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how lucky we are to live in a world where tiramisu exists

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9-1-1 2.08 ✽ Buck Actually

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eddie diaz | the prophecy

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JONATHAN BAILEY as JACK MADDOX Heartstopper Season 3 | October 2024

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falling in love with the most obnoxious character like

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FAVORITE 9-1-1 HAIRSTYLES ↳ buck in 4.12 • treasure hunt

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AYO EDEBIRI

By Tyler Mitchell for Beyond Noise Magazine (April 2024)

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something deeply intimate about being outside early in the morning all alone and seeing the world as she is

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—qays ibn al-mulawwah

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listen. aging into your thirties rocks. yes your joints get a little creaky. yes you can’t sleep in a pretzel on the floor anymore after a concert or a convention. and you lose some friends. but the thing is that you sort out who your real friends are and you sort out who you really are. and you get to see your friends settling into careers they like, and adopt new dogs and cats, and you find a job you can stand, and get really good at arts and crafts, and maybe that book you loved as a kid gets a movie deal and it doesn’t suck, and you learn to like new food and bake your own bread, and you realize that the great portfolio of self harm scars you all used to curate are going white with age and not updated, and half your friends are a different gender now and so much happier and maybe you are too, and you know who you are, and that it’s a journey and not a revelation. it’s a direction you’re headed, and you’re enjoying the trip.

reaching your 30′s rocks. and i’m hearing good things about what comes next, too.

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Down Bad - Taylor Swift

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ELLE ARGENT + OUTFITS Heartstopper (2022-) | Season 2

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I must sleep. Sleep is the mind-healer. Sleep is the big-life that brings total ability to fucking do anything. I will face my bed. I will permit the blankie to pass over me and snores to pass through me. And when sleep has gone past I will turn the outer eye to greet the new morning. When the sleep has gone there will be everything. Energy and will to live will remain.

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"I could be really brash and really loud and really dressed however I wanted to and almost made [Chappell] on purpose a drag version of myself so I can be whatever I want. It allows me to feel really safe exploring those aspects of myself. I’d never be able to do that if I took myself super seriously with pop. I think that the project has allowed me to be a part of the queer community in a deeper way because I'm not observing from the outside anymore. I feel like I'm in it. I am the queer community–it's allowed me to just feel queer, feel like a queer person and feel freedom in that."

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I suspect that it may be a common Asexual experience but when I imagine something as "sexy", I imagine something that makes your heart beat fast, that gives you goosebumps, that captures all your focus and puts a hitch in your breath and an odd tingle on the back of your neck, that is exciting and enjoyable to think about.

By extension, things that I believe are "sexy" include:

Office supply outlets

Hardware stores

Antique sewing machines in working order

Really good gel pens

People in eyeliner

Baroque art

Textile warehouses

Administrative filing systems

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RACHEL ZEGLER as LUCY GRAY BAIRD The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes (2023) dir. Francis Lawrence costume design by Trish Summerville

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For those who have overactive guilt complexes like me…