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whatudowhennooneseesyou · 2 months ago

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Again another great analysis and psychological insight by @honeyhotteoks and all her beautiful knowledge and creativity.

I love talking about yunho b/c he's the epitome of a true dom.

I feel like media portrays dominant men as this dick-swinging, borderline abusive, alpha (not the Omegaverse kind) male who constantly have to justify their dominance.

And I think that's why ppl say Yunho is too gentle to be dominant- or a hard one at that. He's too soft, too giggly, too friendly.

Men who are truly dominant, don't need to go around and tell you they're dominant b/c they already expect you to know.

And that's why I love talking about Yunho and Bang Chan specifically in regards to highlight how these two represent what truly dominant men (albeit on different sides of the dominant field) act like.

Dominance to me is not solely just bdsm or bedroom dynamics, men who are genuinely dominant to their very core are dominant in every aspect of their life and you can visually see it with the two of them.

They lead. They provide. They initiate. They protect. They listen. They give and most importantly, they're devoted.

Yes, they're controlling and they want to own and claim you (which just comes with the territory imo). Yes, it's because it gives them power.

I feel like media and fake dominance is about the need to break, corrupt or ruin someone but doesn't include the aftercare and the emotional handling that is essential in being able to consent to that.

If you surrender and give yourself to me...

I'll claim you, I'll corrupt you, I'll ruin you, I'll break you.

But I'll also worship you, feed you, hold you, heal you.

And you can feel that in their essence of their being.

Fuck, I hope this kind of man is yearned for in the future- sick and tired of all this 50 shades of grey/fake dominance bullshit.

yunho's fromm messages this morning.......... (and some extended thoughts on this man and his very obvious dom vibes, we've got a brand here at honeyhotteoks and i need to talk about it again before i die)

the messages in question:

🐶: yes, yes, you're such a greedy one (a little selfish one) 🐶: be mine, you're mine. 🐶: yes, yes, i'm yours.

transl credit to @/jyhcomfort on twt, i know there's a few alternate translations floating around that say "i'm greedy" or "i'm a greedy one" / one of my friends said via context it makes more sense to be "i'm greedy" but for delulu purposes..... either way..... my feelings are the same under the cut

cw: nsfw discussions about dom/sub dynamics and various connected kinks. as always, i am not being so delulu about this that i actually think i know him. this is all fun and speculation and at this point he's just my muse for the romance novel version of him. okay.....

i tweeted the below the other day (video link here) but like seriously he just keeps proving me right and i have thoughts i gotta get off my chest before i combust.

so i've just been thinking about this whole thing since someone on twitter made a little joke about him being a bitchless kpop idol, which like... i know people got upset, but i'm sure that was just a joke, and that's not really what this is about i've been seriously cooking on the duality of this man for the past few days and have things to say.

first of all...... i've talked about this a million times, but when i say this man is a dom what i mean is that he has the potential for all this stuff, i have no idea what he's actually doing in his private life. he could literally be waiting for marriage for all i know, but i do think you can tell in someone's personality who would kind of be good at something 'naturally' if they got into it / went that direction.

something yunho's been doing a lot recently is showing more of himself physically / showing more skin / being a little more suggestive overtly in his content which is something pretty new for him. he's always been hot and has been sexy on stage, but as far as his personal content, this is pretty new for him. this to me is classic like.... he's gained confidence in the past few years, gotten into his mid twenties where you start to get a little more self assured with your own body or expressions of sexuality, etc. BUT the way that he's sharing this content i think is interesting and indicates to me that he knows what kind of reaction this is going to get from his fans, and he enjoys it.

he's been burying sexier pictures within his ig albums as not the first picture, with the first one being a little cute or just regular idol style pics. prime examples below --

in both of these cases, these are the "sexy shot" but he puts them in the middle of the albums. then when fans freak out or ask him about it on live/fromm his responses are usually something along the lines of "ohhh it wasn't too much was it? ah, no ofc i'll keep it just to that" etc. it would not surprise me in the least if he enjoyed the thought that we're all losing our shit when we swipe to these pics / our reactions online after not only give him a bunch of compliments but shows how riled up we are. that is CLASSIC dom behavior.

in a sexual context, this might look something like..... a dom casually touching or implying sex to their submissive over the course of a day but not really acknowledging it / playing off their submissive's reactions as cute/funny or in a meaner context, ignoring it all together. at the end of all that teasing though is the dom in control and verbally messing with their sub while finally, finally delivering the pleasure they were hinting at. this is something i am so positive yunho would excel at with the right partner.

that combined with the way he talks to hotteoks in fromm really gives the impression that he knows they enjoy being teased, and i truly don't think he would act like that if he didn't like it. he's been in the idol game long enough, if he wanted to set different boundaries or speak to his fans differently, he absolutely could. meanwhile he's out here playing straight into the delulu trends with birthday lockets and wedding flowers and boyfriend-y pics all the time on ig. not to mention the zayn song.... like he knows what he's doing.

he often teases hotteoks about being so flustered over him, plays into how 'jealous' he can be, and overall just leans in hard to d/s dynamics in a way that tells me it's quite natural for him. even just how often he says things like 'you're mine' / 'i'm yours' / 'you know you're mine right?' / 'yes you belong to me' etc. in his fromms just reads completely as a dominant establishing and reinforcing those ownership dynamics.

when it comes to other parts of his personality, i've talked about that at length in other posts (eye contact, natural leadership, body language, active listening, etc.) but i've really noticed a shift in him recently and can't get it off my mind.

on top of that, there have been a few moments on stage or with other members lately that really ring dominance. i'm very specifically thinking of the way he interacts with mingi and wooyoung, which i've written about before, but...... he's consistently holding eye contact with them lately, teasing them in ways that are platonic yes, but also just part of that natural part of him that wants to mess with someone who will break. like.... did yunho have to hold wooyoung's jaw while they were kneeling during halazia? probably not, but he did it. and the smile afterwards when wooyoung got a little flustered was clear satisfaction with the reaction he got.

generally i think there's an impression that some people have that because yunho's so "nice" or so goofy/dorky/sweet/thoughtful/bashful etc., that means he doesn't have as much rizz or like wouldn't be into dynamics like this or harder kinks. i have to say..... that to me always reads like inexperience, with men potentially, maybe sex, and/or these dynamics in particular. in my experience, it's often the sweet guys who can switch it up in bed, and i would even say they often make better/safer doms because they are caring/considerate/attentive to their partner's comfort and pleasure, not just their own or if they're being perceived as sexy. it's not a hard rule of course, everyone's different, but i'm just saying, yunho being a nice guy doesn't mean he couldn't or wouldn't enjoy teasing the fuck out of his partner.

all of this is to say........................ if hasn't figured out his dom potential yet, i sincerely hope he does because i think it's such an obvious fit for him.

