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Sidewalk soni

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Me experiencing immense threat to my level self-control to not lose it and drop out

*This tends to happen around the last 3 weeks leading up to finals*

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Cool to run across one of these pinball games. Learned about the sound designer for this game recently, Susan Ciani. Lot’s of sound and electronic visionaries out there

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I cannot crack into my myself to find out why I didn’t like Poor Things as much as others— as much as I thought I’d love it. Just feels like it confidently walks into some tropes that don’t benefit the potential this movie could’ve had.

But then again, it raises the moral of whether or not you should expect a movie to be anything other than what it is. Is it prejudice, is it pretension, is it gendered, is it ignorance, or is it an intellectually sound feeling that makes me feel this way. Maybe the movie isn’t made for me, even in all my complexities.

Having to explain this feeling to people when I don’t understand it 100% — see how hard I take lack of clarity? :,3

More to come

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Why is turning a character so hard. The cranium needs to extrude out enough —- enough to my desire for stylized realism. Anatomy and figure ain’t my forte

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A worry:

I’m a happily hitched man (to a fantastic woman). But why do I seem to like breakup songs so much? They’re just too gooddddd

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Current songs stuck in my head today (04/02/2024 - happy birthday btw mom -3-)

‘Handholder’ - Izaak Opatz (fun-havin, pattern-breakin, country-sounding, heart-weepin time)

‘Marigold’ - Nirvana (a classic that’s become a new hit for me — just so breathy and moody and delicate with moderate force, like a strong mid-sized spring. Mysterious)

‘Shampoo Bottles’ - Peach Pit (a reincarnation of the grunge theme today, and is cleaner sounding maybe, but doubly heartwrenching. Breakup songs have habit of being the most fun, catchiest songs to sing —but slow em down to receive a heartbreak)

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#webbypaint study of a baby wheel bug (open source program)

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When you find out your self-righteous-art-director-for-a-teacher was actually really just a co-art director on [REDACTED], and that he was the less talented one. Not naming names or movies *blink blink blink*

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Photo study done during class instead of working on classwork hehe

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Finding it a little hard to do that — be raw online, even if anonymous. The urge to curate status online is bonkers. Either I need one radical act of provocative authenticity to get this train going (wrong), or I just slowly simmer in this new pot of water I’ve poured and move at a true and eventual pace, whatever feels right

The lesson of preparing to not ruminate over how things end up, how work turns out, and, instead, arrive at something fully accidental and astounding. Creatures of habit die hard — the fear of change is an even harder death

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My first post on here. Even more than my portfolio site, even more than my insta, this acc is meant for the roughest, the messiest, and realest parts of my expressive person. Most times it may not be cohesive, but it’ll be from me, n the deeper thoughts I’ve grown wise to hide from people, which has made me a more pessimistic person. I hope to share my interests however deep or however premature and really separate myself from the different institutions I’m at war with — Worth stating that I’m always in a state of war

Anyways, here’s a iPhone doodle on webbypaint. Tentacle hehe