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Pot Bellies and Women becoming Fatter.

I honestly think that one of the best scenes in the movie Pulp Fiction is when the character Fabienne says that she wants to have a pot belly and show it off. I know that there are a lot of women that are into feederism and gaining weight, and to be honest I love seeing them get fatter and fatter. On most women, just as with men, they look better with the extra weight. It's great seeing a woman that's extremely fat eating a ton of food and her clothes becoming tighter. I'm a little jealous in a way, as many women that get fatter not only have massive bellies, but massive backsides. I think it's great, especially, when they start gaining at a young age.

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Fat is Sexy

Being fat is sexy. Seeing people that have massive bellies and showing them off is hot. Getting fatter is even sexier. Taking up more space as one gets bigger and bigger. Clothes getting tighter and tighter and even seeing people fat enough that their belly goes past the steering wheel in their automobiles. I'm looking forward to that achievement one day. Sometimes I get jealous of people that outgrow 5 and 6XL clothes. I don't care about health issues. I just want to get incredibly fat and show it off.

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Time to get fatter. I'm not going to become immobile by doing nothing.

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Wishful Thinking

I just wish there were a guy in my local area to be with on Friday evening. While being fat and wanting to gain would be great, I'd settle for just about any guy that's employed and not eligible for medicare. He could feel free to play with my belly. However, I know it's wishful thinking on my part, as I don't think that anyone that reads this lives in my area.

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Not Being Ok.

Disclaimer: This post really isn't about gaining and perhaps this is the wrong forum to post this however I'm doing so anyway.

I'm not ok. Actually, I'm depressed. When I get depressed I tend not to eat as much however none of that matters at the moment. I don't necessarily need professional help, but to be with another man would be nice. I'm tired of being single, as well as lonely and I'm tired of being invisible. For the most part I'm invisible on here however I'd love to get noticed by someone that lives in my area (Philly). I'm tired of being ghosted on apps and going to a bar to meet guys is futile considering that I'm not much of a drinker and I'm not exactly an extrovert. Even when I was thin this was an issue.

I'm also tired of people thinking that I'm gullible, which I'm not. If anything I tend to be stubborn. I want to gain weight and I want to help others get fatter however I can't do that part without another man beside me, even if it's just for a few hours.

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Venting

I try to keep this blog about eating and becoming fatter. I believe all types of eating is a positive in terms of achieving that however there are a couple of exceptions out there. Normally, I'm all for stress eating however it depends on the reason. I've been a season ticket holder to my local NBA team for 10 years and in 2014 I had a partial plan. For anyone that's read some of my most recent entries, I live in the Philly area, so there have been a lot of ups and downs. Each season with the exception of the 2020-21 season (pandemic) I've been able to meet a current player at an event sponsored by the team. These events are fun and there's free food and drinks however not unlimited. Last season the player event for the people who sit where I sit had no players, because the players were traded for peanuts. This evening I get an invite to what will be our event this year and once again no players. I know they're will be a lot of eating however I wish it were for a different reason. I know it's selfish and I know I'm perhaps acting a little entitled however the people that sit in the level that I sit deserve a player event, even if it's only one or two bench players. We deserve that much. Without a doubt I'm going be putting on a few pounds however I wish it were better circumstances.

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I will like to start supporting your gaining non stop till you grow bigger

I'm only looking for a feeder to feed me in person.

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Active while Gaining

It's usually good to keep some level of activity while trying to become fatter than other people we know. I'm not recommending getting a gym membership however I do have one that I use in spirts, which is probably one of weaknesses in terms of getting as fat as I'd like to be however I do enjoy the massage chairs. If you do get a gym membership just be sure that you can find value from some of the amenities. Things like walking and go up and down steps, nothing too deep. Then of course eat plenty afterwards.

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Just to put it out there.

While I'm looking to gain several hundred pounds at least and it would be great to have a feeder. With that said, I have zero interests in virtual feeding or people sending me money. I want a feeder to fatten me up that lives in my area and to do it in person. In addition, I'd like some more things in a feeder that involve being nude. For those that aren't fake offers, please understand that unless you're in the Philly area and willing to feed me in person then I have no interests. Thank you.

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The urge to be fucking MASSIVE is huge… like i wanna grow to be 1000 pounds of pure lard… pure gluttony and blubber. I want everything to just be rolls~

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One day my belly will be big enough to fit into the sink. Looking forward to it. Just wish I could find a feeder that lives near me.

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This should be a good time to gain this holiday season.

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Things are looking up. Here's to me one day weighing 1000lbs.

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It's a sign

I've been eating a lot more over the past week and today is no exception. I had a large breakfast and then I went thru Wendy' drive thru for lunch. I had ordered a single and they gave be a Double, which I ate all of it.

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Regrets

I don't have any regrets about gaining, except that I wish I had started a lot sooner, such as in my teens or in college. I was plump as a little kid however I had lost weight as I got older. Looking back it would have been great had I remained plump and gained more weight. I started my appreciation of fat and bellies in my early teens, so it would have possibly made sense to start slowly in high school and college. I might have weighed between 250 and 300lbs by my college graduation and possibly double that by now. I guess we'll never know however I'm looking forward to getting that fat and even fatter.

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The Mission and I Choose to Accept It.

Soon I'll be going on an 11 day cruise and the mission I've given myself is to gain at least 15lbs. With plenty of food available at different times I'll will eat frequently and have larger portions. Lots of high fat and high calorie stuff and hopefully I'll outgrow some of my clothes along the way.

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I Must Confess

I must admit that I look at all these amazing bellies getting bigger and I'm a little jealous. Seeing people having massive bellies that they can barely move is sexy.