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[whyamiupagain]

Another Sad Love Song

Part 4

Hello again so sorry I took so long. This series will have one last part to it so keep an eye out for that. So sorry again for the delayed post, hope you enjoy and thank you for your patience and for reading.

“Aye look who finally decided to show up”, slurred the swede.

“Ya...sorry I took so long I had to do something”, said a slightly annoyed Auston.

We made eye contact. For the first time in a long time, I had the confidence to look at him. To actually look at him. And he was just so beautiful. In those eyes, I saw the love I gave to him. All the memories of us together and the regret he had. Regret that was weakening him. That was hurting both me and him.

“Can I talk to you? Please”, he asked. Mitch was eavesdropping and I could see from the corner of my eye a slight smile on his face.

“Ya”, I told him. We both walked to a quiet area of the club overseeing the nightlife. I looked up to the sky. The moon and stars all out. That night that he broke my heart all of a sudden came flooding back.

“Beautiful, isn’t it?”, he asked me, interrupting my thoughts of that night.

“Ya, it is”. I replied to him.

“Listen, I just want to tell you that I’m sorry. Sorry for the pain I gave you. I was blinded, only thinking of the moment. You deserve so much more than me. You deserve someone who will never hurt you like I did. Someone who will appreciate everything that you do. Someone that will give you all the love they can give you. you don’t deserve someone like me. And I don’t deserve anyone like you because all I did was take advantage of you. I didn't appreciate those nights you picked me up drunk when I had no ride. I didn't appreciate those mornings of you making breakfast or those cute little notes that you would leave on my gym bag wishing me luck on a game. I never did anything for you, and I am so sorry. Sorry that I couldn’t give you want you really deserve”, said a teary-eyed Auston. 

Now both of us were on the verge of tears. We stayed silent for a while. The Toronto skyline and club music was the only sound among us. 

“So what now?”, I asked him, meeting his eyes again.

“I don’t know, to be honest, that's all that I had planned to say”, said Auston with a slight chuckle.

“So where is your girlfriend?”, I asked.

“About that, we just broke up, so I guess that is why I’m also so emotional right now”, joked Auston. 

We both laughed a little more. Eventually, we both got up desperately wanted to go home after such a long hard emotional day. The now drunk Swede who was my ride left me all alone to spend the night with some lucky girl. 

“I’ll give you a ride”, Auston insisted which I happily accepted. The ride was quiet in a pleasant way. Once we made it to my apartment Auston walked me to my door, insisting that he wanted to make sure I enter home safely. As I waved Auston goodbye as I entered I could sense that things were going to change from now on. A big weight was lifted from Auston and me, our friendship was to grow stronger than before. But I still felt as though something else needed to happen. 

[whyamiupagain]

Baby Matthews pt.3

Finally I came up with a name for this series, well this series has come to its end so sorry it took so long. Hope you enjoy and thank you for reading.

“GO LEAFS GO , GO LEAFS GO”, was all you could hear chanting in at the ACC. Within the first few seconds of the start of the game.

Auston was skating with the puck avoiding every opposing player trying to knock him out or take the puck away from him. Pretty soon he was up in from of the net. He gave a quick shot to the right corner. He scored.

ACC went nuts as soon as the puck hit the net. As Auston was skating back to the bench a staff member came up to him to tell him the news.

“It’s time”, he told Auston.

Auston was so happy but at the same time shocked that it was happening during a game. He took a look at his coach. Babcock told him to go with a huge smile. The rest of him teammates also told him to go and not to worry.

“Go get them Papi”, said Leo teasingly but also excited for him.

“You better name your baby after me since I assisted you in that goal just now”, said Mitch getting a few chuckles from a very happy Auston.

“Hey keep us updated on Y/N and the baby okay? We’ll all be there after the game”, Morgan told Auston.

As Auston walked out, everyone in the ACC was confused. Nobody aside from friends and family knew of the pregnancy. Auston told the announcer to tell the arena the reasons why he’s leaving after all he wanted to let his fans know why and not to disappoint them.