#and don't expect me to call you daddy or sir if you scream louder than me when there's a spider in the room #the bar is on the floor but it's a bar #bang chan #yunho #skz #Ateez #stray kids #jeong yunho #ateez hard hours #ateez soft hours #stray kids hard hours #stray kids soft hours #bang chan X reader #yunho X reader

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whatudowhennooneseesyou · 3 months ago

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I’m gonna bite you (out of pure affection)

And why would you do that? I wouldn't say no haha

#wudwnsy answered ask #moot #missed u 2

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whatudowhennooneseesyou · 3 months ago

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My thoughts on how they treat atiny as littles is seonghwa is a caregiver, but he coos a lot at atiny, he babies atiny how one would if they were with a little. Hongjoong? Just is simply a gentle parent for atiny, but he also wants us to have that bf feel of him, if that makes sense. And yunho? That mf is just he looks out for atiny like a father would, but also still wants to be our boyfriend in a way. I can’t explain it in words, but they all coo and baby atiny, and San calls any woman princess. He won’t call anyone ‘noona’ or whatever the fuck its called. Its always princess, especially younger women. And with San always gloating about wanting a daughter, it kinda fits in a way. But San is more of a sir than a daddy. Seonghwa is a daddy, although he may not exactly be into age play or anything like that, but he’s definitely into treating his partner as if they’re a child, in a wholesome way. Same with Hongjoong, completely wholesome. But yunho? That man will get dirty with it, but also be on the wholesale side as well. Like outside of sex, they’d treat their partner as if they’re children (cooing, coddling, ect) but for the sex part, i don’t think they’d fully be into that. But yunho does have a darker side than any of the other members.

I should be ashamed for how fucked up this fic is- but I am not.

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟐: 𝐓𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝 (𝐀 𝐇𝐚𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐀𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐀𝐔)

Pairing: Jeong Yunho x sub!fem reader

Word Count: 1.3K

Content Warnings: DUB-CON , Caregiver kink, Soft regression, Psychological manipulation, MDNI 18+, unprotected sex, body worship, oral sex (fem receiving), size kink, praise, possessive!yunho, dacryphilia, aftercare

🖤 This is a dark fic. Though the dynamics are soft, it does explore emotional submission, control through care, and healing through obsession. Please consume responsibly.

If you continue to read, you have heeded my warnings and I am not responsible for your well-being.

Also, it's not essential to read Chapter 1- Hunted but I'd recommend it for a more immersive experience.

It had been ninety days since Yunho claimed you. And ninety days since you’d truly smiled.

You weren’t locked in. Not really. The windows were clear. The front door was untouched. But you didn’t leave.

You couldn’t.

Because Yunho didn’t trap you with chains, he wrapped you in care. Fed you. Brushed your hair. Warmed your bath. Held you through your nightmares.

And when you were good, when you ate every bite, when you let him rub lotion into your thighs, when you said thank you and curled into a fragile ball against him.

He kissed you so sweet it made your eyes burn.

But you weren’t yourself.

He noticed it in the way you blinked slower. Walked softer. How your laugh, the one he’d stalked for months, was nowhere to be found.

Yunho wasn’t angry. He was devastated.

You sat curled up in the hoodie he’d given you—his favourite one, the black one that smelled like musk and safety—staring blankly at the wall.

He came in quietly, tray in hand.

Cut-up fruit. A soft spoon. A warm mug of tea. Little strawberries carved into heart shapes. You hadn’t asked for them. You didn’t have to.

"My good girl hasn’t eaten today," he said softly, kneeling at your feet.

You didn’t answer. Didn’t even look at him.

Yunho’s hand curled around your ankle. Gentle. Grounding.

"Baby…" he murmured, his voice thick. “You haven’t smiled in days.”

Your eyes burned, but you stayed silent.

Yunho set the tray aside, then cupped your face with both hands, his thumbs stroking beneath your eyes.

Those giant hands of his, the ones that showed you praise, could be so soft, so attentive.

The same ones that could grip, tighten and bend you to whatever will Yunho demanded from you.

“Where did you go, princess?” he whispered, the pressure of his hands gripping the sides of your face, onyx eyes filled with an authoritative concern.

“You’re right here, but you’re not here.”

You trembled.

"I’ll bring you back," he said, voice breaking. “I’ll brush your hair, feed you with my hands, hold you every night. I’ll kiss and fuck you a thousand times until your soul remembers how to breathe again.”

He kissed your forehead. Your cheek. Your jaw. Then he stood, picking you up bridal style- not even a hitch of breath or a hair out of place.

“Come on, baby. Let me bring you back to life”

He sat you on the edge of the bed and undressed you slowly.

Not like a man tearing into a lover—but like a caretaker unwrapping something delicate. Something breakable.

"Lift your arms for me," he said softly. You obeyed. Hoodie off.

Your skin is prickled with cold. But he was already there—kneeling again, wiping you down with a warm towel, rubbing rose oil into your thighs, down your calves, across your belly.

"You’re so soft," he murmured, pressing a kiss to your knee. “So perfect. You don’t need to hide.”

When you whimpered, he smiled gently. “That’s it. That’s the sound I’ve missed.”

"Your body remembers me," he whispered. "Even when your mind tries to hide."

And then he leaned in.

He kissed your inner thigh—once, twice. A third kiss closer to your core, letting his breath fan over your pussy like a prayer.

