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I refuse to tell anyone how bad it really got again.
Because i know they can’t handle it to go through this again. - //04.09.2015//11.52// (via emotioneelaangelegd)
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u know that feeling deep in your tummy where u just dont feel comfy and u feel sad and sort of want to cry but not about anything specific its like your entire body is just upset and unnerved all the way to the core almost like ur just longing for something but dont know what
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anytime someone checks in w/ me to make sure I’m ok, half of me is really grateful and the other half is berating myself for being so dramatic that a separate physical entity had to stop the process of their life just to make sure my bricks were still up in a wall
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I'm having a bad mental health day and I want someone to talk to and take me seriously but instead I'm writing cynical tweets which are receiving likes and honestly making me feel worse lmao
#Im so sad today#Someone talk to me#Please#I cant concentrate on my uni work#And its driving me nuts#Someone be my friend#And give me a hug
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No matter what I do or how hard I try I'll never feel good enough for the ones I love and I'm fucking tired of it. I'll never get the same effort back.
I'm tired of being insecure
I'm tired of being worthless
I'm tired of being lied to
Just fucking leave me if you don't love me. Idfc just stop pretending you do.
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For someone who is obsessed with losing weight I really am terrible at it.
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What sucks is people like me don't get to feel pretty or beautiful.
No matter how hard I try to strive for body positivity and self love I'm still repulsed by my own reflection.
Forever being fully aware that I am the ugly friend. My friend uses it when she's talking to guys. When she doesn't want to show her own face on snapchat she'll sneakily take pictures of me from the worst possible angle when she sits next to me in class. Im unsure if she knows that I'm aware she does it. I don't know why she thinks it's okay. But fucking hurts so much that she'll use my insecurities like that.
I can't remember the last time I was not self conscious. I hate my skin. I hate my weight. I hate my hair. Every day I hold this in, no matter how much I want to scream and cry, I get on with it. Some days are better than others but today I'm feeling particularly bad. How do you tell people you're sad because you literally can't stand the way you look? Because I know they won't understand and they'll think I'm fishing for compliments. It's embarrassing, I'm literally embarrassed about the way I look and the way I feel about it.
All I want is to feel happy with myself but it seems impossible. I wish I could feel pretty for myself
#Oops would you look at that im having another breakdown#Loool#Fr tho i feel like shit#My acne is bad#I feel shit about my weight rn#I have to lose at least two stone by december#personal#rant#i need someone to talk to#i need a hug#depression rant
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Fucking hell I've back moved to uni and left my razors at home because I thought I was better but I'm not and now I don't fucking know what to do. It's after 12am and it's really dark but I just want to fucking run out and cry and hope someone fucking kills me because I don't want to feel like this again I can't take it any more
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Depression is weird like you'll be fine for ages and then all of a sudden u hit this brick wall n u can feel ur self getting bad again n it's just like oops lol
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