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struggle always becomes strength

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Hello, San Francisco ☀️

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it was never about the accomplishments you made and more the relationships you sustained

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we think of ourselves as fixed and the world as malleable, but it’s really we who are malleable and the world is largely fixed.

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Did you get married? I think I saw it on Instagram

I’d love to see my look 👀

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“your life can change in an instant and that instant can last forever.” i’ve heard this saying more times than I can remember but it wasn’t until recently that I really was able to grasp its gravity.

one moment you are laughing at jokes on the tv, enjoying dinner with your family, completing your nightly bedtime rituals and the next you wake up to hear your loved one gasping for breath. their face turning blue, barely able to mutter a sound. you think to yourself, this is it, this is the moment where they slip away from right between your fingertips and there’s literally nothing you can do to stop it. you are completely helpless.

it’s a feeling that never leaves you and if you’re lucky enough to survive it and come out on the other side, shapes every one of your interactions from there on out.

life is a roller coaster filled with both immense happiness and terrible grief. we are all just passing through, trying to make the most of one scenario and postpone the next.

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... and it turns out, it really doesn’t matter how you reach the finish line just as long as you get there. 

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There are far, far better things ahead than any we leave behind. To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream, not only plan, but also believe. Your life is your story, and the adventure ahead of you is the journey to fulfill your own purpose and potential.

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love people and use things because the opposite never works

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thank you God for giving him light, guidance and strength. it’s been a tumultuous journey but I can finally see the life in his eyes again and nothing in this world could make my soul smile more.

thank you for always watching over the both of them and giving me the opportunity to continue to guide them in the right direction.

thank you for giving her the resources and perseverance to get to this point today. thank you for your continued blessings.

in this life the only thing I could pray for is their health and happiness and today, in this moment, I couldn’t be more thankful.

please continue to watch over all of them

I am forever grateful for you, today and every day. eternally indebted.

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panni ann na bhariye mariye haave,

bin pir kyon sukh payiye.

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I saw a small flicker of light in the distance. It felt like a tiny glimpse of hope, it was everything that I had been yearning for. It was in that exact moment that I made the conscious decision to hold onto to whatever “it” was for as long as I could. The what if still burned viscously inside of me and I knew I had to give it everything I had, this time giving up wasn’t an option. This was my one last shot. There came times when I felt like one unimaginable obstacle after the next was working against me to ensure that this would remain what felt like an unattainable goal, but simultaneously those same hurdles became my motivation and became a constant reminder that this was all part of a bigger plan. God works in mysterious ways but I couldn’t be more thankful of the uphill battle that he’s taken me upon, for every bump in the road is just another opportunity to carve my own, individual path along my journey. And what a revelation it’s been, a whirlwind of events but I can wholeheartedly say I wouldn’t change a thing. The future is bright and all I can say is thank you.