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Before I go and make history

Just like Laurie, I'll write about this for the last time and put it away forever:

I've always loved you.

You were my person.

I gave you my best.

I showed up for you.

You taught me how to read.

You showed me how far I could love

and bear whatever comes with it.

I hope you find peace,

love,

Take care.

Know that you had me whole.

P.S. I'm not a late night call.

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so many years trying to make it to your list of favorites.

I figured, no matter what I do,

even if I get what you want me to get,

it won't matter.

fuck you, then.

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The night light is deceitful, hissing, mocking old friend 

Watching you make a fool of yourself 

Letting you give your heart away then hand you a cold wind as you drag your feet home in tears 

You leap with trembling knees,

she laughs as you fall off

There is dignity in dying with a joyful heart 

There is peace in a life in prison with a free soul 

We find trouble to have something to write for 

dine with liars

challenging self-perception 

No other way to shed your skin

All for the most beautiful, accurate extension of self 

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she longs for fire and the calmness of the sea

to be an angel and at the same time a witch

she is wickedly innocent

bland but passionate

she wishes for a day she lets down her suit and bathe naked,

with the trees swaying before her eyes as she floats on her back

all the while being in a crowd of half-conscious people, dancing to the beat of her favorite song

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"Damned if you do, damned if you don't."

I patted my pockets down to find one last ticket.

Meanwhile, lingering flashes of light forming a fuzzy frame of you

tells me to just curl up and hide for another year.

That wouldn't do.

I'd have to be reminded It couldn't be such a big deal and it's just me

overly labeling the significance.

Well, where do I spend this one?

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<>?

At this point, I can't say I'm lonely anymore.

I haven't been in a while.

I would say I'm confused.

I'm perfectly fine here but I know I have to make a move.

It can't be just like this forever.

I'd have to build something that's mine.

But which way do I go from here?

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you can't fix a blank page - Neil Gaiman

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I've been parenting myself for a year now

The first year was a wreck,

I gave the best of the worst advice, well of what I knew

I learned a lot while I watched myself dissociate all the while clearing the fog,

Squeezing as much self-care I can manage after destroying my body over the weekend.

I was right to retreat and regroup though,

So much clarity you can get form distance and silence

So much truth in the long shot

In brivety:

nobody knows why we are here

but we are so we try to survive,

thus, society to "make it easier for everyone",

nobody knows more than you do about your human experience,

nobody gets to decide what it means to live a fulfilling life.

Forge your own path.

Oh

Tomorrow isn't promised.

Life is here.

Oh

Don't wish for something you can't keep as there is no destination

Purpose over prize.

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"you can never cheat the grind .

she sees. "

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Wherever I'd be soon, I'd work my best now to have the wisdom to live it fully present

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Vanity is my father's sin,

insecurity is my mother's.

In the end they are the same

and bound to get the same things

my father struggles to find friends

my mother loses them all

To inherit both is the strangest prison

that only understanding

and love,

for thyself

and others

can give pardon.

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when is it ethical to kill an animal?

is it more ethical to kill the rat or let it off and live somewhere else, but basically allowing it to damage others or die because of fighting for resources/ not adapting well to the new environment?

at my current level of understanding, I would still let it live somewhere else because I can't see it die. we'll see how I view this in the future.

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When the bubble pops

The best part of adolescence is the humiliating experience of

being stripped off naked after a promise of only quick photographs

and you're too naive to be certain of your own judgment.

The world will quickly teach you like touching a hot pot.

I retreated and regrouped, and I took 4 lessons with me:

watch out for the invisible hand, it will always slap

survivors are those who play to win - to play for the sake of playing is a ticket to abuse

you are only as good as your current work

position, position, position.

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The future can only be understood backwards.

Connect the dots and make a difference.

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I knew someone who's temper is paper on fire

impossible to not leave permanent burn even if put down as fast as you can

she tries but oftentimes fail despite the most passionate intention.

She loves her freedom too much it pains her to be shackled by duty.

She has to remind herself that life is beautiful merely because of it happening, and obsession to purpose disconnects you from everything else,

that true freedom comes from content and gratitude,

with the courage to retaliate with dignity and passion.

No man can own another's mind if he refuses to,

that is the way to stay free in this unfree world.

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a****a,

You've proven your point. You've treaded the muddy waters, although not all the time as gracefully as you expected you would, but you have the drive to win, not against others but yourself.

This triumph is a reminder that you know yourself best, you have the ability to make your dreams come true, so long as you believe it. Even at times you don't, you have the discipline to push through and forge your own path and make the best decisions out of what you know.

You have the ability to turn things around, and you deserve, as much as the others, a spot in society.

Trust yourself more, Take life at face value with gratitude, tolerance and patience. Take people at face value with grace and love. Take yourself with compassion and discipline as needed.

Now go forth and help drive the society to a positive direction with this newfound privilege.

There is beauty in the process of becoming There is peace in the taste of being. To dream for good things is not evil. It is the bitterness of its absence that spoils its innocence.

You dreamed of being a leader. But "For what do you have to become" to deserve leadership? Leaders are determined by how much they can take in. So here's the first step. the next challenge is open for you, to more pressure, to more pain, the end? we don't know but what we know for sure is it's all worth it.

REBLEX April 2025, Top 1 CFA holder

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I try not to judge my decisions To trust my heart wherever it wants me to go for now To wander like a child at this point of my self-discovery. Who knows what tomorrow will bring? Who knows if any of our plans will ever come to life?

There is so much I want to see I'm good with the journey of finding out as much as I can with the little time I have

So much I want to know of what we've made ourselves into The forces unseen in this little speck (society) that drives the direction of a person's life. (Which remains me of "from a pile of stuff" from the devil wears prada lol)

I refuse to play on the sidelines of my life To close my eyes To pretend again that I don't care I do.

I remember someone said the price of apathy is to be ruled by evil men.

There is nothing wrong about dreaming Lashing out because of not having is what would spoil its childlike innocence.