wonderlustandlost

[wonderlustandlost]

we are the daredevil

️we are the daredevil.

ARGALE AND RASHIN.

️ㅤLanguage: English.

️ㅤRating: Explicit

️ㅤArchive Warning:

️ㅤHarsh words, Violence, Bloods.

Have you ever thought that some things in this life is already decided? Although you can run your life all you want and walk on your own path, there's things that will stay. For this matter, Dre believe that his life will end up on this way no matter how many times he is reincarned. There's also one thing he believe that in each life, he will always be Caesar's friend.

When he was young, he doesn't really get along with kids in his age because he's a weird with a powerful family. Kids on his age always try to stay away from him because they're too scared. Their parents also warn them to not get along with Dre. Dre doesn't mind, it's a good thing that they leave him alone. Beside, he likes being alone. He doesn't need friend.

But there's time that he do need friend. If people are too scared to even stay around him then who gonna help him? Can Dre save himself?

He can't help feel worried because he know he's weak and he's alone. But no matter what happened he couldn't show his weakness to anyone. He can't show fear or worries because he need to be strong even when he's not.

The amount of stress the Young Dre feels about his own existence send him to his very first panic attack. At was when Dre on his 5th grade of elementary school. Dre was beaten by his father at home and beaten by his own ego outside the house.

Dre body suddenly went sniff. He can't move and he couldn't breathe. The cold sweat start running on his skin and made his uniform wet from it. His pupils went blown, shaken of fear that he doesn't know where it came from.

He feel like he will pass out or even losing his life as he couldn't do at all. His heart beating too fast, he couldn't stop it and it was hammering like it will come out from his chest.

Then a hand land on his own. He didn't realized that he was gripping his table to hard that his fingers start to bleed. A soft voice wake him up and the warmth of the latter hold on his hand bring him back to reality.

He look up to see the person and it was the first time he notice this guy in his class. He's a new student and if Dre remember, his name is Caesar Rudaya.

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Caesar Rudaya is a simple kid. He do what he want to do and life freely even when it cause himself trouble. Caesar think it's okay as long as he feel happy and he doesn't hurt anyone on purpose. Later on, he will only gonna get scolded by his teacher and also his parents.

Beside it's one of a way people gonna remember him right? Caesar the naughty kid, it doesn't sounds that bad for him.

Caesar and his family moves a lot. It was because his father need to take care of whatever his job is. He know that his father own a lot of restaurants all over the country that Caesar as his son have no choice but went along. That's the reason why Caesar never stick to one school, he always moves school one by one in each city.

Sometimes it pissed Caesar off because how he supposed to get a friend and life if things keep on changing. In the other side, he doesn't want to stuck with home schooling because Caesar find it no fun.

Caesar is hapy when his father declared that they gonna stay in Jakarta as their very last destination because he will start building his empire in that city. That means he will finally stay in one place and he will actually have a school now.

Caesar know that the city is different from any other city and that's means the people are also different. Caesar is good with getting used the environment around him and he know he will be fine.

The first day of school, Caesar already get a lot of friends and he get along just fine with everybody in the class except one scary looking kid who seems to be always alone. The other kids in the class told Caesar that it's better to not talk to the guy but when Caesar ask for the reason of it there's not really actual reason of it. People only put distance because the guy ooze scary aura.

He learned that the guy is Aldrean Lee, he's son of one of the famous family in the city. Caesar doesn't think a valid reason for the other kids to not be friend with the guy. Each day, Caesar only get curious because he's really doing all his business alone and it makes Caesar want to get to know the guy.

One day when it was break time and the class is empty, Caesar decided to talk to the guy but he looks completely different than he usually looks. He looks pale and sick, sweating so much and he doesn't even move inch when Caesar call his name, it seems like he doesn't hear him instead of ignoring him. When Caesar got closer he can see fear in the guy eyes, he touch his hand.

"Hey, Aldrean. Are you okay?"

The guy finally look up at him, Caesar feel his heart break because Aldrean Lee definetely look messy. He need help.

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when dre's feel likd his brain start working again, he quickly moves his gaze to his own table. dre tries to breathe again, he can slowly breathing again and he hold caesar hand's tight like his life depends on it. He doesn't even realized that he grip caesar hand like that but his mind went auto pilot.

"i'm fine. i'm fine. hold on." dre muttered under his breathe, he sounds exhausted and he know that the guy notice it too. dre still trying to gathet his mind and look around the class, it's a good thing that there's no one. dre trying to make himself relax, it feels so long when truthfully it's only a few minutes pass.

when he feel more relaxed and he think that he finally get himself back, he let go of caesar's hand and look up to him, he with a frowny face. it might scare the guy but dre couldn't really control his own expression now.

