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You know what thought made me pretty depressed? That if Susie was a guy you know most of these people would be snorting Ralsusie like it was crack cocaine

yeah we been knew that since like 2021.

ironically i dont like yaoi very much so i wonder if, in that world, i wouldnt be as passionate about it. (the answer is probably yes)

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thoughts on kris's gender debate and where you stand? (ppl saying that kris is meant to be non-binary or that kris's gender is meant to be unambiguous for x reason, etc... (yes i want to ruffle some feathers with this ask))

frequently asked questions

well then, why do you get mad that people call susie a boy or ralsei a girl?

I'm not "mad" about the pixels getting misgendered. What I cricitize about those observations is the conservatism of them: that there's a right way to be a girl or boy and that being a transgender is higher value, cooler, and more important and desirable than being a gnc girl/boy, which makes it ok, and even coveted, to send the message to gnc people that if they want value and social rep online transition is the way.

it's not about the characters its about what saying that says about your beliefs.

why do you defend kris being female so staunchly?

because I was a female transgender and I know no one gaf about us and i have made the conscious decision to be the guy that doesn't assume kris is a boy. after i desisted i realised how much of my transman identity and my current dysphoria hinges on female people being secondary and essentially nonexistent and how this didnt change AT ALL inside internet trans places. i would not hate my female body or hate female socialisation so much if all of it wasnt centered on internal group cohesion and being nice and appeasing, even in communities supposedly beyond all this.

im not the only person to notice this pattern, and no matter how much suppression is applied on them (formerly us), you cannot stop people from seeing the obvious.

well i'm a tmasc/non binary and i still hate you, terf.

ok. just because i can acknowledge we had the same upbringing and similar experiences because of our shared agab does not mean i particularly like you or we have to be friends. i dont like every single latino or autist either. a lot of them are annoying. a lot of them probably think im annoying. doesnt matter

what about you? do people misgender you?

yeah ive talked about it. With the normies its often a brief misconception. They often laugh it off and I do too. the reason i am more fixated on when the local blue hair septum piercings do it is because my voice is evidently that of a woman and nothing in me suggests transgenderism other than i guess having short hair and wearing mens clothes, both of which I do for personal taste and comfort.

These are the people who constantly wank about how you cant assume and you have to always ask the pronounce and misgendering is literally deadly violence and all that, but they disproportionately do this hOrRiFic vIoLeNce without hesitation on gnc people. once again, right and wrong way to be a woman/man. It shows their entire ass.

why do you like deltarune if--

its a good game with a story i like and i was an undertale fan. next question

kris would hate you!!!!11!!!!

if youre constantly anguishing over whether your faves would hate you for your political opinions thats a little embarrassing. i know veigar would probably kill me but i still like him

toby/temmie/(insert dev here) would hate you!!!!!

im not that important to be on their shit list personally, and if i was, oh well. i still bought their game and I'm gonna play it.

i hate you!!!!1!!!!!!

ok

i cant believe how -phobic/ist you are!!!!!!!!!!

ok

this is literally deadly violence!

then dont do it to me, for one- but for two, no one can control how they are perceived. that is the unfortunate truth of the matter. you cant let external factors have the reins of your emotions. Having an external locus of control is an easy way to be constantly floundering between meltdowns, and an easy way to be controlled and manipulated by others.

people will do things and you are fully holding the reins of how you react to those things.

for example: yeah i find the people implying i have another gender annoying, but in the end, they can think what they like. I point out the misogyny of it and then move on. If internet strangers want to call me anything that is not my problem. this is also why i dont put pronouns or anything in my bio. legit i dont care.

It is your responsibility to validate yourself. outside people will never fill the hole. if someone using the wrong gendered terms sends you spiralling genuinely seek therapy. you can request to be addressed how you want and work to be seen the way you want but there will always be faux passes because the world is not perfect. to be sent on a crisis over the most minute thing is not sustainable. you are making yourself miserable. other people can also smell insecurity and they find it annoying. i know this from experience as someone who constantly fished for validation that i was not the worst most pathetic ugliest most unlovable person on earth. people get exhausted of that.

educate yourself. (insert petulant rant here)

i have. it was actually education that made me change my mind on all this shit so lmao.