Your legs instinctively parted.

"That’s it," he whispered. “Good girl.”

He knelt between your legs, settled there like a man who belonged. One arm curled under your thigh, the other wrapped around your hip—anchoring you. His tongue flicked out once, tasting the slick gathering between your folds.

Yunho moaned.

Like it hurt to go without you for this long.

"God, baby..." he breathed, mouth pressing open kisses to your cunt. “You taste like relief. Like everything I’ve been aching for.”

He sucked your clit between his lips slowly—like he wasn’t just worshipping it, but claiming it. The tip of his tongue teased circles, then firm strokes, then messy, hungry licks that made your breath catch in your throat.

You grabbed the sheets behind you. He noticed.

"That’s it. Grip the bed for me," he rasped. “Let me feel how much you missed this.”

His tongue fucked into you like a promise. Like a rebuild. Your thighs trembled against his shoulders as his fingers joined in—two thick digits pressing in slowly, curling upward like he knew exactly where to touch you to break the silence in your soul.

“You’re opening up so well,” he groaned, mouth slick with you. “So fucking perfect. Let me get you ready—want you warm and messy when I fuck you raw.”

Your head tipped back. You moaned—finally.

And Yunho smiled against your cunt.

He kept licking until you were crying again, hands tangled in his hair, hips rolling against his face like your body had reawakened. He didn’t let up until you came with a sob, thighs clenching around his head, cunt pulsing on his fingers.

He didn’t stop.

He wanted you soaked. He needed you needy.

And when he finally pulled away, your inner thighs glistened, your chest was heaving, and Yunho was breathing heavy—feral, but composed.

Later, he manoeuvred you so you were face down, chest to the mattress, your arms tucked beneath a pillow, your body bare and waiting.

He was behind you, lying on top of you, warm, naked and in a prone position, his thick cock resting against your skin- firm, hard, wanting.

And in his hand?

Your journal.

The one he’d found. The one you used to write in when you still laughed.

He started to read.

“Today I danced barefoot in the kitchen while Yunho made aburasoba. He laughed and called me pretty…”

Your breath caught.

“…and I believed it.”

A tear slipped down your cheek. Yunho saw it.

He pushed your hips up slightly, reached between your thighs and stroked your clit softly, lovingly.

"You are pretty," he whispered. "Even when you cry. Even when you’re lost."

He pulled his hand away, bracing over you on his arms, knees bent on the mattress, placing kisses on your spine as he lines his cock up behind you, dragging the thick head through your folds—soaking wet from nothing but his voice and his care.

“You wrote, ‘I want to be the girl he thinks I am.’”

He pushed in slowly—inch by inch, until you were gasping into the sheets.

"You are," he growled, beginning to thrust. “You just need me to fuck the numbness out of you. Stroke by stroke. Praise by praise.”

Each thrust was deep, unhurried, designed to rewire your brain.

“You’re doing so good,” he whispered. “Letting me love you like this. Taking every inch. Letting me fill you so you don’t have to feel empty anymore.”

He dropped the journal out of his grasp, running his free hand through your hair, down your shoulders, your waist and hips before sliding it under your body, finding your clit, rubbing it in slow but firm circles.

"You're my sweet princess, aren't you?" "Yes, Yunho," you choked. "And you know you belong here, don’t you?" "Yes" "And you know I would burn the world before I let you fade again."

You shattered around him, sobbing into the pillow as your body trembled and your cunt fluttered around his cock.

He didn’t stop.

Not until you moaned again. Not until your voice cracked saying thank you. Not until your hands gripped the sheets like you were clawing your way back into yourself.

When he came, he did it with your name on his lips and your body clutched to his chest like scripture.

He'd allow himself a few moments to lie over you, his hands rubbing your sides, petting your hair, whispering words of sweet praise before getting up, cleaning the sweat and his cum off of you with careful precision before lying in bed again, his briefs the only barrier between you two.

"You don’t have to be her again all at once," he murmured. “But I will help you. I’ll feed you, fuck you, love you… until the light comes back.”

You fell asleep with your cheek against his chest.

He held you like a child. And smiled, because you’d whimpered in your sleep— a tiny, happy sound.

The first one in ninety days.

I could honestly just every month write another warped piece of dark fic to add to the Haunting Adeline AU series.

Hold on to April where I will be posting 2 Hyunjin related works.

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whatudowhennooneseesyou · 4 months ago

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SCENARIOS ━ Bang Chan

『 ↳✧･ﾟ WORD COUNT: 2.53k total (around 200~700 each)

『 ↳✧･ﾟ CW: Fluff, slice of life, comfort, reverse comfort, some suggestive/mature themes—MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, swearing, etc.

『 ↳✧･ﾟ A/N: Another one of these! One is a little more mature so a little heads up to that. Remember there's no particular order, nor plot to these. Just drabbles I've put together in a small collection. Enjoy!

(pictures are not mine. Credits to their respective owners!)

04: 49 p.m. ; car📍

"I just need gas and then we can go." You smile. You had a long date with Chan today. He insisted to take his car, as usual, but you ended up taking yours. Chan takes his eyes off the road and smiles back at you. His heart skips a beat. There's something about you doing the things he always does for you: like driving. So fucking attractive.

You drive to the nearest gas station, unbuckling your seat belt as the car comes to a stop. Chan is faster, though. He unbuckles his seat belt first and exits the car with his card on hand. "What are you doing?" You speak through the rolled down window. The answer is obvious as he walks to the side where the tank is: Chan being a gentleman.

He chuckles. "Getting you gas, what else?" He speaks while fiddling with the gas tank's lid.

"I can do it." You say. "I know how to do it." He knows. In fact, he knows you do it all the time by yourself. Chan leaves the gas pumping and approaches your rolled down window. "I know, sweetheart." He smiles while leaning in and pressing a short, almost burning kiss to your lips. "Just sit pretty for me, yeah?" He requests like it's nothing. You smile stupidly when Chan retrieves to pay. It's a distraction you know too well. He wants to pay and put in the work; never letting you lift a finger. Always finding ways to give you princess treatment. Even in the smallest things.

