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People on other apps repost tumblr posts but don’t ever think of similar posts of their own

Where is your creativity? Anyways I love tumblr

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A French Revolution-esque guillotine response to these people isn’t enough it’s too merciful they need to be drawn and quartered so they can think about their behavior to their fellow humans

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Why do men make fun of other men for having emotions or say they should have enjoyed being sexually assaulted but the moment something about issues women face and women’s/lqbtq rights comes up they suddenly develop compassion for their fellow men??

Anyway happy pride month (and if you’re a good guy take care of your mental health)

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I have been deemed tiktok thirst trap-able by some random child on the internet … I was dancing horny ass mf (also I’m probably too old for you)

I only had tiktok for a few months last year so my knowledge of it is very limited, insubstantial for someone of my generation but whatever

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My take on ai (except I have strong opinions on the subject and this has already probably been said by people when I wrote it I tried to make it interesting and not so serious and stuffy rather than just regurgitating what I have learned so read or don’t )

(I originally didn’t have any major issues with ai but didn’t see the need for it either. I have used ai like 2-3 times so I’m not gonna pretend to have never used it also disclaimer I wrote this while sleep deprived or lacking air due to congestion and recovering from a sickness so the English may not be English-ing)

AI has a surplus of problems from lack of human empathy, harming the environment, to psychological distress and the rise of anti intellectualism. The first thing I heard about ai being bad is the whole environment thing ai releases hundreds of thousands of pounds CO2, impacting the environment which has already experienced a variety harm. AI also lacks humanity and independent thinking. AI shouldn’t be used for any art form as art is based upon creativity, AI in the medical field lacks the same human compassion and understanding as a doctor who is also a human (the ai would mess up surgery and just keep following the programming instructions probably like “oops let me continue to screw this surgery up and potentially disfigure you” depends on how good it is I suppose), and in technology… we as humans developed all this technology and now you want AI to do everything for you?? Yet AI only mirrors the input of the user, has low quality art (the google ai film video with them talking for example) has an uncanny eeriness and films would not be enjoyable to watch in theaters if they were anything remotely like this the lack of emotional depth would be insufferable and I would rather watch brainrot which is annoying but at least it conjures up some emotions (annoyance, confusion… perhaps I’m old wtf is skibidi, le poisson Steve however, I admire that fish and the creative non ai videos, that bipedal fish has my heart- I added this later because I can be quiet the fish is cute). The use of ai to make explicit content is also an issue especially with the rise of deepfakes. The lack of morals is atrocious but so is the lack of self discipline like the adult film industry is severely problematic but AI on top of that is an even bigger issue perpetuating false ideologies furthering the toxicity occurring in the dating world… whores, manwhores touch some grass ingest it even, let it consume your soul you need the grass (this is a joke). On a more clean note people falling in love with chat gpt… have you been diagnosed with narcissism per chance or at the very minimum are you slightly self absorbed? (though I would recommend going to a doctor if you think you might be and need help to get diagnosed as mental health is serious) The ai is algorithm based on you, it tells you what you want to hear it mirrors you. You are in love with metals, cords, computational circuits. Also AI gave my dad the wrong answer to a computer science question when I got stuck on said question… it’s stupid ai isn’t some wise all knowing being and it’s about as “deep” as anime psychology reels posted by a 14 year old. You should just educate yourself, learn art skills, hundreds of thousands of people will be displaced from jobs because they let ai take over, ai doesn’t have the same level of intelligence or emotional capacity as humans how are you gonna let something that depicts humans with 7 toes take your job be so good at what you do people prefer you over ai. Do I think technological advances and improvements should be made, of course I do however I think something that is more beneficial than harmful and doesn’t make humanity lazier than it already is would be preferable.

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Would say “1 hour of sleep but who’s counting” but I’m part of not the counting group. Who’s counting? Not me. Even though I knew I had to be awake by a certain time. It’s hard to sleep when it’s allergy season and my nasal cavities refuse to work properly. Also stomach cramps. Also not feeling tired. At some point I saw the time and determined if I fell asleep like instantly I would get around 30 minutes to an hour and a half of sleep depending on when I woke up. I also turned of my earliest alarms, the first of which was set to go off in the next ten minutes, and at some point fell asleep I do not remember falling asleep.

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Made a spreadsheet of internships and jobs and applied and only some of them got back to me but now I have nice job and also got offered another good job with the same people which helps with not having schedule conflicts and since I’m still training I can go in whenever I want.

But I didn’t even know they were hiring and there’s a language barrier but I’m working on it and I wasn’t sure about applying for it either.

If you’re ok with language barriers and possibly having to learn the basics of a language that is a possibility too (like no companies with primarily English speakers got back in touch the boss of my job emailed me at like 3am a day after I sent an application and I started 2 days later.

Hopefully this might help or give ideas.

and i know people mean well when they give employment advice but god damn some of them its like "did you try submitting your resume to a place that is hiring" fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck no kidding. shit. ive just been printing them out and eating them. yeah thanks i'll try that

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My mom asked me if I had gotten an answer from my friend about a cruise drink package and my sister said “no she’s on tumblr… twitter.. one of the t apps” but twitter is now x no more bird 😔

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I relate to Blair Waldorf so much it’s insane. Brunette overachiever with high standards and got called manipulative by my mother (she said not necessarily in a bad way but in a way to influence others) also the suppression of emotions I am lowkey judge-mental (I don’t say anything unless it’s to someone who’s like really a terrible person) but really care about others especially my loved ones. I only have a small group of close friends. Honestly I can go on probably just gotta become rich (I also don’t have a boyfriend but whatever)

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I love when I see something on tumblr and then see it later on instagram like it was on tumblr first tumblr isn’t filled with ai (at least from what I have seen) love Pinterest too

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Ferris wheel I rode yesterday (the lighting was as so good im glad because im too lazy to edit my photos/videos)

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The sand attacked me and the wind nearly blew me over but the ocean was nice

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The app is so different from the website like wtf is tumblr TV???

Pretty cool I suppose

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gotta make my posts more “aesthetic”

I like making Pinterest boards/moodboards maybe I will post some here

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Will I ever finish gossip girl? I’m so inconsistent with watching shows not a binge watching person

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Nothing comes between a girl and floor time