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Pupa ✢ The writing reads:
Time envelops and keeps me Not awake / Not asleep In this chrysalis / In this shroud I am stillborn / I am buried alive Yet I change / I am changing / And I ache Held still
I started this over a year ago and came back to it periodically, but I decided to just finally finish it. It’s morphed, undone itself, and transformed many times in the process of illustrating it. Sincerely, I considered giving up on the piece. I am glad I didn’t despite its awkwardness; I admit that it doesn’t sit in the eye well. But somehow I feel that it suits the piece and what it means.
I am, if anything, relieved to have finished an illustration finally. It’s been nearly eight months since my last. Prints are available in my shop. (I also have mini prints for $5cad/$3.40usd!)
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I’ve remade @aiglantin I just need a refresh!
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I’ve remade @aiglantin I just need a refresh!
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I’ve remade @aiglantin I just need a refresh!
#I’ve had this blog for years. I’m going to go thru and reblog old pics I like that I want kept somewhere but not personal stuff. more like#re-archiving some of my digital photo collection lol
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It's crazy how I havent posted in months when I used to use this site daily. I've been pretty bad but doing the best I can. I had so much happen in the last few months and I'm trying to find my footing. I'm back in the city, which I've missed. Ttrpgs are keeping me mentally afloat and I'm obsessing over my characters, having ocs with friends is wonderful. Trying to work on a big project also, but I think it will be slow going. I'm trying to respark joy in the things I used to do.
#as it turns out my last relationship was pretty bad and i have had a lot help identifying that from multiple povs#ive had a lot of support from people who were able to see and experience the things first hand which is unique and helpful#so im recovering from that. but my current situation is not ideal. honestly worse in a lot of ways.#im struggling but really trying my best but it feels like everything is always working against me#i continue to try despite the only thing ive ever done is fail lmao 👍#i need to figure out at the bare minimum how to start drawing again. because idk how to work around the skill regression.#but ive still been having fun drawing my ttrpg characters and stuff ^^#oh and ive been learning how to write short stories these past few months which has been a fun creative outlet !
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Last night I couldn't sleep so I left the bed to draw my ocs instead. The drawing looks awful but I haven't drawing my characters in so long. It's 8 am and I'm very sleepy now. I cannot overstate how much I miss drawing.
#i work every day. seriously. and have nothing to show for it#well commission work is another thing. but i attept to draw very regularly. all failures#ive drawn stuff for dnd stuff i guess sometimes..#ive been still so absent as a person. im holding on. i need to be shaken up so i start working properly again#or the rabbit who ate my brain and sleeping in my head needs to wake up and start piloting this thing 🙄#idk the last time i posted here. well thats all for now. goodnight morning etc...
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I've become soooo into malice mizer lately (beyond just listening to the music) I've ordered a bunch of vhs tapes and I'm waiting to order cds and booklets...
#i dont even have a vhs player. i have to go buy one before they arrive.#but anyways im sick of listening to the albums on youtube. i gotta find my old walkman !!!
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Doctrine of the heart
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It reminds me of a shitty mobile phone game 😭
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Fragment of a Robin Hood Play, Fragment beginning "Syr Sheryff for thy sake Robyn hod will y take. I will the gyffe golde and fee ..."
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