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NEW FIC.
my mind is going on and on about ice hockey player seungcheol x figure skater oc (rivals to lovers ofc)...would you be interested? If yes, then as a series or oneshot?
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I'll Remember, for Us. | csc



ONESHOT!
Pairing: sad! seungcheol x sad! oc Warnings: heartbreak, angst, shit ton of grief, mention of deaths, accidents, loss of memory. Word count: 6.1k words. Synopsis: He was the peace you found while losing everything else. Author's Note: A little (big) drabble I wrote in between drafting my newest no saints here chapter! that's why it took me double the time to update that LOL. But, till the story builds in NSH, I need to feed the people the angst. Honestly, this one was a little hard to write because no matter the amount of media one can consume regarding the emotions of grief, it can never, ever be put down in mere words. So if in anyway, this might seem underwhelming to you, I understand.
The wall behind his head was cold.
Seungcheol didnât notice it at firstâjust felt the pressure where his skull met the plaster, the steady thud of his pulse echoing behind his eyelids.
He wasnât asleep. He hadnât slept.
Not since the night of the crash.
The hallway reeked of bleach and despair. The kind that clings to your clothes no matter how many showers you take. He didnât remember the last time he left the hospital. Just that he couldn���t. Not yet.
Not while she was still inside that room, wires in her skin, machines breathing for her.
The silence around him wasnât peaceful. It was loud.
The clock ticked. Someone coughed. A nurse laughed too brightly somewhere down the corridor.
And thenâ A shift. A quiet one.
Someone sat beside him.
The air changed. Just slightly. Like it exhaled.
He opened his eyes.
You are staring straight ahead, as if looking at the same nothing he was. No makeup. Tired eyes. Vending machine coffee clutched between both hands like you were afraid it might disappear.
You didnât say anything. Neither did he.
But your presence didnât feel like an intrusion. It felt like⌠company.
The kind you donât realize you need until itâs there.
Seconds passed. Then minutes. He wondered what brought you here. Wondered if it was worse than what brought him.
âLong night?â you asked, voice soft, almost hesitant.
He blinked. Nodded.
âYeah.â A pause. âYou too?â
You gave a breath of a laugh, humorless and low. âBeen a long week.â
Your fingers tapped against the cup, rhythm like a heartbeat. He noticed the way your knuckles were red, raw in some places. You hadnât been sleeping either.
âFamily?â he asked.
âGrandmother,â you said. âYours?â
He swallowed. âGirlfriend. Car accident. Three days ago. Theyâre still not sure if sheâllââ
He didnât finish. He couldnât.
You didnât push. Just nodded like you understood. Like you didnât need the end of the sentence to feel the weight of it.
And they sat there again. In silence. In something heavy and unsaid.
---
You didn't cry.
That was the first thing he noticed.
There was a glassiness in your eyes, sure. A kind of far-off fog that only people in hospitals seemed to wear. But no tears. Just a tightly held composure, like if you let go even a little, you might unravel.
âShe was diagnosed last year,â you said after a while, still looking ahead, not at him. âStage four. It came fast.â
Seungcheol didnât say anything. Didnât need to.
âShe raised me,â you added, like that explained everything. And maybe it did.
He shifted slightly, leaning forward with his elbows on his knees. The vinyl of the hospital bench creaked under him.
âIâm sorry,â he said. And he meant it.
You nodded, like you'd heard that a hundred times already. âItâs okay. Or itâs not. I donât know anymore.â
The fluorescent lights buzzed overhead. Somewhere down the hall, a heart monitor beeped steadily.
Neither of them looked at the other. But neither moved away, either.
It was you who broke the quiet again.
âYouâd think after three nights of this, Iâd learn not to buy the coffee,â you said, wrinkling your nose as you sipped. âBut here I am. Still pretending it helps.â
A ghost of a smile tugged at his lips. It was the first one in days.
âTry the tea,â he said. âTastes like cardboard. But at least it smells like something real.â
That got a soft huff from you. Almost a laugh. Almost.
They fell back into silence again, the kind that started to feel less like strangers and more like a truce.
And thenâ
âIâm Seungcheol,â he said, quietly.
You turned to look at him for the first time. Her eyes were a soft brown, tired but warm. Your lips twitched into something like a smile.
âNice to meet you, Seungcheol.â
But you didnât offer your name.
---
The second night, you brought the coffee.
Seungcheol was in the same spot. Same posture. Same wall holding him up. Eyes closed, head tilted back, pretending for a moment that if he stayed still enough, time might stop moving without him.
Then the scent hit him.
Not bleach. Not hospital.
Coffee. Cinnamon. And⌠something soft. Vanilla, maybe.
He opened his eyes.
You were there again. Sitting beside him. This time, you were the one holding two cups.
âI upgraded us,â you said, offering him one. âThe cafĂŠ on the second floor has actual espresso. A miracle in this place.â
He took it with a quiet thanks, fingers brushing yours. Warm skin. Cold fingertips.
âDidnât think Iâd see you again,â he said, voice still rough from disuse.
âMe neither,â you replied honestly. âBut here we are.â
He took a sip. It was actually good. Strong, a little bitter, the kind of taste that settled in your chest like something solid.
They sat in the same silence, but this one felt different. Familiar. Comfortable, almost.
âI found her talking to the air yesterday,â you said softly. âMy grandmother. She thought I was my mom.â
Seungcheol turned to you. Your jaw was clenched, throat tight with the weight of the memory.
âShe kept calling me by her name. Begging me not to leave again.â
He didnât speak. Just listened. Really listened.
âI never met my mom. She left when I was a baby. Gran raised me alone. Sheâs⌠the only real family I have.â
Your voice broke on the word only. You blinked quickly, but didnât wipe the tear that finally escaped.
Seungcheol shifted closer. Not touching you, just⌠near.
âI havenât gone home in three days,â he said after a moment. âI sleep in the waiting room. My parents keep telling me to rest, but how do you rest when you donât know if sheâll ever open her eyes again?â
Your head tilted slightly. âYou love her a lot.â
âI do.â He stared at the floor. âBut I donât know if she knows it. Not the way I shouldâve shown her.â
And just like that, the air between them cracked open. Two strangers, stitched together by grief, regret, and stale hospital air.
You held out your handânot for a handshake, but just to hold.
No name. No promise.
Just presence.
And this time, Seungcheol took it.
---
The room was too quiet.
Not the kind of silence that brought peaceâbut the kind that screamed in his ears.
Machines beeped in a steady rhythm, too steady. A reminder that the only thing keeping her breathing wasnât her.
Seungcheol sat beside the hospital bed, fingers curled into a loose fist on his lap. Heâd been sitting there for an hour. Maybe more.
She looked the same. Pale. Still. Like a painting that hadnât been finished. Like if he blinked too fast, she might disappear altogether.
His throat ached with all the words he hadnât said.
He leaned forward, resting his elbows on the bed.
âHey,â he whispered. âItâs me.â
He let the silence answer. Let the emptiness respond.
âI donât even know what Iâm supposed to say anymore,â he admitted, voice cracking. âThey tell me to talk to you, that maybe youâll hear me, but IâŚâ
He trailed off. Swallowed hard.
âI miss you,â he said finally. âI miss your laugh. The way youâd tease me when I left dishes in the sink. I even miss your bad singing.â
His eyes burned. He looked away.
âI wish Iâd held you longer that morning. I wish Iâd told you not to rush out. I wish Iââ
He stopped. Breathed.
And then, like a thread pulled loose, something surfaced. Your voice. Not his girlfriendâsâ
Yours.
The girl from the hallway. âYouâll break if you keep holding everything in.â âYou donât have to be strong every second. Youâre allowed to fall apart.â âLet her feel your love, not just your guilt.â
Seungcheol closed his eyes.
And when he spoke again, it wasnât guilt that guided him.
âI love you,â he said softly, reaching for her hand. âIâve always loved you. I just⌠didnât say it enough.â
A tear slipped down his cheek.
âIâm saying it now. Iâm here. And Iâll keep being here. Just⌠if youâre somewhere in there, please⌠come back to me.â
The machines kept beeping. Steady. Relentless.
But for the first time, his heart felt a little lighter. Not because things were betterâ But because he wasnât holding it all alone anymore.
---
The hallway smelled like antiseptic and wilted flowers.
It was the kind of day where time felt stickyâtoo slow to bear, but too fast when you blinked.
Seungcheol sat outside Room 203, the plastic cup of coffee cooling in his hand, untouched. He hadnât gone in yet. He didnât know if he had the strength.
Then he heard it.
A voice.
Soft. Steady. Familiar.
He turned slightly, just enough to peek through the glass panel in the door across the hall.
You were in thereâcurled in a chair beside your grandmotherâs bed, knees tucked to your chest, a worn book in your lap. The afternoon light spilled through the window, gold and forgiving, catching in the strands of your hair.
You were reading aloud.
Not loudly. Not for anyone but the two of youâyourself, and the woman who couldnât speak anymore.
ââAnd even in the darkest parts of the woods,ââ you read, your voice barely above a whisper, ââthe girl remembered the sound of home. Not a place. A person. The way they said her name, the way their hand lingered on her back before a goodbye.ââ
Your voice cracked slightly, but you didnât stop.
Seungcheol didnât mean to eavesdrop. He just⌠couldnât walk away.
It was like her words reached through the walls and found something buried inside himâsomething aching and wordless.
He closed his eyes and listened.
ââShe missed them every day, even when she swore sheâd stopped. Even when the world told her to move on. But grief doesnât work that way. Itâs not a thing you carry. Itâs a thing that lives with you.ââ
You stopped. He could hear the turn of a page. Your breath shaking. Your grandmother didnât move, didnât respond. But the you smiled anyway, like maybe that silence still meant something.
After a while, you spokeânot from the book, just from your heart.
âYouâd hate this hospital, Gran. The tea tastes like sadness and cardboard, and they keep the lights on too bright.â
A pause. A sniffle.
âBut I found someone,â you said, her voice suddenly gentler. âNot in that way. I mean⌠maybe. I donât know. Heâs hurting, too. Quietly. Like you used to say I did when I was little. Like he's trying to keep everyone else from seeing him bleed.â
Your fingers curled around the edge of the book, knuckles white.
âI think I want to be around him. Is that wrong? I feel guilty for looking forward to anything when youâreâŚâ You stopped again. Swallowed. âWhen youâre going.â
You laughed suddenly. Broken. Real. âGod, I sound like a clichĂŠ. Falling for someone in a hospital hallway while my worldâs falling apart.â
And still, Seungcheol listened. Still frozen. Still holding onto a breath he hadnât meant to take.
Your voice dropped lower, softer.
âI donât want to forget how your voice sounded when you laughed. Or the way you made pancakes shaped like dinosaurs even when I was fifteen. Or how you braided my hair when I was too tired to get out of bed.â
A beat of silence.
âIâm scared,â you whispered. âI donât know how to do this without you.â
Something shattered quietly inside him.
Before he knew it, his legs moved. His hand touched the door frame.
You looked up. Startled. Eyes wide and glassy.
âIââ he said, throat thick. âI wasnât trying to⌠listen. Iâm sorry.â
You wiped your cheek, fast. âNo, itâs okay. Youâve probably heard worse here.â
Seungcheol stepped into the room slowly. His voice barely carried. âYour voice... itâs steady. Like a melody.â
You gave him a small, sad smile. âItâs how I learned to survive.â
He looked at the book in your lap. âWould you⌠mind reading in her room too? For my girlfriend?â
You blinked. âMe?â
He nodded. âYour voice feels like⌠home. And I think sheâd like that.â
Your eyes searched his for a long moment. Then you nodded.
âOkay,â you said, standing, holding the book close to your chest. âIâll read for both of them.â
---
Itâs late.
That kind of late where the vending machines hum too loudly and the only light in the hallway flickers like itâs tired too. Seungcheol stands near the window down the corridor, one hand braced against the glass, the other holding his phone like it weighs more than it should.
He should be sleeping.
Instead, he dials.
Again.
The phone rings twice, and thenâ
âHi! Youâve reached Haeun. Iâm probably dancing somewhere or stealing Seungcheolâs fries, so leave a message after the beep and I promise Iâll get back to you⌠eventually!â
Beep.
