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#|| ' sitting in an empty room; trying to forget the past ' || { c; abel and vera schilder }#|| ' no longer i'll defend the choices i pretend could make amends that heal the loss of precious time ' || { about // damon }#|| ' my conscience paralyzed against the rising tide of haunting memories that drown a wasted life ' || { mentality // damon }
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I Prevail — Trauma Album {Sentence Starters}
“Let me be sad.”
“I don’t belong here.”
“I think I’m paranoid.”
“Am I not worth saving?“
“I think I think too much.”
“Kill it all, kill everything.”
“You never said goodbye.”
“I think I’m breaking down.”
“Death or exile, you decide.”
“I think I’m too far gone to save.”
“Tell me I was never good enough.”
“Get on your knees and bow down.”
“It’s so pathetic to think I’d carry you.”
“Learn to live in this mess you made.”
“Believe me that the storm is coming…”
“Burn it all down, burn it to the ground.”
“This right here is where I lose control.”
“I don’t fall, don’t quit, don’t ever sleep.”
“You cannot stop me, so don’t even try.”
“Tell me who the hell you thought I was.”
“I’d rather watch all the lows you sink to.”
“I know I haven’t been myself, I’ll admit it.”
“Look into my eyes, we are not the same.”
“Don’t give, just take every time you need.”
“Something isn’t right, I feel it in my bones.”
“I’m on another level that you’ll never reach.”
“You want to talk that shit, time to back it up.”
“You’ll get nothing… you’ll get nothing from me.”
“Every time you leave, I lose a little piece of me.”
“And I’ll be damned if I ever let you get me, again.”
“So, paint a target on my back let ‘em come for me.”
“Have you ever had a dream? Would you fight for it?“
“Every time they ask me, I just tell them that I’m fine.”
“I’m doing everything I can to try and fix the problem.”
“Remind me of the demons that I’ve been running from.”
“You don’t know what you got until you throw it all away.”
“Yeah, this is where you fall apart, this is where you break.”
“So, if you think that you’re ready, I’m here to tell you… you’re not.”
“If you seek forgiveness, you’ll get nothing… you’ll get nothing from me.”
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#|| ' no longer i'll defend the choices i pretend could make amends that heal the loss of precious time ' || { about // damon }#|| ' my conscience paralyzed against the rising tide of haunting memories that drown a wasted life ' || { mentality // damon }
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As soon as I complete their setups, I'll also have @secondofthelegion [ Earl, with potential NPC guest appearances from Zoya and Horo ] and @aworldofmania [ multimuse for my Chief and others ] from Path to Nowhere. As I know this game is fairly niche, allow me to reiterate that I absolutely adore alternate universes and crossovers, and that I already have pre-existing verses for this group of misfits for FFVII, Yu Yu Hakusho, Cowboy Bebop, and other anime, as well as BG3, general fantasy, DC, Marvel, and so forth.
#|| out of control || { ooc }#// Reblogging because Earl is mostly set up and then I'll be working on the multi.
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me sexting: i feel like something bad is going to happen to me. i feel like something bad has happened. it hasn't reached me yet but it's on its way.
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anyone wanna tear it all asunder with me
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#|| ' no longer i'll defend the choices i pretend could make amends that heal the loss of precious time ' || { about // damon }#|| ' my conscience paralyzed against the rising tide of haunting memories that drown a wasted life ' || { mentality // damon }#// W E L P
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bitterness eats you alive... sentence starters
"Don't you dare pin this all on me."
"Go ahead and laugh. Laugh at me."
"What good have you ever been to me?"
"You can care if you want. I can't anymore."
"I can't stand you… that stupid smile on your face…"
"Start celebrating already. I know you wanted this…"
"Well, you should be happy. You got what you wanted."
"You could have done more… why didn't you do more?"
"Why do you get everything good? When is it my turn?"
"You don't know a damn thing about the world like I do."
"Just here to pull me into another awful situation, huh?"
"You always act like you've never done anything wrong."
"I just wanted an apology. And you couldn't even do that."
"You don't have a sympathetic bone in your body, do you?"
"I'm fine. Of course I'm fine. I'm not allowed to be anything else."
"Why would I care about them? Have they ever cared about me?"
"I never meant anything to you. I'm just upset I didn't see it before."
"Oh, of course it's all my fault… of course, because it's never yours!"