“Ladies and gentlemen you are all probably wondering why Auston Matthews is leaving the game, we just received news from Auston that he and his girlfriend are expecting their first child to arrive at any moment now. We will keep you all updated”, said the announcer to now a cheering crowd of fans congratulating Auston but at the same time shocked at the news. Auston was smiling ear to ear he wanted to let everyone know that he is having a baby. Auston is usually a private guy, but he was just so excited to finally become a dad, he was proud of that. He didn’t care if people would think he’s too young, he just cared that his girl and baby were all going to be ok and that in a few moments he is going to be able to hold that baby in his arms.

As Auston was reaching the locked rooms he saw his dad. He informed Auston that his mom was with Y/N at the hospital. Auston quickly got out of his uniform and left right away with his dad. Auston’s dad, Brian, could sense Auston’s feeling of excitement but also a hint of fear.

“Hey, you’re going to be a great dad. No matter what people tell you, that you’re too young, or won’t have time to be with your kid, or anything bad at all, I know that you’ll make time for your child, that you’ll protect him or her at all cost, that you’ll give your kid every bit of love you can give it. That you and Y/N will do the best you guys can together. Just one thing I ask of you Auston, and that is that you love that child and Y/N to death. Y/N is giving you the greatest gift. You never hurt her, you hear me?”, Brian told his son while driving to the hospital. Auston just smiles and nods thanking his dad for calming him down.

Auston rushes down to Y/N’s room that him mom texted him that she was in with his dad trialing behind him.

They make it to the room and Auston is met up with the site of him mom siting aside his beautiful girlfriend’s bed. She was in a hospital gown looking a bit sleepy eyed among the machines all around her. Auston goes up to her grinning and kisses her lips. As they pull away Y/N says to him, “Sorry the baby got you out of your game, it saw your goal and just wanted to meet you”, she said while smiling at him. Auston laughed a little still in awe of the whole situation. “Well, lets get this show on the road”, said the doctor walking into the room.

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“Ladies and gentlemen we have updated news on the arrival of baby Matthews,” said the announcer as the second intermission was to commence,”It’s a boy!”. The ACC went wild with all the players of both teams hitting there sticks against the bench as a way of congratulating Auston and Y/N.

Auston was in tears. Tears of joy as he watch Y/N holding their baby boy. He cried even more when he was handed his son. Y/N was crying as well. They both experience the most beautiful moment of their lives.

“He is so beautiful, just like his dad”, Y/N said as Auston admired the beauty they created.

“No, I think he got that from you actually”, Auston told his girlfriend. “Thank you”, he told his tired girlfriend as he rested his forehead on hers.

Brian and Ema entered along with Brianna and Alex into the room to finally meet their grandson and nephew. They were all in awe. Soon Y/N’s family came too, coming as soon as they heard the news. Soon everyone was pitching ideas on what to name the beautiful baby boy. Until Auston and Y/N were content with the name Brianna suggested.

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“Where’s the baby?”, said Mitch as he entered the room with the boys trailing behind with gifts for the baby and Y/N.

“Why dont I get any gifts?”, asked Auston.

“‘Cause Y/N did all the hard work”, said Morgan teasingly.

They all carefully hugged Y/N and patiently waited to hold the baby.

“Oh my god, he’s so beautiful, definitely gets it from his mom”, says Connor teasingly at Auston.

“So when do we start training bud? Gotta get you to be the best hockey player in history”, said Kadri.

“So what’s it like to be a Papi?”, Leo asked Auston.

“So did you name him after me?”, asked a very curious Mitch.

“No, you idiot”, said Auston.

“His name is Lucas Matthews”, Y/N said before anyone else could talk.

‘Awe’s’ filled the room. Auston just smiled as he admired the beauty of his girlfriend and son. He felt so blessed to have the life he has and the life he will live on along side by Y/N.

