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imagine being loved by someone (hahaha that's all it's ever gonna be, JUST YOUR IMAGINATION)

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Me: *talks about my feelings*

Mom: 😐

Me, remembering: Oh yeah sorry i forgot that we don’t talk about our feelings in this household😄My bad

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Sigh

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Tired so tired….

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Sorry I didn’t text you back I’ve actually been busy isolating myself.

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Someone said, “The reason you isolate when you’re struggling is because you were left alone as a child to deal with your emotions” and I felt that.

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nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words

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Well, actually funny story!

(Proceeds to tell you the most wild, traumatizing, sad and tragic story you ever heard)

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every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier

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Can I please stop waking up