"Oh no, it's okay just put it all on my shoulders, again... you always do."
"I'm not surprised you don't know how to do it. You've never had to do anything for yourself, have you?"
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CARING FOR THE SICK PROMPTS.
i found this list and kinda fed into it each time i got the flu or a migraine, and u know what, it's just me revealing just how much i love the caring threads and the soft threads and the fondly exasperated "let me help you" threads! use at your pleasure, DO NOT ADD TO THE LIST NOR EDIT IT! i will be changing it accordingly!
" i found you passed out in the kitchen. you wanna stop working yourself so hard? or do i need to keep hitting the gym to carry you to bed every day? "
" you're burning up. "
" your neighbour called me and said you could use a nurse. looks like they were right, too. "
" you were told to take it easy, so... yeah. this is kinda on you. "
" you took a sick day. you NEVER take a sick day. so yeah, i got worried, and i figured i'd come over and keep an eye on you. "
" you texted me a long and incoherent text that held about 90% of the emoji list and about four different languages. figured it wouldn't hurt to drop by and see how you were doing. "
" how long have you been sick for? and don't lie. "
" you look like hell. "
" i brought you some soup; let me heat some up for you? "
" okay. it's time you went to the hospital. "
" hey… hello there, sleeping beauty. you gave me a bit of a scare yesterday. how are you feeling? "
" i swear, if you even think of getting out of that bed… "
" you know when i said to call if it's an emergency? a fever is most DEFINITELY considered an emergency! "
" if you think you're going to work like this, you better think again. "
" don't worry. my family swears by this remedy; just let it work its magic and you'll feel good as new in no time. "
" I don't care about getting sick. i'm not leaving you until you're back to full health. "
" you didn't stop to think that this might happen when you're burning the candle at both ends? "
" yeah, I can play the role of nurse AND say "I told you so" at the same time, actually. "
" you better drink every last drop of this tea, no matter how disgusting it is. "
" i told my boss it was an emergency so they've given me a full week to look after you. "
" quit being so stubborn and get into BED! "
" what part of doctor's orders hasn't sunk in yet? bed rest! for the WEEK! "
" right, where do you keep your saucepans? i'm going to make you my famous noodle soup. it's a cure-all, i'm telling you! "
" hey, unless you're going to the bathroom or the sofa, I don't want to see you out of that bed. got it? "
" when are you gonna start letting people look after you, huh? "
" i know, i know, i turned off all the lights once i figured you had the migraine. you want some tea? water? "
" don't be mad, but i saw your fridge, and... it frightened me. so i've taken you back to my place, and i'm gonna get deliveroo to bring some groceries to your place tomorrow. okay? "
" i know your appetite is a little off, so i ordered in a whole tonne of options. just try a little bit of something, please? for me? "
" i've brought half a pharmacy, enough movies and boardgames to last us a decade, and every single snack i could fit into the basket at the grocery store. so sit your butt down, eat your soup, and try and make the most of your bed rest for the next week, will you? "
ACTION PROMPTS ( SEND THE FULL LINE! and feel free to reverse if u wish! ):
[ TOUCH ]: sender gently rests a hand against the receiver's forehead to check their temperature.
[ DAMP ]: sender presses a cool cloth against the receiver's face, neck and forehead to try and lower their fever.
[ BLANKET ]: sender wraps another blanket around the receiver to try and stop them from shivering.
[ SPOON ]: sender gently coaxes spoons of soup into the receiver's mouth to build up their strength after an illness.
[ CARRY ]: sender, finding the receiver weakened/unconscious on the floor, immediately lifts them up and carries them back to bed.
[ AROUND ]: sender keeps a protective arm around the receiver to help them walk without the risk of stumbling or collapsing.
[ STAY ]: sender decides to stay by the receiver's bedside after learning that they're sick.
[ HAIR ]: sender smooths back the receiver's hair in a soothing gesture to try and help them go back to sleep.
[ TILT ]: sender tips a bottle of water up for the receiver to sip from.
[ HUM ]: sender hums/sings to soothe a sick receiver back to sleep.
[ BACK ]: sender gently rubs the receiver's back, either to soothe them or warm them while they're unwell.
[ SHARE ]: sender climbs into the receiver's sickbed with them, wrapping their arms around them to offer warmth and comfort.
