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  ❛    black really is your  color    --------    as in, it matches the color of your heart and the darkness of your soul perfectly !   ❜    

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me reading cursed child spoilers right now: What the Hap is Fuckening

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honestly, catlynne has had such little control over her life for the past eleven years or so, that if she knows for sure that she is ‘above’ someone socially AND morally ( only if the two are mutually exclusive ), she will probably abuse any power she might have over the said person as far as she realistically can, with very little regard over how it might affect them.

it might seem a bit far - fetched, but if your muse is from the scourge ( willingly or not ) and acknowledges her as a higher person, in regards to her being the daughter of the king, you can very well expect her to be unbareable, with no remorse, because she justifies it in her mind with them being awful people and therefore even more - so convinces herself that her actions will have no consequences.

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can i just express what an amazing person you are? like we don't talk that often and yea we have some differences but you are honestly such a great person (which for some reason you don't give yourself credit for) and one of the most talented people i know like you have such a distinctive and beautiful style of writing (which i am very jealous of) and whenever i see you on my dash i am like oh just frost doing her thang being fabulous and making people cry with her writing but yea you're great

     are these differences related to van gogh because I swear to god

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*flies into the sun* ((As some of you may remember. Shit went down end of last year,back in ye-old archmage-khadgar url days (dang nabbit who is u that is sitting on that url) and between the harassment, abuse, abandonment, family/friend deaths, mixed with PTSD and AVPD/BPD and Anxiety and just….HEALTH WHAT IS IT EVEN. I had a complete and total breakdown and ended up being rushed to the hospital (which was a shitty experience in of itself, but that’s a story for another time.) I was in for a few days, ended up having to withdraw from college for the semester to keep my grades/GPA in tact (which the university supported the decision, too often they see people fail/flunk out of college because they tried to push through intense emotional periods like this).  All fine and dandy. Right? AAHHAHA yeah no. So after 6 months of trying to get information, and even the HOSPITAL trying to get ahold of the insurance company.  Despite toting their policy as something that treats mental illness as a valid health issue, and treatments etc are covered or partially covered? This apparently excludes, SPECIFICALLY, as they worded it in a very obscure part of the policy writing….as “treatment for intentional harm from mental illness.” See, if I had had a panic/anxiety attack and fallen and hit my head, and was taken to a hospital/mental health facility? They’d cover/partially cover that. PTSD attack that makes me try to escape and trip and crash or something? Covered/partially covered. Complete and total mental breakdown resulting in a suicide attempt? Nope. Nothing. Nada.  Best thing the hospital can do is list that I’m on a payment plan to keep the 3k bill from going to collections. (They think the situation is BS as well).  So I’ve made a perma-post for my commission prices here

Payment plan at the moment is $500 a month (that can change). So if you can’t commission, please reblog this post or the one from my art blog 

Or both; either would be appreciated.   *rubs temples* I’m exhausted from all this, so any help would be loved.  As I said on my art blog; I’m not comfortable with straight-up donations without me giving you something in return.  Sorry for the long post, and it’s completely totally okay if you can’t afford a commission. We’ve all got things we need money for please if you need it to take care of yourself and your strapped like omg please take care of yourself first. dhkjasdkjashdjkashd

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i love the trashy ships between two incredibly messed up people picking up the shattered pieces of themselves together 👌👀👌👀 that shit 👌👀👌 gets me every time  👌👀👌👀👌

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Albert Camus from The Myth of Sisyphus

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34, 35, 42, 52 (idk if you can tell but i've been so far up this warlords of draenor free trial's ass okay)

( welcome to hell omg )

What is their favorite place in Azeroth, Outland, or Draenor?

she actually loves teldrassil, because of it’s large variety of plants, flowers specifically. however, she’s not a fan of that hippy, tree life (tm), so i wouldn’t label it her favorite. she definately does not like any place too cold, any place too hot, any place too much like lordaeron ( since she doesn’t quite want to associate herself with anything related to her childhood ) ?? i think it could be shadowmoon valley, maybe ??? or specific areas of pandaria ? i was gonna answer this quickly and seriously but then i remembered how picky she is in every aspect of life so yea

Are they trained in riding? Who taught them? What sorts of animals or vehicles do they know how to ride? What about flying?

she is cough cough very bad at animals cough cough. which is not to suggest she doesn’t like them, she just sort of understands she is not mentaly ready yet to take responsibility for anybody but herself ( especially herself ). she understands the psychological benefits a pet can have, and she is quite fascinated by the idea that a ball of fur, that you actually can not communicate with, can geniunely make you feel better, but knows better than to take responsibility for something that she understands she’ll likely neglect and take care of horribly.

