharp and rough surfaced robot with a lot of edges(like a mech?)

Hmm- I'd say probably the latter? I'm not really into mechs specifically (not sure what it is really, they just don't do much for me), but with something like Eva... you're hiding all the fun parts. Like idk how else to word it.. I wanna fuck something with the vibe of industrial machinery not an iphone. Gimme something to dig my fingers into, I don't need it babyproofed!! Smooth shiny-surfaced robots feel too user-friendly for the kind of bullshit I wanna get up to

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I know the mortifying ordeal of being known is yknow, mortifying, but I promise you cooked with that fic… peace and love and gay sex on planet earth

aaaaah thank you!! it really means a lot hgskjdfg

that's the thing is like.. writing that fic I felt like I was a witch in the woods cooking up some sort of sinister brew cackling to myself and then people started showing up and also sipping the brew and complimenting the fact that i seasoned it with newts and im like im so glad people like the brew but i didn't know there would be people here guys I didn't bring napkins and i dropped the newts on the floor 😨 y'know what actually i don't really think this metaphor is working

it definitely feels really nice to have my stuff noticed bc i've never really engaged with fandom socially before ultrakill & never shared my writing, like, anywhere, but also waaah the mortification...

do you think if you get mortified enough you turn into a mort. mortification. wait actually no that means death i think if you get too mortified you turn into a dead body

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fuckkkk i want to respond to all the comments on that gabv1el fic i wrote a while ago bc everyone was so nice but i keep getting overwhelmed 😭 bro i wasnt expecting anyone to READ IT..

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Do not go gentle into that good knight. He likes to be fucked much harder than that.

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honestly those before/after photos don't do it justice it was SO BAD...

have been working on cleaning up a tarnished and slightly rusty sword I bought from a flea market all afternoon and tbh i think i’m starting to understand the objectum crowd a bit more. i am so emotionally attached to this thing now

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oooooogh this took so long but it's so shiny now... I think I'm gonna have to try and find some sandpaper to get rid of the rust spots on the blade itself bc vinegar and baking soda didn't cut it but I CAN FIX HER (through the power of a tiny bit of mineral oil and not keeping her in the scabbard for years and years and years)

have been working on cleaning up a tarnished and slightly rusty sword I bought from a flea market all afternoon and tbh i think i’m starting to understand the objectum crowd a bit more. i am so emotionally attached to this thing now

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have been working on cleaning up a tarnished and slightly rusty sword I bought from a flea market all afternoon and tbh i think i’m starting to understand the objectum crowd a bit more. i am so emotionally attached to this thing now

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me reading straight up pornography: hmm… this one just doesn’t have enough accurate character psychoanalysis to get me off

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any time you have an interest or hobby, it's important to step back and think, 'how can I make this a sex thing?'

my ability to art has been fucked over by the fact that im at my parents' for the holidays (this shit sucks i hate it here) but once im home again i think im going to draw . the most homoerotic swordfights

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my ability to art has been fucked over by the fact that im at my parents' for the holidays (this shit sucks i hate it here) but once im home again i think im going to draw . the most homoerotic swordfights