[ SHOWER ]: sender, learning the receiver has a high fever, takes a cold shower with them in order to lower their temperature.
[ WAKEN ]: the receiver wakes up in bed, having been found unconscious by the sender and carried into the bed from the floor.
[ QUARANTINE ]: the sender and receiver, both being sick, decide to quarantine together and spend the recovery period with each other.
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PERSONALITY TYPE
ISTJ-T "The Logistician"
SUMMARY
Logisticians are practical and fact-minded individuals, whose reliability cannot be doubted. They’re reserved yet willful, with a rational outlook on life, composing their actions carefully.
INTRODUCTION
As an ISTJ (Logistician), you are the backbone of society, embodying reliability, practicality, and unwavering dedication. Your meticulous nature and strong sense of duty make you an indispensable force in both personal and professional spheres. You approach life with a clear set of principles, valuing tradition, structure, and well-defined expectations.
Your strength lies in your ability to create order from chaos, methodically organizing information and resources to achieve tangible results. You excel at maintaining systems and following through on commitments, often becoming the person others turn to when they need something done right. However, your preference for established methods can sometimes make you resistant to change, even when adaptation might be beneficial.
[ For more detail, click READ MORE. ]
PERSONALITY TRAITS
Energy: 92% Introverted Mind: 57% Observant Nature: 76% Thinking Tactics: 100% Judging Identity: 67% Turbulent
Your logical and fact-oriented mindset serves you well in analytical tasks, but it can sometimes overshadow the emotional aspects of situations. You may find yourself struggling to understand or express feelings, both your own and others’. This can lead to misunderstandings, particularly in personal relationships where emotional nuance is crucial.
Despite these challenges, your integrity and dependability make you an invaluable friend, partner, and colleague. Your commitment to your responsibilities and your ability to provide stability in turbulent times are rare and precious qualities. As you navigate life’s complexities, your challenge lies in balancing your need for structure with the flexibility required to thrive in an ever-changing world.
CAREER PATH
In your professional life, you shine brightest in roles that allow you to apply your exceptional organizational skills and attention to detail. You thrive in structured environments where rules and procedures are clearly defined, and you take pride in your ability to maintain high standards of quality and efficiency. Your natural inclination towards order and your strong work ethic make you an asset in fields such as accounting, law enforcement, or project management.
However, your career journey isn’t without its challenges. Your preference for stability might sometimes hold you back from pursuing new opportunities or adapting to changes in your industry. To truly excel, you’ll need to find a balance between leveraging your strengths in established systems and developing the flexibility to embrace innovation when necessary. Your path to professional fulfillment lies in finding roles that value your reliability and precision while also providing opportunities for gradual, meaningful growth.
STRENGTHS
Meticulous Organizer: Your attention to detail ensures nothing falls through the cracks. Reliable Worker: Your strong work ethic makes you the backbone of any team. Efficient Problem-Solver: You excel at finding realistic solutions to complex issues. Ethical Worker: Your unwavering honesty makes you a trusted professional.
WEAKNESSES
Resistant to Change: Your preference for routine can hinder adaptability in dynamic environments. Inflexible Thinker: Your adherence to established methods may limit innovation. Overly Critical: Your high standards can sometimes lead to harsh judgments of others’ work. Reluctant Networker: Your reserved nature may limit valuable professional connections.
PERSONAL GROWTH
Your journey of personal growth revolves around expanding your comfort zone while staying true to your core values. As someone who values structure and tradition, you may find personal development challenging when it requires stepping into unknown territory. However, your disciplined nature can be a powerful tool for self-improvement when channeled effectively.
A key area for your growth lies in developing your emotional intelligence and adaptability. While your logical approach serves you well in many situations, learning to recognize and express emotions can greatly enrich your personal life and relationships. Challenge yourself to occasionally step away from established routines, embrace new experiences, and practice seeing situations from different perspectives. Personal growth doesn’t mean changing who you are at your core, but rather enhancing your natural strengths and addressing areas that may be holding you back.
STRENGTHS
Self-Improver: Your commitment to personal development drives continuous growth. Dutiful: Your strong sense of duty propels you to honor commitments you make to yourself. Realistic Goal-Setter: Your practical nature helps you set achievable personal objectives. Consistent: Your ability to maintain habits supports long-term self-improvement.
