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this blog has been officially archived   !   it had become too cluttered and i believe both ahri and i need a fresh start.   once the blog goes live,   i hope to see you all there   :)

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MA’AM YOUR HAND IN MARRIAGE PLEASE

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RITO WANTS ME DEAD

STOP THIS

THIS IS TOO MUCH CONTENT I AM CRYING

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SHE...

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i ,,, i am so much in love i cry 

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OH MY BUN ?????? LOOK AT HOW GOOD THIS REWORK IS !!!!! I AM YELLING I LOVE THIS SO MCUH WOJDWIJDPWJQèDWKWD

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HELP ?????????

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EXCUSE ME ????????????????????????????

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                          𝐇𝐄 𝐇𝐀𝐒 𝐁𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐘𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐃𝐀𝐘                                                       𝐇𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎𝐃𝐀𝐘                           𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐖

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if i catch any of you sending anon hate,   you’re catching these hands   :)

we should  ALL  work hard to make sure that this site can be a safe environment for all of us but instead of seeing collaboration,  mutual respect and friendly behavior,  i keep on seeing awful messages left in the askbox of people who’d never hurt a fly and who’d never go out of their way to harm someone.  i will never understand the point behind this behavior but if you’d ever engage in such awful acts,  then get the fuck out of my blog right now.  i will never condone bullying of any kind and honestly  ?  if you’re such a huge coward to the point that you send harmful messages to someone behind a gray face just because you want to cruelly stab them without paying the consequences,  then i want you ten feet away from me. 

i’m not even going to say how disappointed and disgusted i feel,  at this point...  honestly,  if you are unable to be civil with those that you might not like,  then it is time for you to leave this site and go touch some grass. and,  most of all,  it is time that some bad apples remember that there is a real person behind the screen who might deeply suffer because of you.  

be ashamed of yourself. 

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i wish i was better at reaching out to people because i often look at the dash and i’m like “ !!! i want to interact with them!!!!!” but then i don’t know how and this honestly breaks my heart 😭😭

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━━  it happens to me frequently.  ━━  you disappear ?  ━━  yes, and then i quietly manage to find a way back.  

                               moments of death, i call them. 

indie, private and selective portrayal of ryoji mochizuki from the persona 3 series. major influences of greek mythology and head - canon based material, heavily inspired by non - localised medias of the games. multiple verses available. as woven by posi.

✦ mobile dossier / template credit.

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Coven Ahri by J.Won Han

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guess whose exam lasted less than 5 minutes and was only composed of one half-assed question while everyone else got almost one hour of discussion and multiple questions  ?  i studied so stupidly hard for this exam and i was yelled at and humiliated in front of everyone else for the majority of those 5 minutes,  i was told that i am a failure,  that i am worthless,  that i will never reach my goals if this is the best i can do because there is ‘no best’ in me...  i literally left the house three times in the past month so i would not waste time that i could have spent studying and it’s been like this for months and this is the result  ?  she let me pass “out of pity” because my other grades were too high to make me fail...  which honestly makes me feel even worse.  i’ve been crying ever since and i honestly feel so sick,  so tired...  is it my fault,  am i really not worth anything  ?  i keep on hearing those words and i genuinely can’t fathom how a person who’s supposed to teach,  can be so detrimental and dangerous for a student’s health... 

i will try to calm down but...  i wanted to at least say that i am very,  very,  very thankful for all the support that you have given me  !!  i wish i could have come back with happy news so we could have celebrated together,  but...  sorry,  you get a crying liddol me,  again   :’(

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NO THOUGHTS, HEAD EMPTY, ONLY DYNASTY AHRI IN MY HEART.

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at this point i think it’s unfortunately obvious but i will be mostly lurking and only replying to ooc dms until the 10th  !!  i have my last uni exam and it’s with a tremendous teacher that has no respect for students and to say that i am terrified is really not enough...  as i’m now spending the majority of the day studying without truly resting at night because i’m constantly being kept awake by anxiety attacks,  my brain does not work enough to properly focus on writing right now,  sorry...   o(╥﹏╥)

BUT   if you want to chit chat or even plot,  i am always available  ! you can find me on the new blog   @buntsuko​   as i slowly set up the graphics  &  the google doc and you can come to vibe on twitter  @  bunillas  !!  my discord is also available but i’d rather give it privately. 

thank you for your patience,  precious beans  !!  i love you all and i miss you and i cannot wait to be done with this exam so i can finally feel like a human again AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA     ˚‧º·(˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )‧º·˚

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* rattles my cage *     i want to write  !!!   ヽ(*｀ﾟД´)ﾉ