Have they ever met an Ancient, demigod, Naaru, or other powerful entity like that?

she has been in the presence of a naaru in shattrah city, and was very avoidant of communication, due to how detached she’s always been from the light and paladin philosophies. she’s always felt very insecure about her weak connection to the light and when faced with the entity, she felt like she was being judged for her failure to the paladin society. needless to say, she left the encounter feeling bitter and grumpy.

Is there a particular thing about the physiology of another playable race that attracts them (horns, tusks, tails, glowing eyes, etc.)?

nothing in particular, to be honest, though this is more because she just ... normalises the fact that the races are so different ??? like she just thinks it’s normal how people look different and she also finds lots of beauty in that ideal, so really, i guess the uniqueness itself is something she finds attractive ? idek, she’s really a bad person in certain aspects, but racial diversity is not one of them.

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WoW OC ask meme!

Send in a number and a Warcraft universe OC:

The basics. What is your character’s race, class, gender, height, build, skin/pelt color, hair color, eye color?

What’s their full name, and is it significant in any way? Do they go by their real name? Do they have nicknames? How did they get them?

How old are they (either exact or relative)? Where were they born? What major world events were going on at the time of their birth and childhood?

Do they have tattoos, piercings, or other body modifications? Where and when did they get them, and what significance do these modifications have?

How do they style their hair and facial hair if applicable? How long is it? Do they frequently change this?

How do they usually dress when not in armor? Do they wear jewelry? How important is style and fashion to them?

Do they have any past injuries that have noticeable lasting effects (scars, a limp, etc.)?

What is their voice like? What’s their mother tongue, and do they speak any other languages? How thick is their accent?

What sort of animal would you associate them with? Element? Color? Flower?

Do they practice any customs of their race, clan/tribe, and/or current culture? How do they feel about their heritage? How do they relate to the common culture of their region?

How do they fit in with the gender roles and expectations within their culture?

Do they follow a particular religion or belief system? How serious are they about it, and how does it affect their day-to-day life?

Pick a MBTI personalty type for them and describe why it fits them.

What are the strongest aspects of their personality? The weakest?

What makes them lose their temper? Are they prone to anxiety or stress? Are they calm under pressure? Do they cry easily?

Do they have any unpopular opinions?

Do they have any particular personality quirks or idiosyncrasies?

Do they have any hobbies outside of their class and/or trade? How do they spend their free time?

Pick a different playable race. In some alternative reality where they are this race instead, how would their character differ?

Do they have any habits? Do they overuse any particular word or phrase? 

What are they most afraid of? What about irrational fears?

Are they working toward any particular life goal or dream? How close are they to achieving it?

What is their faction affiliation? Has it ever changed? How do they feel about their faction?

How do they feel about the leadership of their faction? Other factions?

Have they met any of the lore figures? How did the interaction go?

What do they do for a living?

Who taught them their class and/or trade?

What’s their skill level in their class and/or trade?

Is there a particular in-game spell or ability of their class they excel at? Are there any they just can’t do for the life of them?

How is their cooking skill? Do they like to cook?

What are their favorite foods? Do they get to enjoy them often? Most hated foods?

What kind of weather do they like? Hate? What sort of temperatures do they manage the best? The worst?

Do they drink alcohol or partake in any other drugs for recreation? For spiritual reasons?

What is their favorite place in Azeroth, Outland, or Draenor?

Do they have any pets (hunter or companion) or mounts? How did they get them?

Are they trained in riding? Who taught them? What sorts of animals or vehicles do they know how to ride? What about flying?

Describe how they feel about the playable races of the Horde.

Describe how they feel about the playable races of the Alliance.

Describe how they feel about other controversial classes, such as mages, warlocks, shaman, or the various versions of priests and paladins.

Who are their role models? Do they look up to any of the lore figures?

Have they ever met a dragon? 

Have they ever met an Ancient, demigod, Naaru, or other powerful entity like that?

What part of history would they most like to go back and witness or experience?

Do they have a permanent home? Describe it. A house they own? What kind of home did they grow up in?