03:38 a.m. ; bedroom 📍

Chan winces as he stumbles inside your shared bedroom. He is aware of how late it is and the last thing he needs—or wants, is to wake you up. You're not particularly a light sleeper, but not a heavy sleeper either. Chan knows, however, you tend to have restless nights of sleep whenever he's not home.

Chan undresses quietly, soft rustling of clothes heard in the quiet room. He's careful, even if he's exhausted and can't wait to get to bed. You hear the pitter-patter of his bare feet on the wooden floor; you're not exactly awake. Barely, if even.

Chan is even more careful as he climbs under the covers, slow and light movements as if not to disturb you. His body screams for rest and yet he takes his time to settle right behind you. His now naked chest presses flush to your back, an arm tucking softly under your head, the other carefully wrapping around your waist. He sighs relieved.

You whine ever so quiet, body stirring in his embrace. He stays as still as possible, even his heart wanting to still in his chest. "Channie?" You sigh. You know he's there; you feel him there.

"Shh... I'm sorry, baby." He whispers as soon as he hears your tired voice. "Go back to sleep."

"What time is it?" You try reaching for your phone.

Chan stops you almost immediately, reaching for your extended wrist. "It's late, baby." He states gently. "C'mon. Let's sleep."

12:52 a.m. ; Channie's room📍

"Come... on." Chan groans into your neck, his hands gripping your thighs. He has you sitting on his studio's desk. You've been making out for the last thirty-ish minutes, his lips attached to your neck, his hips pressed flush to yours, ever so slowly grinding.

"C-chan." You stammer breathlessly. You're not trying to push him away, but you do. You want it, of course you do, but not here. Not like this. You wish for the comfort and privacy of your own bedroom. "We can't do this... Not here." You whisper. "I... c-can't do this here." Even if it's late at night and you're all alone, you can't.

Chan whines again, lips latching, lower, onto the skin of your collarbone. "Yes, you can. You can f'me." He sighs as your fingertips graze the ends of his hair, hips pressing harder to yours. "No one's in the building, anymore." Chan continues as he senses your hesitation. Hands wandering your body, Chan is slowly pulling up your top. "We'll be quiet..." He promises ever so quietly against your skin. "I'll be quick too, if that's what worries you."

"No... I just—" You're cut off when his hand reaches in between your legs. Your hips buck unconsciously. A natural response to your lover's touch.

"It's okay, baby girl." Chan almost purrs in your ear. His voice sounds so deep, thick in his Australian accent. He presses a soft kiss to your temple as his fingers reach for the button of your jeans.

"Chris." You mewl. He recognizes the sound. You're not refusing him anymore. You want this just as much as he does. His face resurfaces from your neck, looking at you through hooded dark eyes. "Shh... I know." His hand travels under your underwear with expertise, almost like a practiced movement. "I know you need me right here." He speaks, fingers touching you where you ache the most.

05:45 p.m. ; Jeongin’s & Chan’s dorm 📍

You’ve been in the bathroom for almost twenty minutes. Chan finally knocks, having returned from the impromptu convenience store run. "Baby? I'm back." He says, clutching the small, squared package in his hands. He waits patiently for a response or any sound from the other side of the door.

“Yeah…” You sniffle. “Did you find them?”

Chan feels a tinge of worry and concern at the sound of your sniffle, but he keeps his cool and responds calmly. "Yeah, I found them. Should I just leave them here?"

“U-uh. Just—yeah.”

Chan nods, even though you can't see him, and sets the package of pads down on the floor, against the wall right outside the bathroom door. He fidgets with his fingers and leans his back against the wall, just outside the door. "I also got you some sweats... um, they're Innie’s... I thought..." He falters, deciding that information was irrelevant. "Do you need anything else?" He asks, his voice tinged with concern.

“No.” You speak a bit more quietly. The door cracks open the slightest bit, and only your hand appears to retrieve the pads—and sweatpants—from the floor.

Chan watches as the door opens the slight bit, revealing your hand as it reaches out to grab the stuff off the floor. He takes note of how your hand trembles ever so slightly, and he can’t help but feel even more concerned. He wants to ask you what’s wrong, but he also doesn’t want to pressure you.

He waits patiently, heart aching at your soft sniffles. When the door finally opens, you look… fine. Clean, redressed; the opened pack of pads on one hand as you step outside. Dirty, balled up clothes in the other.

Chan's heart sinks as you step out of the bathroom, a pang of sympathy in his heart. It’s clear you’ve been crying; red rimmed and puffy eyes. "Baby…" He whispers, stepping forward; hand rubbing your arms. “Come here..." He says softly, gently pulling you into his arms and holding you tight against his chest. He holds you for a moment, letting you lean on him, before he speaks again. "What's wrong, hm?" His voice turns even gentler. "Why were you crying, angel?"

“I’m just… embarrassed, and in pain. I think... I shouldn’t have come.” You whisper, silent tears escaping you.

Chan's heart aches at your words, and he shakes his head gently, his arms wrapped securely around you. "Don't say that. You have nothing to be embarrassed about." He says firmly. "You didn't know about it. These things just happen..." He adds, his voice soft and reassuring. He can feel your distress and wants to ease it in any way he can.

“B-but I made a mess, and I made you run to the store and—“

Chan gently shushes you, his hand stroking your hair soothingly. "Baby, please. Stop. You didn't make a mess. The bed sheets are washable, and the stain already came out just fine." He speaks. "And I was happy to run to the store for you. You needed pads, so I went and bought you pads. It's not a big deal."

“It feels like a big deal.” You whisper, threatening to cry again.

Chan's heart breaks a little at hearing your soft whisper, and he holds you even closer to him. "Hey, hey… Shhhh…" He whispers, gently rubbing your back and holding you against his chest. He lets out a soft sigh and speaks in a gentle but firm voice. "Baby girl, listen to me. I understand that it feels like a big deal to you. I get it. But it's not. It really isn’t. It's just…your body doing its thing. And there's nothing embarrassing about that."

