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sooo unbothered. you want to be the victim so bad and then you say i’m jealous of you?? are you kidding me??? but it’s okay i am SO unbothered bc i’m the one who’s losing weight while you’re sitting in your bed feeling sorry for yourself

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edblr is either deeply effective or painfully corny no in between

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avoided a binge last night by simply saying “do i want 4 crumbl cookies right now or do i want to wake up 155 lbs tomorrow” and i already knew my answer. woke up 155.6 lbs today and i am so grateful i’ve matured past living in the moment for temporary pleasure but instead thinking logically toward my progress <3

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i get mean when i’m nervous like a bad dog

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the worst thing about WL for me personally is that progress is so slow and it takes longer to see and i also do high res bc i can’t maintain low res long term and omg i know it’s only been five days and i obviously won’t see 10lbs drop and inches go off my waist and hips but somehow i gotta keep myself motivated and keep persuading myself that eventually i’ll see the change i know i will but in the moment it’s so hard😭😭😭😭😭😭

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the masculine urge to weigh yourself before bed just to hurt your own feelings 🥲🥲

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i want to be 140 lbs by july 1st but i feel like im already so close like its not gonna take me 3 months to lose 15 pounds maybe i should lower it 🤨🤨

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i’m really scared if my boyfriend finds out about this it’s gonna weird him out and he won’t understand and break up with me. i can’t tell him i have to deal with this on my own i can’t drag him into another one of my issues

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i love how now that i’ve been restricting again i get full super easy off just a few bites <3

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made an edblr just to stalk bc edtwt is shit