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we’ve all talked about how andrew minyard being the goalkeeper is symbolic of his position as the protector of his foxes, but can we also talk about aaron and nicky being backliners whose job is to stop the ball before it can reach the goal at all and therefore protect andrew specifically

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some loser: humans are innately selfish creatures

my psych book:

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now that we canonically know that andrew hated people knowing about the assault and abuse he went through as a child, now that we know he sees it as something that will make his family lose faith in him and view him as weak, I wonder if part of his "hatred" for neil is that neil knows all of this ugly history, put himself in harm's way to protect andrew from more abuse, and still views him as this strong and steadfast person. in andrew's mind, it seems pretty black and white - he is either the protector or the victim. he spent so long building this identity as a protector, but his abuse coming to light means he is now a victim. so for neil to see him as a protector but also believe he deserves protecting as well, it shakes something pretty foundational in andrew's world view, which we know he never takes well. there are many reasons andrew hates neil, but this makes for a very interesting development.

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this blog's dead lmao

ask/msg if u want my new bloge

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k i’ve msged most if not all my mutuals ab my new bloge....... also wow while looking thru my followers + blogs i follow half the time i was going ‘who the fuck are u....’ and not in the ‘wow it’s been so long’ kinda way but the ‘okay i have absolutely no recollection of ever even visiting ur blog so’ way. dunno if any alters were messin w my blog or what lol. anyway feel free to msg me if ur interested in following my new blog! 

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@mutuals

and followers if ur interested: 

i’m gonna be remaking my tumblr. one of my more popular trauma posts got the attention of MAPs (minor-attracted person) and it’s been really bad for my mental health, to the point where i don’t feel comfortable or safe keeping this blog up and running. it’s the anxiety and paranoia. msg me if you’d like the url. thanks, loves.

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@mutuals

and followers if ur interested: 

i’m gonna be remaking my tumblr. one of my more popular trauma posts got the attention of MAPs (minor-attracted person) and it’s been really bad for my mental health, to the point where i don’t feel comfortable or safe keeping this blog up and running. it’s the anxiety and paranoia. msg me if you’d like the url. thanks, loves.

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@mutuals

and followers if ur interested: 

i’m gonna be remaking my tumblr. one of my more popular trauma posts got the attention of MAPs (minor-attracted person) and it’s been really bad for my mental health, to the point where i don’t feel comfortable or safe keeping this blog up and running. it’s the anxiety and paranoia. msg me if you’d like the url. thanks, loves.

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Bismuth: catches the bouquet

Every wlw watching:

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from lavender woman: chicago’s lesbian/feminist newspaper vol. 2 no. 1, january 1973

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I cant believe their wedding cake was a together breakfast. I mean, like, of course it was. But still

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everyone’s outfits at the wedding were absolutely perfect,  but man, amethyst cleans up real nice in a suit. 💜

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jittery and anxious this morn. probs lack of sleep lol

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Here comes a special boy!

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+ Star Trek Aesthetic Series: Captain James T. Kirk +

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Invasion

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lapis, a couple episodes ago: i’m so scared of the diamonds i’ll never face them im leaving earth bye

lapis, now: hey you big blue bitch i’m depressed What Is Good