He doesnât speak.
He just closes his eyes and breathes. Listens to that sliver of her voice that still exists, somewhere safe, somewhere untouched by tubes and machines and the cruel silence thatâs overtaken Room 203.
Call ended.
He dials again.
Same ring. Same smile in her voice. Same beep.
Still no words.
He doesnât know what heâs waiting for. Maybe for her to pick up. Maybe for the universe to reset.
By the fourth call, his hands are shaking.
By the fifth, he finally speaks.
âHey.â
Itâs hoarse. Barely there.
âI donât even know why Iâm doing this. I just⌠I miss you.â
His voice breaks on the last word. He coughs, wipes at his face like itâll make a difference. The hallway is empty. Heâs glad. No one should see this.
âI brought the stupid green grapes today. The ones you hate but pretend to like because theyâre healthy. I even peeled them. Like you always wanted me to. Theyâre still in the fridge.â A bitter laugh. âI donât know why I did that.â
He hangs up.
Redials.
Sixth call.
âHi! Youâve reached Haeunââ
He doesnât wait for the beep this time.
âI had a dream last night. You were wearing that yellow dress you said made you look like a banana, and we were dancing in our kitchen. No music. Just your laugh.â
He pauses.
âGod, Iâd kill to hear you laugh right now.â
He ends the call.
But he dials again.
Seventh.
Eighth.
By the ninth call, heâs on the floor, knees pulled to his chest, phone pressed against his ear like itâs all thatâs keeping him together.
Beep.
His voice is quieter now. Smaller.
âPlease.â
Just that.
Just please.
Please come back. Please wake up. Please tell me how to keep going.
He doesnât say it all. He doesnât have to.
The phone slips from his fingers. His eyes are red. Thereâs no sound in the corridor except for the faint buzz of electricity and the way he breathes like the air hurts going in.
And then a whisper, almost like a prayer.
âSheâs not dead. Sheâs not dead. Sheâs not dead.â
He repeats it like maybe if he says it enough, the universe will make it true forever.
But the truth isâ Sheâs not alive either. Not in the way he needs her to be.
And maybe the worst part of it all isnât that sheâs gone.
Itâs that heâs still here, and he doesnât know what to do with that.
---
It was late again.
The hospital lights were dimmed to a muted hum, the world outside the windows blurred into inky blue. Seungcheol had just returned from Room 203, hands shaking, heart heavier than his footsteps. He turned the corner toward the waiting room, expecting silence.
But there you were.
Curled in on yourself on the narrow couch, knees pulled tight to your chest, arms hugging them like you were trying to hold yourself together. Your face was buried, but the tremor in your shoulders gave you away.
You were crying.
Noâyou were breaking.
He froze in the doorway.
"Hey..." he said softly, unsure if he should come closer. "Are you okay?"
A stupid question. You didn't look up.
So he sat down beside you, far enough not to touch, close enough to offer warmth.
You wiped at your eyes, but the tears just kept coming.
âIâm sorry,â you whispered. âGod, Iâm sorry, I justâ I didnât want you to see me like this.â
âYouâve seen me like this,â he murmured.
That got a small, bitter laugh from you. But it faded fast.
Then you said, quieter than before, âI left her.â
He turned, brows furrowed.
âMy grandmother,â you clarified, breath catching. âBefore all this⌠before the cancer... I stopped coming around.â
He waited. Didnât push. Just listened.
âI was busy. I moved to another city. Work was stressful, and I kept saying Iâd visit next weekend, next month, nextââ You swallowed hard. âBut she always called. Always left voicemails. She'd tell me she made pancakes, the ones with blueberries, the kind I used to beg for as a kid. And she'd say she was waiting. Just... waiting for me to come home.â
Your voice cracked.
âI didnât come.â
His chest ached.
âI told myself she was fine. Independent. Strong. I told myself I was allowed to live my life.â Your eyes welled again. âAnd now I come every single day. Now I sit next to her bed like if I do it long enough, sheâll forgive me. But she canât even say my name anymore.â
Seungcheol reached out thenâtentativelyâplacing a hand over yours. You didnât pull away.
âShe used to sit by the door,â you whispered. âLike clockwork. Every Sunday morning. Dressed in the sweater I bought her three Christmases ago. Just waiting. Because she thought... maybe today Iâd come.â
The tears wouldnât stop.
âI was dancing at some bar. Laughing. Kissing someone I donât even remember. While she sat by the door making pancakes for no one.â
Your voice broke open then, sobs slipping through like glass cracking beneath pressure. Ugly and honest and full of a grief that had nowhere to go.
Seungcheol turned toward you fully, pulling you into his arms. You fought it at firstâbecause thatâs what guilt doesâbut he held on.
âYou came back,â he murmured. âYouâre here now.â
âBut what if itâs too late?â you sobbed into his chest. âWhat if she never knew how sorry I am?â
He rested his chin against your head, eyes burning.
âShe knew,â he said. âShe knows.â
They stayed like that. In the stillness. In the mess. In the pain.
Two people broken in different ways, holding each other like they could keep the world from falling apart again. No promises. No solutions.
Just presence.
And sometimesâthat was everything.
---
The hospital room was too white. Too quiet. Even the ticking of the clock felt like an accusationâsteady and cruel. A reminder of every second you had not been there.
You sat beside the bed, your hands wringing the hem of your sweater. The chair creaked beneath you, but your grandmother didnât look.
She was staring out the window. Blank. Soft. Eyes that used to twinkle with laughter now just... drifted.
âHi, Grandma,â you said, voice barely a whisper.
No response.
You leaned in, trying again with a gentle smile. âItâs me. I brought your favorite. Blueberry pancakes. From that little diner you like.â
Still nothing.
You swallowed down the lump rising in your throat and set the small to-go container on the bedside table. The smell of syrup and warm sugar floated through the air, but your grandmother didnât even flinch.
Silence. Thicker now.
âI remember when you used to wake me up with the smell of these,â you tried, eyes burning. âEvery Sunday. Youâd hum while you cooked. Said blueberries were brain food.â A sad laugh slipped out. âGuess they werenât enough, huh?â
The silence felt like punishment.
You reached out slowly, brushing a strand of silver hair from her grandmotherâs forehead. She used to braid that hair. Used to play salon with it as a child, while her grandmother pretended she was being pampered in a palace.
âYou used to wait for me,â you whispered. âEvery week. In that old cardigan I bought you. Remember that one? With the missing button?â
Nothing.
And thenâfinallyâyour grandmother blinked, slowly turning toward her. Her eyes focused on your face.
Hope rose, sudden and aching. âGrandma?â
The old woman tilted her head. Confused.
Then, softly: âAre you... the nurse?â
It felt like being stabbed.
You forced a smile to your lips, even as your heart shattered. âNo... Iâmââ
Your grandmother smiled faintly, distant and kind. âYouâre very sweet, dear. Just like my granddaughter. Beautiful girl. Works too hard. Never comes home, though.â
The breath caught in your throat. Your vision blurred instantly.
âShe... she sounds great,â you managed, voice trembling.
âShe is.â Your grandmother looked out the window again, a ghost of a smile on her face. âShe used to sit on the porch and sing while I made breakfast. Blueberry pancakes. Said they were her favorite.â
You clutched the side of the bed, your knuckles white. âDo you remember her name?â
âNo,â your grandmother said, softly. âBut I know I love her. Thatâs enough, isnât it?â
A sob escaped before you could stop it. You covered your mouth with your hand, shoulders shaking.
Your grandmother turned again, blinking slowly. âDonât cry, sweetheart. Youâll make me sad.â
You shook your head, biting down on your lip. âIâm okay,â you choked.Â
And in that moment, you didnât care that your grandmother didnât know who you were. Didnât care that your name was gone, that their memories were tangled and buried.
Because the loveâthat was still here.
Even if it was misdirected. Even if it was broken.
You leaned forward and wrapped your arms around the frail woman, holding her tightly, burying your face into her shoulder.
âIâm so sorry,â you whispered. âIâm so, so sorry I left.â
Your grandmother patted your back, gentle and absent-minded. âThere, there. Youâre a good girl. I can tell.â
You cried harder.
And outside, the day went on like nothing had changed.
But inside that room, everything had.
---
It was late. Past visiting hours.
But the little courtyard garden behind the hospital didnât care about time. It was overgrown in places, the stone bench cracked, the flowerbeds mostly dirt nowâbut there was a kind of comfort in its forgotten state. Like it belonged to the night. Like it understood people who didnât fit in the daylight anymore.
You sat on the bench, your knees tucked under your chin, a paper cup of hospital coffee cradled in your hands. Seungcheol joined you without a word, sitting close enough to feel the same night breeze, but not enough to crowd you.
For a while, they just sat. Listening to the wind brushing through brittle branches. The distant siren of an ambulance arriving. The faint hum of machines behind walls.
Then, quietly, you asked, âWhat was she like?â
He looked down at the cup between his hands. âYou mean... before?â
You nodded.
He took a breath. âLoud. In the best way. She used to sing to the radio even if she didnât know the lyrics. And sheâd burn toast every morning because she always forgot it was in. Once, she put our house key in the freezer because she thought it was her phone.â
You smiled faintly. âSounds chaotic.â
âShe was.â He laughed a little, and then the sound faded. âBut she made everything feel... alive. Like the world was just a little brighter because she was in it.â
The silence settled again, heavier now.
âShe sounds like someone I wouldâve liked,â you said, softly.
He nodded.
âWhat about you?â he asked. âWhat were you like before all this?â
You let out a slow breath, eyes fixed on the cracks in the stone path.
âBusy,â she said. âToo busy. I thought I had time. That I could always go visit later. I kept putting it off. â
Seungcheol didnât speak, but she felt him listening.
Your voice broke, raw and exposed.
âAnd now she doesnât even know my name.â
You turned your head, wiping your cheek roughly with the sleeve of your hoodie. âI was so selfish.â
âNo,â Seungcheol said immediately, turning toward you. âYou were living. Thatâs not a crime.â
âBut I left her behind.â
He looked at you then, really looked. âYou came back.â
You didnât reply.
He reached over slowly, fingers brushing your. Not holding. Not pushing. Just offering.
And you let him.
Their hands stayed there, barely touching, as if the warmth between them could rewrite time. Could pull them out of the past and plant them firmly in the now.
After a moment, you murmured, âI used to love dancing.â
He blinked. âWhat?â
You smiled, sad and sweet. âJust... before all this. Iâd dance in my kitchen. In my socks. Spill coffee, stub my toes. I havenât done that in forever.â
He let out a breathy laugh. âYou should. You should do that again.â
You looked up at him, eyes glassy.
âWhat about you?â you asked. âWhatâs the one thing you miss most about yourself?â
He didnât answer right away. Then, so quietly you almost didnât hear:
âI used to dream.â
The words hung between them like fog.
You turned your hand, finally holding his.
And under the pale light of the moon, with bruised hearts and paper coffee cups, two people who had lost everything began to find something againâ
Not peace. Not yet.
But maybe the possibility of it.
---
It was just after midnight when the nurse called him.
"Mr. Choi? She's... she's showing signs. You should come."
Seungcheol had stared at his phone for a full minute before he moved. Then he ran. Down the silent corridors. Past the quiet night-shift desk. Past the vending machine and the courtyard and everything that had held him up for weeks.
Room 203.
His hands shook as he pushed the door open.
She was there. As always. Pale. Fragile. But her fingers were twitching. Her lips parted slightly, a rasping breath falling from her throat that sounded like a word caught halfway to being born.
He stepped in slowly, as if afraid the moment might vanish if he moved too fast.
ââŚSeungâŚcheol?â
He froze.
Her voice.
So faint. So broken. But there.
âYeah,â he choked out, stumbling forward and falling to his knees beside her bed. âYeah, Iâm here.â
She blinked slowly. Her eyes were heavy with confusion, still swimming in a haze, but they found him. Like she was clawing her way back to the surface and he was her anchor.
His hand found hers, trembling. âYouâre⌠youâre awake.â
She gave the smallest nod. Barely there. But it was everything.
And he wept.