Chan was smart and sensible; he was a gentleman. You sniffle. “I wanna go home…” He tightens his arms around you, hand still rubbing circles against your back.

"You really want to go home right now?" Chan speaks softly, his voice laced with concern and caring. He had expected your evening to continue as usual, but maybe he underestimated how you feel about all this.

“Yes... please.”

Chan's heart twinges a little at your response, and he takes a moment before speaking again. "Okay, sweetheart. If you want to go home right now, I can take you home." He lifts a hand to gently brush away a stray tear from your cheek. "Let's get your things, and then we'll go."

07:40 p.m ; bedroom 📍

Chan walks in quietly into your room. It’s so warm, compared to the cold outside. It’s also illuminated by warm and soft casting led lights. It gives your bedroom such a cozy and welcoming feel.

Smiling to himself, he slowly walks over to your bed, where you lay. He kneels on the ground, next to your bed. He carefully caresses your face with the tip of his fingers, feeling as if he's gonna break you if he's not careful enough. His eyes never leave your face, as his thumb traces around your lips.

It stirs you awake. You were just lightly dozing off. “Sweetheart?” Your voice is quiet and soft.

His eyes light up as soon as he hears your raspy voice calling his name. He caresses your cheek lovingly. "Oh, you’re awake. I didn’t mean to wake you up, baby."

“I wasn’t sleeping.” You reply, readjusting under the covers.

He chuckles at your response. "Sure, you weren’t, angel."

“I got warm.. and dozed off.” Understandably, you haven't been sleeping well from the cold.

"Did you nap in the day? Why are you sleepy now, hm?" He pouts, as he continues to caress your hair from your face. "Is my baby girl feeling cold?"

“I've been so cold.” You sigh softly. Your resistance to cold is lower than Chan’s. Could be because you grew up in a hotter country.

He hums in response, as he pulls up the blanket to cover your body more. He smiles as he feels the warmth of your skin as he grazes his fingers down your arm. "You should’ve called me, baby. You know I always keep you warm."

“I'm sure you had a busy day. It’s okay.”

"Just because I have a busy day, doesn’t mean I don’t have time to take care of you. I always have time for you, sweetheart." He reminds you gently. "You know you’re my first priority, love."

“Why are you always so sweet to me?” Your fingers are cold as they come forward to caress his cheek. His face is cold from being outside and yet you’re still colder somehow.

He hisses as he feels the coldness of your fingers on his face, yet, he leans into the touch. "Why do I shower you with so much love, hm? It's because you make it so easy to love you, angel. You're just so precious and perfect, I can't help it." He gently grabs your hand to press a kiss on each of your knuckles. "You need to be warmer, baby. Your hands are freezing."

“Sorry…” You apologize for something he knows you can’t control.

He chuckles and shakes his head, as he grabs your blanket to cover your body even more. "There's nothing to apologize for, baby. I know it's not your fault. You just get cold easily. It's okay..." He brings your cold hands to his face and blows hot air on it, trying to warm it up. Then, he wraps both of his hands around your hand and rubs it.

You feel so soft; treasured and adored by your lover, more than ever right now. Chan is always loving and caring to you, but there’s something more tonight.

He kisses your knuckles and caresses your hand with his fingers, as if you're the most precious thing to him. He looks at your cute little face, and he can't help but smile fondly at you, as he stares at your adorable features. He feels so affectionate for you right now, he isn’t even sure what to do with himself. "I’m so lucky to have you, darling. You’re just so soft... and so beautiful. I feel so lucky to have you as my girlfriend.."

You smile softly. “Keep talking in bed.” You say quietly, shivering as you open up the thick blanket you’re underneath of.

11:23 p.m. ; kitchen 📍

"Not going to bed yet?" Chan speaks from behind you; his eyes fixed on the flour-powdered kitchen counter. "I'm sure you can finish up tomorrow."

"I'm not tired anyway." You reply quietly.

You've been baking all afternoon. Chan doesn't find it weird; for he knows it's one of your coping mechanisms. You bake the shit out of your shared pantry whenever your sad or stressed. He can smell cinnamon and butter mixed in the air with a slight whiff of your perfume. Your makeup is a bit smudged, after wearing it all day since early this morning. Your hair is messy, held by your favorite—but impractical— butterfly shaped hair claw.

He wraps his arms around you, pressing sweet but aggressive kisses to your temple. He settles down behind you in a hug as you work diligently. Kneading. Chan hums to the songs on your shared playlist, body unconsciously swaying with yours. The volume is low, almost like soft background noise.

A song finishes and another one starts. His arms unravel you to pull you away from the kitchen counter. "Come here." He says gently, turning you to face him.

You try to refuse, hands and apron covered in flour. "Chris, baby, my hands—"

He shushes you gently, hands coming to settle at your waist. "I wanna dance to this song." You know this song, one of his favorite ballads of all time. He is slow and measured as he slow dances with you in your kitchen. "When I marry you..." He starts. "...I want this to be my first dance with you. Our... first dance." He speaks quietly.

Your heart stutters at his words, all your anxiety and stress suddenly gone. Utterly and completely gone.

Better than baking, will always be Chan.

#should not have read this when I'm PMSing #tears in my eyes #I want to be taken care off so badly omg

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whatudowhennooneseesyou · 4 months ago

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Im bad at flirting, so this is me shooting my shot. Take it or leave it. (It’s meant as a joke, I have to put it here bc a few people I sent it to got offended, so no harm meant)

I mean, you shoot your shot and it has taken @spidergirllexi because I am blushing, your game has worked for sure!

I'm taking it and running with it.

I love this ask, I love you- you are gorgeous and this helped me with my day.

#I am always like Jessie with ppl haha #beautiful ask #fucking love you #wudwnsy ask #wudwnsy answered ask

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whatudowhennooneseesyou · 5 months ago

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introducing yourself to the members is okay.

blowing a kiss to them from the audience is okay.

screaming you love the members, sure- it's harmless.

what is not okay is snatching the mic from someone and then saying mingi is not cute-wtf???

do ppl not understand it just takes one single incident and these members view all of us differently??

i wouldn't be surprised if they stop handing the mic out to the audience entirely after this incident.