WEAKNESSES
Risk-Averse: Your preference for the familiar may limit personal exploration. Self-Critical: Your high self-expectations can lead to unnecessary stress. Emotionally Reserved: Your tendency to suppress feelings may hinder emotional growth. Inflexible: Your inclination towards set ways may impede flexibility in personal development.
RELATIONSHIPS
In your relationships, whether romantic, familial, or friendly, your loyalty and dependability shine through as your greatest strengths. You approach your connections with the same sense of duty and commitment that you bring to other areas of your life, often becoming a steady rock for those around you. Your practical nature means you show love through actions rather than words, consistently being there for your loved ones in tangible, meaningful ways.
However, your reserved nature and difficulty in expressing emotions can sometimes create barriers in your relationships. You may struggle to understand or respond to the emotional needs of others, potentially coming across as cold or unsupportive even when you have the best intentions. To foster deeper, more fulfilling connections, work on opening up about your feelings and actively listening to the emotional experiences of others. While stability is important, relationships also thrive on emotional intimacy and spontaneity.
STRENGTHS
Loyal: Your unwavering commitment forms the bedrock of lasting relationships. Dependable: Others can always count on you to follow through on promises. Honest: Your straightforward communication fosters trust and respect. Practical Support: Your acts of service speak louder than words in showing affection.
WEAKNESSES
Emotionally Reserved: Your difficulty in sharing feelings may create emotional distance. Overly Critical: Your high standards might lead to excessive fault-finding in relationships. Inflexible: Your preference for routine can clash with more spontaneous individuals. Emotionally Distant: Your reserved nature may make others feel unloved or unappreciated.
Role: Sentinels
Sentinels are cooperative and practical, embracing and creating order, security, and stability. They’re hard-working, meticulous, and traditional, preferring to stick to their plans.
Strategy: Constant Improvement
People who prefer the Constant Improvement Strategy are quiet, individualistic, perfectionistic, and success-driven, often spending a lot of time and effort ensuring the result of their work is the best it can be.
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As soon as I complete their setups, I'll also have @secondofthelegion [ Earl, with potential NPC guest appearances from Zoya and Horo ] and @aworldofmania [ multimuse for my Chief and others ] from Path to Nowhere. As I know this game is fairly niche, allow me to reiterate that I absolutely adore alternate universes and crossovers, and that I already have pre-existing verses for this group of misfits for FFVII, Yu Yu Hakusho, Cowboy Bebop, and other anime, as well as BG3, general fantasy, DC, Marvel, and so forth.
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🐝 * ― 𝑭𝑬𝑨𝑹 / 𝑯𝑶𝑹𝑹𝑶𝑹 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.
❛ nothing's going to happen to us, right? ❜ ❛ i'm ... scared. ❜ ❛ i don't like where this is going. ❜ ❛ did i ever tell you i'm actually terrified of [the dark / heights / spiders / etc.]? ❜ ❛ you hear me? we're not going to die today! ❜ ❛ did you hear that? it sounded like screams. ❜ ❛ i really, really don't like this. ❜ ❛ we're completely alone here, nothing's going to happen to us. ❜ ❛ this place has been abandoned for centuries. ❜ ❛ whatever happens, keep the lights on. ❜ ❛ you're not scared, are you? ❜ ❛ this is like straight out of my worst nightmare. ❜ ❛ do you believe in ghosts? ❜ ❛ what are you afraid? ❜ ❛ what was that?! ❜ ❛ see, i told you there's nothing to be afraid of. ❜ ❛ go on, no one will hear your screams. ❜ ❛ it was a foolish idea to come here alone. ❜ ❛ no one is going to save you now. ❜ ❛ don't be afraid, i'm not going to hurt you. ❜ ❛ you really think you can run from me? ❜ ❛ it's a shame i'll have to kill you when we're done with this. ❜ ❛ want to make a deal with the devil? ❜ ❛ i'm not afraid of you. not anymore. ❜ ❛ there are figures hiding in the shadows, waiting to strike. ❜ ❛ this wasn't so bad now, was it? ❜ ❛ what could possibly go wrong - it's just an old abandoned meaning, it doesn't mean it's haunted, right? ❜ ❛ face it, we won't make it out of here alive. ❜ ❛ i'll even give you a choice - it's either you or them. who's going to die tonight? ❜ ❛ i will haunt you for the rest of your days. ❜ ❛ don't scream, it will only make this worse. ❜ ❛ you look so pretty when you're scared of me. ❜ ❛ i won't kill you ... yet. ❜ ❛ ghosts and monsters aren't real. ❜ ❛ i'm not afraid of anything! ❜ ❛ you! you're sick! you sent me here to die, didn't you? ❜ ❛ close your eyes. it'll make it easier if you don't see it coming. ❜ ❛ no matter where you hide, i'll always find you. so you better give up now. ❜ ❛ i promise i'm gonna be your worst nightmare. ❜ ❛ it's only over when i say it is. ❜
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STAR WARS: THE CLONE WARS SENTENCE STARTERS.