Outside the room, you sat on the hallway floor with two cups of coffeeâyours long cold. Your legs were cramping, your back sore, but you didnât move. You had watched him go in and hadnât followed.
He needed this moment.
And even though your heart achedâthrobbed, evenâas the sounds of his voice broke through the crack in the door, you stayed. Because you knew what it meant to finally get a piece of someone you thought youâd already lost.
You lowered your head, pressing your forehead to your knees.
And when he came out an hour later, his eyes swollen, cheeks streaked with tearsâbut smiling for the first time since you met himâyou looked up and gave him one back.
It was small. Wobbly. But real.
âShe said my name,â he whispered.
You stood slowly, offering the cup to him.
âIâm so happy for you, Cheol.â
He took it, their fingers brushing, his smile faltering just a bit.
âAnd your grandma?â
âSheâsâŚâ Your voice caught. You cleared your throat. âSheâs getting worse.â
The silence held everything that couldnât be said. A strange mirror. One of them rising. One of them falling.
Seungcheol reached out and touched your wrist. Gently. âYouâve been so strong.â
You looked down at the floor, then back up, your eyes shimmering. âIâm trying. Itâs like... I donât want her to go, but I also donât want her to keep hurting. And I donât know how to exist when sheâs not in the world. So I stay. And I hope she sees me, even for a second.â
He nodded, his heart splitting open at the seams.
You looked at him, thenâreally looked. At the hope blooming behind his tears.
You smiled through your grief. âI think she wouldâve liked your girl. The way you love her. Itâs rare.â
Seungcheol's lips parted, a thousand emotions crashing into each other. âYou helped me hold on. Even when I didnât want to anymore.â
Your breath hitched.
âYou held me, Cheol,â you whispered. âWhen I needed it most.â
He stepped closer.
The air between them was thick with everything they hadnât said. And everything they couldnât say.
Because this wasnât a fairytale. It wasnât about choosing. It wasnât about perfect timing.
It was about love in its rawest formâgrief, joy, loss, connectionâall tangled together in this broken little hallway.
âI donât want you to disappear now,â you whispered.
âI wonât,â he said. âI promise.â
You took his hand, resting your forehead against his shoulder.
And in the silence, there was music. No instruments. Just heartsâ Beating beside each other. Still aching. Still healing. Still hoping.
---
Seungcheol stood in the stairwell.
It was quiet there. Sterile concrete, humming fluorescent lights, the faint clinking of a janitorâs cart on a lower level. The kind of place where you could fall apart and no one would notice. Maybe not even yourself.
He ran a hand down his face, the skin beneath his eyes raw from crying, not just today but for weeks. And nowâshe was waking up. His girlfriend. The love of his life. The person he had sat beside, begged, bargained for.
And he felt like a fucking traitor.
Because all he could think about⌠was her.
Not the girl in the bed, trying to find her voice again. But the one who sat beside him at 3AM with vending machine coffee and bruises beneath her eyes. The one who whispered broken memories about pancakes and absence and a grandmother who forgot everything except love. The one who never asked anything from him except presence. And somehow that made him want to give her everything.
He pressed the heel of his palm to his chest. Right over the place it hurt most.
What if she knew?
What if the woman inside that hospital room opened her eyes fully, smiled at him with her old self again, and realizedâ
That while her world had been on pause, his had kept moving.
And somewhere along the wayâŚ
Heâd started to fall.
The guilt came in like waves. Sharp. Unrelenting.
He thought of your laughâthat small, sad, brave thing you'd let slip in front of him that day in the courtyard.
He thought of you telling him, âYou held me.â
He thought of how you never reached for him first, never asked for comfort, never once tried to cross the invisible line between grief and want. And yet he was the one who blurred it, every time he caught himself staring too long, hoping too hard, wishing things were different.
A voice broke into his thoughts.
âCheol?â
He turned.
You stood there in the stairwell doorway, hoodie sleeves pulled over your palms, hair a little messy, eyes a lot sad.
You.
Of course it was you.
He opened his mouth to speak, but nothing came out.
You stepped in slowly, not expecting anything. Not demanding anything. Just there.
Like always.
âIâm happy for you,â you said softly.
âI know.â
A beat.
âYou donât look happy.â
He let out a hollow laugh. âI should be. Right? This is what I prayed for.â
You didnât say anything. Just waited.
âI feel like Iâm⌠cheating on her,â he finally admitted, voice cracking. âEven just standing here with you. Even thinking about you when Iâm with her.â
Your gaze fell to the floor.
âI never meant to,â he said. âIt just⌠it happened.â
You nodded. âI get it.â
âNo, you donâtââ
âI do, Seungcheol,â you said, meeting his eyes. âYou donât owe me anything. I knew this wasnât real. I knew I was just⌠the wrong place, the wrong time.â
He stepped forward, something desperate in his expression. âYou were the only thing that felt right.â
Your breath caught.
âI just donât know how to live in both,â he whispered. âThe before and the after.â
Silence settled between them.
âI donât want to hurt anyone,â he said. âI donât want to lose her. But losing youââ
He broke off, choking on the words.
You blinked back tears, chest rising and falling with the weight of every unspoken thing.
âI wonât ask you to choose,â you said gently. âBut I wonât lie either. You matter to me. And if this is all it isâa hallway, a few coffees, a handful of broken nightsâthen Iâll take it. And Iâll let go.â
Your voice cracked like glass.
âJust donât pretend it meant nothing.â
Seungcheol stepped closer, eyes shining. âI could never.â
And thenâ
A breath.
A heartbeat.
His forehead dropped to yours, just barely, as if touch alone might anchor him to something real.
Neither of them kissed.
But something inside them did.
And it broke. Quietly. Beautifully.
Right there on the stairwell steps of a hospital neither of them wanted to be in.
---
The hospital smelled the same as alwaysâlike antiseptic, old coffee, and waiting.
Seungcheol moved slowly down the corridor, step by step, clutching the small plastic bag of belongings the nurses had packed for his girlfriend. Discharge papers tucked beneath his arm. A bouquet of tulips from her mother poking out the side.
She was getting better.
She was going home.
And still⌠he felt like he was leaving something behind. Noâsomeone.
He paused at the end of the hallway, where two paths met. One to the exit. One to the oncology wing.
The bag crinkled in his grip as he stood there, torn in a silence that pressed into his ribs.
He hadn't seen you since that night on the stairwell.
You.
The one whoâd cracked his chest open and shown him he still had a heart, even while it bled.
The one who sat beside him when his world was ending, and gave him pieces of her own shattered one just so he wouldn't drown alone.
Heâd meant to go back.
He wanted to go back.
But life has a way of moving without asking if you're ready.
The next morning, the room was empty. Your name scratched off the whiteboard. No answers. No goodbye.
Heâd asked a nurse. She looked away. "I'm sorry. The patient in Room 204 passed away in the night. Family discharged shortly after."
And that was it.
Just like that, you were gone.
And he never got to say goodbye.
Now, days later, as he stood there at the fork in the hallway, everything in him screamed to turn around. To check. To hope that maybe somehow, somehow, you'd still be there.
But you weren't.
You had left.
And so had your grandmother.
All that remained was the memory of that last vending machine smileâthe one with the tears hiding just beneath.
The sound of your voice when you said, âJust donât pretend it meant nothing.â
God, if you only knew. If you knew what you meant. If you knew what you took with you.
âSeungcheol?â his girlfriend called softly from behind, her voice weaker than he remembered but full of cautious hope.
He turned slowly.
She was standing just outside her room, hair brushed back, wearing the soft hoodie he used to sleep in when she first went under.
Her eyes searched his face. âAre you ready?â
He looked at her.
This girl heâd loved. Still loved, maybe. But not in the same way.
Not in the way that twisted and broke and healed. Not in the way that made him want to live again.
He offered a small nod and walked toward her.
They exited the hospital slowly, carefully, like the world was something they werenât sure how to re-enter.
Outside, the sky was a dull gray.
A car waited at the curb.
He placed her bag in the trunk, then helped her into the passenger seat.
But before he closed the door, he glanced back.
One last time.
Toward the entrance. Toward the hallway. Toward a girl who wasnât there.
And in that one look⌠everything ached.
You would never know how often he still looked for you in crowds. How sometimes he woke up wanting to tell you something, only to remember he couldnât. How even in someone elseâs recovery, he felt like he lost something irreplaceable.
He closed the door gently.
And with it, their story.
Not with fire. Not with fanfare. But with a quiet kind of sorrow. The kind that lingers.
The kind that asks, What if?
And never gets an answer.
---
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No Saints Here | kmg
Pairing : bodyguard!mingyu x rich!reader
Genre : angst, romance, mystery
synopsis :
Some secrets are meant to stay buried. Some love stories were never meant to begin.
Evangeline Perez thought she buried the past along with her sister. But when whispers of the truth resurface, she finds herself tangled in a web of secrets, power, and deceptionâone that could cost her everything.
Mingyu is a complication she never asked for. Cold, relentless, and far too protective, heâs determined to keep her from chasing ghosts. But Eva has never been one to obey orders, and the deeper she digs, the harder it becomes to ignore the tension pulling them together.
Because some things refuse to stay in the dark.
And some hearts are doomed from the start.
CHAPTER SEVEN
Elias leaned back against the sleek leather chair in his fatherâs private study, fingers tapping idly against the armrest. The morning sun filtered through the large window, casting sharp lines across the mahogany desk. His father had been here just moments ago, leaving behind the scent of his expensive cologne and the suffocating weight of his expectations.
The conversation still echoed in his mind.
"You are running out of time, Elias."
"I have it under control."
"You better. I wonât clean up after you if this falls apart."
His jaw clenched at the memory. It was always like thisâevery conversation a test, every test a reminder that he was just another piece on the board, meant to move strategically or be discarded entirely.
But it didnât matter. Not yet. Not when he was so close.
A knock at the door pulled him from his thoughts.
Finally.
He straightened, smoothing his expression into something neutral. The door creaked open, and Eva stepped inside.
Elias barely had time to process her arrival before his gaze flickered past youâand landed on him.
Mingyu.
Standing just behind you, shoulders squared, expression unreadable but undeniably present.
Eliasâs grip tightened around the armrest, irritation flaring hot in his chest. âAre you serious?â His voice was sharp, cutting through the quiet room. âYou brought him?â
You exhaled, already bracing yourself. âEliasââ
âNo.â He shot up from his chair, eyes narrowing at you. âYou were supposed to come alone.â
Mingyu didnât so much as flinch. He remained by the door, arms crossed over his chest like he had every right to be here.
You lifted your chin. âThat wasnât an option.â
Elias scoffed, dragging a hand through his hair. âUnbelievable. What, is he your personal shadow now?â
âHe wasnât going to let me meet you alone,â you bit out, voice sharp but steady.
Elias let out a humorless laugh. âAnd you let him? Since when do you let people make decisions for you?â
âSince I donât have a fucking choice,â You snapped.
The tension between them thickened. For a moment, neither of them spoke.
Then, slowly, Elias exhaled, shaking his head. âSo what, Iâm just supposed to trust him now?â
You didnât waver. âYes.â
Mingyu met Eliasâs glare, silent but unwavering.
Eliasâs jaw tightened. He wasnât convinced. Not yet. But whatever this wasâit was far from over.
---
The cafĂŠ was buzzing with quiet chatter, the scent of freshly brewed coffee lingering in the air. You stirred your drink absentmindedly, your mind a million miles away, while Caro sat across from you, eyes narrowed in concern.
âYouâre acting weird,â Caro muttered, tapping her nails against her cup. âWeirder than usual, I mean.â
You blinked, dragging herself back into the present. âIâm fine.â
Caro scoffed. âYeah, and Iâm the Queen of England.â
Before you could argue, her phone vibrated on the table. A message.
She glanced down, her breath hitching.
Unknown Number I know what you did.
Attached was a picture.
A grainy, black-and-white shot of you slipping into the file room.
The blood drained from your face.
âEva?â Caroâs voice was softer now, the teasing gone. âWhatâs wrong?â
You locked the screen and forced a smile. âNothing.â
But your fingers curled tightly around the phone, your heart hammering in your chest.
Someone was watching.
And they wanted you to know.