"w-what?" dre ask caesar, he try to make his voice less shaky but when he talk he can't help himself. he still trying to recover from his panic attack.

"do you need help, caesar, right?" dre ask him again. a rush of embarrassment suddenly comes to him as he finally moves to look at caesar again and when he see caesar, the guy staring at him really deep and it feels like dre is completely exposed now.

this guy, he probably wont let it pass and leave him alone.

"hey, stop staring." dre look away again and he staring at his hand again and he moves, picking tissue in his bag to wipe the blood on his fingers. dre curses under his breathe.

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Caesar do feel confused with what just happened. He watch how Aldrean struggling like he's trying to keep alive. Aldrean keep on holding his hand and Caesad have no idea what he should do because Caesar doesn't have the power to push the hand away from holding him because Aldrean seems really need it.

He let the guy keep on doing so until Caesar sure that he feek better. But even when Aldrean seems to be already fine and gathering his ownself, Caesar doesn't leave him alone. When Aldrean ask him if Caesar need his help, Caesar doesn't even remember what his business again by coming to Aldrean's table that day.

"Huh? Shouldn't i the one who ask you that way?" Caesar ask Aldrean and he sounds really confused because Aldrean seems to be pissed. He act like he wasn't holding Caesar hand earlier.

"You look like you're about to die, how can i stop staring?" Caesar make a frowny face and he move closer to Aldrean and staring at the guy hand as it was blending, "See? You're even blending from gripping your own table."

Caesar shakes his head and he feel like he need to tell this to the teacher because Aldrean is sick and he's sure of it.

"I will tell the teacher." Caesar announced but Aldrean stop him and told Caesar that he's fine even when Caesar doesn't understand which side of Aldrean is fine. But the guy insisted and told Caesar that he should shut his mouth and keep everything as secret that Caesar just witnesses the Aldrean Lee about to die by a panic attack.

"Why? Are you really fine now?" Caesar take a seat infront of Dre's desk and staring at the guy like he's the weirdest thing on Earth. The bell rang and Caesar couldn't ask more and Dre doesn't response.

For the rest of the day, Caesar keep his eyes on Dre.

Or maybe, for the rest of his life.

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that's how caesar and him being friend. caesar never tell anyone about what happened that day but instead the dude keep on sticking to him all the time. dre isn't sure if caesar only being friendly to him or there's something behind it. caesar is different from him, he's a good kid and he always help people. so dre think that caesar doing that to him is only an act of kindness.

he doesn't care about that.

dre still continue his life but there's only additional which is caesar.

dre learned that caesar family own the pillar signature. it's a high class restaurant. caesar is a rich kid but he doesn't show it and he act like a naughty kid just like everybody else. dre isn't sure how caesar was able to make him also do the same.

the time passes and they become a really close friend.

they went into the same school for years and somehow end up in the same classes. it's almost like a fate for both of them but he doesn't really care about it because he do feel comfortable having the other guy next to him. he feel that there's power radites from caesar that made him start to do what he want in his life.

people might think that caesar bring bad influence for him but he don't really think so because there's nothing bad about caesar. he's a good person and that's why he stick to him. he only know that if there's no caesar, he might do something terrible because that time only caesar could stop him.

senior high school was a mess. there's always some kids being bullies and joining gang. the senior are dicks who think highly of themselves and dre seriously doesn't give a fuck about it. because of his face and his nature, he often get into troubles because they think dre is being disrespectful to the hierarchy in that school.

for some reason, dre was set up being their bully target. that time he wasn't in the same class as caesar so they don't really spend time together. dre is good at ignore things or using his words to make people scared of him but he sure isn't good at fighting. when he was dragged and hit by school's bully. he know things won't be good.

once again, caesar come like he's in charge of saving his life.

he didn't know that the guy is good at fighting because they never really get into that kind of fights. they go home with bruises but somehow it makes dre's heart warm. maybe, he could let caesar get deeper into his life.

"i used to that. it doesn't hurt. i can handle it, don't be over." dre stop caesar from losing his mind. it wasn't even that bad why caesar seems so mad?

"also, i didn't completely stay still! i hit him with blocks but you stopped me." dre muttered trying to justify himself.

"you know, my dad's punches are more painful than this. this, doesn't matter." dre laughs it off. he glance at caesar and pats his back. he doesn't know that those word from him could make caesar feel much.

