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This one right here 🫠

so is anybody elses ed motivated by needing to be skinny so i feel valued because if im not skinny nobody will find me attractive and if they dont im ultimately useless or?

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Had a cigarette for dinner ✨

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Found out that the boy I was talking too has a girlfriend.

At least I have motivation now. Heart hurts 💔

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dont wanna sound like a slut but I really need a hug right now

[wannabeskinnymotherfucker]

Alright guys it’s getting bad again I’m downloading it! I’ve been triggered so many times in a week and working out is not giving me fast enough results!

Let the fasting begin! GO! Ahhhh! 😆

[wannabeskinnymotherfucker]

This is what I want to look like when I wear my vaquera outfits! I hate my stomach and rolls I wish I could tear them off! 🤠

I hate the Mexican beauty standard.🥲

Music: Weightless Artist: Mia and Debbie

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Thin waist, defined collarbone and defined jawline is all I need to be happy.

Let the hair start to fall and the cold to take over.

Music: Eyesore Artist: Maria Mena

Ana has this voice…

[wannabeskinnymotherfucker]

When I tell you god has favorites!😫

My dream body :

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Let the cycle begin 🥰 YAY!

[wannabeskinnymotherfucker]

Heyy beautiful people that don’t believe they are beautiful! 🥺

- I’m stuck in quarantine. Why didn’t anybody tell me that I would just be thinking about food the whole time. I’m telling myself to take this time to get skinny I’m trying.

- I just don’t wanna lose my ass 😭🤎

- much love C

[wannabeskinnymotherfucker]

You ever feel curse? Because I do, I know shitty things happen to a lot of people all the time. I always end up asking why me?!? You ever feel sick to your stomach so much that you wanna puke. Nothing is physically wrong with me but the situation that happened was just so fucked up it made you nauseous. I went to my cousins 21st birthday party it was a shit show just like the rest of my fucking life. I was drinking with my friends, when A fight broke out between my brother and an older cousin. To make the story short my brother groped my aunt and my little cousin. The shame and embarrassment I feel is… triggering all I want to do is smoke so I can numb this horrible pain. At the end of the day these are my brothers actions not mine and he will have to face the consequences.

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2AM 💭: I’ve been looking through old photos of myself, when I was the deepest into my eating disorder. SHIT I’m not even going to lie I wanna go back to that so fucking back. The feeling of fasting.

Feeling weightless…

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How are we doing: Currently feeling like caca mierda been struggling with an Ed for almost 3 yrs. just when I though I was over this shit, like if that’s fucking possible back at square one.

Smile through the hunger 🎭