"How's your cat?"
Caro blinked at you, clearly caught off guard. âMy⌠cat?â
You nodded stiffly, forcing yourself to focus on anything but the icy dread seeping into your veins. âYeah. You know. The little gremlin that tries to claw my face off whenever I come over.â
Caro frowned. âYou mean Biscuit?â
You latched onto the topic like a lifeline. âYes. Biscuit. Howâs he?â
Caroâs frown deepened. âYou hate Biscuit.â
You let out a short, breathless laugh. âHate is a strong word.â
âYou called him a âdemon in a fur coatâ last week.â
Your grip on her phone tightened. âWell, Iâve been reconsidering my stance on demons.â
Caro tilted her head, suspicion creeping into her expression. âOkay, what the hell is going on?â
You waved a hand, too fast, too unnatural. âNothing. Just making conversation.â
Caro narrowed her eyes. âRight. Because you suddenly care about my cat. Who youâve never once asked about before.â
You could feel the weight of your phone in her palm, the message burning in the back of your mind. Someone was watching you. Someone had proof. And you had no idea who it was.
But you couldnât let Caro know.
"I am a changed person."
Caro snorted, crossing her arms. âYeah? Since when?â
You smirked, even as your pulse pounded in her throat. âSince approximately five minutes ago.â
Caro arched a brow. âOh, so this is fresh delusion.â
You shrugged, gripping your phone tighter. âI prefer the term âpersonal growth.ââ
Caro stared at you for a long moment, something unreadable flickering in her eyes. Then she sighed, shaking her head. âYouâre acting weird.â
You rolled your eyes. âIâm always weird.â
âThis is different.â
You forced a laugh. âMaybe I had an epiphany about life. Maybe Iâm turning over a new leaf.â
Caro gave her a flat look. âOr maybe youâre deflecting.â
Your smirk faltered for half a second. Just long enough for Caroâs eyes to narrow.
Before she could press further, you pushed yourself to your feet, stretching your arms overhead like you had not a single care in the world. âWell, this has been fun, but I have places to be.â
Caro stood too, not buying it for a second. âEvaââ
âSay hi to Biscuit for me,â You interrupted, spinning on your heel and heading for the door.
You needed to be alone. Needed to think.
Because someone out there knew what you had done.
And if they had gone through the trouble of warning youâ
That meant they werenât done with you yet.
--
You rushed into the parking lot, your pulse pounding as you yanked out her phone. The message burned on the screenâa picture of you sneaking into the files room. A warning. I know what you did.
Your stomach twisted. Someone had been watching. Someone who wasnât Mingyu. Someone who wasnât Elias.
You pressed the call button, barely breathing as the line rang once before clicking.
"Where are you?"Â
"At the estate. Caroline told me she was just taking you to her's... are you both outside?"
You ignored the question. âCan you come pick me?â
A pause. Then, firm, steady, "I'm there."
Minutes later, the familiar low hum of an engine filled the air. His car pulled up, headlights slicing through the dark. The second the door unlocked, you slipped inside, exhaling sharply.
âDrive.â
Mingyu didnât move. His hands tightened on the wheel, his eyes scanning your face. âEva.â
You shook your head. âJustâplease.â
He exhaled through his nose, jaw tight, but didnât push. Instead, he shifted gears, the car peeling out of the lot with a sharp turn.
The silence was suffocating. You could feel his frustration, simmering, pressing against your skin.
Then, finallyâ
âYouâre not doing shit for him.â
You blinked. âWhat?â
Mingyuâs grip on the wheel was vice-like. âElias. Whatever the hell he asked you to do, itâs not happening.â
You stayed quiet, staring ahead.
His voice darkened. âIâm serious, Eva.â
You turned to him, eyes flashing. âI can handle myself.â
âThatâs not the point.â He shot you a hard look. âThe point is that you shouldnât have to.â
You opened you mouth, but the words caught in her throat.
Mingyu shook his head, fingers drumming against the wheel. âHeâs using you.â
You clenched your fists, looking away. âI donât have a choice.â
Mingyu exhaled, slow and sharp. âThereâs always a choice.â
You didnât answer. You couldnât. Because, you weren't sure if that was true.
--
Seungcheol stood in his fatherâs office, the air thick with tension. The heavy oak desk between them did nothing to soften the weight of his fatherâs gazeâcold, calculated, assessing.
âYouâve been⌠distracted.â His father leaned back in his chair, fingers tapping against the polished wood.
Seungcheolâs jaw clenched. âI donât know what you mean.â
A low hum of amusement. âDonât insult me, son.â His fatherâs eyes gleamed with something unreadable. âFirst, you make a scene at the gala. Now, I hear youâve been sticking your nose where it doesnât belong.â
Seungcheol forced himself to stay still. To not react. âI didnât realize dancing required your approval.â
His fatherâs lips curled. âItâs not about the dance, and you know it.â
Silence stretched between them, taut as a wire.
Thenâ
âYou forget your place.â His fatherâs voice dropped, quiet, but sharp enough to cut. âI raised you to be above them. To lead. Not to get caught up in childish⌠distractions.â
Seungcheolâs stomach twisted. He knew what this was really about. Knew who this was about.
Caro.
He gritted his teeth. âItâs none of your concern.â
His fatherâs expression darkened. âEverything you do is my concern.â
Seungcheol held his gaze, fists tightening at his sides. He wanted to argue. To fight. But he knew how this conversation would endâhow it always ended.
With his father having the last word.
Sure enough, his father exhaled, leaning forward slightly. âI wonât warn you again, Seungcheol. You will focus on your responsibilities. You will stop wasting time on meaningless things.â A pause. Then, quieter, more pointedâ âAnd you will remember who you are.â
His father exhaled sharply, shaking his head. âI blame your mother for this.â
Seungcheolâs shoulders tensed. He didnât take the bait.
His father leaned forward, resting his elbows on the desk. âYou have too much of her softness, her sentimentality. It makes you weak.â
Seungcheolâs fists curled at his sides. âIâm not weak.â
His father scoffed. âNo? Then explain why youâre letting yourself be dragged into your sisterâs mess.â
Seungcheolâs jaw ticked. âEvangeline knows what sheâs doing.â
âSheâs a liability,â his father sneered. âReckless, ungrateful, embarrassing. Just like her mother.â
Seungcheol didnât thinkâhe just reacted.
His palm slammed against the desk, rattling the crystal decanter. âWatch your mouth.â
His fatherâs eyes flickered with something darkâamusement, maybe, or warning. âYou dareââ
âI wonât stand here and let you talk about her like that.â His voice was low, shaking with barely restrained anger. âShe is smarter than you give her credit for. Smarter than half the men in this room.â
The words barely registered beforeâ
SMACK.
Seungcheolâs head snapped to the side, his cheek burning. The room went silent.
His father slowly lowered his hand, fixing his cuff like nothing had happened. âYou will not raise your voice at me again.â
Seungcheol stood still, breathing hard, fists clenched so tight his nails dug into his palms.
His father straightened. âYou will stay in line. You will remember your place. And you will not make a fool of this family again.â
Seungcheol forced himself to swallow the rage clawing at his throat. He gave a sharp nod, turning on his heel.
But as he walked out of that office, something settled inside him.
He would not forget this.
Seungcheol barely registered the impact until he heard her voice.
âS-Seungcheol, are you okay?â
Caro stood in front of him, eyes wide with concern. Her hands twitched at her sides, uncertain, like she wanted to reach for him but didnât know if she should.
His jaw clenched. His cheek still burned, the sting of his fatherâs slap pulsing beneath his skin. The last thing he needed right now was this.
âIâm fine,â he bit out, voice sharp, clipped.
Caro frowned, eyes flickering to his cheek. âNo, youâre not.â
His patience snapped. âI said Iâm fine, Caro. Drop it.â
She flinched at the edge in his tone but didnât back away. Instead, she swallowed and squared her shoulders. âDid heââ
âDonât.â His voice was cold, warning. He didnât want to hear it. Didnât want pity, didnât want concern, didnât want her looking at him like that.
Caroâs throat bobbed, her hands curling into fists at her sides. âYou donât have to pretend with me.â
Something in him bristled at thatâat the quiet understanding in her voice, at the way she just stood there, waiting for him to let her in. Like she thought she could fix this. Like she thought he could be fixed.
His lips curled into something that wasnât quite a smirk, wasnât quite anything. âThatâs cute,â he muttered. âYou think you know me that well?â
Caroâs face fell, hurt flashing across her features before she masked it.
She took a small breath. âI justâI just wanted to make sure you were okay.â
âWell, Iâm not. Happy?â His voice was low, edged with frustration, with anger he didnât know what to do with.
Caro swallowed. She looked at him for a long moment, like she was searching for something in his faceâsomething he didnât have to give. Then, finally, she nodded.
âYeah,â she murmured. âMessage received.â
She turned to leave.
And for some reason, watching her walk away made his chest ache worse than the slap ever did.
---
You hesitated at the doorway.
Liaâs room looked untouched, like a perfectly preserved snapshot of a life that was no longer there. The bed was still neatly made, the soft lavender sheets tucked in at the corners the way Lia had liked them. Her vanity held traces of her presenceâhalf-used perfume bottles, tubes of lipstick sheâd stolen from you and never returned, a small pile of rings and earrings sheâd worn and discarded without a second thought.
You stepped inside, the floorboards creaking under your weight.
It smelled the same.
The realization made her chest ache. The world had moved on without Lia, but here⌠here, it was like time had refused to keep going.
You ran a hand along the wooden surface of the vanity, your fingers ghosting over the delicate glass bottles, the silver hairbrush, the tiny photo strip tucked into the mirrorâs corner.
It was of them.
You let out a breathless laugh, plucking it from its place. The memory surged up so vividly you could almost hear Liaâs voice.
It had been at some stupid festival. Lia had dragged her to the photo booth, giggling as they crammed inside the too-small space.
âAct natural,â Lia had whispered, and thenâclick.
The first frame was of you rolling her eyes as Lia grinned.
Click.
The second was Lia throwing an arm around you, yanking you close, your foreheads nearly knocking together.
Click.
The third was both of you laughing, Liaâs head thrown back, your dimples showing.
Click.
The last oneâLia pressing a dramatic kiss to your cheek while you groaned, trying (and failing) to shove her away.
Your fingers curled around the strip, your throat tightening.
âYouâd be so fucking mad at me right now,â you whispered into the quiet, your voice unsteady. âTelling me to let it go, to stop running into danger. But guess what, Lia?â A small, humorless laugh escaped her lips. âIâm still the same idiot, arenât I?â
Silence answered you.
You swallowed, blinking rapidly, but the tears slipped free anyway. You sat on the bed, gripping the photo like it was the only thing keeping you together.
âI miss you,â you murmured, your voice cracking.
You waited, like maybe if you sat there long enough, you'd hear Liaâs teasing reply, the warmth of her laughter.
But there was nothing.
After a long moment, you exhaled shakily, running a hand down your face. You needed to get it together.
Sniffing you wiped at your eyes and reached for the bedside drawer, searching for somethingâanythingâto hold on to.
It was mostly junk. Letters from old friends, a couple of bracelets, a broken watch Lia had never fixed. You rummaged deeper, your fingers brushing against the smooth bottom of the drawerâuntil you felt it.
A small, folded piece of paper, tucked so deep into the corner that you almost missed it.
You pulled it out, frowning. Carefully, you unfolded it.
Your heart stilled.
A phone number.
No name. No context.
Just a string of numbers in Liaâs handwriting.
You stared at it, your breath caught in her throat.
A part of you screamed that it was nothing. But another partâone that had learned to listen to the things Lia never said out loudâknew better.
This meant something.
You stared at the small, crumpled chit in your hands, your heart hammering against your ribs. A number. Just a number. But it had been hiddenâtucked away in Liaâs things like a secret meant to stay buried with her.
You swallowed hard, your fingers tightening around the paper. What did this mean? Who did it belong to?
Your chest ached.
Slowly, you reached for your phone with your free hand, your breath unsteady as you pulled up your contacts.
You hesitated only for a second before pressing call.
The line rang twice before a familiar voice answered.