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I'm happy you still post here. I like your art and rants

Thank u :) regardless of not having the stamina to continue yelling at the black hole, im glad you enjoyed it

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I enjoyed happening across and reading your blog during the time it was here. This isn’t a fandom I’m heavily into but a lot of what you said about the ways in which gender non conforming men and women are/aren’t permitted to exist resonated with me, even when some of the corollary points or conclusions were not how I felt. There is this strangling ever present feeling in how “progressive” spaces react to and approach this horizon where we exit being seen as women, our acceptance as unfeminine women is treated as some passé forgone thing that doesn’t need any fighting for compared to trans rights and yet somehow simultaneously we’re invisible as a type of person that’s acknowledged to exist.  Just seeing other people acknowledge and talk about some of this, and how it relates to  the acceptance of gender nonconforming men who are not transfem, and how it is linked to things like bisexuality and nonwhite racial context for those of us these additional factors applies to like you and I, feels like briefly getting some space to breathe in a world that is offering little air.

Like William afton I always come back because goody goshdarn if I dont love yapping on the internet, so its very likely chapter 5 will have me come here again for another brief stint if I am real LOL

Silencing will never work. For every anon like the one my friend got and for every attempt at chastising there is a person like you and the other wonderful people i had thoughtful discussion with. It doesn’t matter if a movement that tries to use silence as control lasts for one year, or a number of centuries, it will Never work indefinitely because human curiosity and inquisitiveness is simply indomitable.

Unfortunatelyat the end of the day I am simply a person living my life and I don’t have the stamina to deal with it for months on end nonstop because when this type of silencing technique is slowly sputtering and dying as people get fed up, it doubles down and becomes fervorous as a desperate, last ditch attempt to stop questioning (and inevitably being driven away because being constantly anxious and intimidated is, as you say, exhausting, almost like you’re left without air). But if one person felt the way I felt when I was finally feeling the freedom to ask questions and to stop denying what’s there in front of my face, then I am grateful for that. Even if ultimately we don’t reach the same conclusion.

You’re not alone, I was there too, and others have been and have left. Never fear searching for answers. Information cant contaminate you if you have critical thinking, and anyone telling you otherwise is benefitting from keeping you ignorant. No matter what your conclusions are, never kill your drive to learn and your curiosity, its as human as breathing. Conclusions can change because we can learn. We always will be able to.

You also do NOT have to prioritise anything, or anyone, you don’t care about. Anyone raised “as a girl” knows about the compulsion to be a kind bleeding heart for every hurting soul out there. You don’t have to do it. That has to come from within and cannot be forced from you. You have the right to loudly request that your experience is acknowledged FIRST before the internet cause du jour. if no ones gonna give a shit about us gnc women then I will do it. And people can throw tantrums about it being mean and any number of buzzwords and that still won’t change. I’m done with being a doormat for every insecure internet rando that needs everyone to coddle and validate them, and you should be too.

Cheers, anon.

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What is your opinion on the idea that people seem much more keen on transitioning soft feminine boys like Asriel or Ralsei into being mtf, but assertive/flamboyant feminine guys are seemingly more often allowed to stay cis, or instead are headcanoned as transmasc. (Rouxls, mettaton, etc.)

It's possible that I just haven't seen the fandom's opinions on them enough and that this isn't the case, but from what I've seen this often is the case.

If it is true, why do you think that is?

Misogyny lol they’re associating submission and service with femaleness which is one of the oldest most core tenets of how patriarchal societies are structured, that women aren’t meant to lead or be academic and that they’re soft and irrational and submissive and emotional. Mettaton and Rouxls are not serviceable and soft uwu puppy enough to be perceived as women.

(There is another facet, and its how most of the tmasc headcanons there are transmen projecting/relating- most of these headcanons IN GENERAL are, when you pry, either lip service or projection. I left a little about it in the tags 🤫)

“They’re conservatives with glitter larping revolution” is the explanation for most of these ~unsolved mysteries~, and the only reason people pretend its more complicated is because to admit that you agree with your boomer republican uncle from Texas on gender roles when your entire personality is that youre the opposite of that is humiliating so most people resist it or rationalise it which is why you see them be super aggro. I dont blame them btw. Waking up from all this shit was ego death. But thats the truth.

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Not these white ppl calling you racist…lmao

The way it made me bust out laughing en español like JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJA

On the other hand featured in the hall of shame because its PROVING what I have been saying that these people don’t care about what you are, or arent, just that you bend over and accept everything they say without questioning. So thats wonderful

Más bien vayan a revisar lo que anda haciendo el ICE si se van a poner a hablar de racismo. Es q la estupidez es MAGNANIMA te digo

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Leaving soonish again (still have asks on the inbox I want to respond to, but its back to fucking off after that).

