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Finally I can leave my shit ass job at Wendy's. Finally. I'm a Chipotle guy now.

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about to say something mean but i feel like every "male-specific" issue is something that also happens to women its just that a lot of you dont seem to see women as people

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I was born at a very young age.  I’ve been alive for as long as i can remember, and I hope to continue living until I die.

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you wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me

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fast food jobs act like it's a criminal offense if you try to leave when you're scheduled to leave

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yeah

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making posts about how beer tastes bad is a lot like that painting of a jester harassing a bunch of dogs while leaning over a wall, except the jester is below the dogs and trying so hard to reach them, and all the dogs are extremely beautiful and strong, and have a wonderful community built on love, and they never want for anything. they never want for anything.

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hellooo making a new post for April, lots of stuff to cover and start saving up for aside from the usual rent expenses and trying to pay off credit card balance (i have not made a dent in it since the last couple of posts / months so it's still roughly $655)

rent, due by May 3rd - $600

credit card - $655

medical evaluations (including tilt table test) - $800

i am trying to get on cash assistance for disability but since i have been overseas up until last year, i have no relevant medical records here. and due to my family's abuse and neglect and general medical gaslighting, i don't have anything from other places ive lived either. i am starting from scratch and pursuing medical testing and treatment as a poor disabled woc with past trauma is incredibly daunting, to say the least

anything extra will go towards building an emergency fund and a relocation fund so i can start planning to move somewhere more wheelchair accessible as my disabilities continue to progress and make the need for one more and more difficult and dangerous to continue putting off. i don't see this happening til the next 2-3 years but i NEED to be able to start saving now, as my health can be very unpredictable. it hasn't landed me in urgent care yet but i will be woefully unprepared for that if it happens anytime soon and that's a big stressor on my shoulders

i have talked before about stress of any kind being a trigger for my chronic pain and fatigue, which makes the community support all the more vital to my survival and safety. it also helps me stay in a decent condition to be an emotional and social support to my girlfriend, and gives me more brain space to map out a more sustainable future for myself.

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rent, due by May 3rd - $600

credit card - $655

medical evaluations (including tilt table test) - $800

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anything extra will go towards building an emergency fund and a relocation fund

ppal pool (i definitely don't expect to meet goal by the time it's set to expire but it does have an overview of my situation thus far if you need that info)

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please share and don't tag this with anything other than for accessibility purposes !! thank you for the ongoing support, genuinely wouldn't still be here without it 🥹🫶

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I know white people especially struggle with this concept but like when a Palestinian, or any other group of Black or brown people are calling you in and making a general statement about the state of the allyship for our causes, and making criticism of common behaviours or whatever else, that is NOT an invitation for you to confess your own shortcomings or your journey of self-improvement. Especially not under our posts. Make your own post if you really feel like it. But we don't need to hear your personal story of how you ignored our long-standing genocide until you saw enough people doing the right thing and you decided to follow. Keep that to yourself.

These posts are meant for you to REFLECT ON YOURSELF! BY YOURSELF! QUIETLY! And decide on your OWN what part of your behaviours you can identify being criticized in these posts and fix them!! And if you need help you can ask a question without necessarily giving us all the details of how you used to be ignorant or whatever. We're not here to hand out forgiveness we're trying to help coordinate and organize people to be more cohesive and we're giving you tips to be better allies. We're not giving you counciling for white guilt!!!

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HELP US GET MORE GROCERIES THIS LESBIAN WEEK! WE GOT PAID BUT AS USUAL ITS NOT ENOUGH TO SURVIVE ON. WE DIDNT EVEN MEET OUR INITIAL GOAL OF 200 BUCKS FOR A LONG WHILE’S WORTH OF SHOPPING LAST TIME SO WE ONLY GOT BARE ESSENTIALS, WE NEED PROTEIN. WE NEED PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING.

C: $voidhex

V: ccheung333

KO-FI.COM/THEGASH

DO NOT TAG THIS.

BUY FROM MY BANDCAMP IF YOU WANT SOMETHING IN RETURN.

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okay americans i gotta ask because as an European i grew up with lots of american shows and cartoons and in a lot of them there was an episode where they give the protags a doll or an egg or a bag of flour or whatever and told them pretend to be its parents or something

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new favorite bit is saying "I would be fangirling so hard if I met him in real life 😍" about random species of fish

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No offense to Mithrun but he really was dumber than a 14 year old. Thistle had that shit locked down for ONE THOUSAND YEARS. Sure he wasn't having a great time for most of it but in terms of duration that Minecraft kid was the most successful Dungeon Lord in history. Mithrun's fake little tea party collapsed and got him eaten within 5 years. The hubris of snake pussy. Meanwhile the Winged Lion had to orchestrate Delgal's escape to the surface and a whole fake hero prophecy just to get out from under Thistle's littlest jester boot.

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the spirit is not willing and the flesh it is not so into the idea either