âJack,â you said, your voice steadier than you felt. âI need your help.â
And just like that, the past refused to stay buried.
----
You barely had time to process Jackâs promise over the phone before the door slammed open behind you. The sharp crack of wood against the wall made you flinch.
You didnât have to turn around to know who it was.
âWhat the fuck are you doing in here?â
Seungcheolâs voice was ice, edged with something darker, something livid. You forced yourself to breathe, to school your expression as you turned to face him.
His gaze burned as he took in the roomâLiaâs room, untouched, frozen in time. His fists clenched at his sides like he was holding himself back.
You lifted your chin. âIââ
âYou what?â He stepped closer, his jaw tight. âYou thought youâd dig around in my dead sisterâs things? That youâd play detective? What the hell is wrong with you?â
Your stomach twisted, but you held your ground. âShe is my sister too.â
Seungcheol scoffed, the sound sharp and cruel. âOh, donât give me that shit.â He shook his head, laughing bitterly. âYou didnât care about her when she was alive.â
The words hit harder than a slap.
You sucked in a breath, but Seungcheol wasnât done.
âWhere were you when she was spiraling? When she was drowning in all the shit our father put her through?â His voice rose, raw with anger. âYou ignored her, Eva. You let her slip away, and now you want to act like you give a damn?â
Your nails dug into your palms. âThatâs not fair.â
âIsnât it?â He exhaled sharply, shaking his head. âYou donât get to play the grieving sister now. You donât get to tear open old wounds just because you suddenly decided you need answers.â
You swallowed against the lump in your throat. âYou think I donât regret it?â
âI donât fucking care.â His voice was low, biting. âWhat I care about is you sticking your nose where it doesnât belong.â
You opened your mouth, but he cut you off.
âStop this, Eva.â He stepped back, like looking at you for another second was too much. âStop playing hero before you get yourself killed.â
And with that, he turned on his heel and walked out, slamming the door behind him.
Leaving you standing in the center of Liaâs room, alone, drowning in the weight of his words.
---
The city sprawled below, glowing like a constellation of golden lights, but you weren't looking at it. You took a slow drag of your cigarette, letting the smoke fill your lungs before exhaling, watching it dissipate into the cold night air. The buzz of the party behind you felt miles away. Out here, you could finally breatheâor pretend to, at least.
Thenâfootsteps.
You didnât need to turn around to know who it was.
Mingyu stepped beside you, leaning against the railing with a sigh, his presence solid and unwavering.
You glanced at him, arching a brow. âThatâs not very bodyguard of you. Did you leave your professionalism at home?â
Mingyu didnât look at you. âFigured you werenât in the mood for another shadow tonight.â
You let out a low chuckle, tapping the ash off your cigarette. âHow thoughtful.â
Silence stretched between them, thick but not uncomfortable. Mingyu didnât press, didnât demand answers like everyone else did. He just stood there, the warmth of his presence a quiet contrast to the cold air biting at your skin.
You took another drag, then exhaled sharply. âYou gonna tell me to quit, too?â
Mingyu finally looked at you, his gaze steady. âNo.â
That surprised you. You turned slightly, studying him. âNo?â
He shrugged. âYou already know itâs bad for you. You donât need me telling you.â
Your lips twitched. âWow. A rare moment of wisdom.â
His jaw flexed, but there was amusement flickering behind his eyes. âDonât get used to it.â
You huffed a quiet laugh, shaking your head. But then, just as quickly, the lightness faded. You turned your gaze back to the skyline, your grip tightening around the railing. âYou think Iâm stupid, donât you?â
Mingyu frowned. âWhat?â
âFor getting involved. For doing all this.â You gestured vaguely, cigarette still pinched between your fingers. âYou think Iâm reckless. That I donât know what Iâm doing.â
Mingyu exhaled, dragging a hand through his hair. âI think youâre playing with fire.â
Something in his voice made your chest tighten.
You swallowed, rolling your shoulders like you could shake off the weight pressing down on you. âI donât have a choice.â
Mingyu scoffed, shaking his head. âThatâs bullshit.â
You turned to glare at him. âYou donât get it.â
âThen make me.â
Your breath caught. The words hung between them, daring, waiting. You opened your mouth, but nothing came out. You didnât know how to explain itânot without giving too much away, not without letting him see too much of you.
So you looked away instead, taking another slow drag, your hands suddenly unsteady.
Mingyu was still watching you, eyes sharp, searching. Then, quieter, he asked, âIs it worth it?â
You froze.
He wasnât angry anymore. He wasnât pushing, wasnât demanding answers. He was just⌠asking. And that was somehow worse.
You inhaled deeply, then exhaled. âI donât know.â
Mingyu didnât say anything for a long moment. Then, just as softly, âI think you do.â
Your throat tightened.
You flicked the cigarette away, watching the embers dim as it disappeared into the night. Then you turned to him, forcing a smirk. âYou getting soft on me, Mingyu?â
He didnât blink. âNot even a little.â
But the way he was looking at you said otherwise.
"What was she like, to you?" You asked.
Mingyu didnât answer right away. His jaw tightened, his gaze drifting past you, past the city, like he was searching for something he couldnât quite reach.
You waited. You weren't sure why you askedâmaybe because you were tired of the silence, or maybe because you just needed to hear something real. Something unfiltered.
Finally, Mingyu exhaled, rubbing a hand over his face. âShe was... kind.â His voice was rough, like the words scraped his throat on the way out. âToo kind.â
Your chest ached. âYeah,â you murmured. âShe was.â
Mingyu hesitated, then glanced at you. âBut she was also stubborn. Relentless. When she wanted something, she wouldnât stop until she got it.â A ghost of a smile crossed his lips. âDrove me insane.â
You let out a quiet breath, somewhere between a laugh and a sigh. âThat sounds like her.â
âShe talked about you.â
Your head snapped up. âWhat?â
Mingyuâs expression didnât change. âShe talked about you,â he repeated. âMore than you think.â
You swallowed hard. âWhat did she say?â
Mingyu was silent for a moment, then he looked at youâreally looked at you. âThat she wanted to protect you.â His voice was softer now, the anger from before gone. âThat she was scared for you.â
Your breath hitched.
Lia had been scared for you?
You shook your head, swallowing the lump in your throat. âThatâs stupid,â you whispered. âShe was the one in trouble.â
Mingyu didnât say anything. He just watched you, letting the weight of his words settle between them.
You turned away, gripping the railing so tightly your knuckles went white. The night air felt suffocating now, pressing against your chest.
âShe never told me,â you admitted. âNot once.â
Mingyuâs voice was quiet, steady. âMaybe she thought you already knew.â
You closed your eyes.
You hadnât.
And now, it was too late.
You blinked away your tears. "I am a little jealous."
Mingyu huffed out a dry, humorless laugh, shaking his head. âJealous?â
You turned to face him fully, tilting your head as you exhaled smoke. âI mean, Lia got your words. She got your trust.â Your lips curled slightly, but there was no real amusement behind it. âAnd you donât even talk to me.â
Mingyuâs jaw tightened, his fingers flexing against the railing. âMaybe because you donât listen.â
You scoffed. âOh, please.â
He turned to you then, his gaze sharp, unyielding. âIâm serious, Eva. Every time I try, you push me away.â
You didnât answer immediately. Instead, you studied himâthe tension in his shoulders, the exhaustion in his eyes, the way his fingers twitched like he wanted to reach for something but didnât know if he should.
You flicked the cigarette away, watching the ember fade into the night. âMaybe I donât want to hear it.â
Mingyu exhaled sharply. âThatâs exactly my point.â
Silence stretched between them, heavy and unspoken.
Then, softerâmore hesitantâyou spoke. âItâs easier this way.â
Mingyu didnât look away. âFor who?â
Her throat tightened.
You didnât answer.
Because you weren't sure you knew.
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The Things He Left Behind | jww



ONESHOT!
Pairing: wonwoo x hopeless oc! Warnings: heartbreak, angst Word count: 1.1k words. Synopsis: Somewhere, in another life, maybe just maybe, wonwoo doesn't let you go. Authore Note: A little drabble I wrote in between drafting my next no saints here chapter! hehe hope you like it! oc's name is chaeyoung!
You had spent years pretending he didnât exist.
"Tell me your name." He had asked it so casually, so effortlessly, like it wasnât the beginning of something that would ruin you. "Why?" you had asked, teasing. He had smiled, lopsided and warm. "Because I think I was meant to know you." And just like that, you had been lost.
You had erased him in every way a person could be erasedâdeleted his number, blocked his calls, ripped every reminder of him from your life.
But before you erased him, he had been everywhere. His laughter in your ears. His touch on your skin. His promisesâso soft, so realâthat you had been foolish enough to believe in. "Youâll stay?" you had whispered once, buried in his arms, afraid of the answer. And he had kissed your forehead. "Always."
You had spent every second since trying to forget.
And for a while, it worked.
Until tonight.
Until now.
Until the moment you heard your name.
"Love isnât real." He had said it so casually, as if the words werenât a knife. They were lying in his bed, tangled in sheets and moonlight, your fingers tracing patterns against his bare shoulder. You had looked at him then, waiting for the teasing smile, the flicker of hesitation. But there was none. Just quiet certainty. "You donât believe in it?" you had whispered, voice small. "No." You could have left right then. You should have. But instead, you pressed closer. "Thatâs okay," you had said. "Iâll believe enough for the both of us."
You had been moving through the city like a ghost, head down, heart carefully buried somewhere it couldnât be reached. The streets were alive, chaotic, fullâvoices and neon lights colliding in a blur of sound. The kind of noise that made it easier to breathe, easier to pretend that nothing was missing.
But thenâ
"Chaeyoung."
Soft. Familiar.
A voice you had sworn you would never hear again.
Your heart stopped.
No. No, it canât be.
But you turned anyway.
And he was there.
"Promise me." His voice had been raw that night, his fingers tight around yours, desperate. "Promise me weâll always find our way back." And you had smiled, because you had been naĂŻve, because you had believed that love was enough. "I promise."
You felt sick.
You had spent so long trying to forget him, to convince herself that he was just a ghost, a figment of your past that couldnât hurt you anymore.
But he wasnât a ghost.
He was here.
And he was looking at you.
And the worst part?
He wasnât alone.
"Youâll leave one day," he had told you once, arms crossed, gaze unreadable. You had shaken your head, smiling as if it was the easiest truth in the world. "No, I wonât." His jaw had clenched then, eyes flickering with something unreadable. "You say that now." "I mean it." But it didnât matter. He never believed you. Never trusted that someone could want him without conditions, without expectations. So he kept his walls high, locked every door, kept you at a safe distance even when you were right beside him. And you let him. You had been so desperate just to be near him that you accepted every cold shoulder, every dismissive word, every quiet rejection masked as indifference. Because you thought one day he would see. That one day he would believe in love, too. But he had.
You breath hitched.
The world kept moving, kept spinning, but youâyou were stuck.
Because he was standing right there, close enough to touch, close enough that you could almost imagine it had all been a nightmare, that none of it was real, that you could still reach for him andâ
But then you saw her.
The girl beside him.
The one with her hand in his.
The diamond on the womanâs hand catches the light, and your stomach twists violently.
Because now, you know.
It wasnât that he couldnât love. It wasnât that he didnât know how.
He just didnât want to love you.
And suddenly, you couldnât breathe.
"Youâll forget me," you had whispered. He had laughed, shaking his head. "How could I?" But nowâ Now you were nothing but a forgotten name on his lips.
He blinked. For a secondâjust a secondâhe looked almost surprised to see you. Like he hadnât been expecting this, like he hadnât considered what it would mean to run into you again.
And thenâ
His fingers curled tighter around the other girlâs hand.
And just like thatâ
You knew.
"Wonwoo, I love you." You voice cracked, but you didnât care. You were past the point of pride, past the point of pretending this didnât hurt. Your heart was breaking in real time, splintering into pieces right in front of him, and he just stood there. You took a shaky breath, stepping closer, searching his face for somethingâanything. A reaction, a flicker of emotion, even pity. "Why canât you love me too?" Your voice was louder this time, desperation bleeding into every syllable. "Why canât you justâ" you stopped, pressing a trembling hand to your chest. "Just say something, Wonwoo. Justâplease." He looked at you. For a minute too long. And you thought, maybe this is it. Maybe he would finally let himself feel, let himself see you the way you had always seen him. Maybe he would reach for you, pull you close, whisper something that could make all this worth it. But thenâ He blinked. Turned around. And walked away. No hesitation. No final words. No second glance. The air left your lungs. You stood there, frozen, watching as he disappeared, waiting for him to stop, to turn back, to realize. He didnât.
