whyactlikeahuman

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im sorry did i hear er doctor nero and emt abby

au where nero is an er doctor / pediatrician 

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“Arlette”

Christian Dior, 1955

Musée Galliera de la Mode de la Ville de Paris

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                            “I count the scars left in my heart from losing you.”

[Indie Sam from Until Dawn \\\ Multiverse/multiship \\\ Mun+muse are 18+ \\\ Selective \\\ 9+ years writing experience]

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so, in case anyone of you folks rps in the Until Dawn fandom….

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Looks like a cinnamon roll but could actually kill you: Mercy

Looks like they could kill you and could actually kill you: Abby

Looks like a cinnamon roll and is a cinnamon roll: Alex

Sinnamon roll: Nero

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She pursed her lips a little. “If you say so. But I’ll fight them for you, you know. If they’re threatening you or any of our friends, I will fight them, I swear.” She considered her answer a little before shrugging. “I don’t know. I think I’m going to finish classes before I go looking, but if I see a good opportunity before I am, I’ll definitely keep my eye on it. Why?”

“That…is essentially what happened, yes. But don’t worry. We’re working on it.” He nodded at her words. “So, are you already looking into job offers or do you want to finish first?”

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alex is a workaholic and an addict you deserve better

        “Don’t you ever get tired of coming here to insult my friends to my face? Alex is the best person I know, case closed. I’m done hearing about all of this.”

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He inwardly cringes, unsure how to feel about the fact that she knows him so well, that it actually took him more than a year to tell anyone what he felt -- friends, family. And he keeps silent for as long as she talks, letting her speak her mind, telling truths and things he hadn't even thought about in a while. But there it is. And when she's done, when all he can do is stare and feel ashamed, he takes a sharp breath, voice fading. "This isn't what I wanted.. I'm not all here yet. I'm sorry."

    With a huff, she gives him a hard stare for a few moments, before she softens the slightest bit—she still looks pissed, just slightly less so. “Good. You should be sorry.” Again, the slightest softening of her expression, and again indignant anger is still in place on her face, but there’s the smallest bit of empathy in her expression as well, however overshadowed it is. “I don’t expect you to be all here, and I was never going to demand it from you. All I’d like to be able to expect from you is that you’re honest with me about things that matter.”

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nero is a racist you deserve better

        “We’re done talking about Nero now. That’s enough.”

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He can hear it in her voice, her breathing, how it was all about to change. "I'm.." He can feel it in his own faltering voice, the end of something that didn't really have a chance to begin. And Josh still can't look at her. But he has to, if he was going to get his point across. He just had to. "It's.. It was a mistake. I thought I knew how I felt. But, I don't. I don't, feel that way. Anymore."

    She huffs out a laugh, but there’s no mirth in the sound—nor is there anything genuine in the way that her lips curl upwards and she nods slowly, crossing her arms in front of herself. “Okay. Okay, wow.” She’s not sure she knows what she’s feeling. She expected to be sad. Upset. Heartbroken. She’s not—she’s downright indignant.

        “Wow, ‘anymore’, really, like you just—stopped feeling that way over just a few days? Felt that way and just up and changed your mind, like it’s that easy? Or—or that you were wrong and didn’t feel how you said to begin with, like I’m actually supposed to believe that from you?” Her eyes turn back to his face, narrowing as they do, and her voice is raising, though she doesn’t exactly mean it to.

        “Like after all the time I’ve known you I’m supposed to believe you’d ever say something that huge unless you’d been sitting on it for ages and knew you really meant it? You took an unbelievably long time to even accept that you might kind of be okay with being friends with me, but I’m supposed to buy that you just up and thought maybe I kind of like Abby and then told me you loved me impulsively without being absolutely certain and trying to hold out on saying it for—for who knows how long? Like that lines up with any of the ways you’ve acted in the three years we’ve been friends??”

    A deep breath finds its way sharply into her lungs, and then she shakes her head. “I think you’re full of shit. And I think it’s insulting that you would lie to me either then or now, or that—what, you don’t trust me to believe you and act accordingly when you say you don’t want anything to happen between us? Even assuming what you’re saying is true, this—playing with my emotions? There’s a few shitty things I might expect from you, but this is not one. And it’s far more likely to put a dent in our relationship than anything else you were scared of.  You are goddamn lucky that you are stuck with me.”

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"I know, I said--" He doesn't look at her. He can't even finish the sentence, let alone see the disappointment in her eyes. Or would it be worse - indifference? "But I just don't know anymore."

        “Don’t know... what?” She’s trying not to make assumptions that might actually make her angry, but there’s a pretty unmistakable guilt in the way he won’t look her in the eyes. “What could you have decided you don’t agree with anymore after only a few days?”

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nero is a dumb drunk who thinks honey grows in hornets nests, you deserve better

        “That was one time that he thought that, and name one person you know of who doesn’t think stupid things when they’re drunk. I’m not saying he’s never—said or done some stupid stuff, or stuff I didn’t like, or stuff I didn’t agree with, but he’s my friend, thank you very much, and I don’t need you coming up to me saying rude things about him. Nor do I want it.”

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u are a dork u dont deserve nero

        “Sure. Amazing, you’ve completely shattered my confidence.”

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SCREAMS

INSTANT REBLOG ON XKIT IS BROKEN I CLICKED REBLOG TO A SIDEBLOG ONCE AND THIS HAPPENED

LET ME GET RID OF THOSE FOR YOU I AM SORRY

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#Smol Mun Club

> All the muns that are 5′0 -5′5 we are smols.

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[-tries to make a page to spruce up my theme a bit-

...how the fuck do people do the thing with their scrollbars where the background of the scrollbar is a single small line and the scrollbar thumb is bigger and rounded]

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Would you put your name on a list to be monitored and spied on like a criminal, for /him/?

        “Hell no. I’ve never agreed with him on that and he knows it. Being his friend has never meant I need to agree with all his shitty opinions.”