---

Caesar always wonder why Dre never really fight back. Why Dre only ignore things and swallow everything that comes to him, good or bad. It's frustrating because the dude think that he will be good. But Caesar isn't that kind of person. He always fight for things, he never let talking bullshit about him. If anyone deserves a punch for their words, then Caesar will gave them that.

But Dre, Caesar always observe him. The guy doesn't really change although now he know more about him after few years being friend. Caesar isn't even sure Dre know his own capabilities and what he want in his life.

"What the fuck, Dre? Don't let those jerk just beat your ass like that!" Caesar told him that day, the guy let other kids bully him for no reason and it's pissed him off. Caesar lightly punches the guy chest.

"You can't always ignore those bastard. You will only get yourself killed if you're being that way." Caesar frowned but Dre doesn't really gave him proper answer to his question. Dre do seems to be a smart person but he really doesn't know how to put his life together. How can he don't even know how to fight and throwing punches?

"Hit them, but don't kill him, that's gonna be trouble!" Caesar finally stop talking after whining about how annoying Dre could be about this matter. But then, Dre start to open up about his family. How he only know how to receive hit and punches because that's all what he have done all his life.

Caesar only get angrier about it. He broke into tears for Dre that day. He want to help Dre but he really don't know how because how beaten Dre inside is just too painful to hear.

"Dre. From now on, you only allowed to receive good things. I promise."

---

dre truly not sure what caesar means by 'good things'. but since that day, he open up more to the guy and they get more closer. dre getting more brave and knowing what he want in his life, he grow up into someone who start to fight for what he want because he know that his life is his own.

he have a lot of fun trying new things with caesar, even illegal things that they do secretly. they're become well known by everyone in the school for both their well being and troubles they do.

it's somehow bring his family into anger. hiram was mad because dre sometimes makes trouble at school and having his teacher calling his parents. but it's also funny because each time he mention about he do things with caesar, hiram only blame with for the bad things. hiram probably know about caesar's family so the guy never told him to stop be friend with caesar like what he do to other friend dre used to have.

on the day he leave the house of lee and disappear for a week, caesar is the only person he missed. dre couldn't contact him because he didn't bring anything from the house except for himself and when he finally return, caesar is the only one who doesn't think that his decision to run from home was wrong. although the guy does joking about how he should plan things before executed it.

days changes and they graduated and went to the same university. they're in different major but still stick together if there's time. it was the time when he finally meet their other bestfriend, dean maverick. they are in the same organization and get close in no time. beside caesar said that it's a benefit to be friend with dean because dean is good looking. dre know that it wasn't true his intention because dean is just match easily with them.

they grow up more and somehow dre find his way to start learning about how black market works. at first he was only interested because the subject in his major about this was fun. in the end of the day, dre trying to look for more and he learn things very fast just by that. he hide things from his friends for years.

one day, when they're drunk in one of dean's family hotel. three of them accidentally spill each other secret they never told to anyone. caesar with his family's drug business, dean with his family trafficking business and dre with his growing black market works. they only laugh and thought all of them were just joking around.

"if i do crimes, you two are the very first person i will tell." dre said, because he know that his best friends are the only person he could belive.

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It's start from all joking which is not completely a joke. From a secret to be an open secret.

"I never know that someone like you will do this." Caesar said in amusement. He sit on top of the car while having Dre next to him. They're somewhere in the middle of farm. Caesar's people digging a hole deep infront of them and someone with his hands tied and his eyes blindfolded was on his knees trying to fight.

"I've been looking for this bastard for months and thanks to you that i finally able to caught him." Caesar said to Dre with a smile. Dre smiles back at him. That's what friends for right? But he never know that they will also help each other on this matter.

Apparently this bastard they caught been giving their business a little trouble, They didn't know that they look for the same person but well here they are. Caesar glance at Dre and give him the gun as if he let Dre to do the job.

"Have you ever?" Caesar ask him and Dre replying that he's not the weak guy Caesar know. Caesar lift up his brow and he laughs at his words. Dre is very adorable, he know the guy for a long time already but Caesar never know that Dre really did change. To him, he's still the same.

"Prove it then." Caesar told his friend with a smile on his lips and without much thoughts Caesar watch Dre pull the gun trigger, taking the life of a living. The time moves so slow, the death body hardly kicked by the guy and fell to the hole right away. Caesar never smile that wide.

A new era has begun.

[wonderlustandlost]

time to remember? i didn’t forget anything tho.

Caesar is on his way to Istora Senayan. Today is the day of one of his favorite singer concert so no chance he didn't went to watch when he actually have the time to.

Mikael is talking non stop though about his job.