#as an Australian Atiny who has never seen them it fills me with rage #you don't know how good you have it omg #ateez #atz hard hours #atz soft hours #ateez hard hours #ateez soft hours #ateez fluff #ateez smut

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whatudowhennooneseesyou · 5 months ago

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My first ever Hj fic I wrote and I'm still proud of it 3 years later.

Still relevant and going as a late bloomer at 26

Mommytober Series 2022- Day 22

Sugar!Daddy w Kim Hongjoong (Ateez)

Dom!Hongjoong x Sub!Fem Reader

Content includes: aged up Hongjoong (he's 35), corruption kink (duh it's fucking Hongjoong), praise, virgin!reader, first time, body worship, clingy and needy sex, tattooed Hongjoong (it should be a warning in itself because I am expecting Hongjoong to be covered in tattoos when he's 35 and I will be thoroughly disappointed if he doesn't.)

This is probably the most vanilla fic thus far in the series and I won't even apologise for it because I cried while writing it.

Why you may ask? Because Hongjoong is the most clingy, needy, romantic and loving partner out of Ateez and he would actually be like this and I'm now in a glass case full of emotion.

Also, this fic includes possessiveness (DUH! It's fucking Hongjoong) and hand-holding.

This is pure filth and does not portray an accurate representation of the stated Kpop idol.

18+ Only.

Requested By: @hongthoven

You didn't expect to still be a virgin at 24.

It's not like you were waiting for marriage or wore your virginity with pride.

There just simply hadn't been anyone that had entered your life that you wanted to share the experience with.

You either had bad luck, bad timing, no game or all three.

'My baby, don't be shy. You have a beautiful body okay?' Hongjoong cooed at you, the slight crow's feet around his eyes adding warmth to his gaze, his hands slowly pulling the bra strap from your shoulders.

That was until Hongjoong unexpectedly entered your life.

'Mmm, you make the most beautiful sounds' he groaned out, voice muffled as his tongue flicked around the tip of your nipple and his fingers gently tweaking the other one.

He was 35 and unbelievably gorgeous with crow's feet peeking around the edges of his eyes and a few random grey streaks shining through his black hair.

'I can't believe I'm the only one who's seen you like this' Hongjoong threw your panties on the floor, hands rubbing gently up the sides of your thighs, tracing kisses on your hips as he settled his face in between your thighs.

'And now. I'll be the only fucking one'.

Hongjoong wasn't married and he didn't have any children, instead opting to choose a career-based lifestyle.

You were both so different.

But yet it always felt so fucking right.

Hongjoong nuzzled his face into the side of your thigh, feeling your thighs shake from the multiple orgasms he had just given you with his tongue and fingers alone.

Your chest heaving up and down, nipples hard, bitten lips and cunt dripping wet.

Why would he chase the world for more gold when the best treasure in his life was you?

Hongjoong stood up from the edge of the bed, discarding the clothes off his body as he watched you gain composure.

He was just about to pull down his briefs when he saw you sit up, 'Wait' you told him as you swung your legs so you were sitting at the edge of the bed.

'I want to see you' you outstretched a hand for him to come closer and he walked forward and stood between your legs, breathing against his stomach.

Fingers traced up Hongjoong's toned stomach, it wasn't defined but it was firm and taut under your hands.

'You are so beautiful' you gazed up at Hongjoong adoringly, hands running over the planes of his chest.

And he really was, parts of his chest, arms and stomach covered in ink. Some tattoos were faded, others more prominent but they added to his brooding persona.

Hongjoong's cheeks blushed red and he chuckled slightly in surprise as he tucked your hair behind your ear.

'That's funny, coming from you', you rolled your eyes at the response as your hands settled on his hips, lips brushing gentle kisses across his stomach, tracing over the edges of his tattoos.

Goosebumps settled across his stomach and a gasp of surprise filled the air as his hands clutched the sides of your shoulders.

A final kiss was planted on his hip bone before he pulled away from you slightly, his briefs tight, chest taut and eyes dilated with need.

'Not tonight angel' he spoke softly before he pressed a soft kiss to your forehead, thumb stroking your cheekbone.

He could feel your anxiety radiating as he hovered over you, you really were baring your entire body and soul to him in this moment.

You chose him. You chose him over everyone else.

That was the best gift he ever received.

'All you need to do for me right now is let me take care of you'.

You were anticipating the discomfort of the stretch, what everyone says your first time should feel like.

What no one had told you and what you weren't expecting was how full you'd feel.

Your hands clutched his shoulders as a staggered gasp left your throat, the pressure and heaviness of his cock overwhelming your body and you could feel yourself tremble underneath him.

Hongjoong's fingers rubbed circles into your clit, unable to move with how hard you were clenching around him.

'You're doing so good for me angel' he intertwined his fingers in your hair, pecks of desire and comfort placed upon your mouth.

A few moments later, he pulled away and his face filled with concern.

He hated that you were in pain.

But he fucking loved that he was the reason for it.

A soft kiss was placed upon the tip of your nose before he trailed kisses along your jaw and whispered in your ear.

'I'm going to start moving now okay?'

The first few thrusts were met with silence, constantly watching to see if you were okay.

It wasn't until the eighth thrust that you finally moaned, your body starting to relax and ease around him.

And it wasn't until the twelfth thrust that Hongjoong couldn't hold back any longer.

'Angel look at me' Hongjoong's voice deepened, his thrusts quickening and he tilted your neck up so you could see him.

'You're mine now.' His thrusts adding to the weight of his words, the pleasure rising and your hand clutched at the sheets when he hit your sweet spot.

He grabbed your wrist and roughly placed it near your head before running his fingers through your palm and intertwining your fingers together.

'No one can see how beautiful you look right now.' His pants increasing, fingers pressing with each roll of his hips.

'Only I can touch you like this now, only me. ' His was desperate now, needing to consume, his need to devour.

His need to bind your heart with his.

