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So as much as I’ve loved this blog, it’s time for me to begin anew. I will be archiving this blog, so if you’d like to keep inactive blogs off of your follow list, please unfollow.

However, I will be just as active under my new Touka blog: shirovsagi

I will be dropping all current threads, except for those with enigmaticdisciple

Also, any bond will be dropped as well, except for the one with Legato.

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                                   Losin’ my religion

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So as much as I’ve loved this blog, it’s time for me to begin anew. I will be archiving this blog, so if you’d like to keep inactive blogs off of your follow list, please unfollow.

However, I will be just as active under my new Touka blog: shirovsagi

I will be dropping all current threads, except for those with enigmaticdisciple

Also, any bond will be dropped as well, except for the one with Legato.

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                                                      🐰🐰🐰

So as much as I’ve loved this blog, it’s time for me to begin anew. I will be archiving this blog, so if you’d like to keep inactive blogs off of your follow list, please unfollow.

However, I will be just as active under my new Touka blog: shirovsagi

I will be dropping all current threads, except for those with enigmaticdisciple

Also, any bond will be dropped as well, except for the one with Legato.

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                                                      🐰🐰🐰

So as much as I’ve loved this blog, it’s time for me to begin anew. I will be archiving this blog, so if you’d like to keep inactive blogs off of your follow list, please unfollow.

However, I will be just as active under my new Touka blog: shirovsagi

I will be dropping all current threads, except for those with @enigmaticdisciple

Also, any bond will be dropped as well, except for the one with Legato.

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kiss yourself goodnight, tonight ‘cause there’s a killer and he’s            coming after you.

(art credit.)

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Anonymously or not, tell me who you ship my muse with.

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“You should relish being a half-breed”

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Went shopping today and found a certain piece of jewelry I couldn't live without.

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Thank you so much Momo, Domi and Heather, and all those anons I'm saving for just my own eyes. You really helped me open my eyes and understand exactly why I was feeling the way I was, and I just wanted to say that my love for Touka still remains, and I'm more inspired than ever to remain by my muses side forever. After work, some major changes are happening but don't fret, I'm here for the long run and have nothing but good things coming. Both for my own mental health and for your reading pleasure. Look for an upcoming ooc post after I get out of work tonight. ♡

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'Soul'

Send me a ‘soul’ and my muse will describe what they think your muse’s soul ‘sounds’ like || Accepting

☩“An echo… Resounding back and forthendlessly against wide mental barriers. It never completely dies out, alwaysrounding back once more because of surmounting anxiety and turmoil.”

“There issomething wonderfully tragic aboutthe life of an echo… Created by something that dies off quickly, yetlingers on forever… Despite the fact it is ignored while its creator ismourned.”

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._. I just...feel useless... I know a lot of people aren’t even a fan of Touka... I’m sorry, anon...I hate feeling like this. Days go by and i just feel like I’m nothing more than a bother, I’d like to form ooc friendships, but 9/10 times, it seems like it’s 75/25 as far as the effort put in. Part of me wants to just give up, because clearly I’m not someone people generally enjoy talking to. I think I have all of two friends, who I cherish more than anyone knows, but I have almost none ic... I don’t know what else to do, aside from putting forth the majority of the effort, and eventually get blocked because I’m some annoying piece of shit. u_u I don’t want to leave Touka, but there are more days than not where it looks tempting to just leave tumblr behind. I loved this fandom the moment I joined, but it doesn’t seem to love me back. I love writing, and plotting, and I do enjoy meeting new people even when I feel like I’m nothing more than a bother. It just gets really old when it’s obvious I value people more than they do me,y’know..? I try and let those who are down know they’re loved, and that it gets better... The amount of edits I’ve given away that have been taken advantage of... The amount of ‘how’s my writing’ or some mun related meme I’ve sent others though get nothing in return. I respond to people’s starter calls, send IM’s, and I’m almost always ignored on it all. People say they’re my friend, but then ignore me constantly because, hey, Vulgar’s always gonna be there to forgive and forget, right? v.v It’s getting so difficult to keep making excuses for people... I don’t feel like an amazing person in this fandom, I feel like nothing in this fandom and it really hurts. Like, I hit a milestone not long ago, and literally all I could think of for a follower forever is about 2 or 3 people, tops. I’m pathetic...and I feel like a complete joke here. I am confident in my ability to write, but that isn’t enough I guess... I’m sorry for dumping all of this on you, anon... I really do try to just keep it to myself because I know people don’t want to bother with others negativity... I think just personality-wise, I don’t have what it takes to make more than one or two friends... I really appreciate you sending in this ask, and I’d like to save them in my inbox for a little while longer...Thank you.

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what was your first impression of me VS your current impression of me

tell me in my ask, I am curious.