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I am never ever ever arranging anything for more than 4 people ever again.

Tired, over stimulated and going to drop kick the next person that asks me to change something.

Cannot wait for tonight to be over. People actually suck.

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"We're telling the story of a bisexual character here, which means he is attracted to more than one gender, so we can't minimize the fact that he has been attracted to women and will continue to be attracted to women. Like, that's the whole point here. He is bisexual."

thank you oliver <3

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the Eggsy x Harry Kingsman girlies would loooove BuckTommy

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I need to get drinks with him soooooo bad

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Endless gifs of Steve Harrington - 49/∞

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Steve explaining celebrity gossip to Eddie in extensive detail, going off on long side tangents about different scandals relating to different celebs, chiming in with his own opinions and what they’re saying in the rags. Eddie listening so intently and reacting so expressively Steve stops and is like.. are you making fun of me? And Eddie’s like no! Come on, what did she do next? And Steve’s like :))) ok SO!

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Buck bringing Tommy to a 118 barbecue and the team all doing the older sibling thing of telling embarrassing stories about buck and buck is sulking but secretly having the best time bc his team is his family and Tommy has his arm around buck the whole time so who cares really, that Tommy is hearing the story of that time he couldn't stand on the ice rink for the fourth time?

And then Bobby gets this smile on his face, and Buck wonders what he's going to bring up, what embarrassing story he's going to have to sit through next

Except Bobby doesn't start telling a buck story.

Bobby asks Tommy if he's seen any chickens lately, and Tommy is burying his face in the hand that isn't on Buck's waist, and oh

This isn't an embarrassing buck story, it's an embarrassing Tommy story.

And buck listens with glee to the whole thing, as Tommy feebly argues that the chicken was armed, and had genuinely proven itself dangerous before giving in and muffling an embarrassed little laugh into Buck's shoulder

And yeah, buck thinks, he could get used to this

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Picture Tommy, giving his all to be this confident superhero, determined to shield Evan from the same struggles he once faced when concealing himself from the world.

The irony? Evan is Tommy's Achilles heel. How can one be so confident when they must make sure the love of their life is always a hundred percent happy, not a single worry allowed to cross their mind?

Tommy can't fathom Evan's unhappiness. It's simply not an option. So he tries to be the perfect boyfriend, the perfect listener and the perfect provider. Yet, that nagging feeling in his gut that fills his stomach with dread never fails to crack the impeccable persona: what if he is nothing but an obstacle in Evan's journey?

Now he sees himself caught in this vicious cycle, trying to keep Evan under his protection, but at the same time free to write his own story.

Somehow Tommy fails to remember what confidence really is, and how it made Buck fall in love with him in the first place: being confident is not about being fearless; it's about truthfulness to your identity.

Of course Buck notices something is wrong and quickly jumps in to the rescue. His boyfriend is a firefighter after all, and a very observant one.

It's kinda hard stepping down from his protector role, even for a little bit. However in Evan's embrace, he finds comfort. He really needed that hug. And that kiss. And that "I love you" whispered into his ear.

Evan tries to make Tommy remember, but that takes some time. One thing the pilot knows, thought: Evan is actually his strength.

They'll be confident together.

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Training my English besties. Any feedback?

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you expect me to be normal about this man?????

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Tommy Kinard is not as terrible of a person as you want him to be you’re just ignoring the fact he’s had character development (and actual scenes in canon that show that development) because you want Buck and Eddie to fuck so badly and don’t actually care about their character arcs.

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The lack of media literacy and common sense on 911twt should be studied.

I’ve been there for a week and I feel like I have lived 100 lifetimes.

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The amount of hate Lou is getting from buddie shippers on Twitter is absolutely disgusting. And we all know he tries to stay in touch with the fandom, so he did see it all. If you hate Tommy, you do you. But leave the fucking actors alone???

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Imagine being Tommy for a minute. You've had years to come to terms with yourself, to gain confidence and grow and have experience. You're more mature than you once were. You've got better words in your head and a stronger voice.

But you still miss belonging somewhere. You wish you had people who came for you.

And then you meet Evan Buckley. The guy who replaced you in your old firehouse. The guy who is the baby of 118. His friends call him Buck. You call him Evan the same way you call someone else Howie. You think he's cute and he comes out to meet you at your place.

You don't think you've got a chance, really, he's got people he likes already. You want him to have that, to clarify that he's still going to be more special to 118, to Eddie Diaz, to everyone Tommy thinks he can just be a little fun and friendly with.

And then this guy tells you that you're important and you're just like them and you're fitting right into the way 118 works. He tells you he likes you and wants to know you. He tells you he wants your attention. And he looks at you like the sun.

You've got experience but he has earnestness. You've had a tough journey and he's just starting but he's going to dive right in. He's nervous but he trusts you. This guy who is adored by the people you wish you had, trusts you.

You try. You leave. He calls you again. He looks at you like he adores you.

He tells his family about you. He holds your hand. He invites you to his sister's wedding. You've known the groom longer than you've known this guy. But Evan invites you, in the open, not Howie.

He wants to dance with you in front of the people you miss. He holds your hand.

You've tried to be gentle with him, you know you should be, you want to be mature and safe. But Evan asks you with a smile and you understand that maybe you needed this too. Maybe you don't have to be the only one who is kind.

You say yes. You let him adore you, too. The coffee is wrong in your hands, but your smile feels right because maybe Evan didn't replace you. Maybe neither of you needs to be jealous.

You're Tommy and you hold on to Evan.

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well yes i have Big Feelings about tommy treating buck gently because i am an enjoyer of the fine arts, but i have Even Bigger Feelings about buck treating tommy gently because he deserves it too :( like. buck carding his fingers through tommy's hair after he's had a long, bad day and kissing his neck (non-sexy) and just like clinging to him like a wet paper towel until he feels better.... buck showing up to tommy's job with a bouquet of flowers because tommy mentioned once that he's never received them before and buck wanted to make him smile and feel adored..... buck cooking his boyfriend breakfast in bed.... actually i have this headcanon that tommy doesn't really like his birthday and he doesn't really like celebrating it because he's never really had anyone to celebrate with... but one day buck finds his birth certificate when they move in together and discovers he's an august 31st baby.... so on that day, he bakes tommy a dozen cupcakes and writes "i ❤️ u" in icing on three of them and the rest are decorated with little plastic helicopters and tommy cries Immediately (so does buck btw) and he kisses him and they share cupcakes and spend the entire evening on the sofa watching tv and kissing :( ......... yeah. anyways. no thoughts head empty just buck spoiling his pretty boyfriend rotten 🙂‍↕️

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buddietommy petnaming politics wherein buck is baby but only to tommy, tommy is tom but only to buck, eddie is sweetheart but only to tommy, except for the times when he is also baby but only to buck, tommy is babe but only to eddie, and only on certain occasions because the rest of the time he is handsome, buck is sweetheart but only to eddie and all of them treat each other's names reverently which means that sometimes tommy/eddie/evan/buck are petnames unto themselves. thank you for coming to my ted talk.

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Vance, stop, now, please. I don't have time to think about it *can't stop*

He founds Buck all dirty in blood and maybe some people will find you that this guy with a gun is really dangerous

Buck looking up, tired, bruised and beat up ''Tommy?''

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Hehehe.

Heeeeeehehehehe.

“And I can’t believe that it’s finally me

And you

And you

And me

JUST US

AND YOUR FRIEND STEVE

Doo doo do doo do do do doo Steve”

Also if y’all have the credit for the sound, lmk because I literally don’t have TikTok