He removed his hand from yours, his hips slowly slightly as he cupped your face, brushing the hair from your eyes.

'Am I yours?' Hongjoong breathed into your mouth, a pleading look in his eyes.

Hands cradled his wrists, stroking the skin and you tilted your head forward and pushed his hips deeper against you.

'It was always you'.

You realised now why it took you so long for you to find love. It didn't have anything to do with you.

It's because you were waiting for him.

Hongjoong's face buried into the crook of your neck and a hand cradling you to his chest.

These words were whispered:

'I love you. I'll love you with everything I have in me'.

I used 24 specifically because I'm 24 but also I was frustrated in seeing fics where the reader was a 'late bloomer' and they're 17-18.

I cried my eyes out writing this fic.

To all the late bloomers out there,

I see you.

Taglist: @bluelove24 @ateezreactionsandscenarios @hongthoven @iliana26 @mischiefsmind @creativechaoticloner @seungminluv3 @reighlee-greaves @hipster-shiz @vernon-s-whore @monstaxdirtywonk @destiny-fics @8tinytings @honeyhotteoks @mingkiyoo @hwaberrycake @manipulated-sky

#hongjoong smut #kim hongjoong smut #ateez smut #atz smut #ateez x reader #hongjoong x reader #kpop smut #ateez hard hours #atz x reader

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whatudowhennooneseesyou · 5 months ago

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Thank you for doing my request!

This was so hot and yunho in a towel??

Yes please!!!

༘⋆mon's 500 followers special.ᐟ.ᐟ 500-word prompt roulette⟢

🚿┆revenge is sweet

jeong yunho x fem! reader

│synopsis: the one where you need to teach your boyfriend a lesson

│genre: smut

│trigger warnings: mature/sexual content, light dom(reader)/sub themes, mild sexual teasing/denial, handjob

│roulette prompt 27 + yunho + shower

You storm into your hotel room with a scream on your lips. "JEONG YUNHO!" Looking around, you find your boyfriend lounging on the bed, scrolling through his phone with a knowing smile. He doesn't even flinch at your outburst, which only fuels your anger.

"Oh, hi honey," he drawls, not bothering to look up. "Did you enjoy shopping?"

You hurl your purse onto the chair. "Did. I. Enjoy. Shopping?" you ask through gritted teeth, hands planted on your hips, fury radiating off you. "What the fuck is that reel you posted, hm?"

You'd been mindlessly scrolling through Instagram when you saw it - a casual thirst trap of him fresh out of the shower, water droplets still clinging to his bare chest, hair damp and tousled. The way he'd run his fingers through it, that knowing smirk on his face... He knew exactly what he was doing.

"You mean my GRWM reel?" he asks innocently, finally looking up at you. "I was just showing my morning routine."

"Morning routine my ass," you seethe. "You were practically naked!"

He sits up slowly, setting his phone aside. "What's wrong with that? My fans like seeing me take care of myself."

"Your fans?" You scoff, pacing the room. "You mean all those people thirsting over your little show?"

Yunho's eyes follow your movement, his smile growing wider with each step you take. "Ah... I see what this is about."

You glare at him. "What?"

He rises from the bed in one fluid motion, crossing the room to you. His fingers catch your chin, tilting your face up to meet his gaze. "You're jealous, aren't you?" His thumb grazes your lower lip as he murmurs in a low, challenging voice, "Then do something about it."

You surge forward, crushing your lips against his in a bruising kiss, determined to remind him exactly who he belongs to.

"You have no idea what you sign up for," you tease as you bite his lip. Your fingers tangle in his hair, tugging sharply.

He groans into your mouth, his hands gripping your waist tightly. "Show me then," he challenges when you pull back to catch your breath, "Show me what I signed up for."

You shove him back towards the bed, watching as he falls onto the mattress. You climb on top of him, pinning his wrists above his head. "I'll make sure everyone knows who you really belong to," Yunho's breath hitches as your nails scrape down his neck. "Maybe next time you'll think twice before teasing everyone like that," you purr, enjoying how he squirms beneath you. You palm his clothed crotch, and his confident façade shatters. "You're mine," you growl, watching his eyes flutter shut as a moan escapes his lips. You start unzipping his pants, and his hips buck up desperately against you. "Should I post a video of you like this?" you murmur against his mouth as you wrap your fingers around his hardening length. "Let everyone see how easily you fall apart for me?" You wet your palm before teasing your thumb over his sensitive tip, then slowly glide your hand down his shaft.

"Fu-fuck," he moans against your lips. His hips stutter as you twist your hand back up, slowly increasing your pace. You press your lips to his neck, sucking hard enough to leave marks - a reminder of who he belongs to.

"Who do you belong to?" you demand, but his only response is a desperate whimper as he arches into your touch.

"Baby, please," he whimpers as his muscles tense, his eyes rolling back. "Need to—mmph—feel you."

"Ah-ah," you tease, quickening your movement, "only good boys get to feel me." You whisper against his ear, "And you've been very, very naughty today." You softly squeeze around his base, and your hand stills its movement. Yunho lets out a desperate whine that makes you smirk.

"Who do you belong to?" you ask again, your voice commanding. When he still doesn't answer, you remove your hand completely, drawing another desperate sound from him.

"Y-you," he finally gasps out, his chest heaving. "I belong to you, only you, please—" he begs again, his voice cracking with desperation. "I'm sorry, I won't do it again, just please don't stop." His fingers dig into the sheets as he writhes beneath you. You smile mockingly as you run your thumb against his tip just before releasing his cock.

"See you later!" you chirp as you swing your leg off him, climbing off the bed.

"Wait, what?" Yunho props himself up on his elbows, looking at you with wide, desperate eyes. "Baby, please, you can't just—"

"Can't what?" you ask innocently, grabbing your purse from the chair. "I think I'll go grab some dinner. Maybe do some more shopping." You head towards the door, adding over your shoulder, "Maybe next time you'll think twice about posting thirst traps." The last thing you hear before closing the door is Yunho's frustrated groan, and you can't help but grin. Revenge is sweet.

