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my roomate saw me crying and comforted me. i'm gonna try to eat, but with him so i wont do something stupid

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im so hungry that i literally cried of hunger and im in so much pain but im scared to eat now because my brain will see it as a binge and i told myself that if i binge once more this month i have to relapse into sh, so im scared now and hurt. i fucking hate this eating disorder

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i'm 5 cal above my limit, i'm a fat pig

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fuck you lbs i only roll with kgs and 斤

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i can't wait till i'm home so i can weigh myself! i'm so sure i've lost, but i have to wait until thursday to see..

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Me @ myself

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for @sparklespit

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some cute pixels I found ! - 🍭🍰 food version ~

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finished day 1 and 2! i hope that when i wake up tomorrow im able to do day 3 properly, cuz for some reason i always end up binging after a fast.. wish me luck xx!!! ill go to bed now ♡˖꒰ᵕ༚ᵕ⑅꒱

I made my very first diet plan, based on what I'm going to do for this week. It starts with a '48 hour fast', since I'm on a binge penalty (5 binges = 48 hours no food). It's mainly med/high, I hope you like it!

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x

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★ old school online icons ★

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