The crowd surged.
A wave of people moved between them, breaking them apart, tearing her away from him before you could even think, before you could even move.
You stumbled back, your chest caving in, your hands shaking.
No. No, no, noâ
You pushed forward, desperate, needing to see him, needing to find himâ
And thenâ
There.
He was still there.
Still standing in the same spot.
Still looking at you.
But this timeâ
He wasnât reaching for you.
He wasnât fighting the crowd, wasnât calling your name, wasnât trying.
He was just watching.
And thenâ
He turned.
And walked away.
With her.
"Weâll always find our way back." But they hadnât. He had found someone else instead.
Your vision blurred. Your fingers curled into fists.
You could run after him.
You could call his name.
You could fight against the tide, push through the crowd, make him remember.
But you didnât.
You just stood there.
Because thisâthis was how it ended.
Not with screaming. Not with a fight. Not with desperate pleas or broken promises.
But with him walking awayâand not looking back.
And thatâ That was what hurt the most.
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No Saints Here | kmg



Pairing : bodyguard!mingyu x rich!reader
Genre : angst, romance, mystery
synopsis :
Some secrets are meant to stay buried. Some love stories were never meant to begin.
Evangeline Perez thought she buried the past along with her sister. But when whispers of the truth resurface, she finds herself tangled in a web of secrets, power, and deceptionâone that could cost her everything.
Mingyu is a complication she never asked for. Cold, relentless, and far too protective, heâs determined to keep her from chasing ghosts. But Eva has never been one to obey orders, and the deeper she digs, the harder it becomes to ignore the tension pulling them together.
Because some things refuse to stay in the dark.
And some hearts are doomed from the start.
CHAPTER SIX
You grit your teeth, digging deeper, flipping through filesâ
Then, suddenlyâ
A presence.
A shadow loomed behind you, blocking the dim light from the doorway.
You froze.
âTell me youâre not this fucking stupid.â
Mingyu.
His voice was low, quietâbut burning with barely restrained anger.
Your grip on the open drawer tightened, your heart slamming against your ribs.
Shit.
You turned slowly, schooling your expression into one of feigned innocence. âItâs not what it looks like.â
His jaw clenched. âThen tell meâwhat the hell is it?â
You straightened your shoulders, refusing to shrink beneath his glare. âIââ
âDonât.â His voice was cold, cutting through the air like a blade. âDonât lie to me.â
You swallowed, your fingers twitching at your sides. âIâm notââ
Mingyu was in front of you in two long strides, towering over you, the weight of his presence suffocating. His voice dropped lower, quieter, but no less furious.
âYouâre reckless,â he bit out. âDo you have any idea what will happen if someone else finds you here?â
You tilted your chin up defiantly. âThen itâs a good thing youâre the one who did.â
Mingyu exhaled sharply through his nose, his frustration palpable. âYou think this is funny?â
You smirked, but it didnât quite reach your eyes. âA little.â
His hand shot out, grabbing your wristânot harshly, but firmly. âWeâre leaving.â
You yanked your arm back. âIâm not done.â
âYes. You are.â His grip tightened ever so slightly. âYouâre coming with me. Now.â
You glared at him, your pulse hammering. âOr what?â
His expression darkened. âDo you really want to find out?â
For a moment, neither of them moved. The air between them crackled with tensionâthick, suffocating, dangerous.
Then, footsteps echoed down the hall.
Your breath caught. Mingyu cursed under his breath.
Without thinking, he grabbed your waist and pulled you against him, backing them both into the shadows between the shelves.
His grip was unyielding, his body heat searing against hers. She could feel his breath on her cheek, the rapid rise and fall of his chest.
Her heart pounded.
The footsteps stopped.
You didnât dare move.
Neither did Mingyu.
And thenâ
The door handle rattled.
The door creaked open. Mingyuâs grip on your waist remained firm as they pressed deeper into the shadows between the shelves. You could feel the tension radiating from him, the controlled rise and fall of his chest against your back.
A pair of heels clicked against the marble floor.
âI understand, sir.â The voice was smooth, professionalâyour fatherâs secretary. âYes. Iâll confirm with the shipment team, but the package is already in transit.â
You frowned. Shipment?
Mingyu was as still as stone behind you, his body locked in silent tension.
âNo, sir,â the woman continued, the faint glow of her phone screen casting shadows on the shelves. âEverything is moving as planned. We donât want a repeat of last time.â A pause. âYes. Mr. Moon was understanding, but if it had been anyone else, we wouldnât have been able to contain it.â
Your stomach twisted.Â
âLia.â The secretaryâs voice dropped lower, almost hesitant. âYes, sir. I know. It was unfortunate.â Another pause. âOf course, Iâll make sure it doesnât happen again.â
You felt like the floor had just slipped out from under you.
Lia.
Your breath caught, and instinctively, you shiftedâjust a fraction, but Mingyu noticed. His hand pressed against your hip, a silent warning. Stay still.
The secretary turned slightly, eyes flicking toward the shelves as if sensing something.
You clenched your jaw. If they were caught nowâ
But after a moment, the woman exhaled. âYes, sir. Iâll oversee it personally.â
The door handle clicked. A second later, the room was empty again.
Silence.
Thenâ
Mingyu released you like you burned him. You turned sharply, heart still hammering against your ribs, but his expression was unreadable.
âLia,â you whispered. âWhat the hell was she talking about?â
Mingyuâs jaw clenched. âNot here.â
You swallowed. You didnât trust him, not fullyânot yet. But you knew one thing: whatever this was, it was bigger than you.
And you were going to find out the truth.
"Then help me find that fucking file," You hissed, stepping closer, your voice low but urgent.
Mingyuâs eyes flashed with anger, his stance unyielding. âAre you out of your goddamn mind?â he whispered harshly. âYou heard what she just said.â
You clenched your jaw. âExactly. Which is why I need to find that file.â
Mingyu let out a sharp breath, running a hand through his hair in frustration. âNo. What you need to do is walk out of here before you make this worse for yourself.â His voice was quieter now, but no less firm. âYou donât even know what youâre looking for.â
Your fingers curled into fists. âI know enough.â
His jaw ticked. âNo, you donât. Youâre grasping at straws, Eva.â
Your breath hitched at the way he said your nameâlow, like a warning. But you refused to let it shake you. âIf youâre not going to help me, then get out of my way.â
Mingyu let out a humorless chuckle, shaking his head. âYou donât get it, do you?â He stepped closer, closing the already suffocating space between them. âYou think youâre in control of this? That you can just walk in here, dig around, and what? Youâll find the truth? And then what, Eva?â His voice dropped lower, sharper. âWhat are you going to do with it?â
You exhaled through your nose, refusing to waver under his scrutiny. âIâll figure it out.â
âThatâs not good enough.â
âItâs all I have!â The words ripped from you, your voice raw, cracking at the edges.
For the first time, Mingyu stilled. His brows pulled together, his gaze flickering over your face like he was seeing something he hadnât before.
Mingyuâs breath came sharp, his chest rising and falling with restrained frustration. His fingers twitched at his sides like he was fighting the urge to grab you, shake some sense into you. But for the first time since walking into this room, he didnât have another sharp retort waiting on his tongue.
You had never begged for anything in your life.
And yet, here you wereâeyes burning, voice barely above a whisper, asking him for something he didnât even know how to give.
His throat bobbed. âEvaâŚâ
âPlease,â you repeated, voice steadier this time, but just as desperate. âI need to know.â
Mingyu clenched his jaw so tightly it ached. Because he didnât know. Because he didnât have the answers you were searching for. Because despite everythingâdespite knowing you were reckless and stubborn and walking a thin line that could break beneath you at any secondâhe didnât want to watch you shatter.
And yetâ
âThis isnât safe,â he muttered, running a hand through his hair, tension radiating off him in waves. âYou shouldnât be here. You shouldnât be doing this.â
Your lips parted, a bitter laugh escaping. âAnd yet, here you are. Stopping me instead of helping me.â
He exhaled sharply through his nose. âI donât even know what the fuck youâre looking for, Eva.â
You bit the inside of your cheek, turning back to the open drawer, the stacks of files blurred in her vision. âThen help me find out.â
Mingyu dragged a hand down his face. This was insanity. He was supposed to be protecting youâfrom people who wanted to hurt you, from threats lurking in the shadows. Not from yourself.
And yet, the way you were looking at him nowâlike he was the only lifeline you had leftâmade something in his resolve crack.
He cursed under his breath. âWe have five minutes.â
"Actually three. Three minutes before Jack turns the lights back on."
Mingyu let out a sharp breath, muttering another curse. âThree minutes? Are you fucking kidding me?â
You shot him a look before turning back to the drawers, your fingers trembling slightly as you yanked them open. âIf youâre not gonna help, at least donât waste my time.â
Mingyuâs jaw tightened, his broad frame blocking part of the dim light filtering through the cracked door. âI shouldnât be helping you at all.â
âAnd yet,â you snapped, rifling through the files, âyouâre still here.â
His glare burned into the side of your face, but you didnât stop. You couldnât. Pages flipped beneath you fingers, document after document, none of them the one youy needed.
Two minutes.
Mingyu exhaled sharply, then stepped closer, his hand brushing against the edge of a file as he scanned the labels. He wasnât even sure what the hell he was looking for.
âThis is insane,â he muttered under his breath.
You ignored him.
Thenâ
Her fingers stilled.
Project Dominion â Financial Records
Her heart lurched. This was it. The file Elais wanted.
One minute.
You yanked it out, barely breathing as she flipped through the contents. She didnât have time to process all of itâjust enough to confirm the details, the numbers, the undeniable proof of whatever her father was doing.Â
Mingyuâs voice cut through the haze. âEva, we have to go. Now.â
You hesitated. Just for a second.
His hand closed around your wristâmore rough than firm. âEva.â
Thirty seconds.
Your pulse roared in your ears as you shoved the file into your clutch.
Mingyu was already moving, pulling you toward the door.
Fifteen seconds.
You exhaled sharply, casting one last glance at the room before slipping out into the dark hallway.
And just as the door clicked shut behind themâ
The lights flickered back on.
Mingyu barely had time to process what was happening before you pulled out your phone and pressed it to your ear.
Her voice was steady, cold. âYes, I have it.â
He stiffened beside her, every muscle coiled tight. What the fuck was she doing?
You turned slightly, angling your body away as you listened. A pause. Then, your lips curled slightlyânot quite a smirk, not quite anything he could place. âTheyâll be in your inbox in ten.â
Mingyuâs patience snapped. âWhat the hell was that?â
Not your business.â
His teeth clenched. âLike hell it isnât. You just stole something, Eva. And now youâre making deals?â
âIâm handling it.â
âYouâreââ He let out a bitter laugh, running a hand down his face. âDo you even hear yourself?â
You rolled your eyes, already walking. âSave the lecture, bodyguard.â
He grabbed you againâthis time by the arm, turning her to face him. âYou think this is a game?â
Your breath hitched. âLet me go.â
He didnât. Not yet. His fingers pressed into the fabric of your dress, his expression dark. âTell me who was on the phone.â
Eva tilted her chin up. âI donât have to tell you anything.â
Silence crackled between them.
Then, after a long momentâ
Mingyu exhaled, jaw tight. âYou will if you want me to say quiet.â
---
You barely had time to breathe before Caro appeared at your side, slipping her arm through your's with a familiar easeâexcept this time, there was tension in the way her fingers curled around your wrist.
âThere you are,â Caro said, her voice light but edged with something sharper. âWhere the hell did you disappear to?â
You swallowed, forcing your expression into something unreadable. âJust needed some air.â
Caro hummed, unconvinced. âRight. Air.â
You glanced at her, only to find Caro already watching you, gaze searching. It made something twist uncomfortably in your chest.
