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no one can actually comprehend the amount of sallie may fanart i will be making when i get home tonight

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Guys I think I'm in love with the sexy tv man

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wonder if i’ll ever actually find my art style . like . MY art style . not everyone else’s. Mien

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currently losing my mind at how vox just stands there trying to process what just happened after val breaks his phone sklfhdlkf

him looking down at his empty hand is kILLING me omg

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silly tv man

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If you genuinely think Val "sabotaged" Vox and Alastor's friendship, I need you to block me right now because honest to god since when was he the bus driver all of a sudden.

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@kevin-ibw

note:

I want to think there was that just One time when Alastor embarrassed himself in front of Vox.

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Everyone else: Ew Valentino sucks I hate him

Me:

I ain't even sorry!

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is it telling that i'm scared to tell anyone about this whatsoever? my dad will yell at me for thinking "stupidly", my stepmom will tell my dad and thus the first thing happens, my friends i'm scared they'll think i'm just seeking attention and one of them cut me off for like half a school year because i was awful and i don't want that to happen again, not to mention my other friend when i told her basically told me to stop hating myself and then i'll get better, i can't tell anyone about these feelings because it's all gonna go wrong otherwise so i'm stuck feeling like i need to off myself and having no way of getting away from that. and it's so fucking hard trying to pretend like i'm okay anymore.

(to one person that may be reading this (you know who you are) you are the only one that has helped me out even slightly so thank you and also i'm so fucking sorry i keep venting to you i feel awful about it)

vent //

if i could do literally fucking anything right that'd be very appreciated because then i wouldn't be thinking about killing myself every minute of the goddamn day. everyone has something they're good at that makes them achieve things in life, what the hell is mine? drawing a gay moth and a gay tv from a widely hated show? sketching 10 artworks of the silly gay clown and the gay casino manager and then never finishing them? that's not a skill. i don't have anything i can do that will actually fucking help me in life, nothing that's gonna be actually good for the world, and it's getting hard to ignore these suicidal thoughts. it's getting really goddamn hard but i know i won't actually fucking do anything because i'm a little pissbaby coward that can't go through with shit. sending messages or submitting a job application or making myself vomit or killing myself, i can't go through with anything. someone else should kill me for me, or at least fuck me up enough to where i'm not myself anymore. maybe then i'll actually contribute something.

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vent //

if i could do literally fucking anything right that'd be very appreciated because then i wouldn't be thinking about killing myself every minute of the goddamn day. everyone has something they're good at that makes them achieve things in life, what the hell is mine? drawing a gay moth and a gay tv from a widely hated show? sketching 10 artworks of the silly gay clown and the gay casino manager and then never finishing them? that's not a skill. i don't have anything i can do that will actually fucking help me in life, nothing that's gonna be actually good for the world, and it's getting hard to ignore these suicidal thoughts. it's getting really goddamn hard but i know i won't actually fucking do anything because i'm a little pissbaby coward that can't go through with shit. sending messages or submitting a job application or making myself vomit or killing myself, i can't go through with anything. someone else should kill me for me, or at least fuck me up enough to where i'm not myself anymore. maybe then i'll actually contribute something.

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and if i write depressed vox? if i draw depressed vox? what if i do it. what then

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based on a comment from wayyyy back abt sharks having two...... yeah..... Maybe it's misinfo or not cause i hear TOO MUCH abt animals having two like there's no fuckin way

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Day 1: Dancing / Day 7: Alternate Universe

The world is but a stage.

Why cry, when you can laugh instead?

For laugher is humanity’s preserve.

Laugh it all off, fret not,

Let’s just enjoy the moment

Reblogs are appreciated ✨️

Solo shots underneath

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Day 1: Dancing / Day 7: Alternate Universe

The world is but a stage.

Why cry, when you can laugh instead?

For laugher is humanity’s preserve.

Laugh it all off, fret not,

Let’s just enjoy the moment

Reblogs are appreciated ✨️

Solo shots underneath

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Day 1: Dancing / Day 7: Alternate Universe

The world is but a stage.

Why cry, when you can laugh instead?

For laugher is humanity’s preserve.

Laugh it all off, fret not,

Let’s just enjoy the moment

Reblogs are appreciated ✨️

Solo shots underneath