"Yes. Yes. I know. I didn't forget about the business meeting next Monday, Kael." Caesar blocking his ears while frowing at Mikael. It's not like he forget anything if he go to the concert today.

"Just don't get too carried away, sir. There's possible big crowd and i don't want you to get hurt."

"God. It's concert, Kael. Of course there's crowd. It's not our first time watching concert."

"Yes. But you bought the standing one. I thought we agreed that you only gonna buy the seating."

Caesar rolls his eyes. Why do he have such paranoid assistant, "It's BOUND TO BEAT. The crowd won't be crazy. The crazy one is the singer."

Mikael sighed at how stubborn his boss is. Caesar is older than him but sometimes he worried about the older well being.

"And also what's with the clothes?" Mikael staring at Caesar.

"What's with yours. Who wear suit to the concert."

"I didn't wake up to watch concert. I wake up to keep you safe and make sure you're on track." Mikael replies.

"You're really not fun!" Caesar rolls his eyes while leaning to his seat.

They're finally arrived. The gate is already open that time and Caesar glancing at Mikael if they shall check it right away.

"The foodtruck is inside i think, we could eat inside while waiting." Cas says.

"If that what you want, sir. Let's get in." Mikael said and brought things that needed for Caesar. They went straight to ticketing booth.

After they check in, they went to where the food luck was lined. He staring at the menu there wondering what he should eat.

"Why we didn't send food truck?"

"Sir. We are not the sponsor. You're here to watch."

"Right."

"Okay the group is bunch of weird people." Mikael said to Caesar busy laughing at the VCR shown as the sjow start.

"Oh. Calysta." Caesar greet her while smiling widely and waving his hand to the girl. He turn his head again to watch the concert.

"Calyst! Look at Yudha!" He said cheerfully.

"Ey. Cutie." Caesar muttered and smiling as he saw Yudha singing his part so passionately.

"They sang and rap really right, Kael?" He glance at his assistant as the song still continues playing.

Caesar laughing at the banner and just accept it. He raise it a few times during the concert.

"We should definetely ask Yudha to sing in our events." Caesar pointed at the guy while glancing at Mikael who seems to enjoy the show.

"Well. It's up to you boss." Mikael response with a smile.

Caesar cheers and claps his hands as the song finally end. It was a really a good song and he enjoy ir very much.

After songs. They move on to greetings seasons. Each member of BOUND TO BEAT introduce themselves to the crowd although they all already know their name.

Caesar doesn't know that well their names though because he only enjoy the songs. But he do know Yudha as the guy is basically everywhere.

"Oh. This guy is Oliver. The leader." Caesar nods as he remember that Yudha talked about how cute the guy is like everyday.

"He do look cute and tiny." Caesar add while watching the guy greet everyone cheerfully.

The next member, Caesar staring at the guy from his place as he introduce himself.

"Abiel. So, this is the Abiel guy Yudha never shut up about and bickering a lot. He look like a mochi." Caesar said.

"He's the one who raps in Korean. I wonder how he learn it. It must be hard." Caesar remember Kafka names now in his head.

"Kael. Why don't you try to be bald?" Caesar glance at his assistant while laughing as the 'blad-guy' introduce himself.

"Ardha. Ardha rap well!" Caesar continues.

"The coolest one... Well, he does looks cool than the rest. He hit the higj notes so well." Caesar just agreed as Joe introduce himself.

"Malvin isn't it? He look exactly like you." Caesar laughing whilr staring at Mikael next to him who seems stunned as he saw Malvin.

"Nah, we are different. He looks younger."

"You're young though."

Caesar finally stop talking as he staring at Yudha. Finally it's his little boy turn to introduce himself and Caesar could see how he looks happy up there.

"Here you are, Yudha Wasakti."

"Who allow him to smile that prettily?" Caesar mumbles randomly while staring at the guy who looks insanely bright.

"Sir. He's an idol. It's his job to look pretty."

"The meaning is good but why fish." Caesar giggles at the fandom name. At least it has pretty name because Caesar think this group might came out with weird name as the members are bunch of weirdo.

"Remind me to squish his cheeks later."

"Sir. That's harassment."

"I don't care. I mean him? Yudha? Why he's being like that?"

Caesar couldn't believe what Yudha just do and he laughing as everyone else start moving to the front row as they're about to take picture.

"Mikael. pose."

"Never sir."

"Wtf? Pose. We need to take picture."

"Why do agree to come here."

Caesar was busy watching during the rest of the concert. It was ended so well. The last song sounds very good that he will search it on his Spotify later.

