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need my ears to pop right tf now bc if i continue to hear the blood trobbing in the side of my head i'm going to end it all

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Trying out some new brushes with andreil 🫡

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the girl with the pearl earring. cy3rix on instagram. 2025.

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Neil Josten lets Andrew's his cigarettes burn to the filter without taking a drag. He hates vegetables. He knows all the places you can shoot a man without killing him. He doodles fox paws on his homework. He's not scared of knives or violence or the yakuza. He is scared of cellphones and therapists and his own reflection. His favourite colour is gray. He got told he couldn't play exy with a bloody nose so he sniffed back the blood until they let him. He doesn't like movies or loud music. He hitchhiked halfway across South Carolina by pretending to be a sociology student. He gets sad when Kevin watches exy without him. He wishes he had his mother's patience instead of his father's temper. He's brilliant at manipulation. He's stupid on purpose. He was every inch a lie but his friends made him into someone real. He doesn't wear a jacket to the roof when it's cold because he knows Andrew's body heat will keep him warm. He thinks the hardest thing he's ever had to do was opening a tub of ice cream after kissing his boyfriend and not like, all the torture he's been through. Nobody is doing it like him

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why did my best friend just tell me her "good luck, babe" is my LITTLE SISTER!!?

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started watching love island like halfway through after seeing all the spoilers and finding out so many people hate clarke during this america votes episode is insane. and how many people like zak.... yall are we watching the same show 😭😭😭

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Charlotte Brontë, Villette

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exhibit a: adam's birthday, july 3

exhibit b: skepticism

exhibit c: etymology

exhibit d: the witnessing of divinity

exhibit e: martyr in red

(feast of st. thomas / the raven boys, the dream thieves, blue lily, lily blue, and greywaren by maggie stiefvater / thomas the apostle / st. thomas / liturgical colours)

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exy, trauma, repeat.

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i miss being active in fandom tumblr...is this a sign i need to try therapy again? :///

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"soft andreil fics are the most unrealist–" WRONG. it's actually andreil break up fics.

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have yet to meet a man that i can tolerate.

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people will act like a character being a little bit of a cunt sometimes is a flaw and not a positive trait but they are wrong

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i can’t believe some of y’all read this line and decided to be normal about it

i love going about my day and acting like I don’t think about it every waking moment

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when i get reminded that there are people who genuinely hate adam parrish i get uncontrollably violent and have to stand in a corner and stare at the wall until i calm down

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Everything changed. We failed. But we need to be ready.

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books read in 2025 - no. 13

mister impossible by maggie stiefvater