[whyamiupagain]

i’m a dick

so so so so so so sorry to everyone who has waited for me to write imagines. i havent been active at all since school started so so so sorry. i started a new imagine series without finishing the other, i’m such a dick lol. but anyways thanksgiving break is coming up and i’m hurrying my ass up to finish all homework assigned cuz i clearly hate myself since i signed up for the IB diploma lol but expect to have both series done by the end of next week and maybe have a new series in the makings. so so so sorry again my loves

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Another Sad Love Song

imagine #2

part#3

Nothing happened. I knew Mitch went to tell him, and because nothing has happened as of 4 days now, I knew he didn't want anything to do with me. I still hung out with my friends, but he has stopped hanging out with them. When I would hang out with the boys or anyone else close to him, they knew not to talk about him clearly noticing the tension we were having. I would go to school, work, home, and maybe occasionally a party. I saw him today. Me and a friend were walking to a cafe to study for our midterm when we saw them through the window of the cafe inside. They were facing each other, gazing into each others eyes. So in love. I felt weird that I was starring but I could turn away. Eventually he looked up and turned to face me. He was in shock. I couldn't look at them much longer, or his eyes. I just started walking away while my friend quickly followed behind trying to distract me from the obvious pain in my heart. Tears were starting to build up before my friend pointed something out that made me laugh so hard that I had forgotten about him.

My friend had planned a blind date for me. Its been now over a month since I last cried about him. It was time for me to move on. I was hoping to find someone else to fill the void left behind in my heart or at least break my heart even harder than he did. My date was a perfect gentleman. He did all the cliches I could think of on a first date. We were about to share our dessert when he just happened to walk in with her in the nice restaurant. He immediately locked eyes with me. I quickly went back to talking to my date. The waiter just happened to sit them right by us. Thank god we were almost done with our dessert so we can leave I thought to myself. I excused myself to use the restroom before we would leave. When I left the restroom I bumped into something, well someone. Auston was right in front of me. "Hey", he said. "I have to go", I tell him, but before I could leave he grabbed my arm and stopped me. "Can we talk, please", he asked. He seemed like he did really want to talk to me. "I don't think I could ever speak to you ever again", I tell him before getting out of his grip and returning to my date. I felt good. I felt like I might of broke him or something even though I knew I could never break him the way he did to me. I went on with the rest of my date. But later that night while laying in my bed, I realized that I will probably never find anyone like Auston. That I might of let my soulmate out of my life forever. But I just had to accept the way things are.

"Come on. You know how much this means to us! Please come! Im begging you", William said to me now on his knees begging me to come to their first game. "Ok. Ok! I'll go", I tell the now very happy Swed and the rest of the boys. They all hug me and start chanting "(Y/N)!". I quickly tell them to shut up or else I would change my mind, which they quickly obeyed. "Who's jersey are you going to wear?", asked Morgan. "I don't know, I'll just wear my plain leafs jersey", I told them since that was the only other jersey I had besides my Matthews jersey. "No, since I successfully convinced you, you are going to wear my jersey", William told me and the rest of the boy nodded in agreement. I told him only if he would get me one, which on the day of he came to my apartment minutes before he had to be at the rink to bring me one of his game-worn jerseys.

"Here are your tickets, I got you good seats so don't plan to ditch at the last second ok", he told me whist handing me the tickets. "I'll be there I promise", I told him. "Ok, you better wear my jersey (Y/F/N), you're our good luck charm", he said to me. "William I promise to you that I will be there and I'll be wearing your jersey", I said to him while holding my right hand up. He laughed and we said goodbye and I wished him good luck. I knew I was going to see Auston tonight. Its the first game, of course he's gonna play. But I kept telling myself that even though I haven't talked to him in a while, that I'll always support him and the rest of the boys. I got to the arena. Once I found my seat I realized that William got me seat right behind the bench along with all the other WAGs. I saw all of them with their husbands'/boyfriends' jersey. I saw her. Wearing the Matthews jersey. I just ignored the pain in my heart and told myself that I'm here to support my boys, not to cry over one of them. When William scored the first point, I jumped up and down so happy that we were ahead. The jumbotron camera goes to me. I showed off that I was representing William. I saw Auston look up to see me on the big screen, repping his fellow line mate. He turned to me, we locked eyes for a second before I turned away wanting to focus on the game. It was now the third period with only 5 minutes left. We were tied. William and Auston were passing the puck to each other before Auston managed to pass a shot through the opposing goalie. It was his first goal of the night. When he was skating back to the bench to celebrate his goal with his teammates he pointed to me. At first I thought he was pointing at someone behind me but no he was pointing at me. We locked eyes once more, and all he did was nod to me while still pointing at me. The jumbo tron showed him point at me indicating that he dedicated the goal to me. I froze, not knowing what to think anymore. The rest of the game went by me. The leafs won 2-1. All the WAGs decided we should all have our picture together with our boys on the ice and us on the bench. William stood next to Auston meaning I had to sit next to Auston’s girlfriend for the picture. I have never been this close to her. She was really pretty and seem really nice, I could tell why Auston would go for her. We took the picture and the boys went to go change so that we can go out to celebrate the win at a club. We all made it to the club at separate times. Auston showed up last, but he seemed to not be accompanied by this girlfriend or anyone in fact.