Finally they go home.

[wonderlustandlost]

i’m not high, i’m on the ground

But does that means he had to act like one?

️ㅤi'm not high, i'm on the ground.

️ㅤLanguage: English.

️ㅤRating: General.

️ㅤArchive Warning:

️ㅤNo Archive Warnings Apply.

️ㅤ

Caesar might be the first son of a rich family. He might be the heir and successor of the family business, he also might probably the drug lord of one of the biggest asian drug cartel.

Caesar think he don't need to be the mighty General Manager or intimidating Drug Lord. He will be Caesar Rudaya only.

Caesar is a playful person, he loves to be funny and friendly to people around him although sometimes he could be a very awkward person too. He gets excited when he talk about something he likes and he's a very weird person you could say.

Sometimes, Caesar doesn't really act like his age. He's reaching his 30s soon but he doesn't care about it and that's the reason why someone need to keep Caesar on track for good. Mikael been doing a good job.

"Sir Caesar. What are you going to do?" Caesar walk out from his house with a comfortable clothing. The sun is up and the skies are really blue that day that made Caesar couldn't stop himself, he need to do something that day. Mikael staring at the guy and following him, worries that Caesar might do something that will cause trouble for himself.

"I want to go bicycling!" Mikael face turn into confusion. He seriously couldn't believe his boss' changing on mood. Caesar look happy though.

"Okay, why?"

"Do i have a reason to do it? It's a good day!" Caesar says with cheerful tone, his eyes caught Dodo, his dog running closer to him from the house, "See? Even Dodo is excited."

Mikael could just sigh, "Okay. Please return in 30 minutes because we need to go to work." Mikael inform and take Caesar bicycle from where it was parked. Caesar doesn't listen, he's busy pats Dodo's head and let the dog licking his face.

"What work though? I'm the boss, can't i be late?" Caesar ask his assistant while he put down his dog and take the bicycle, getting on it.

"Sir, we have meetings with other batch leader. It's been scheduled for weeks and you didn't remember?" Caesar just grinned when Mikael said so and he leave the guy without saying anything. Caesar want to enjoy his morning and no one gonna stop him.

Caesar is just like that. A happy guy with a lot of random moods.

When he was wandering the housing cluster, he greeted mother who were busy gossiping with the veggies seller. Caesar throw them a smile and they gave him a good morning as return. Caesar is quiet famous because how friendly he is around the neighborhood. He also oftenly help his neighbor, doing what he could do. Caesar said that it's just a hobby, beside he don't mind helping people.

Caesar is just easy to love because how good he is.

Caesar know well that he's popular and he keep his manner well around those around him. They said he's a naughty kid who grow up well and Caeaar could only laughs.

"Cas! It's been awhile since you go around like this." Caesar smiles and stop riding his bike when he saw a friend.

"It's a good day so why not!" Caesar answer happily. He glance up to the blue skies above him.

"I mean you've been busy with your job since you take your father responsibilities? Then i guess you do a good job on it?" A pats on Caesar back landed. Caesar can't help but start to think about his job again.

"Well, you could say so! I'm the General Manager of Pillar Signature!" Caesar said proudly, he look like a kid who is too excited about himself.

"That's a good thing! I thought you only gonna be a naughty kid!"

"I grow up! But i'm still the same person. I should go though. My assistant gonna be loud i didn't return now." Caesar grins before he start to ride his bike again to return to his house.

This is the life of Caesar.

****

Sometimes, Caesar wonder how he do all the jobs he's been doing. Sure that he got a lot of confidence run his blood and he know how to handle things. There's a lot of things he don't understand even after years of working because in his life, he need to deal with every possibility in the future that coming to his way.

He must be high all the time. He didn't even believe that he do all these things by himself.

"Sir, we need you to sign this paper."

"Sir Caesar, we need to attend meetings."

"Sir, there's this invitation from your business partner."

When Caesar decided he was ready to carry all the burden, he never thought that the burden will keep on stacking each day, each time. Caesar is never a paper-kind of person and when he also need to deal with reading and signing, he need to get used to it for months and won't stop whining about it. Mikael might had enough of his shit but gladly Caesar could gather himself.

He's not the smartest person of the most dilligent man on the planet that could do all the things perfectly but he have to be. He need to use his brain all the time to it's fullest because his job is to fool people and if he's not smarter than people who is ready to come to his sorry ass then he won't be able to survive on this battle.

People around him do pay big part in his life, he was glad the day his best friend, both Dre and Dean reveal the truth about what they been doing in life. Because it's funny how they're on the same path. It's blessing that you could trust people in this business even though not fully, but Caesar know he could trust his best friend as they already went on the same hell as his own.

