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Baaaaaaa

sheepish is a really funny word. fuck im so nervous (turns into this)

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I love seeing her grow since new 🥹🥲❤️‍🩹 I don’t know what it is but i have always found her so alluring helpppp

Its only getting woorse

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yves: white cat

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These are so cute I would place them on a bag of mine and get emotionally attached.

Me and who?

Soul gems by moniaaluous

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I was at whole foods at the other day and i see this pretty girl with black lace thigh highs, white kitten heel shoes, a white bubble skirt, long legs, perfect tan, makeup that makes her cat eyes sparkle pink, a black corset top, perfectly manicured nails, pin straight mix of brown and black hair, and a cream colored coach bag, just take her full basket of the more expensive foods and place them on the conveyor belt. She looked so nice and accomplished I wished that was me

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I just graduated ☠️ ajajaj where is my hug at 🤢🤮. Honestly it feels weird seeing people cry, jump for joy, hug, rest in eachothers arms and rejoice in the opportunities that they will receive knowing I don’t feel the same. All these lectures about childhood being over, and how nothing will be the same again. That in college you are in permanent stress, and then in adulthood you are eventually caught up in slough of life. That after you age out of school your time to experiment is over. Yet nothing substantial will change for me, I have never had that carelessness they are telling us to mourn. That it only gets down from here.

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I just want to graduate Im so Doneeee. I just have to finish my exams and then they wont even be able to catch me around afttterrr. I cant be the only person who never enjoyed being present at school, I so my course work but you cant expect me to be present. Everyone tells me that I am missing out, but I cant even enjoy anything because the whole place is so stuffy. I know I should attempt at being more positive but I dont even feel like like a person here despite anything I do

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School

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I livee i lovee 💗

2007

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I hate where I live so badd-

I know its not bad, and has so many opportunities but literally anywhere else is so much more interesting. I want to live in a 5 floor apartment with a balcony near the ocean while being disgustingly cute and educated I want the ocean and a cute crop top AAAAAhhhH

Im so bored- I want to be independent already ugggh

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These are so cute, I have been thinking on getting some myself :).

Funny story, once I was in my super boring English class when a random beeping sound was going off and everyone in the right corner of the classroom started to get confused. The teacher assistant then confiscated it, and recognized what it was. I'm prettyyy sure it was pink, and it suit her pastel, extreme Japanese street wear style. I wish I had a distinct style of my own because then life would so much fun. Anyways the teacher assistant had to try to feed it to get it to shut up, while my classmate was in the restroom.

。･:*:･(✿◕3◕)❤

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Work

I spend way to much time studying now, I'm doing summer classes at my community college, and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. It's so much work for 2 courses Im suffering. OUt of everything that I'm doing its mathhh. :( . I was so motivated too. Now I have no free time. I like to think what I'm doing is going to save me more time in the future but tbh now I'm not so sure.

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nails :)

Mooncat- mercury's tears

reminds me so much of the sailor scout

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rumination

Some times I just go through the same thoughts again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again, and again, and again and again but being serious sometimes it just turns kind of obsessive. Like " what if your whole family died in a car crash and you never see them again unless you touch the door" ," you are going to get bad luck if you keep thinking about having good luck" or "you are going to get sick again" ig idk why but it just happens smh

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rizz, skibibi toilet, gyat

I know people have started using them ironically, but these words as so fucking grating to the ears. Can we all agree to stop using such slang? Can we not wait a couple seconds before mentioning utter brain rot, or are our attention spans this cooked

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teapots

I was watching Instagram and I was completely entranced at 12 am last night seeing this person manipulate clay to create these perfectly aesthetic and functional teapots. For a while I forgot about all my other concerns and instead focused on the craft being preformed. Like it just got me thinking that instead of wasting my time being insecure I should just focus on the act of creation to soothe my issues.

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Engineering vs Biology

I'm stuck between deciding to focus on engineering or biology( hence the title) and now I'm even more conflicted because I am already doing a minor/ 2 year CC Data science courses. It totally is not my fault for randomly pursuing a degree based on a couple online videos instead of actually researching. My idea was just to do it along with eng so that I could fulfill my math coding/ requirements since I was planning on doing electrical... Yet i just realized this year after my honors biology class that I relay like it as well. So I feel so cooked because did I just dedicate myself to something I won't even use AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH