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Dylan Sprayberry + flexing

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the werecoyote’s hands shake, the two cups of coffee warming her hands in danger of spilling over. she had told her dad in the simplest of terms that she had upset lydia and she didn’t know how to fix it and he had told her that sometimes saying you’re sorry was enough, other times something called a peace offering was nice too so now, she has lydia’s coffee in one hand and hers in the other hoping that this would be one of those times saying you’re sorry was enough, 

‘ i brought you coffee. you haven’t slept and you look tired and my dad said sometimes a peace offering like coffee or food or flowers helped so, here’s a peace offering and i’m really sorry, really really sorry that i didn’t believe you. i was scared but, you’re supposed to believe in your friends and i didn’t and i’m so sorry, lydia. ’

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she was the one who said stiles wasn’t real, sure she only said it because she was scared that she was failing, that she was losing people, that everything bit and piece she remembered was something she had dreamed up but, she had voiced it when scott was standing next to her unsure and reeking of fear and guilt. her alpha, her friend had needed reassurance, support and she had done nothing but basically just confirm her worries and fears that stiles wasn’t real. 

scott had always believed in her, trusted her and protected her not only from the physical threats but, tried really hard with the emotional ones too and what had she done ? she hadn’t been there for him when he had needed her and when she finally makes her way back to the jeep it’s late and when she scents relief and sees tears on scott’s features that she feels familiar guilt swell up in her chest making her sick to her stomach, 

‘ stiles is real...i was scared and wrong. stiles is real and i’m sorry, scott, i’m really sorry. ’

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Peter?

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Best of Stalia

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insp

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for some reason she couldn’t leave peter right away, she didn’t know why because her memories of him weren’t that good but, she stayed until deaton said he was stable, she took away more of his pain and then she rushed her way back to the jeep and her heart jumped into her throat when she heard a familiar voice and clutched the radio with shaking hands, 

‘ stiles. stiles, i..i remember. ’

bits and pieces, memories fading in and out ;; 

warm hands holding hers, a first kiss, the feeling of holding someone in her arms, a full moon, plaid shirts, amber eyes...all these things built up in her head that she knew made up a real person even if she had tried to convince herself he wasn’t real because she had been scared everything she had been thinking and feeling was all made up, something she had dreamed up and she would lose someone she had never had...and now he’s talking to her and his voice sounds so familiar her chest aches with it and she clutches the radio tighter in her hands, careful not to break it...something about his voice makes it easy to keep control, 

‘ you’re real, you’re real. you’re real and i remember you. ’

             “Holy god, you remember? You remember me?”

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CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE FIRST TIME MALIA HELPED HEAL SOMEONE AND IT WAS PETER ?? LIKE MAN OH MAN THAT STRUCK A CHORD WITH ME 

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facetiious replied to your post: I JUST…..WOW THOSE FEW MOMENTS WITH STILES AND...

What is going on?!

I’LL MESSAGE YOU IN A LITTLE BIT !! 

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I JUST.....WOW THOSE FEW MOMENTS WITH STILES AND PETER TALKING ABOUT MALIA JUST KIND OF MADE IT WORTH IT LIKE WOW, I COULD LIVE OFF THOSE MOMENTS ALONE. 

PETER TRYING TO BE A DAD LIKE WOWOW ??? 

I JUST....MAN OH MAN

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nobody loves you? that’s a blatant lie. scott mccall loves you

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Malia “worry-sick-about-Scott” Tate.

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stiles. stiles. stiles.

they don’t know that she says his name sometimes without realizing just to see if it feels familiar...it does. 

they don’t know that she scoured her entire house trying to find a remnant for him...she didn’t. 

they don’t know that when she goes to bed at night she has the ghost sensations of someone in her arms, listening to their heartbeat and wakes up with vague memories in her head....no one’s there in the morning. 

they don’t know, no one knows because she’s never told them. she doesn’t tell them a lot of things sure, she tells them about her math tests, she tells them about how worried she is for college and she tells them about the teacher whose eyes she wants to claw out. what she doesn’t tell them is well everything else. she believes stiles is somebody, somebody important to her, to all of them but, she also knows that she’s spending every bit of herself trying to think of things about him and it’s not working because blurry memories, faded voices and a pain in her chest are all she has and now so many people are gone because she wasn’t thinking, because she wasn’t focused completely on protecting them. 

malia knows lydia says she loved him and maybe that’s why lydia can remember more of him while she’s desperately scraping for memories that come and go at the most random times in bursts but, she knows she felt something for him too but, she also feels for her pack. scott, lydia, liam and even kira were all she had when she came back and sure she was alone for a while in eichen but, when she got out her pack was family, they made the effort to find her again, to talk to her, to bring her into their pack and be her friend when she felt so alone and she’s putting them in danger but desperately and hopefully searching after someone who might be really gone. 

the werecoyote puts a hand to her chest feeling that phantom ache before dropping it and balling her fists, breathing in and breathing in and trying to stay calm but, it’s so hard when lydia is looking at her like that, when lydia blames her for not being able to remember, when lydia blames her for voicing an idea apparently she never thought of, when lydia is practically telling her she’s a bad friend and she just...snaps, 

‘ stop, just..stop, ok...please. i get it you’re mad, you reek of it but, you’re not the only one who is mad and you’re not the only one who is sad and you’re not the only who cares...scott cares very much, the sheriff cares and i-i care but, people got hurt tonight ok ? people got hurt and people got taken and it’s because i was thinking of stiles. just...stop ok because we’re all--i’m trying, lydia. ’

@werecoyoteinprogress wanted a 6x04 starter 

“There are holes in your memory and you don’t believe me. Great friend’s I’ve got.” 

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I need a babysitter.