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What A Life

What A Life

There was a time when the world stopped. It was 2019 when the Novel Corona Virus also known as COVID-19 changed the world. The COVID-19 pandemic was the reason why the world became chaos. It affected people's jobs, lifestyles, the students studies and also the lives of many people due to the COVID-19. Face to face and distance learning are forms of education in which teachers and students interact with each other. However, face to face learning were temporarily suspended for nearly two years, while modular or distance learning only began during the pandemic. The pandemic has altered my life, way back when I was junior high school student, I was really active when it comes about the academic performance, I used to be afraid of getting marks that line of seven, but I've changed when the pandemic came. I don't mind my marks at all, I became sluggish with my school works, I also lost so many people that I love, I had no motivation and I got tired of everything, as a result. The pandemic had a negative impact on my life. 

Novel Corona Virus was a nightmare for each of us, since it has impacted our daily lives, jobs, studies and even the things we typically do. However, I can say that COVID-19 was also a lesson for everyone; It may have changed our lives, but as a result of COVID-19, we learned how to look after ourselves in order for us to be safe always.

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A Saddest Year

A Saddest Year

  If someone died in your arms even though you beg, pray, and cried to him, would you still be able to trust him? It was December 24, 2021. A rainy night. We weren't able to ready and celebrate Christmas because our house was broken due to the typhoon Odette, there's no electricity and I wasn't happy nor sad at all, I was like a rock, there's no emotion, yet I managed to talked to him, “Thank you for protecting us and keeping us safe, you're the best, happy birthday!” I said in my mind. A Christmas passed and after that we still continue fighting. December 27, I thought it was just a normal day, I was enjoying my own business, then suddenly my aunt called me, she needed help about my nephew who's my cousin's son, “Can you please watch your nephew?” she asked. She needs to do laundry that day, since almost of their things got wet due to the flood because of the typhoon, as a help. I said yes, I wasn't even doing anything good. I left my father who's peacefully sleeping at his room, I didn't think anything bad as I was leaving our house. Seconds, minutes, and hours just flew by, it was already night when I got home, I was smiling the moment I entered the house, when suddenly I saw my brother who's looking at me with a disappointed and anger eyes, then he spoke “Why did you left the house?” he asked. I answered him in a polite way, “Aunt called me earlier, and she needs help about our nephew, so, I helped” I said in a calm voice then I asked “why?” just like that, he walked out and entered the room of my father, I ignored him even though he acts weird. I slept early that night since I was tired. I awoke super early because of the noise I heard, I was still half brained when I tried to get up, I saw my brother's panicked face, then he said, “Papa had been rushed to the hospital with mama, I need to get there as soon as possible” I was stunned, it took minutes until I realized that I was crying.

Hours later, I saw myself standing on the front of my father who's sleeping in a hospital's bed, I cried because of regrets, I was desperately praying, and hoping for his recovery, he stayed at the hospital and when I was about to go home that day, my brother spoke to me, “He was vomiting and he asked for help the day you left the house, luckily, I came home early when I already finished charging my phone” he said, “the doctor explained to mom, papa had a severe disease and he had been hiding this from us for a long time, and“ he paused, “and he is dying” I was shocked, I couldn't move. It was a horror for me. Papa had been staying at 3 days in the Talisay District, it was already December 31, 2021. He was becoming weaker and sometimes he had a hard time to breathe, we really don't knew what do, specially mom. Yet, I wasn't even thinking negative, I was really optimistic that day, later that afternoon, my father asked mom to took care about the bill so we could get out in the hospital, at first we were hesitant but papa was crying, “I didn't want to die here, ma” he said with a broken voice. We got my papa out already, but we can't let him stayed our home since it was damaged, so I did called his brother who is currently living at Tunghaan, Minglanilla.

When his brother arrived, we got him in the taxi, we were all in the taxi and I was silently praying, again. Suddenly papa spoke “We should celebrate new year” he said with a smiling face then he path my head. I was over the moon, I couldn't stopped crying, despite of the situation, my Papa was really thinking a positive thoughts. “Of course, pa. We should celebrate a happy New Year“ I said. He just smiled at me, minutes later I looked at my papa and my heart was cut into a pieces he was crying again. We were about to get to his brother's house then suddenly he lean on my mama's shoulder and cried, the taxi driver panicked and I was too, I called him, again. “Please save my father, please I'm begging, please“ I said silently. The driver made a u-turn, we rushed the nearest emergency hospital at Minglanilla. The last thing I remembered I was devastated, my world stops, I couldn't move again, my tears flowing like a river, my heart was beating loudly, I couldn't hear what's the doctor said, I was sweating bullets, my hands are cold as ice, and I said, “No, I trusted him.”