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Some people are necromancers — They summon repeatedly the body of their pain. Sometimes I am like that; dissecting the dead. Sometimes I am merely a practitioner of nostalgia.

— Chris Abani, from “Pilgrimage,” Sanctificum

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          THE CROWS SEND THEIR REGARDS.

antivan crows rook de riva & lucanis dellamorte of BIOWARE'S DRAGONAGE - THE VEILGUARD / contracted by metric & willow.

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My love is unabated and will not be drowned.

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I’m distant but it’s not cute or mysterious; I really want to be closer to people but it’s hard

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Good morning I am pretty sure like 3 days ago? 2 days ago? I discovered the beginning of a wart on my index finger and went "nope" and literally ripped it out of my flesh with my nails.

How are we all doing?

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Jotting this down while Willow and I die about her because I will forget otherwise:

Stephen is not a huge fan of stand-up comedy but he would actually donate his kidney to see Suzy Izzard live.

He adores her. He adores her humor. It is the most he smiles in hour-long intervals. He has yet to miss a Comedy Central special. He has tapes. He has dvds.

If you don't like Suzy Izzard (for any reason at all) he immediately doesn't trust you. And probably never will.

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Someday I will not write romantic men! I will not write men who are absolute saps when it comes to their partners! I will write men who are! normal! about their love! and how they display it!!!

But that's not this day. (Or ever, really.)

Peep Stephen being the sweetest human being you have ever seen and literally doing the most he can to show his affection for his girlfriends?

And @spitecrow doing the B.illy B.ob Th.ornton & Ang.elina Jol.ie totally fucking normal moment of giving a vial of his blood to Rook.

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Despite growing up in a beach town he’s not fond of the beach. He doesn’t HATE it but he doesn’t have much to do there.

Speaks Spanish conversationally well-enough but isn’t confident to write it as a second language on official documents.

Doesn’t like being clean-shaven. Has managed to figure out the magic realm where he always has at least a 5’-o-clock shadow and at most full on scruff. Never more, never less.

Doesn’t ever take about Nicholas unprompted, but misses him every single day.

Cat person. Lowkey afraid of big dogs. High key thinks anything under 30 lbs. is an oversized rat.

Fun facts about Stephen:

Has his tongue pierced.

Lives in an off campus college apartment with one roommate. Their schedules don’t line up so they barely see each other.

Sets alarms on his watch for everything (medication, bus times, work times, class times).

Works at his father’s printing company on summer breaks.

Big fan of horror movies. The more obscure the better. His favorite horror cinema is Cigarette Burns from the Masters of Horror anthology show.

Broke his right wrist skateboarding when he was 14.

Mild social anxiety.

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“I lead a pretty dull life. Fear doesn't cross my path very often.” ©

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“I’m lonely. And I’m lonely in some horribly deep way and for a flash of an instant, I can see just how lonely, and how deep this feeling runs. And it scares the shit out of me to be this lonely because it seems catastrophic.”

— (via flame)

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❝  some people reflect light, some deflect it ---                                                       you by some miracle, seem to COLLECT it.   ❞

WITHSUNLIGHT  - an independent & private fandomless original character, originally created in 2018 & revived / revamped / reborn february of 2024. multi verse / fandom friendly ; dark themes & topics will be present in some arcs and verses. previously florrentine.

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Left work early. My boss knows what I’m dealing with now. Gonna nap. Y’all should watch Dread. I’m probably gonna when I wake up.

I simply think you should all watch Dread for Stephen Grace and Stephen Grace only.

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𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐅𝐔𝐋   𝐈𝐒   𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆.

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no rizz just sparkly loving eyes and a heart that feels ready to pour right out of my ribcage at any given time

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Jackson Rathbone as Stephen Grace in Dread (2009)

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Fuck it. Hey Dra.gon A.ge bitches, @spitecrow.

Something to do (set it up) when I can't concentrate (often because of reasons).

Because idk about all of you, but I'd absolutely smash the coffee-obsessed crow.