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Another Sad Love Song

imagine #2 part #2

Hi guys! Sorry I haven’t uploaded. School is kicking my ass but I’ll try to post more with longer parts. Hope you enjoy! 

Days had gone by. I did all I could possibly do to avoid Auston. If a friend would invite me for lunch I had to make sure Auston wouldn't be there or any way Auston could somehow show up where we were at for me to even go out, all without dropping hints that something happened. I changed my route to school because I knew for sure I would run into Auston on the daily. I was basically in constant fear I had to be face to face with the man who broke my heart. Finally it took about a week or so for our mutual friends to wonder why I wouldn't hangout with them anymore. I lied to them saying that I had some random school project that was stressing me out. They all decided to surprise me by waiting for me to get out of class and "kidnap" me. It was actually a very kind gesture that I really appreciated because it took my mind off of Auston. We all went to go eat at my favorite restaurant, we went to see a movie, and we even went bowling. For the first time in a long time I genuinely felt happy. They told me they had more surprises for me. They insisted on blindfolding me to "enhance the experience", which I did just so they would shut up. We drove for about 15 minutes. They helped me get out of the car safely and also made sure I wouldn't crack my head on the way up the stairs. One of them knocked and then I heard a door being opened. They lead me in and told me to take off my blindfold at the count of 3. 

"1, 2, 3!" they cheered. And I took off my blindfold and saw that we were at my apartment. I thought how in the world did they get in? I saw balloons, goodies and sweets, a couple of beer cases, and non other than Auston Matthews. Then I realized how they got in. I gave Auston a key when we first started "dating". I was still so happy from the very kind gesture my friends were doing for me but it was so hard keeping my smile up once I saw Auston. 

"Wow" I said still amazed and ignoring Auston. 

"Do you like it?" one friend asked.

"Ya, I love it, and I love all of you guys. Thank you for today it really meant a lot" I said to them.  

"Oh great! We were really hoping you'd like it. We even got Mr Auston Matthews here to get some free time to spend it with us and not the 'love of his life' " one friend joked. We all laughed and Auston just looked annoyingly at the friend. They all chimed in comments like "Loved Boy" or "Soon to be married Matthews". They didn't mean to hurt me, but those comments really stung me. Hard. 

"Im going to go get fresh air" I told them and I stepped into the cold Toronto air. As soon as I closed the door tears came flying down from my eyes. All I could hear was the distant noise of people chattering, the cold wind, and my sobbing. I couldn't take it much longer. He's in love with someone else. Not me. I just had to accept it the way it was. As much as it hurt, I wanted him to do what made him the happiest. I quickly tried to stop crying, I fixed my makeup and took out my phone to see if I didn't look like I was balling my eyes out just a few seconds ago. Right as I was about to stand up from where I was sitting, one of Auston and I's mutual friend, Mitch Marner, came out and joined me. He could quickly tell what I was doing outside. He didn't say anything, instead he hugged me. Again, since Im such a crybaby, I began to cry. He whispered to me that everything was going to be ok, and that he wouldn't leave me until I let it all out so I could enjoy the rest of the night. A couple minutes later I stopped crying. And we stayed there in silence. 

"So do you want to talk about it?" Mitch asked after a couple of minutes. 

"Im not quite sure if this is the right time" I told him. 

"Well you know I heard that of you tell someone what's making you feel sad that you'll feel better after telling them" Mitch tried to convince me to tell him what the hell is making me sad after what a wonderful day we all just had. After thinking for a while, I was prepared to finally tell him, since all he was trying to do was be a good friend, when the door opened and out our friend yelled at us to go back inside or else we would die of hypothermia. 

I could easily tell that they were all slightly drunk with the exception of a very quiet and slightly annoyed Auston. 

"Ok, ok were going. Jesus Christ calm down" Mitch told them. He helped me get up and whispered in my ear, reminding me that we weren't done with our conversation. We got in and I was immediately handed a beer. I quickly shot it down so that I forget why I got sad after such an amazing day. On my third beer, Auston announced that he was leaving. Grumbling and nagging began to arise. Our friends were teasing him that he had to return home to the "Mrs" which Auston simply rolled his eyes at. I was starting to get too drunk to even make a remark of the comments. Right as Auston was about to close the door I caught him starring at me. Which I then , due to my drunkenness, flipped him off which made all our equally drunk friends laugh at my actions to him. I saw him smirk slightly before shutting the door leaving me with a night to regret in the morning. 

 The day after I had a pretty massive headache. That was my main goal of the night anyways. I just up to a messy empty house, praying that all my friends made it home safely. I took a shower and cleaned up the mess my friend had left me. I got a call from Mitch inviting me to brunch and so that we can continue last nights conversation. I agreed, hung up, got ready, and went to go meet him up where we had agreed to meet. I got there a tad late but luckily for me Mitch knew my regular order and ordered for me. We sat there had a bit of small talk before Mitch told me to tell him what was bothering me last night.

"Mitch, I don't want to cry in front of all these people or even in public" I told him. I thought those excuses would get me out of telling him. 

"Come on (Y/N) don't give me excuses. I want to know what was bothering you so that I can either fix the situation or beat up the guy who made you feel this way" he said, which made me mentally laugh at little ol'Mitch trying to beat up a much bigger Auston. 

"Ok, fine. I'll tell you. But please don't get mad at Auston or say anything about this to anyone even Auston" I said to him. He seemed to get mad, maybe at the thought that Auston would do something to me, but he just nodded. "Ok, so a couple months before the season ended me and Auston started to date. We didn't want to tell anyone. So you know, as one does in a relationship, we got to know each other pretty well and I fell in love with him and I thought he was in love of me too. Summer came and you know I went to go see my parents and Auston went to see his. He didn't call nor text me at all during the summer and I didn't think about to much because I knew he was with his family and he was having fun. When I saw her with him when we all got back to Toronto. And when I heard him present her as his girlfriend that he adored so much, I lost it. He never wanted to let people know that we were dating nor did he want to be seen out in public aline with me. I never once heard him talk about me like the way he did about her. I confronted him, I asked him if I meant anything else to him besides a daily hook up or if our relationship meant anything to him. And he told me he only saw me as a friend that he was too in love with her. I asked him if he ever loved me the way I did to him and he said no. And for days I was avoiding you all in fear that I might see him. Sorry that I lied. And when I saw him last night it hit me again, that he never loved me, that he loves somebody else. That I just need to accept it because in the end I just want him to be happy. But, its just so hard to continue loving the person who broke your heart, its hard seeing them love another person" I finally told him with tears threatening to come out. Mitch was just in pure shock. It took him sometime to take in all the information that I just spilled.

"I need to go" he said while getting up and pulling out way too much cash for our meal and setting it down on the table.

"Mitch wait", I grabbed on to his arm," please don't tell Auston. I don't want him to get mad or I don't want him to end the relationship he's in right now, he's so happy with her. I just need to accept that" I said to the frantic boy.

"No (Y/N), I am going to go tell him what a big mistake he made and of all the pain he's done to you, then only he can decide what to do about it" and with that he got easily out of my grip and ran off to his car. I just sat at the table in full shock. I couldn't move or even think. I was just waiting for whatever was to happen next. 

[whyamiupagain]

imagine #2 Another Sad Love Song Hi guys! Sorry this isn't another part to my previous series (I still don't know what to title it) but I just got this other idea for another series that I just had to get out there. This series was inspired by Another Sad Love Song by Khalid. So again I hope you enjoy and sorry I didn't post another part to my other series, I will do it as soon as I can.

