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going absolutely feral. i Need him so bad i need to cover his stupid face in kisses and also need to hold him so tight and also need to express somehow that my love for him is so intense i dedicated myself to a grueling journey of trying to fucking jump realities specifically with him in mind for years on end and also i need to throw rocks at him

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That nigga better shift to ME for Valentine's Day

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the three year long self help hole i've found myself in, and what i can say about it.

I am willing to bet for every one amazing shifting blogger, there are 100 silent shifters who are looking at these posts, maybe you get a burst of motivation at the sight of them, that of course never lasts, maybe every time you look at these posts you start feeling dread, maybe you wanna just scroll past them because you know you wont get anything out of them anyway.

for the hundreds of silent shifters who lurk, and are struggling, i see you. this isnt some post and i want to let you know that it is okay to struggle and be frustrated, it is okay that you aren't able to apply any of the advice you're given because it just doesn't work

when people say "shifting is a personal journey" we fucking MEAN that. and i know just how unbelievably frustrating it is to know that, and still not be able to figure out what the hell is the problem here, why can't you figure out your own problem? even though you're looking in yourself why you aren't finding what you're supposed to be looking for???

in 2022, i began really trying to lock in on fixing my issues relating to shifting, i remember a scene clearly, subliminals blaring in my ears whilst i clean the kitchen and bathroom, my mind currently away from the task at hand, instead looking inside myself for problems that might be preventing me from shifting, "maybe it's this, maybe it's this, oh, definitely this, i've gotta note that one down so i can fix it later"

and then i never did.

continue for 3 years. looking for issues, attempt after attempt to understand, reading 500 page long books, reading reddit posts, favoriting tiktoks with advice i resonated with, smoking weed just to reflect, all to try my best to figure out what the fuck is wrong with my brain?, and three years later i'm in the same place, looking for what's gonna make it all click,

maybe its fiction. the answer you and i are chasing does not exist, and there is nothing in yourself to discover that suddenly turns the lights on, makes everything all so clear, you're now in frolicking in the grass because you've found the answer that makes all your struggles go away, it's a concept that we've made up.

no matter what you do, there is always going to be "something wrong." there will always be an issue that you can find, it's the brains natural function to try to solve issues, so it's of course going to always try to find them.

"but were, then why am i not shifting?"

i don't know, and you won't either until you shift, think about it, are you really gonna know the reason why you're not shifting before you shift in the first place? give up the search for "why". searching for the problem is reinforcing in yourself that there is problems in the first place. you are being shackled by your belief that there is a reason you can find for you're not doing it right.

i know how angry and exhausted we all are, and any advice i could offer will only make you angrier, because you aren't able to just make it work

it's gonna be okay,

struggling is a big part of the experience

take a breather.

i know its insulting to be told this, but we're exactly where we need to be, and believing we need to get somewhere else, be someone else, achieve this, do this, think this, be someone else, is only more resistance.

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"whatever. im gonna win the idgaf war"

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hub...huband..

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husband...

Happy birthday bebe <3 here are my gifts to you!

audio from khoi dao's twitter ((it was from a year ago and i just finished the animatic this year uhuhu))

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shifting is genuinely the most amazing thing when you don’t have a whiney bitch in your ear saying it’s not real

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i miss my wife (male fictional character)

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all the time 24/7

I need something to rip apart with my teeth

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When u got all the reasons to leave this reality but your subconscious is still not sure:

(me to my subconscious in this exact moment:)

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cringeposting ahead

since we're talking abt embarrassing things...

whats the deal with the whole primal instinctual urge to like DEVOURDEVOURDEVOURDEVOURUSEYOURTEETHBITEINTOFLESHBITEINTOFLESHBITEINTOFLESH

like girl i do not actually want to eat i just wanna use my damn MUZZLE!!!!!! hashtag canine things......

on that note i think one of the strongest things i want to feel is my muzzle. like whats the deal with this human nose why is my mouth this shape Clearly i have a long maw full of sharp teeth!!!!!

on the other side i always get species euphoria using my teeth to open something. like i have sharp teeth for a reason of course i am going to use them i am literally an animal

also the absolute euphoria of when ur happy and walking and feelinfg ur tail bounce left and right... god knew i would be too powerful if i had an actual tail to wag therefore he had to nerf me with phantom tail.

on the note of tails.. feeling it sway and twitch when ur looking for something.. i am a Curious fellow. feeling your ears twitch and move the side too!!!

im ngl being wolfkin(?) is so fun like why r u hating on me rn im having so much fun just by feeling my little animal appendages which by the way i did not ask for. like im going to wag my stupid little tail and get extra joy out of it bc species euphoria while you ARENT!!!!

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do ygs remember when one of the original mfs who brought shifting to tiktok said that scripting you have an s/o is weird bc ur basically forcing the character to be in a relationship with you and compared it to being creepy like that one grapeheaded mf from my hero academia??? it was such an atrocious take it makes me giggle sometimes when i think back on it

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HOLY FUCKING SHIT????

I SHIFTED??????????

OMOVMOMG SO BASICALLY I WAS LISTENING TO A SHIFTING METHOD GUIDED MEDITATION OR WHATEVA AND LIKE I DIDNT THIBK ABOUT IT OR ANYTHING AND IT WAS THE JULIA METHOD SO WHEN IT GOT TO 100 I WAS HIT THIS CRAZY UNEXPLAINABLE FEELING OF FLOATING??? I CANT DESCRIBE IT BUT IT WAS CRAZY AND LIKE IT WORKED???? AAHHHHHHJAJSIJSJDJDJJFNFJ