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[with-woozi]

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hello. admin leen here. it’s been a while since i greeted you guys.

first of all, happy new year. i can’t say anything about 2020 because there were bad times and some good times but we’re done with that so let’s just pray for a better 2021 and look forward.

anyways, i think the last time i posted was in march and it wasn’t even an actual post but i thought it’s about time that i came out from my cave and say hi lol

nothing new has happened to me. nothing newsworthy at least. i’m still studying, still struggling. still in love with seventeen. still laughing at them and with them. also still crying over them for no reasons and weird reasons.

however, i did started enjoying more (new) things this past year though. one of it is a game called a3! - literally started in july and from then on, my life (and wallet) has been taken over by these 2d men. i’ve also started watching the anime and the stage play and that has also taken over my life - the stage and voice actors especially :’)

even though there’s been a lot of things going on lately, i don’t recall anything significant happening to me in 2020 so i’ve got nothing to share tbh. 

but i am gonna talk about the future of this blog. i don’t think i’ve addressed this but even if i didn’t, my inactiveness probably gave it away. basically i no longer have the energy to keep this blog running and especially since i’m gonna start working next year, i definitely won’t have the time either so i’m officially announcing the closing of this blog.

i will still keep the account up, just not gonna update it so don’t worry about this blog going missing. it will still be here so everyone to see. i will also close my other blog - withsvt but will also keep it up.

i don’t really have an explanation or anything to say about this because i believe that it’s pretty obvious that the blog isn’t going anywhere anymore and i really don’t have any motivation to write anything either. so, yeah. it’s about time.

i’m definitely sad about this because i’ve had this blog since 2015 and since then, i’ve met so many amazing people and done so many great things so it’s definitely something that i treasure a lot but like i said, it’s time for me to let go and just fangirl freely on my own time and terms - because i be late to updates sometimes ^^;;

i wish everyone the best from now on and i hope you guys have a better 2021 - with your loved ones, family, friends, svt. i also wish for everyone to be happier and healthier and richer from now on lol

idk if i’ll come back, even for non svt-related posts because i haven’t been active on tumblr in general so if you still wanna keep in touch with me, i’ll be on twitter @/rilakleen and if you’re malaysian, maybe you’ll see me in future svt events ((when everything gets better, of course ^^)).

anyways, that’s all from me. once again, thank you so much for everything. i can’t begin to list it all but i’ve shared so much with you guys all these time and every little thing remains a precious memory to me. i love you guys 💖💎

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- admin leen <3

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I’m not sure if it counts as much cause it’s not a full group song but- my favourite is Change Up. Maybe because I really love leader line and the whole colour combo?? Idk it just gets me hyped. You know when you hear a song and it just makes you happy?? It’s like that. Then probably 2. Good to me 3. Rocket (being a male carat and hearing Joshua and Vernon admit the lyrics are gender neutral on purpose makes me happy) 4. Lilili yabbay 5. Run to you

It’s still is a b-side track so it definitely counts. Change Up was a live-changer tbh. Who would’ve known that a leader line track would have that much of an impact on us ? Lol jk we all knew it was gonna be make us weak. Thank god for its existence heh

But I also have a lovely story about Rocket. During the ending ment for Ideal Cut in Kuala Lumpur, Vernon mentioned the song and the line ‘the stars are looking straight down on us’ and he said that when he sang that song while looking at the Carats in the crowd, we looked like stars to him and then he thanked us for always shining on Seventeen.

Ngl when i heard him say that, I burst into tears in my seat because it was so endearing to hear him say that TT Why are they always making me cry tears of happiness ? Idk but I still love them though ;A;

Anyways, thank you for sharing your list with me, sweetie. I really appreciate it 💕

- Admin Leen

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I remember when I heard Hit Song for the first time. From that day on, my life hasn’t been the same. I have since been a changed woman ... ;A;

Lol but forreal though, that’s another one of my faves. The lyrics are the key point to it. It’s like a letter to Carats and anyone listening to the song. It’s such a surreal experience when you listen to the song and understand what they’re saying. It’s not your average song, believe me.

