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Trans Sundrop/Moondrop? :>

(Idk how this works sorry)

When I was deep in my fnaf phase and security breach just came out, I was really obsessed with the daycare attendant because I thought the idea of one robot have the programming to switch based on the amount of light in a room was very interesting. Especially because they each had different programming between the two of them, enough that Moon was affected by the virus and Sun wasn’t. I did a lot of research on how that would be possible and I also looked into a lot of color changing fabrics and plastics to figure out how they would be able to change color in the dark.

Ofc then the Ruin dlc came out so

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he has definitely never paid taxes

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Ok, just for you anon

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I’m curious to know if you have an Eclipse design :)

Eclipse has entered the daycare :D

I’ve designed him before but I wanted to change him a little bit :)

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Soooo I watched "KPop Demon Hunters" and it was super cool and I IMMEDIATELY started thinking of an au... Possibly a sub-AU of my already existing Band-AU ohh we are in it deep, guys...

In typical Y/N fashion, the outfit is just suggestion, I tried matching the style of the ending outfits to the best of my ability (I struggle with designing clothes... 🙏)

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loudly going "YOU'RE GOOD YOU'RE GOOD" to myself to ward off the memory of every embarrassing thing i've ever done

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He’s not adapting to freedom very well 😅‼️‼️

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What Kris and Susie are doing for their school project

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everytime someone brings up "just ask a gym bro for T" im baffled, like ah yes. gyms. a famously safe place to be loudly transgender. also "just walk up to the biggest guy and ask him" ask him what? accuse him of using steroids without any prior interactions?

the way people dismiss transmascs fears about the illegalities of DIY T pisses me off (especially because most often the trans guys i see speaking about those fears are TMOC, who are at much higher risk for "possession of controlled substance" being used against them by cops)

Its part of a larger trend of people insisting that cis men are broadly safe for trans men&mascs and that places dominated by cis men occupy a relatively low risk for trans men&mascs.

And like, if you are someone who is a trans man or transmasc or are often perceived as one, and you have experienced little to no hostility or violence in spaces dominanted by cis men, cool! I'm glad!

But then people will take the fact that that is a possibility and extrapolate to "if you are a trans man and you are hesistant or afraid to be in spaces dominated by cis men, it's because you are a birthday boy bitch and probably hate trans women because you still think you are a vulnerable little female! REAL trans men just do whatever and don't get bothered!* which like. hello transphobia hello misogyny hello toxic masculinity.

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There's something especially biting about people telling transmascs specifically to unpack their misogyny.

After so long of being yelled at or berated by my mother. Looked at with disgust for not shaving my legs and yelled at when I cut my hair, guilt tripped into wearing makeup, and being told any masculine dress was "not socially acceptable." All things that actively hurt gnc women as well as trans people. All things that are misogynistic to imply women have to do.

Every time I try to come out as trans: "I wish you weren't ashamed of your femininity, I'm so heartbroken that you hate women. You're only trying to become a man because you think women are inferior." Following it up with a "why can't you express yourself as you are and just be a gnc woman..." As if she didn't just mock me for those exact traits.

My mother, and by extension TERFs (as my mother is one), constantly imply that the only reason transmasculine people exist is because they are poor little girls who struggle with internalized misogyny. They need to embrace being the gnc women they truly are~ And the gnc women need to fix their internalized misogyny by being more feminine~

So imagine my frustration when the communities I assume to be safe for trans people (both irl and online) hit me with the "transmascs need to unpack their misogyny :/" "a surprising number of transmascs are misogynistic actually :/"

Everyone needs to unpack their misogyny dipshit. The fact that transmascs are singled out specifically leads me to conclude one (or both) of two things:

You have encountered a shitty transmasc person and have taken it upon yourself to decide that the entire transmasc community is like that. I'm not saying misogynistic transmascs don't exist, but if you see someone with a bigoted worldview and go "well this is indicative of the entire community" you are the problem.

You think transmascs are misogynistic for getting gender dysphoria around things that are feminine or conversely, they are misogynistic for getting euphoria around masculinity. This is just straight up punishing trans people for being true to themselves.

Both of these are transphobic arguments and are common TERF tactics to discredit trans people. I do not trust you if you hold the opinion that misogyny is more prevalent in transmasculine spaces than in society at large.

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you dont have to be useful to be loved btw

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some of you guys are posting on tumblr like you're actively trying to kill people you mildly dislike and maybe that's not the most mature thing to do

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Nooo don’t respond to an unreasonable societal standard by pivoting hard in the exact opposite direction creating a different yet equally unreasonable standard you’re so sexy haha

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