Caro sighed, her grip loosening. âYou couldâve told me, you know.â
You stiffened. âTold you what?â
Caro let out a small, humorless laugh, looking away. âNever mind.â
The air between them thickened, heavy with words neither of them were saying.
Thenâ
âMs. Perezâ
A voice interrupted them. A manâone of her fatherâs associates, charming and slick, stepping in front of her with an outstretched hand. âCare to dance?â
You blinked, caught off guard. You hesitated, glancing at Caro for just a secondâ
And in that second, you saw it.
The way Caroâs expression fell, just slightly. The way her fingers twitched like she wanted to reach for you but thought better of it. The way something small and fragile inside her seemed to crack.
But Caro just smiled, the same way she always did, and stepped back.
âGo,â she said, voice soft, forcing brightness into it. âYou should.â
You hesitated.
But the man was already waiting, and the weight of the roomâthe expectations, the eyesâpushed you forward.
You let him take your hand.
And as you were wept away onto the dance floor, you caught one last glimpse of Caro, standing alone, her hands clasped in front of her, her smile frozen in place.
And it broke something in you, too.
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Seungcheol wasnât looking for her.
At least, thatâs what he told himself.
But his eyes still found Caroline across the ballroom, standing alone near the gilded columns, her expression carefully neutralâexcept for the way her fingers curled slightly into the fabric of her dress, like she was holding herself together.
His brows furrowed.
She looked⌠small. Smaller than usual.
He took a step forward, the instinct to go to herâsay something, anythingâtaking over before he could think twice.
And thenâ
âSeungcheol.â
A delicate hand curled around his wrist, stopping him.
Aurelia Graham.
She was smiling up at him, the kind of poised, practiced smile that belonged in rooms like this. âDance with me?â
He hesitated, his gaze flickering back to Caro. She still hadnât moved, still standing there with that unreadable look on her face.
Aurelia followed his line of sight, and something in her expression turned sharper, lips curving into something almost amused. âOh, Mr. Perez,â she tutted, leaning in slightly. âYou shouldnât waste your time.â
Seungcheolâs jaw tightened. âWhat?â
She gestured subtly in Caroâs direction, her voice dropping to a whisper just for him. âGirls like her⌠they donât belong here. And if you want to keep your reputation intact, youâd do well to remember that.â
A flash of anger surged through him.
His grip on Aurelia's hand almost loosenedâalmostâbut then, across the room, Caro shifted.
She had heard.
She had definitely heard.
Her shoulders tensed, and before she could stop herself, she curled inward just the slightest bitâshrinking, like she always did when the world around her reminded her that she was out of place.
Something inside him twisted.
Aurelia was still waiting for an answer, still standing too close, still looking at him like she expected him to agree.
And Caroâ
Caro was already looking away.
Aurelia barely had time to react before Seungcheol gently pulled his wrist from her grasp.
âPardon me, Ms. Graham,â he said smoothly, his tone polite but distantâfinal.
Then, before he could think better of it, he stepped past her and toward Caro.
Her head snapped up, eyes widening as he reached for her hand.
âIâd rather dance with the realest person in this room.â
Caro froze.
For a second, she just stared at him, her lips parting slightly like she wanted to say something but couldnât quite find the words.
Seungcheol didnât let go.
He felt the delicate hesitation in her fingers before, finally, slowly, she let him lead her to the dance floor.
Behind them, Aurelia scoffed, but he didnât care.
All he cared about was the way Caroâs palm felt in hisâthe way she looked at him, uncertain but something else, too. Something softer.
Something real.
Seungcheol led Caro to the center of the grand hall, where couples swayed in elegant synchronization beneath the shimmering chandeliers. The music swelled around them, slow and steady, as he placed a careful hand on her waist.
Caro hesitated, her fingers barely resting on his shoulder, like she wasnât sure she belonged hereâlike she wasnât sure he was sure.
âYou donât have to do this,â she murmured, voice barely above a whisper.
His grip on her tightened just slightly, just enough to ground her. âI want to.â
Caro swallowed, eyes flickering toward the people watching. She could feel themâfeel the weight of their gazes, the judgment, the whispers just barely out of reach.
But then Seungcheol moved, guiding her into the first step of the waltz, and suddenly it was just them.
Just the warmth of his touch, the quiet steadiness in his gaze, the way his presence wrapped around her like a shield against everything else.
âYou donât have to look so nervous,â he said, voice laced with the hint of a smile. âIâm not that bad of a dancer.â
A breath of laughter escaped her, quick and unguarded. âI know youâre not.â
âThen what is it?â
She hesitated. âTheyâre all staring.â
He hummed, glancing around briefly before meeting her eyes again. âLet them, Carrie.â
Caroâs heart lurched. That nickname always had that effect on her.
There was no hesitation in his voice, no second-guessing. He said it like it was easy. Like he had already made his choice and wasnât afraid of anyone knowing it.
The thought made her chest ache.
She lowered her gaze, focusing on the rhythm of their steps, the warmth of his hand in hers. The room blurred at the edges, the whispers fading into the music.
For the first time tonight, she allowed herself to exist in the moment.
And for the first time ever, she let herself wonderâjust for a secondâwhat it would be like if this wasnât temporary.
Caro let out a quiet breath as the waltz slowed, the music swelling into its final notes. Her fingers tightened slightly against Seungcheolâs shoulder, holding onto the moment just a little longer before reality could creep back in.
She looked up at him, her lips parting before she could stop herself. âThank you, Seungcheol.â
His eyes softened, the corners of his mouth twitching up like he meant every word before he even spoke them. âOf course,â he said simply. âYouâre my sisterâs best friend, after all.â
The words landed like a blow she hadnât braced for.
Caro barely managed to keep her expression from falling, but something in her chest pulled tight, something fragile and aching.
Right. Eva's best friend. Thatâs all she was to him.
She forced a smile, nodding as she stepped back, slipping her hand from his grasp before he could feel how cold her fingers had become.
âRight,â she echoed, voice quieter than before. âOf course.â
She took another step back, then another, until she was no longer in the center of the dance floorâno longer under his careful gaze.
Seungcheol furrowed his brows slightly, as if sensing the shift, but she didnât give him the chance to question it.
Because if she stayed any longer, she wasnât sure she could keep the hurt from showing.
And the last thing she wanted was for him to see it.
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No Saints Here | kmg



Pairing : bodyguard!mingyu x rich!reader
Genre : angst, romance, mystery
synopsis :
Some secrets are meant to stay buried. Some love stories were never meant to begin.
Evangeline Perez thought she buried the past along with her sister. But when whispers of the truth resurface, she finds herself tangled in a web of secrets, power, and deceptionâone that could cost her everything.
Mingyu is a complication she never asked for. Cold, relentless, and far too protective, heâs determined to keep her from chasing ghosts. But Eva has never been one to obey orders, and the deeper she digs, the harder it becomes to ignore the tension pulling them together.
Because some things refuse to stay in the dark.
And some hearts are doomed from the start.
CHAPTER FIVE
You could feel your fatherâs gaze searing into you the moment you stepped into the gala. The weight of his disapproval clung to you like a second skin, but you didnât falter. If anything, it only made your chin tilt higher, your steps slower, more deliberate. The emerald silk of your dress cascaded around you like liquid, the high slit cutting up your thigh in a way that made every glance linger a second too long.
A statement. A provocation.
As you approached, the murmur of the room shifted, voices dipping into hushed whispers. Your father stood tall, rigid in his finely pressed suit, his expression unreadableâbut the tension in his jaw spoke volumes. Beside him, your stepmother inhaled sharply, eyes widening as they raked over your attire in barely concealed horror.
âWhat on earth are you wearing?â she demanded, voice sharp enough to cut.
You barely spared you a glance. Instead, you met your fatherâs eyes, the ghost of a smirk playing on your lips. âDior.â
Your stepmother sputtered, visibly flustered, but you had already turned your attention back to your father. He hadnât spoken yet, hadnât moved. He was waiting.
So were you.
âFather.â
You acknowledged him with a slight bow of your head, the act one of forced respect rather than sincerity. The weight of his gaze didnât waver, his expression carved from stone. Around them, the whispers grew louder, hushed yet unmistakable, a symphony of judgment and curiosity.
Your stepmotherâs lips pressed into a thin line, her disapproval practically radiating off her in waves. âYouâre making a spectacle of yourself.â
You merely smiled, slow and deliberate. âIsnât that the point?â
Your father exhaled sharply through his nose, the only outward sign of irritation. He didnât need to raise his voiceâhis presence alone commanded obedience. âYou will behave tonight.â
You tilted your head, feigning innocence. âHave I done something wrong?â
His jaw ticked. âEva.â
You knew that tone. A warning. A reminder of the invisible leash he expected you to abide by.
"Have I, Father?" Your smirk curled at the edges, sharp and taunting. "Sure as hell, Iâm allowed to show a little more cleavage than my dear stepmother."
A scandalized gasp escaped from the woman in question, her manicured fingers clutching at her pearls like you had just spit in the champagne. Her fatherâs expression didnât waver, but you saw the shift in his postureâthe slight tightening of his fingers around his glass, the flicker of barely contained fury in his gaze.
âEnough.â His voice was low, even, but sharp enough to slice through the tension.
You just raised a brow, unbothered. "Youâre the one who wanted me here, Father. Did you expect me to play pretend and smile pretty?"
His jaw ticked, the silence between them stretching, suffocating.
And thenâ
A new voice entered the conversation.
âAh, Rafael, your daughter is quite⌠captivating this evening.â
Your stomach curled the moment you recognized it. Slow, deliberate, thick with a kind of amusement that felt like a hand sliding over your skin uninvited.
Victor Moreau.
One of your fatherâs most important business acquaintances. Old, powerful, andâmost of allâsomeone she wanted nothing to do with.
Moreau was past seventy, draped in a suit worth more than most people made in a year. His silver hair was neatly combed back, his thin mouth curling as he let his gaze linger on you for a second too long.
You barely resisted the urge to recoil. Instead, you steeled herself and took a slow sip of your champagne, not bothering to acknowledge him.
Your father, however, turned smoothly, his expression shifting into something far more amicable. âVictor,â he greeted, shaking the manâs hand. âI trust youâre enjoying the evening?â
âQuite,â Moreau said, though his focus remained solely on you. âYour daughter is certainly adding⌠intrigue to the event.â
Evaâs fingers tightened around the stem of her glass.
âIndeed,â your father said, voice neutral. Then, too casually, he gestured between them. âYou two havenât danced yet, have you?â
The champagne nearly soured in your stomach.
âNo, we havenât,â Moreau said, and his smile widened. âBut Iâd be honored.â
The requestâor rather, the commandâhung in the air.
You didnât move. Didnât blink. Instead, you set your glass down on the nearest tray with slow precision.
âIâm afraid Iâll have to decline,â you said smoothly. âItâs been a long day, and Iâm not in the mood for dancing.â
Your fatherâs eyes cut to you, dark and cold. âEva.â
You met his gaze head-on. âFather.â
Moreau chuckled under his breath, the sound deep and indulgent, like he found this all very amusing.
âOh, Rafael, donât trouble her if sheâs unwilling,â he said, though there was no real dismissal in his toneâjust the quiet confidence of a man who knew he wouldnât be denied.
Your father, predictably, smiled thinly. âNonsense,â he said, the edge of steel slipping into his voice. âEva would be delighted.â
Your pulse thrummed in your ears.
For a split second, you considered making a scene. Considered pushing back, loudly, in front of all these people, making it impossible for your father to save face.
But thenâ
âGo,â he said quietly, so that only you could hear. âOr weâll talk about this later.â
The unspoken threat wrapped around your throat like a noose.
You inhaled slowly, then turned back to Moreau, lips curving into something dangerously close to a smirk.
âWell, then,â you said, reaching for his extended hand with fingers you wished you could break. âShall we?â
Moreauâs grin widened as he led you toward the dance floor, his grip just a little too tight around yours.
As the music swelled and they began to move, Eva caught a familiar pair of eyes across the room.
Mingyu.
Watching. Waiting.
Your pulse skipped before you scoffed, turning your head away as Moreauâs hand pressed against your lower back.