Thank you for sharing your choices with me, dear. I’ll put it to good use 💕 

- Admin Leen

this might be kinda of odd but can you guys list down your top five b-side tracks from svt ? and if possible, give me a reason for the no. 1 song of your choice.

i’m writing an assignment about their b-side tracks and i want to see which one is considered the most popular amongst my followers.

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Habit ... the queen ;A; I absolutely love that song. A whole masterpiece 💕 

Also, I’ve always believed that it would be a great song to accompany a figure skating performance but idk why I think that lol

Anyways, thank you for sharing your top 5. It’s gonna be a lot of help for me 😊

- Admin Leen

this might be kinda of odd but can you guys list down your top five b-side tracks from svt ? and if possible, give me a reason for the no. 1 song of your choice.

i’m writing an assignment about their b-side tracks and i want to see which one is considered the most popular amongst my followers.

[with-woozi]

Don’t we just love it when our boys get sexy ? 😏

And don’t worry about the reason, darling. When you enjoy something, you don’t need to have a really good reason for it 😊

Thanks for sharing your choices. It’s gonna be very helpful for me 💕

- Admin Leen

this might be kinda of odd but can you guys list down your top five b-side tracks from svt ? and if possible, give me a reason for the no. 1 song of your choice.

i’m writing an assignment about their b-side tracks and i want to see which one is considered the most popular amongst my followers.

[with-woozi]

1. A-Teen: it really hypes me up and i don’t even know what the lyrics are but their vocals are so powerful and strong in it (that sounds weird, does a-teen even count as a b-side?) 2. Run To You 3. Falling For U 4. Thinkin’ About You 5. Change Up

Idk if an OST counts as a b-side but I’d say it does. I freaking love that song. That OST of the Year award ? Well deserved !!!

Thank you for sharing your Top 5, it’s gonna help me a lot <3

- Admin Leen

[with-woozi]

this might be kinda of odd but can you guys list down your top five b-side tracks from svt ? and if possible, give me a reason for the no. 1 song of your choice.

i’m writing an assignment about their b-side tracks and i want to see which one is considered the most popular amongst my followers.

[with-woozi]

I was in class when he did that vlive so I ignored the lecture that’s going on for the man I love. Choi Seungcheol, if I fail this class, it’s on you.

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Choi Seungcheol, we love you 💖💎

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Choi Seungcheol.

That’s it. That’s the post.

[with-woozi]

((beware; quite long rant (?) ahead))

hi there. sorry for not being active. i’ve just been busy with uni lately because i had a lot of presentations and assignments that was due ;;

but i wanna be honest and say that another reason why i’ve kinda haven’t been active lately is because i kinda lost inspiration and the will to write imagines. sometimes i do get the idea to write something but it’s never enough for me to update everyday. there have also been times where i have an idea but can’t elaborate on it and then just completely forget about it.

i still seventeen and woozi though, don’t get me wrong. it’s just this inability to write something. i also think it’s just all these recent happenings that kinda got me a little down. adding that to the fact that after the cancellation of the concert, i feel kinda sad that there hasn’t been any members who address it directly to us. i understand the reason for the cancellation, just not why they’ve kinda avoided talking about it. like during 218′s birthday vlive, i was kinda hoping they would mention something about it but no. it also didn’t help that since it was supposed to be malaysia’s concert after manila’s and when the cancellation notice came out, some fans who are tactless were saying ‘thank god they still went to our country’ or ‘they still tried to go to the last stop because the carats there are important to them’ which is quite insensitive ngl as if the other carats aren’t important.

those comments made me very heartbroken tbh. i didn’t really comment on it but i felt really small after reading those tweets because i’m already dealing with a lot of issue with hating myself and thinking i’m completely worthless as a carat so yeah, those comments don’t help.