Here I am with him. The beautiful crescent moon shining my tears. Why did it have to end like this? Me and Auston met through mutual friends. We would hook up, talk, then in the morning one of us would wake up alone in the tangled sheets. We became so close. We began dating but on the down low. Nobody knew but us. Some might say I was being played from the start to be a regular hook up for him but it wasn't just a hook up to me and like I thought to him too. Summer came, I went to visit my family in the and Auston went to visit his family as well. When we finally reunited in Toronto, he brought a girl with him. She was tall, beautiful, just like Auston's type. I got jealous. I mean a guy who I was "dating" a couple months ago and that I've developed feeling for that I've never felt before comes back from summer with a model. He showed her off to everyone. He talked about her in a way I wished he would of me. I was heartbroken. Why couldn't I be that for him. Which brings us back to why I was standing there, tears falling as I was facing him. This night was unlike any other. We had all gathered at Auston's apartment and we gathered up on the rooftop. Time went on before I was the only one left with Auston. I tried to talk to him as if I wasn't deeply wounded from him being with someone. Then I snapped. "Why didn't you ever want people to know that we were a thing?", I asked him, changing our previous subject. "I-I don't know, I see you as a friend and nothing else. Doesn't mean I don't love you, I just don't love you like that like I do with her", he says, shattering my heart yet again. "So those times after our hook up didn't mean anything to you? Those special moment and talks that I know only you and I have had with one another didn't mean anything? Our "relationship" didn't mean anything else to you instead of a hook up?", I snapped. I know I should of dropped it, but I just had to get answers. "(Y/N) I am sorry but no, I didn't. I will forever cherish those moments but as friends. I have an actual girlfriend now. And I really like her. Why didn't you bring this up before?", he said calmly. "Its so fucking obvious Auston. Im completely in love with you. You didn't even realize it. You don't understand what it was like to see the love of your life walk in with another prettier girl by his side. You don't know what its like to see her being shown off to the whole world when thats all I ever wanted. You don't understand how hard it is for me to act like nothing happened between us and how hard it is to watch you love another person or what its like to hear the love of your life say that they don't love you the way you do them" I say with tears now flooding my eyes. He just stands there speechless. He doesn't even bother looking at me. "I want you to look at me in the eye and tell me that you never loved me the way I do with you". I should of just shut my mouth and left before I told him to do that. He finally looks up to me. Looks at me in the eye and says, "I've never loved you". I got up, got my things and left the rooftop. I got in my car and drove off to my apartment. I walk into my room and collapse on the bed. I cry until I eventually fell asleep.

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Baby Matthews pt 2

Hi! Thank you to those who enjoyed my first imagine. I'm thinking of adding a part or two more to continue this story. So again hope you enjoy!

(H/G/N) = His girlfriend's name

(gif not mine, credits to owner)

He finally opens the door after what felt like eternity. "Hey (Y/N)", he greets me along with a hug, probably sensing that I'm not in the best of moods. We stay there embraced for a while before we walk into his apartment. He offered me food and drinks, knowing exactly how to cheer me up. I declined. "We should probably sit down before I tell you", I told a now even more concerned Auston. I swear if only we were dating this would be so much easier. He nods and we sit across each other in his small dinning table. My breath starts to quiver. My body is shaking. But I need to tell him. I can't just run away with his child, he has the right to at least know. I look up to meet his eyes. Those beautiful eyes that I love, those eyes that make my heart skip a beat, the eyes that make me feel at home. "I'm pregnant", I spill out, immediately analyzing his face. It took him eternity to process the information. "Wait, what?! What do you mean you're pregnant? Is it mine?! How did this happen? How di-" "Yes Auston, its yours", I cut him off. "Oh my god, no this can't be happening. Oh what am I going to tell (H/G/N)", he tells himself. "Oh I don't know, probably the truth", I say in a sarcastic tone, annoyed at him. "You're keeping it right?", he asks me like if it were a dog. "I mean ya, I am. I know I'm going to school soon again, but yes I want to keep it. I know it's going to be hard for me but if you don't want to be ap-" "No way in hell I'm leaving you to raise our child alone, I promise you that I'll be there as much as I can. There will be a lot of ups and downs a head of us but I'll be there with you", he say now facing me whist holding my quivering hands. I immediately hug him and start crying. I would stay in his embrace forever if I could. "I'm sorry", I almost whispered. "No, don't say that. Last time I remembered, it takes two to make a baby", he says. He always know the rights things to say. We stay there embraced. After a few moments we go over to his couch and we lay there, still hugging each other. Not saying anything. It is as if time had stopped. "Can Mitch be the Godfather?" he asks out of the blue. I laugh a little and say,"Ya if you want, I'm ok with him being the Godfather". "If it's a girl can we name her after my mom? We can name her after both our moms too actually. Same if it were a boy", he continued to speak on and on about the baby. I smile at how cute he sounded at this time. What is inside that head of his, I think to myself. "You know what you should do", he tells me. I look up to him and say,"What?". "Move in with me. You're school is near here, and we practically see each other everyday anyways, like I'm surprised we hadn't thought of this earlier like its so-", I cut him off with a kiss, finding no other way to shut him up. He returns the kiss too before pulling away to say," I'm taking that as a yes". I smile and nod before we return to kissing. There is still one thing that is not making me feel 100% good about the situation were in, his girlfriend. "So what are you going to tell (H/G/N)", I asked. "Well I'm going to tell her the truth. From the beginning. How I cheated on her often with you, how now you're pregnant as a result of that, how I realized that I want to be with you and not her-" "Wait, you do?", I asked dumbfounded. "Of course, I should have ended things earlier with her anyways. But don't think I'm only with you because of this baby. (Y/N) I love you. I should of ended my relationship with her the minute I met you because I knew that I wanted you to be more than a friend", he says. "I love you too Auston", I say with tears almost spilling out of my eyes. Oh how I thought I would never hear him declare his love for me. We kiss and everything finally seemed right.