Funny, not because of the cautioning around me, that’s hilarious. a friend let me know they got one of those manipulative guilt trippy asks about how X is the neonazi kkk evil the worst most heinous person ever and to erase a reblog of my art. If you’ve been around tumblr enough you know the ones. They meet all four letters of the BITE model, you know, all the The Sin Is Gonna Rub Off On You, Caution Lest You Too Be Shunned because you shared some fucking doodle.

Which is still hilarious, but the less my friends get dragged through the dirt because you people live for witch hunting as much as 17th century Salem peasants, the better. So basically it stopped being fun because you cunts are both unfun and terribly annoying.

Thank you to everyone who sent interesting lore discussion for the weeks my deltarune autism was frenzied enough that I wanted to post art for people again, and thank you to all the supportive anons that prove no matter how much people want to minutely control rhetoric and behaviour of internet strangers, there will *always* be people inside high control groups that have questions they don’t say solely out of fear, a point that has been repeatedly proven beautifully in this profile in the span of like 3 weeks.

See you in 2026 where I shall probably return and be a menace for another 3 weeks

My final message: GRINGOS HIJUEPUTAS ME CHUPAN LA CUCA Y LA VERGA ENTERA TODO EL PLANETA LOS ODIA Y ALGÚN DÍA SU IMPERIO CULERO VA A COLAPSAR, VAYAN Y FÍJENSE EN LO QUE ESTÁ HACIENDO SU GOBIERNO ESTUPIDO EN VEZ DE ANDAR MONITOREANDO LO QUE POSTEA UNA PENDEJA EN INTERNET más gente piensa como yo de lo que ustedes en su pinche pendeja burbuja privilegiada quiere creer, fastidian a todo el mundo y cada día somos más personas hartas de sus AHUEVAZONES, DESCEREBRADOS ESTÚPIDOS COMO ME CAGAN!!!

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GUYS AVOID THE EVIL SINNER !!!BLOCK AND STAY SAFE!!!🙏

Bro the shit I have to see in my notes look at this

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You don’t have to justify yourself to me and I don’t have to accept your justification and validate it and then make a ramble about how I’ve changed my mind and now ~I get it~ and I was ~educated~. Spare yourself the trouble.

We don’t even know shit about Dess; the game has only hinted at her, the most explicit it got was her room in chapter 4. Practically everything people conceptualise about Dess is straight up stuff the fandom made up that is unconfirmed.

you and your friend latched onto this fanon construct of a gnc woman created from very sparse clues dotted across 4 chapters (probably even before chapter 4 released, which means the clues were even more sparse), decided that you’re both like her, and then decided that that means she’s not a woman at all. That’s that

On top of people making Asriel a transgirl, I also see people making Dess a transboy & making jokes like "testosterone would've saved her" and I think it's SO telling that they're doing this to a girl with so many apparent conventionally "masculine" interests. God forbid a girl is a rebel who likes horror and music

That “saving” language is a hilarious. If you dont want people to point out that you sound like a fringe pseudoreligion, maybe stop using words that could come out the mouth of a pastor in the most devoted recesses of the usian Deep South. Fuck you mean “could have saved her.” Saved her from what? Being a girl? Prolly the case since theyre all massive misogynists

I find it funny 👁️👁️ how all the blame is shifted onto individual people when they desist/detrans like theres not this pervasive current of “saving” people through gender identities in spaces where wokism is very ubiquitous. Deadass true believer vs apostate language. The patterns are all laid down there for you once you stop denying what your eyes are seeing

Inb4 someone says ITS A JOEEEEKKKKK as if these jokes arent admissions of what you believe at least partially

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Ok but ralsei (a feminine guy) is always always referred to as the prince and a boy and no one has even SUGGESTED anything female adjacent toward him so when you say this everyone knows exactly what you mean, which is to correct a gnc man by transitioning him. You people suck I can’t wait for you to leave with the next flavour of the month fandom holy shit

Bro the shit I have to see in my notes look at this

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First sleepover in the lightworld leaked footage

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could you draw Susie and Noelle in a date? please

i think you have rang up the wrong restaurant for this buddy

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I've seen some people argue that Kris isn't possessed and is partially culpable for the Snowgrave Run because "they can take out our SOUL at anytime and move on their own accord" and therefore they allowed themselves to hurt Noelle in the bedroom scene Snowgrave Run.