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#yunho smut #ateez smut #Ateez hard hours #jeong yunho #yunho X reader #reblog

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whatudowhennooneseesyou · 5 months ago

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@honeyhotteoks piggy backing of this comment too b/c very accurate, he's chronically online (like they all are) so I wouldn't be surprised if he sees all the reaction to mingi and san and felt under appreciated or insecure in his features.

Secondly, he has gotten a lot more praise and attention with the iomt comeback, absolutely deserved of course b/c he's finally got a concept that he SERVED in after 6 years.

Thirdly, I've seen so many lives of atinys calling him 'cute' or 'baby' or 'sweet' and he shuts it down real fast, it's clear he doesn't like comments that undermine his masculinity.

And this amount of skin for yunho is such a left field moment, it's out of the norm for him.

So whilst I think he is providing the fanservice/content Atiny's desire.

I also think the video is a way of him showing/proving his masculinity and how he's a man and wants to be treated like so and that he is on the same level of beauty and skill as Mingi or San who admittedly, get way more attention than the other members.

i never thought i'd be alive to see my man yunho show this much skin...

how are we doing miss chai? was your day memorable? your coffee warm enough? was this yunho treat enough to pull you through the week? i need thoughts on his UNBELIVABLE acting out bc im clearly not coping well

✨anon

ohhhhh ✨ anon you know me so well.

so how am i doing….. i’m actually amazing - my skin is clear, my bed was warm, my coffee is perfectly delicious. i’m in eastern time usa for those who don’t already know, so i was settling down on my couch with my coffee and my ipad, ready to scroll the news and twitter and then i got the notification…. and i could see in the thumbnail yunho was shirtless, and the rest, as they say, was a totalfuckingblackout i freaked out and threw my phone.

this yunho was definitely enough to pull me through the week though, i’m absolutely going to watch this every time work tests my patience because he’s seriously setting my monday up and my week up for something good.

but i actually do have so many thoughts about this as your resident yunho analyzer…. so if anyone’s interested:

During this Europe tour, three interesting things happened where it came to Yunho showing more skin. First, he did not go to the pool but did joke around with atiny on live who said he should have gone / were joking around about pool pics. Second, he showed up on that live in a tank top and was a little embarrassed about showing too much skin, but then when atiny assured him they’ve seen the same from other members, he said he’d remember that and to be more comfortable with atiny. Third…. his costumes for Europe tour have increasingly started to show more chest which is something he’s always been a little shy about, but especially since the Guerrilla wardrobe malfunction a while back. There’s the lace up white shirt of course, but his Silver Light white shirt is more unbuttoned than I’ve ever seen, and he’s no longer wearing a black turtleneck underneath the purple crushed velvet jacket that had the malfunction.

Next, I’ll mention in the recent voice live he was talking about skincare and his shower routine / hair routine because he had a break out, and was just kind of rambling about it and answering questions. At some point in this live he was like…. ah is this too much / not interesting? and apologized, but atiny encouraged him to keep sharing, they like that kind of thing etc. and were curious about what products he uses and his routine.

NOW take all of that information, and remember that Yunho historically does not show a lot of skin but does occasionally like to be a little extra (whether it’s the booty work tiktok, some of his cheekier boyfriend content etc., sometimes he just gets in the mood to show off)

So whenever he’s feeling like this he usually posts something boyfriendy or hiphop dance content, but I genuinely think he’s been live a ton lately and communicating with atiny a lot, and this was kind of swirling around - the idea that he has quite a modest persona combined with atiny pushing him to be himself more / be more comfortable.

I genuinely, genuinely believe he got a little jealous that everyone was talking about other members. We know he’s probably the most jealous one in ateez, the most possessive over his fans, and while yes…. that’s fanservice and he’s very good at it, I always see a nugget of truth in it when you watch his expressions on lives and stuff.

HOWEVER - Yunho is also not the type to post an outward thirst trap where like…. skin is showing. I think it makes him uncomfortable full stop, which is why people have been very respectful of him not showing too much skin / not circulating the wardrobe malfunction video etc. I think he likes the teasing elements (like when he checked if he had abs after Mingi’s photo shoot) but a lot of that reads slightly impulsive because he’s a little jealous and a little attention starved when his fans eyes start to wander.

So this video is the perfect middle. It’s boyfriend content, it’s soft content, it’s arguably not sexual in nature AT ALL and yet it’s the first time we’ve really seen his chest to this degree. He’s giving fans something they were asking for while sating his own desire for some amount of attention, and doing it in a way that I can only presume he’s way more comfortable with versus like…. shirtless bathroom pics / gym pics / dancing in something revealing etc.

He’s somehow struck the modest and showing off line so perfectly

I guess this is all to say….. Yunho is so fucking good at his job. He’s extremely attentive to what fans are saying and asking for, and he always leans into those things. Part of that is fan service and engagement, that would be natural for anyone making money off their persona or social media, but I also think some of this is just Yunho. It’s clear he enjoys connections with fans, showing off to them and being there for them, and some of his true personality is bound to bleed into that content.

I’ve also heard from him and other members that he’s one of the more “persona-less” members of Ateez. He’s not that different off camera, and I think that says something about these moments of content.

I think we can safely assume Yunho is that guy… he’s kinda dorky, kinda goofy, super fucking sweet, thoughtful, and LISTENS, and he also understands that appeal. He knows the boyfriend content is something he’s personally okay with and his fans love, because he understands it. He understands that some level of sexiness and skin is both appealing and effective, and he uses it sparingly and at the right times, often without being overtly sexual and more just being himself, which is the ultimate form of boyfriend content after all.

Anyways…. that’s my brain rot on yunho for the day. I’m here to say, this man knows what his fans want and knows how to deliver within boundaries HE is comfortable with and I think that’s really commendable. I’m also just further and further convinced that he’s a good guy who’s only real “fault” is an aries jealous streak and good lord we aren’t complaining out here about that when he shows up doing shit like this.

#imagine atinys reaction to jongho if he did the same thing #I think the atiny community would collapse #jeong yunho #ateez smut #ateez hard hours #reblog

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