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Playing keyframes made me realize something about myself. I’m a huge romantic, self insert in every dating sim to fill up a void of loneliness—so I thought that would be the focus I would have while playing Keyframes. A game where I could more realistically picture myself in.

But actually playing? The friends were really what did it for me. Doing an eating challenge together, Cameron’s platonic simping, Deja’s competitive side, her crying over a character death in that one texted conversation. I remember that in the rain scenes I had more of a fulfilling time choosing to talk to our friends rather than pursuing a Li.

I know it’s because I spent my entire teen years extremely mentally unwell, but I’ve never had that. I’ve never had a group of friends that loved me the way Deja and Cameron love MC. (And yes I do have a crush on Cameron but hshsh that’s apart of the charm to me as well. Friends are easy to fall for.)

And. I never really realized how deeply I want it. I’ve joined a server on discord that’s really helped because everyone is super nice <33 but one day I just hope I’ll make people really happy by just popping in, form friendships where we go on stupid adventures and ?? Just feel like I wasn’t meant to be so much like an observer. Idk what spawned this tbh hshshs it’s late so my thoughts stray to sentimental or mopey things.

Sorry to anyone who read this far :,] I just needed to vent to the tumblr void since it makes me feel a lil better to air thoughts out. (My journal glares ominously from below my beside.) and I can’t quite get my mind to reach out to a friend without pissing my pants.

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ship so good when one of them is just fucking terrified and the other is completely oblivious to that fact

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reblog to give the person you reblogged from the strength to complete The Task™

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jumping for sunflower seeds

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✨Commission for today_issnowy✨

My first YCH type commissioon heehee 🤭!

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Recently got back into drawing and have been practicing at work to pass the time, so since I've started making okay progress and am still obsessed with Touchstarved have a couple of hotties from that.

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dreaming of you

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Margarita Karapanou, tr. by Karen Emmerich, from The Sleepwalker

[Text ID: "completely feral."]

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You guys remember that one meme?

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hello its me shoving random drawings your way. interrupting magnus protocol activity to be showing my dear he/they douchebag that is my Touchstarved MC because im really proud of this drawing.

who knows what i offer you next and when. or if youll see them again. maybe if you scream about him youll get info.

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a section from Trevor Noah's Born a Crime I liked quite a lot

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oni disney princess-core

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Miso soup rats. The most delicate of the soup rats.

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Art Club week 2: Fairy Bard!