❝ Uh… What does he/she/they look like? ❞
❝ Don’t worry, supreme leader. We’ll take care of him/her/them. ❞
❝ Shoot him/her/them, shoot him/her/them now! ❞
❝ Quickly, ready, aim, fire! Fire! ❞
❝ That’s a lot of smoke for a surrender. ❞
❝ Report, what’s going on down there? 224, come in! ❞
❝ The fight isn’t over yet, majesty. ❞
❝ I will not deal with those who break their words. ❞
❝ In the end, cowards are those who follow the dark side. ❞
❝ It was a pity I wasn’t there, my old master. ❞
❝ Belief is not a matter of choice, but of conviction. ❞
❝ Sergeant, why are you so certain no one will coming? ❞
❝ We can’t just turn our backs on them. ❞
❝ I know, but the way you said it was all wrong. ❞
❝ So which one’s mine, Master? ❞
❝ They’ll panic? I’m just beginning to panic! ❞
❝ The best confidence builder is experience. ❞
❝ Where’s your sergeant-in-command? ❞
❝ Your armor, it’s shiny and new, just like you. ❞
❝ There’s hope for you yet, rookie. ❞
❝ Today we fight for all our brothers back home, understood? ❞
❝ Do we take prisoners? ❞
❝ You need to search and find that droid right away. ❞
❝ No, this is not, I repeat not a rescue mission. ❞
❝ This could take a while to bypass. ❞
❝ What is the matter with you? Are you trying to get us killed? ❞
❝ I was leading the mission and it seemed like a good idea at the time. ❞
❝ Go back to the ship and call for help. ❞
❝ The ship has been destroyed. ❞
❝ To live in fear is no life at all! ❞
❝ Let me go and I can give you money beyond your imagination! ❞
❝ In the meantime, I have a little gift for you! ❞
❝ I’ll give you a merciful death. ❞
❝ That power will only consume you. ❞
❝ This is how you thank me for rescuing you? ❞
❝ Lucky for you, I’m an excellent shot. ❞
❝ For all your expertise, this isn’t a very smooth landing. ❞
❝ It got knocked out of my hands. ❞
❝ You know what would be helpful? A little light. ❞
❝ You don’t suppose it was hit by a rock, do you? ❞
❝ Looks like I got here just in time. ❞
❝ How come I’m the one getting caught all the time? ❞
❝ At least you’re a master… at getting caught. ❞
❝ We have no quarrel with you, and we seek no revenge. ❞
❝ After everything, you’re just going to walk away? ❞
❝ Don’t you think our priority should be escape first, eat second? ❞
❝ What happened to the power? I was having fun! ❞
❝ Violence breeds violence. It takes two to fight. ❞
❝ But is it worth killing for? ❞
❝ How could you do this to your brothers? ❞
❝ Fear is a disease; hope is its only cure. ❞
❝ Perhaps they are the ones who should be eradicated? ❞
❝ We don’t have time for games. ❞
❝ We’re not retreating. We’re following orders. ❞
❝ But sometimes you get carried away. ❞
❝ We can’t just smash through that blockade. ❞
❝ You don’t even have a plan?! ❞
❝ There seems to be a problem. ❞
❝ I’ll hold them off, get that bridge back up! ❞
❝ Oh, you can’t imagine the unspeakable things I’ve suffered! ❞
❝ That’s not what I want. Not at all. ❞
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“Millions of people have decided not to be sensitive. They have grown thick skins around themselves just to avoid being hurt by anybody. But it is at great cost. Nobody can hurt them, but nobody can make them happy either.”
— Unknown
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