also, i’ve been a little frustrated/annoyed/displeased by some of my irl carat friends and their attitude which is why i kinda stayed away a little from the carat fandom that i know irl just to avoid getting more pissed at them. and even the ones that i’m not close with, i just can’t stand the way they’ve been acting recently so i just skip through all their tweets and distracted myself from everything.

there’s really no closure to this tbh. i just need to talk about how i’ve been feeling lately but obviously that bird app isn’t the best place to talk about this because it involves some people there lol 

and i want to stress this again, i still absolutely adore seventeen, i forever will but i hate how everything is going now and how terrible pledis has been lately with the way they handle the recent happenings. completely tactless. i’m also sure they’re the reason why the boys can’t say anything about the cancelled dates.

it’s never the group, it’s always the company. the shitty company.

also i miss cheol. very badly.

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i actually haven’t gotten my ticket to the malaysian stop because i was supposed to get it after the lunar new year but i waited, just in case of any sudden news because of the outbreak.

i guess that worked out for me because i don’t have to go through the refund process.

but even if my attendance wasn’t confirmed yet, i’m still very sad by the news because i’ll never get the chance to see any of the oty stages live (especially knowing that most of my irl carat friends have went to the other oty concerts)

but i trust that this just means that another, better opportunity will come. perhaps a chance to see ot13, all happy and healthy. that’s the one i want the most.

for now, i’m just gonna save up for a better ticket at the next concert. 

and maybe shop this sadness away lol

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so pledis cancelled the rest of the tour in light of the outbreak (starting from malaysia till the end) and since i know a lot of you guys were looking forward to the european stops, i just wanted to see how you guys are coping with the news.

tbh, i think those who are affected with the cancellation are completely allowed to be mad because of the amount of money and time you guys put into prepping for the concert, only to have the thing cancelled.

but please understand it’s for the safety and health of EVERYONE, which always needs to be prioritized and it’s good that pledis (despite how shitty they are) still cares about this.

if you want to talk to someone or maybe just rant about something, my inbox and messages are open and i’ll be here to listen and talk.

also, since the tickets will be refunded, please follow all the necessary steps to ensure that you can get a refund without any issue.

it’s sad to hear this news but i know the boys will definitely make it up to us in the near future. i trust seventeen (and only seventeen).

- admin leen

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Are you eating enough fiber? Being constipated, being full of toxic poop, isn't good for your health and can cause the symptoms you had. You people eat a lot of fiber but still, have you been pooping healthily? Its very important to not hold in your poop, especially for weeks on end.

i wasn’t eating well when i was sick and i also kept throwing up but i’m finally getting more food into my system now that i’m better. still not much fibre but i did poop so don’t worry, i’m not holding it in.

- admin leen

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sorry for the long absence. i just recently recovered from a high fever (don’t worry, it’s not the virus) and i took a few days to fully regain energy and all that. my body still isn’t at it’s best state so i’m gonna continue being absent to focus on my recovery.

but i just want to tell you guys to take care of yourself and be careful of the virus and everything. drink lots of water, make sure you practice good hygiene, wear a face mask is you’re going out and just take all precaution measure.

hope everyone will be safe and healthy. that’s it from me. love you guys <3

- admin leen

[with-woozi]

I just saw your post about Woozi getting excited about being on tour AND GOD FUCKING KNOWS UR RIGHT in Chicago he was sooo serious the whole first half of the concert and you know it was because he wanted to give us all the show of our lives BUT BY THE END HE SPRINTED DOWN THAT STAGE FOR AJU NICE AND I WAS SOBBING AND JUMPING AND SO HAPPY CAUSE HE WAS SO HAPPY YOU KNOW?

I’m happy to know that he’s happy <3

He’s always at his best when he’s on stage and surrounded by those who love and support him and I hope that he will always get to do what he loves ^^

- Admin Leen

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Imagine Woozi getting teased by Seungkwan for sending a slightly cringey birthday message to the younger member.

BONUS: Despite teasing the vocal team leader, Seungkwan was actually very happy and touched to receive such a message from Woozi.