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Baby Matthews pt 1

Hi! This is my first imagine, I hope you'll enjoy it.

"Are you sure?", I asked my doctor for the third time. "Yes Miss (Y/L/N) the lab test show that it is positive", my doctor reassured me one more time. "Do you know who the father is?", the doctor asks me. I simply nodded my head 'yes'. 'How am I going to tell him?', I think to myself. The doctor goes on and on about future check ups and other pregnancy things, but I couldn't focus. All I could think about was how he was going to react. He has a girlfriend for christ sake. As I walk out the clinic, with papers with information I wasn't paying attention to earlier, I feel the warm spring air on me. I sit in my car starring at the 'call' button on my phone for what feels like ages before finally having the courage to push the button. Four dings in and he answers. "Hey (Y/N)! Whats up?", he asks. "Hey Auston, um I have to talk to you in person, its important" "Is something wrong (Y/N)? Are you ok?", he asks franticly. "No I'm fine, I'll tell you about it in person" "Oh ok well, practice just ended and I'm headed to my apartment so I guess I'll meet you there?" "Ya, I'll be right there, see you soon" I hang up before he can say anything else. I'm not ready to be a mom, I'm barley 19 and he's turning 20. We're too young. We aren't even dating, and he has a girlfriend which I was the one he cheated on her with. When I first met Auston, I fell in love with him at first sight, as cheesy as that sounded. I got a full time scholarship for university here in Toronto. My dorm mate took me out to my first hockey game, the Maple Leafs vs the Montreal Canadians. After the game we went to a bar to celebrate the win with the rest of Toronto. At the bar I saw him. He was out of his uniform but I could never forget that face that stole my heart earlier in the night. Number 34. Auston Matthews. He notices me too. He walks over to me and we talked. We talked for hours. It felt like I've known him forever. I thought he was going to kiss me that night but he didn't. We became very good friends over the next several weeks. I later found out that he had a girlfriend in California. My heart broke a little, well not a little. My heart completely broke, no shattered, if I'm being honest. He became one of my best friends nevertheless. After games we would go out, then sometimes drink a little too much and end up hooking up. This happened several times. I felt guilty. He felt guilty. But we would always repeat our same actions over and over again. I would wake up every morning after to an empty bed. I would see him later each day, and we'd both act like nothing happened. I still loved him. As pathetic as that sounds, I love him. I knew he loved me, but not in the way I loved him. Here I am outside his apartment in my car just thinking. I am thinking of every single outcome that can go down in the next couple of minutes. I don't want to lose him but I don't want to ruin his career he has worked so hard for. I get out and walk up to his door. I knock, and I wait.