Caesar always wonder how his family manage to run this business without getting caught. It's not like they're not completely never slipped but they always manage to escape all the law trying to get them. The law is loose and people like them use it as a tool to keep going. And that's why he need to understand the law or at least have someone who can take care of it for him. Dre, he was glad that he got the guy next to him. Caesar doesn't know how Dre always manage to take care the mess. It's easier for him to send stuff via black market when Dre is the one who is taking care of it.

There's also Dean who is his business really close to him. He's Caesar very own loyal client. At first he didn't believe that Dean run such dirty business with his own hands. Dean said it's not crime because he only help those in need for jobs and easy cash. Dean always find a way to justify his works and that's amaze Caesar because it does makes sense.

Everyday, there's always new things. There's always new challenges but then for Caesar there's always a new way. And that's also how Caesar life goes.

It's never a smooth way, never a flawless life. But he still tries his best to stay living.

Although he is a drug lord, he's really not high and perfectly grounded.

[wonderlustandlost]

what actually am i doing?

what actually am i doing? 

written by. ARGALE.

Rating: Mature.

Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply.

Language: English.

️ㅤ

People might think, those people who are born rich have things easier for them to keep on living. There's nothing wrong about that, it's true that having money is a big privilege and you could do a lot with having it. But for our kind, rich people who doesn't really need money to just stay living, from money, we could get power. From the power itself, we could just be more than what people could image. That's why, it's never enough for us, we could never get enough of having more and more money.

We also have our own stuggle. To keep living like this. We need to keep on living like this because this is the only thing we could do.

My name is Caesar, and i'm one of those who will do everything for money because i need it to survive. Even when i need break the law.

Caesar was born into a wealthy family. Both of his parents come from very respected and big family. His father is the current owner of gigantic culinary franchise in Indonesia and his mother come from a japanese conglomerate family. Since he was born, his line is already fixed. A way he should walk on.

Although it's a rough road, he walk on it gladly.

He know that this time would come.

He already prepare himself well.

But that doesn't lessen how nervous he feel when suddenly his father call him to his very own space in their big house.

Caesar is old enough to carry all the burden he have to bring all his life. When his father finally ask him to take care the family business, Caesar accept it with a very big smile. He told his father that he can bring the family business to it's fortune. He will do everything for it and he will put his life on it.

He wasn't really sure what's inside his head that time. A very proudful son with overwhelming confidence. Someone who isn't scared of failing. He didn't know where he got all of it.

The good thing is that it's still flowing until now. Never less or more.

He's 28 now and there's no way he could just return to where he start because he's already on his way going to the top. His life is still long that he need to keep on walking on it no matter how hard it is. Being the first son is never an easy thing to do because the burden he carry is the heaviest among all and he should do anything to keep it for himself like there's nothing else.

His family, it's just like other family. They're lovely and both of his parents loves him. They want the best for Caesar and also for them because Caesar is the best son they could just ask for. Caesar never dissapoint them even when he's a reckless kid with weird personality. Because Caesar is Caesar, he is the best.

He received two things to take care. First one is something he have been looking forward to meanwhile the second one is something Caesar never thought he have to do.

Caesar reject neither of that. It's only giving him more excitement that his life will be more interesting in the future.

The first one is Pillar Signature.

Caesar walked into the restaurant building once he's arrived in that place, the name of Pillar Signature written beautifully on the wall when Caesar pass the hall. The workers greet him with a friendly smile and Caesar return the smile with a bright one.

It's almost the opening hour so everyone getting ready on their place, Caesar also do the same thing. Just like the rituals he always do, everyone lined up infront of him, usually it's the leader who do this, but because Caesar loves to do it, when he's around, Caesar is the one who done it. When they gather, Caesar gave them the speech he usually does with a very cheerful tone.

"Today, let's do our best too!" Caesar says and applause and cheers came right after, a pleased smile bloom on his lips. When Caesar let them, every workers back to their post and getting ready for the opening. Caesar walks to where his office is in a very happy walks.

It's been quiet awhile since he was handling the title of General Manager of the famous Pillar Signature Restaurant. His father finally believe him enough to do the jobs. Caesar is more than happy that he could finally do what he's been wanting to do since he was young and he do everything so well ever since. Handling few restaurant is a little handful but Caesar doesn't find it hard because he is a genius. He know how to handle things well and Pillar Signature is growing well because it's on a very Caesar's good hands.

