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Lost my will to draw tbh. Haven't drawn sense art class and that doesn't count in my opinion. Not counting art class, I haven't drawing in what feels like a month but really is two weeks

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Lol im gonna confess tomorrow to my crush. I just wrote a letter I'm gonna give 'em. He'll figure it out.

Pretty sure he's straight but idgaf rn. Anyway, most likely gonna get rejected but if i dont, I will prepare a picnic.

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I think my crush likes my twin sister and honestly, I feel alright about it. A little hurt but I'm not a very likable person in the first place.

1. I barley ever speak to people untill I actually do.

2. I don't approach anyone unless I know them (my crush does apply but if I see my friends or my crush, automatic friend)

3. I am too late, I let him seep through because I was too fucking scared to confess when we were younger.

4. I just don't think he likes me.

Like right now, he's sitting in the front of the bus, talking to my twin sister rn. In case your wondering, we're fraternal, not identical twins.

I have jealousy in me right now but also anger for myself.

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Lol my parents assume I'm a democrat because I hate republicans.

Also, venting

They say I should turn Florida blue if I become a politician. I am absolutely mortified at the fact that they think I'm gonna be one of those fucked up people just because I said I hated Florida for political reasons. what's worse is that my stupid uncle said it

I hate that bitch so fucking much.

I can't fucking argue with those old ass people. My morality is low when it comes to the older generations and I expect it to happen with the next generations after mine. (I'm gen z btw) Millennials are alright ig. I hate gen x, baby boomers, and boomers. Most of them anyway. There are only some to where I hold to a high status which are my Colonel, Sargent, Mr. (art teacher), and Ms. (ELA teacher) from school. AFJROTC is life for me untill I get out of school. Then it's all going to be art.

I know typical American wants to move to other countries. I want to move out of the US, not to Mexico, but to Canada OR greenland because I fucking HATE the states and I only see it going down hill. Why not Mexico? I'm not Catholic and you have to be Catholic to be registered as a citizen. It's in their constitution fr what I remember from 7th grade Texas history. (Yes, I live in one of the most fucking shitty states to be homo or trans in. I have no fucking choices because my fucking parents want to stay here and I don't think I will be able to make new friends if I move out of Texas because I have way too much emotional attachment to them all)

Anyway, I fucking HATE old people if I haven't made that clear. I see them as an obnoxious emotionally immature children because they mainly choose violence instead of talking it out.

I do believe gentle parenting works. I clearly don't trust myself with a fucking kid because I'm not mentally ready for it. Let alone financially. The only thing good about a kid is tax right off and food stamps if I'm poor enough.

It's pretty fucking obvious that the government only cares about money and nothing else. They don't care about you or your family. The supreme court looks like their on their last legs. Every single one. All of the governor's and senators look as if they were on their last legs as well. Why tf do we let old people run the country? Why can I own a gun before I can drink alcohol?

Guns are fucking dangerous. There should be a test before you own a gun, to make sure your stable. I'm tired of being scared every single day I go to school because someone may have a weapon. My fucking school got gun threats from student so badly that they're going to install metal detectors and check everyone's bags before they come into school. Like a fucking air port or one of those schools that already have that stuff.

I just wanna say,

Fuck the states. There's nothing to give up your life in another country for. You'll just be killed by either police or worse things.

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This blog is purely my life problems and kind of a diary that anyone can view

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Am I the scumbag for getting mad at my friend for trying to yell "I'M TRANSGENDER AND GAY" in front of a conservative church?

I love my friend, I really fucking do but the stupidity that runs in his veins. Fucker wants to let everyone know that he's trans and ready but he doesn't account that he will fucking die because of that. I dot want to talk to him because I will fucking get really angry and cry because I don't want his ass to fucking die. I'm so fucking mad at his stupidity right now. I know it's wrong that I blocked him after he said that but, shit man. I am worried about his safety and he does the stupidest shit like the world is the sweetest and safest place on the fucking world. I fucking can't right now. I want to go off on him on how much I fucking dispose the fact that he expressed himself by shouting to everyone that eh was trans. If it were the right time, maybe. But, we live in Texas. You know how fucking bad it is, bro. I'm so fucking worried about his safety but it seems as if he doesn't give a damn. When he was passing a CONSERVATIVE CHURCH in the car with his CONSERVATIVE PARENTS that he was trans and gay, I almost fucking lost it, so I blocked him then and there and took out my anger the only way I could, video games. I really fucking hope he's okay. Most of the time, I think he's making fun of what it means to be trans but then he called me the most supportive person that he has told that he's trans to. I fucking hope to whatever is out there that he is fine and well, I may not fucking like the dude at all l, but he's still my fucking friend and no one can fucking call this guy a fucking dumbass bitch apart from me.

I really hope he isn't joking or else I'm done with his fucking shit and will not communicate with that dude anymore.

I'm yes, even I have my doubts but this dude acts like being trans is a joke and that he's fucking safe, that there's no one that's willing to kill him.

Such a fucking dumbass, I hope his partner has a 3 inch dick.

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When I got my wisdom teeth taken out I was so worried what I have said- FUCK ME BRO- WHAT IF I FUCKING SAID SOMETHING LIKE "FASTER, BABY, FUCK, YOUR SO GOOD FOR MOMMY" I feel so humiliated and hope I never fucking see what I said. Fuck me bro. Also that example of worst case scenario bc the thing I read prior to the surgery was a smut fic between my ocs that my friend made. I just showed them the lovely couple and they said hmm.. I'll text you in 30 minutes with a fully written smut fic of your characters because they're both hot women"

I NEED TO FUCKING KNOW BUT AT THE SAME TIME I DOTN WANNA. WAT IF I REVEALED THAT I LIKES GIRLS, GUYS, CIS OR NOT, JUST PEOPLE OF ANY SEX OR GENDER IDENTITY IN GENERAL AS LONG AS THEY HAVE A GOOD PERSONALITY AND ARE FUNNY!? Basic terms, I'm a pansexual nonbinary person who uses any pronouns but preferably would use they/them to make it easier for people

My mom wants me to be straight. I'm not trying to have kids and if my partner can give birth I'll let them fucking decide wtf they want to do because tf am I here. All I did was provide shit with 6 inches. Fuck my opinion in what people do with their fucking bodies, I'm worried about wtf I'm gonna do for my future and wtf I'm gonna do to make ends meet.

Also why tf are people listening to Andrew Tate!? He's so fucking stupid. I'm not gonna get triggered by that dude rn.

Anyway. It is two weeks after the surgery and yes, this is when I'm writing this all at 1am.

I really fucking hope I didn't say shit or fucking else- I will die of pure embarrassment