Describe their parents, siblings, and other significant family. Are they in contact with them, and how is their relationship with them?

Who do they count among their friends? Do they have a best friend?

Do they have children? Do they want them? Would they adopt? Would they adopt outside their race?

What is their sexual orientation? How do they feel about romance? Sex?

What kind of physical features do they find attractive? Personality traits?

Do they have any relationship deal breakers, such as a bad habit or stubborn opinion they cannot look past?

Would they ever date or sleep with a member of another race? Another faction?

Is there a particular thing about the physiology of another playable race that attracts them (horns, tusks, tails, glowing eyes, etc.)?

How dominant or submissive are they in bed? Top, bottom, switch? Any particular sex acts or kinks they’re partial to?

Are they married or in a serious relationship? If not, do they want to be?

How did they meet their significant other(s)?

What do they fight about with their significant other(s)? How are these fights ultimately resolved?

What’s their sexual and/or romantic history like?

What kind of date do they like to go on, or would like to go on?

How would someone court this character if they were interested in them?

Do they have a crush on any lore figure?

Describe an embarrassing moment that makes them cringe when they remember it.

Describe the happiest moment of their life.

Describe their clearest childhood memory.

Describe an event they weren’t sure they’d survive.

Describe a significant material gift they’ve given or received.

What is the biggest lie they’ve ever told, and what were the consequences?

Retell an event in their life in their voice, as they would tell it.

Describe the contents of their pack, bag, or purse.

Do they have a secret or opinion they’ll take to the grave?

If applicable, describe their involvement, memories, influence, and thoughts on any major event occurring before the Dark Portal was opened (Pre-Warcraft).

If applicable, describe their involvement, memories, influence, and thoughts on the events around the First War (WC1).

If applicable, describe their involvement, memories, influence, and thoughts on the events around the Second War (WC2).

If applicable, describe their involvement, memories, influence, and thoughts on the events around the Third War (WC3).

If applicable, describe their involvement, memories, influence, and thoughts on the events of vanilla World of Warcraft.

If applicable, describe their involvement, memories, influence, and thoughts on the events of the Burning Crusade expansion.

How did they feel upon first stepping into Outland when the portal was reopened?

Did they work closely with any of the Outland factions?

If applicable, describe their involvement, memories, influence, and thoughts on the events of the Wrath of the Lich King expansion.

What was their first impression of Northrend?

Was anyone close to them risen as a death knight? Did they regain their minds, or did your character have to fight them?

Did they work closely with any of the Northrend factions?

Did they attend or participate in the Argent Tournament?

If applicable, describe their involvement, memories, influence, and thoughts on the events of the Cataclysm expansion.

Where were they and what were they doing when Deathwing shattered the world?

Did they lose anyone close to them in the ensuing destruction?

Did they work closely with any of the factions of the Cataclysm expansion?

If applicable, describe their involvement, memories, influence, and thoughts on the events of the Mists of Pandaria expansion.

Were they on one of the first voyages to Pandaria, or did they travel there afterwards, if at all?

Did they work closely with any of the factions of Pandaria?

What was their first impression of the pandaren? Either the Tushui or Huojin pandaren, or the natives from the mainland.

Do the teachings of any of the August Celestial especially resonate with them?

Were they affected by any of the Sha? Which one(s) and how? Why?

Did they ever meet Wrathion? What is their opinion of him?

How did the events leading up to and involving the siege of Orgrimmar affect them?

What fate would they decide for Garrosh Hellscream if it were up to them?

If applicable, describe their involvement, memories, influence, and thoughts on the events of the Warlords of Draenor expansion.

How do they feel about the fact that multiple universes exist, possibly with different versions of themselves and loved ones?

How did they feel when they first arrived in alternative Draenor?

What were their first impressions of the native orcs and/or draenei of alternative Draenor? The Arakkoa?

For orc and draenei characters: does their alternative self exist on Draenor? If they don’t, what events caused their birth to never occur? If they do, are they alive, or how did they die? Does your character meet them?

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I did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. I did not like to be touched because I craved it too much. I wanted to be held very tight so I would not break. Even now, when people lean down to touch me, or hug me, or put a hand on my shoulder, I hold my breath. I turn my face. I want to cry.

Marya Hornbacher (via bitchsnake)

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i am dropping a lot of my threads rn so like for a starter of my favorite quotes maybe ?

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guys i may actually do some drafts rn i am so proud of myself