The way until he got that place isn't an easy one. Although he's the first son and he got the ability to manage things, his father took his time to actually let things go for Caesar. Caesar himself know well how his father could be very strict and he know that how big the restaurant could be. But also, Caesar know that it's not only the restaurant that he need to take care once he got the position.

This is only a few step before he get what he want next. His greed only get bigger along with how big his responsibility grow.

People though that Caesar Rudaya is just a rich kid with nothing to prove but look at him now and look at him later because he will be more than what people expect him to be.

"Sir Caesar, we have a lot to do today. So, please pay attention." His personal assistant, Mikael said while trying to get Caesar out from his own daydreaming once they're arrived in the office. Caesar shakes his head and blinks.

"Sorry, was thinking too hard. What did you said before?" Caesar trying to confirm what he should do that day. It's normal for him to get a lot of schedule to run because there's a lot of business out there need to be done.

That's not only about his restaurant.

It's a lot more than that.

The second one is DAWNTIDE.

Mikael gave him few documents with a little dfferent map details than the other. Caesar know well what it's about and he open the documents carefully to see what's inside of it. It was a report, DAWNTIDE was written there and after a moment he try to remember all the content of the report, Caesar put the paper into paper shredder.

While Pillar Signature is a place that everyone know and love, DAWNTIDE is something only a few know it exist. Only those who is running the same business know. It's not less bigger than Pillar Signature. Truthfully, it was a lot more bigger, but darker.

DAWNTIDE is one of famous drug ring in the world. It's been running for years from generation to another generation. And Caesar is the next one, the next person incharge who need to take care of the glory of it. Caesar himself never touched drug, it's never something he want to try but when he have no choice to put his hands on it. Caesar doesn't feel any guilt or bad feelings about it. Like he was just fine, destined to it.

It was also the first time he met Mikael who is younger than him but is assigned to guide him to run the business. There's a lot of information and way he need to learn for at least a year to be able to be the heir his family looking for. Although Caesar was already trusted to run the culinary business, for this one, his father still trying to teach and guide him as the business itself was a really sensitive business and someone like him, according to father isn't mature yet to run it alone.

Caesar accept his father judgement. He know that his time will come. The day he could surpass his father, it's still a long way to go for him.

"So, when?"

"This Thursday. The Rosario."

Caesar just smile and gives his assistant a quick nods. Of course, it's gonna be in that place. A place where all the dirty secret was zipped tight, no chance to slip out. For normal people, it was just a mere bar where only the rich and the choosen on could get in. A very exclusive place where business usually be done. Which the owner is his very own best friend.

"I think i will visit the place today." Caesar smiles while taking out his phone, sending a quick message to a contact with 'DL ♡' as contact name.

Actually, all this time, Caesar doesn't really know what he's been doing. He run do what it should be done. Do as it was ordered by his father and do anything that could possibly put him in good place. He really don't have his own thoughts in his own life.

For himself, he is just a dancing clown, trying to put on a show.

So, what actually Caesar doing? He have no idea, just enjoy the show when it was running.

以上です。

[wonderlustandlost]

THE INTERESTING PEOPLE.

You are my wonderlust and lost.

ALDREAN CASIMIR LEE

DRE LEE / PETANG LUHUR

Partner In Crime  ─ BERMUDA TRIANGLE

UPH’s International Law Lecturer 

Founder of THE ROSARIO.

Indonesia’s Black Market Middleman

Meet the sire: https://twitter.com/absiuthe

ABOUT DRE IN CAESAR’s POV Dre is a dick. yada yada yada.

DEAN MAVERICK

DEAN

Partner In Crime  ─ BERMUDA TRIANGLE

General Manager of 130 Hotel Convention & Resort

Ξ OPERATION’s Pimp

Meet the sire:  ─

ABOUT DEAN IN CAESAR’s POV Dean is a baby. yada yada yada.

MIKAEL

MIKAEL, KAEL

Personal Assistant

Affiliated with Pillar Signature and DAWNTIDE.

Meet the sire:  ─

ABOUT MIKAEL IN CAESAR’s POV Let me write later. yada yada yada.

[wonderlustandlost]

THE ANECDOTES.

And the stories start and going on here.

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THE MAIN STORYLINE (SOLOS)

what actually am i doing?

i'm not high, i'm on the ground

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THE SIDE STORYLINE (PARTNERED)

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AS CAMEO / MENTIONED

️Dre Lee's Bermuda Triangle

Dre Lee's Avalance

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[wonderlustandlost]

PERSONAL INFORMATION.

CAESAR RUDAYA IS HERE.