What do you think of this argument (I personally think its faulty because it assumes that Kris can just take the SOUL anytime.)

Surely this has to be a bad faith reading of kris because how do you not connect the dots that every time kris takes the SOUL out it happens when they're alone?? this reading be acting like kris takes the soul out at school and stims with it like a stress ball when the only reason you can even continue snowgrave is because Noelle asks kris a question, which brings a dialogue prompt, taking the SOUL out from behind the vent grill.... and even then Kris could have taken the SOUL out to nearly commit suicide right then and there and didnt, theyre obviously hiding this ability/the whole player situation, so they only do it when there are no other observers.

Strikes me as a cope to try and have shared blame for snowgrave, its just a videogame dark route you don't need to blame the pixels for your actions as a player in a fictional story designed so that you can experience a "bad" outcome lmao. One thing is acknowledging the narrative setting it up so that snowgrave is the player feeding into darker corners of kris and noelle's psychology and another is whatever this is

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I'm sending this to you because you're the only one I can think of off the top of my head who strongly feels that Kris is a born female nonbinary but I've been reading the Princess Ribbon text that imply the gloves only fit Kris over and over again and between that and the sword I can't help to wonder if KRIS was "supposed" to be the Second Hero before they took the role of The Cage from the vessel. I need to run this theory by someone else to see if it's anything or I'm just insane.

the real tragedy of this ask is that im the only semi prominent guy doing f!kris that someone can think of. burn this fandom to the ground

That said, no I don't think Kris is The Girl sorry. Many things in the text contradict this.

When I see people trying to find anything other than susie's silhouette in the hologram for The Girl it just feels like a reach so strong it dislocates shoulders. Its clearly meant to suggest Susie's snout and general shape.

On top of that, the sprite for the "At last, the girl" prophecy is called rudebustericon, and only Susie can do the rude buster.

Gerson singles out Susie and emphasizes the hope in her heart, which lines up with the prophecy about The Girl.

The holograms for the girl are especially focused on in the second sanctuary, which is the one Susie opened and ergo reflects her psyche to some degree, as explained by Ralsei.

Per ralsei's own words, susie is meant to equip the ribbons. Of course the game is showing us that what is "meant" to happen, what can happen, and what does happen are three different things: The ribbons are meant for susie, but kris and ralsei can equip them just fine, and susie doesn't equip them, and Ralsei isn't exactly freaking out about this, which means on some level he probably understands the divsion between all possibilities available, what should be, and what shouldnt be and when things are going off course.

Ralsei knows all details of the prophecy and is the one to instruct kris on how to send the SOUL and the player away all the way back in chapter 1 through the "closing your eyes and thinking of X". the fact that he knows this from the very beginning suggests that he knows about the player, about the SOUL, and about kris being the cage.

That said, I couldnt explain to you why the thing about the gloves. But that seems a comparatively minute detail next to the overwhelming evidence that susie is the girl and one of the heroes.

I wonder if it'll become relevant later or what. It is an interesting little detail, but I have to admit its a solid IDK for me

I also have nooooo idea on the vessel tbh, and as with everything gaster related i am not integrating it into my analysis until past 2026 or whenever the game decides to explain what the hell is up with that

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what are some of your voice claims (voice headcanons) for the deltarune and Undertale cast?

I think Kris would sound really good as raven from teen titans, and frisk would sound like toph from atla

raven's a fun one given the "deadpan dragging" voice noelle describes!

I listen to a lot of instrumental music so i dont think im the best at voice claims but here are some. 10 video limit means this 1 is heavily DR focused i am sorry about that

Kris

1)Lila Ramani, singer of the band Crumb in the song Ghostride

2)Kate Pierson and Cindy Wilsons backing vocals for Junior Senior's Take My Time

Ralsei & Susie

1) Luis humberto Navejas lead vocalist of Enjambre and Denise Gutiérrez in the single Impacto

(This song is INCREDIBLY them by the way and it drives me a little crazy :)))))) )

Ralsei 2) (susie more lightly) Momo and Okarun's voices from the Dandadan English dub

STRONG Susie 2) Andrea Echeverri lead vocalist of colombian rock band aterciopelados

STRONG Susie 3) Siouxsie Sioux

Noelle

1)Nina persson lead vocalist for The Cardigans

soft 2) Mette Lindberg, lead vocalist for The Asteroids Galaxy Tour

UT bonuses

Toriel- Connie Converse

Asgore - Johnny Cash