If you must break the law, do it to seize of POWER. In all other cases, observe it. Julius Caesar quoted, Caesar Rudaya will do it.

REAL NAME: Caesar Rudaya

ALIAS: Caesar, Cas, PIERROT, THE CLOWN.

GENDER: Masculine Male

P.D.O.B: Manchester, September 9, 1992

OCCUPATION: General Manager of Pillar Signature, Drug cartel's drug lord.

HEIGHT: 175cm

WEIGHT: 63kg

BLOOD TYPE: A

MBTI: ESTP-T

ORIENTATION: Bisexual-Aromatic

AFFILIATION: Pillar Signature, BERMUDA TRIANGLE, THE DAWNTIDE.

STATUS: Alive

FACECLAIM: Soloist Crush (Shin Hyoseob)

Caesar is a complex individual. He is usually nonchalant and playful towards people he know. He also really kind to those he think deserve his kindness. But in the other side, he is an unsympathetic and cruel towards those who is against him. He loves to judge people based on their first impression and appearance, he hardly change his opinion on others so it's important to put a good first impression when you meet him.

Although he looks like he is easy to approach, Caesar actually a really close person. He act friendly just because he feel he need to but no one really know what kind of person he is. He could be the most polite person and also the biggest dickhead based on the situation and his own mood.

Caesar has a broken moral compass. He doesn't really care about what is bad and good as long as it's beneficial to him and he get what he want with any kind of way possible. Caesar also a highly confident person, he know well to use his power and put an act when he need to.

Mostly, he act dumb and cluless so people will think that he's an easy target when the truth is he is more than what it looks like. He is a very manpulative person and loves to mess up with people head. He doesn't really show his real emotions and he loves to act dramatic all the time.

He might be the most annoying and complicated person you ever met. You will feel like you know him but you actually not at all.

Caesar is a very adorable person, he is an animal lover. He got two dogs that he loves so much. He often talk to his dogs and even address himself as daddy while talking sweetly to them. He really care about his dos that he will literally do anything for them.

Caesar is a slim young man with light skin, black eyes, and mid-length black hair. He might look like he is short from first glance but actually he is at least 175cm tall. He has soft features and dorky look often seen. Caesar loves to wear comfortable clothes in daily basis but when it comes to work, he always put on nice fit black suit and tie.

He often style his hair down to look just natural and doesn’t really like to dye it to other color, just black, natural color. Because he is a very dramatic and comical man, he also can easily change his expression. That’s why, don’t easily be fooled of his smile because no one know which one is fake and real one.

He only has one tattoo which is a cross that located on his back because he is a really religious person just like the other BERMUDA TRIANGLE. His face easily get bloated and puffy especially after he just woke up but he really care about how he looks infront of others that’s why he always try his best to dress well.

In 1992 to be precise on September 9, the married couple, Dirgantara and Kiyoko finally got the descendants they had hoped for. The son born to the couple was later named with the name Caesar Rudaya. A name that has many meanings with a hope that later Caesar can realize the meaning he wants himself.

Unfortunately, hope is only hoping because what is said is very different from what is done, in fact, Caesar since childhood has been restrained and arranged to become a weapon of power by his father.

The label as a proud child, golden child, and dear child has disappeared.

His father is a culinary businessman who is very famous in Indonesia. His family owns many restaurants in many cities in Indonesia that have become the trust of many people. Pillar Signature, an upscale restaurant that certainly provides unquestionable service and food.

Because of his father's tough nature, Caesar had been educated to be a child who of course had to be able to carry out what his father had provided. Caesar grew up to be a man who was very skilled in many fields, even though Caesar followed various directions given by his father, of course, the man did not completely swallow it all. In silence, he learned a lot in the future to conquer his father.

Because he already knew so much, he couldn't turn around his back anymore.

The source of his father's wealth did not only come from the culinary business he was running. Secretly, his family also carried out various illegal businesses in the procurement of illegal drugs. Caesar who found out about this then could only laugh because he knew, he was the one who would have to dirty his own hands to continue running this business.

His father is too strong to be destroyed for now, especially with the fact that it is not only family strength and money, but this crime is also supported by a wider range of parties.

It was not easy to earn his father's trust to finally accept the burden of this great power and secret that had to be tightly closed. At the age of 25, he finally became the GM of several restaurants owned by his father in the Jakarta area. He also began plunging straight into the drug ring, in just a few years he was able to rise to many positions of influence. Of course thanks to the skill.

He knew that this was not the end of his business, he still had a lot to do. He will not be able to breathe a sigh of relief because Caesar Rudaya has just started a real life.