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The moment Victor Moreauâs hand settled on your waist, you had to fight every instinct not to recoil. His grip was firm, fingers pressing just a fraction harder than necessary, a silent reminder of control. His other hand enveloped yoursâcool, dry, and practiced.
The orchestra swelled, the haunting melody of a waltz filling the room. You forced your muscles to relax as he led you into the first steps. You had danced this routine a thousand times, had perfected the effortless grace expected of someone in your position. And yet, every movement felt calculated, like walking a razorâs edge.
âYou dance beautifully,â Moreau murmured, his voice carrying that same unshakable confidence, as if your body belonged in his arms.
You smiled, the picture of composed elegance. âIâve had years of training.â
His eyes gleamed. âIt shows.â
They moved effortlessly through the dance floor, gliding between glittering chandeliers and murmuring onlookers. Moreau kept the pace steady, deliberate, ensuring you had no choice but to match him. You detested the way he controlled the rhythm, how he dictated every step.
But you played along, as you always did.
âYou remind me of your sister,â he mused suddenly, his thumb grazing the fabric of your dress as he guided her through a turn. âShe had the same fire in her eyes. Always so⌠resistant.â
Your stomach twisted.
âShe never let anyone control her,â you said coolly, her mask unwavering.
Moreau chuckled, low and knowing. âDid she?â
The insinuation curdled your blood, but before you could respond, he tilted his head, studying you with an almost paternal amusement. âYouâre quite the spectacle tonight, Evangeline. That dress, that defiance⌠Is this for someone in particular?â
Your lips curled. âDo you think I dress for anyone but myself?â
âI think,â Moreau mused, spinning you effortlessly, âthat you enjoy being watched.â
You didnât flinch. You didnât stiffen or falter. Instead, you let your smirk deepen, playing the game right back. âPerhaps. But not by you.â
Moreauâs grip on your waist tightened just a fraction. âCareful,â he murmured, a quiet warning laced beneath his amusement.
You tilted your head, eyes gleaming. âAlways.â
The waltz built to its crescendo, the final few steps unfolding with near-perfect precision. Moreauâs hand lingered just a moment too long as they reached the final movement, dipping you in a display that felt more like possession than dance.
You let him, if only to keep the facade. But the moment the music faded, you pulled back, slipping out of his grasp with practiced ease.
A smattering of applause rang through the hall. The next song was already beginningâa slower, smoother rhythmâand around them, partners shifted.
Eva turned to shift, to change the partners, but thenâ
A new hand clasped yours.
Firm. Familiar.
Her breath caught as she met a pair of dark, unreadable eyes.
Seungcheol.
For a second, neither of them moved.
Seungcheolâs grip was steady, his expression unreadable, but his jaw was tight, his stance just a little too rigid. Around them, the gala continued, a blur of silk and candlelight, of whispered conversations and lingering glances.
You wanted to pull away. Wanted to sneer, to turn your back and leave him standing there, but the weight of too many watching eyes forced her still.
You swallowed hard, then scoffed under your breath. âWell,â you muttered, sliding your hand into his reluctantly, âthis is unfortunate.â
Seungcheolâs eyes darkened. âAgreed.â
The orchestra swelled, and with a sharp inhale, you let him lead.
Dancing with Moreau had been calculated, a performance. But dancing with Seungcheolâ
It was something else entirely.
His grip was firm but not suffocating, his movements precise but not mechanical. He knew your rhythm, knew your footwork, matched you stride-for-stride as if theyâd done this a hundred times before. Which, of course, they had.
Once.
A long, long time ago.
Seungcheolâs palm pressed against the small of your back, guiding you through the first turn. Your fingers curled slightly in his grasp, resisting the instinct to hold tighter, to fall into old habits.
âFather must be pleased,â you murmured, voice light but sharp. âForcing his children to dance in front of his guests. What a charming display of unity.â
Seungcheolâs jaw flexed, his movements never faltering. âThis wasnât my choice.â
Your lips curved in something like amusement. âNo, I imagine it wasnât.â
They spun, their reflections gliding across polished marble floors, caught in the warm flicker of chandelier light.
Seungcheol exhaled sharply, gaze flickering downward before snapping back to yours. âThat dress,â he muttered.
You arched a brow. âWhat about it?â
His grip on your waist tightened, irritation flashing in his eyes. âYou know exactly what.â
You laughed, low and quiet. âAre you scandalized, big brother?â
Seungcheolâs gaze burned. âIâm not Father,â he said coldly. âI donât care how much of a show you put on tonight.â
You smirked, but the sharp sting in his words settled deep in her ribs. âOf course not.â
Silence.
The music continued, but the space between them was thick with something else, something heavier.
Seungcheol inhaled, his shoulders stiffening. âYou shouldnât be here.â
Your smirk faded.
âAnd yet, here I am,â you muttered.
He studied you, searching for something in your expression. âWhat are you doing, Eva?â His voice was quieter now, laced with something dangerously close to frustration. âDo you even know?â
Your pulse thrummed.
For a secondâjust a secondâsomething inside you wavered. The old Seungcheol was there, beneath the hardened exterior, beneath the disappointment, beneath the distance.
But then you blinked, and he was gone.
You exhaled through your nose, tilting your head. âDancing,â you said simply. âSame as you.â
Seungcheolâs eyes flashed. âIs that what you call it?â
You hummed. âCareful, brother. You sound concerned.â
âI am,â he snapped before he could stop himself. His grip on you tightened just slightly, like he wanted to shake some sense into you. âIf you werenât so damn stubborn, youâd seeââ
But he didnât finish.
Because suddenly, the music shifted, and around them, the dancers moved again, partners slipping away into new hands.
Seungcheol tensed, his fingers twitching as if debating whether to hold on.
You smiled. âLooks like weâre done here.â
And then, before he could respond, you let go.
Spinning effortlessly into the arms of someone new.
But not before catching the flicker of something unreadable in Seungcheolâs expression.
Something you refused to look too closely at.
Not now.
Not ever.
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Your fingers itched to pushâto see how far you could go before your father snapped.
But then, you felt it.
A presence.
Steady. Unmoving.
Your pulse skipped as you gaze flickered across the roomâuntil it landed on him.
Mingyu.
Watching. Waiting.
Something unreadable flickered behind his eyes, but you didnât give yours the chance to decipher it. Not now. You scoffed, grabbing a champagne flute from a passing tray. âEnjoy the gala, Father.â And with that, you downed the drink in one fluid motion, the burn searing down your throat as you turned on your heel.
The moment you stepped away, you pulled out your phone.
"Jack, now."
Your voice was steady. Controlled.
The line clicked. No response. Just silenceâuntilâ
The lights cut out.
Gasps rippled through the ballroom, sharp and panicked. The grand chandeliers flickered onceâtwiceâbefore plunging the entire hall into darkness. The music stuttered to a halt. Someone let out a startled yelp. Glass shattered somewhere in the distance.
You didnât stop moving.
You knew exactly how much time you hadâten seconds before the emergency lights kicked in.
Enough.
The surveillance cameras would have stopped recording.
You slipped through the crowd, your steps quick but measured, weaving between dazed guests and disoriented guards. The moment the emergency lighting flickered on, casting eerie golden hues against the chaos, you were already at the entrance of the hall.
Thenâ
"Miss Perez!"
A voice. Sharp. Commanding.
One of your fatherâs security guards.
You didnât flinch. You turned, letting the dim lighting cast an elegant shadow across your face, tilting your chin just soâjust enough to make your look like the perfect inconvenienced heiress.
"What the hell is going on?" you demanded, voice sharp, cutting through the disarray. "Fix it. Now."
The guard hesitated. "Weâre handling it, Miss, butâ"
You exhaled sharply. "Youâre not handling anything," you snapped. Then, you raised your voice, your next words calculated.
"Guards! Thereâs danger in the hall! Protect my family!"
It worked.
Years of obedience, of blind loyalty, of training not to questionâthey kicked in instantly.
The security team scattered, moving in unison toward the ballroom, toward the most important guests, leaving their posts undefended.
You didnât waste another second.
You turned on your heel and strode toward your fatherâs office.
The corridor was darker than the ballroom, the emergency lights casting long, eerie shadows across the lavish decor. The towering paintings of her ancestors loomed overhead, their oil-painted gazes watching.
You barely suppressed a scoff. Judgment, even from the grave.
Her steps were precise. Sure.
By the time she reached the heavy oak doors, her pulse was steady.
Two guards still stood at their post.
You hated improvising.
You didnât hesitate. Didnât break your stride. Instead, you let irritation seep into your tone as you barked, "Follow them!"
The guards hesitated.
A flicker of uncertainty. Thenâobedience.
They stepped aside. No one questioned you. They wouldnât dare.
You pushed open the door, slipping inside as it shut behind you.
Silence.
The office was eerily quietâonly the faintest sliver of moonlight streaming through the towering windows.
You exhaled.
You moved swiftly, your heels barely making a sound as you crossed the room.
You knew exactly where to look.
First drawer. Nothing. Second. Useless. Thirdâ
Bingo.
Your fatherâs scanner ID glinted under the soft light.
The key to his world.
You reached for itâ
Then stopped.
A noise.
The faintest shift in the air.
Evaâs breath hitched.
Someone was outside.
A shadow under the door.
Your pulse spiked.
Your fatherâs security was still busy dealing with the staged "threat"âwhich meant whoever was outside was not a guard.
You didnât have time to think.
Your gaze flickered toward the balcony doors.
Move.
You didnât hesitate. Slipping toward the glass doors, you flicked the latch and stepped onto the stone balcony, the cool night air biting at her skin.
You had seconds.
Your stomach twisted. You had to move.
You turned, gripping the balcony railingâ
And swung yourself over the edge.
The wind whipped against your skin, your fingers catching onto the stone ledge below. Pain shot up your arms, your muscles screaming in protest.
Donât look down.
The drop was a few stories. If you slippedâ
No.
You gritted your teeth and climbed, one hand over the other, shifting sideways along the ledge.
You needed an open window.
A few feet away, you spotted one.
You swung your leg forwardâkicked.
The glass cracked but didnât shatter.
You kicked again.
This time, it gave way.
You climbed inside, your heels hitting the marble floor in an empty, dimly lit hallway.
Footsteps.
Coming closer.
You straightened, smoothing the fabric of your dress. By the time the guards turned the corner, you looked bored. Annoyed. Completely unbothered.
"Miss Perez?"
One of them stepped forward.
You exhaled sharply, rolling your eyes. "For godâs sake, I stepped outside for fresh air and now half the security team is acting like I started a war."
The guard hesitated.
"We heard something breakâ"
You scoffed. "Yes. The champagne glass I dropped. Now, unless you want to explain to my father why youâre wasting your time on me instead of handling the blackout, I suggest you go."
A pause.
Thenâobedience.
"Of course, Miss Perez."
You didnât wait for them to leave. You strode past them, heading for the ballroom, the stolen scanner ID pressed against your skin.
Your father had no idea what was coming next.
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You exhaled sharply, your fingers curling around the stolen scanner ID.
The heavy weight of it in your palm sent a rush of triumph through your veins.
This was it.
One step closer.
You didnât allow yourself to revel in it for too long. Every second counted.
Tightening your grip, you turned swiftly and slipped back into the dimly lit corridor, your heels clicking softly against the marble floor. The security roomâthe one storing the classified filesâwas just down the hall.
You had mapped out every inch of this place long before tonight. You knew the route. The guards' shifts. The blind spots.
But knowing wasnât the same as executing.
Your heart pounded against your ribs as you moved.
One mistakeâone wrong stepâand you wouldnât just be caught. You'd be ruined.
You reached the end of the corridor. Left turn. Twelve steps. Second door on the right.
The security room.
The door loomed ahead, sleek and unmarked, blending seamlessly into the lavish architecture. To the untrained eye, it was nothing. But you weren't untrained. You knew exactly what lay beyond that door.
Everything.
Steadying your breath, she pulled out the scanner ID and swiped it against the panel.
A soft beep.
Thenâ
The lock clicked open.
You slipped inside, shutting the door behind you in one fluid motion.
The room was small, cold, illuminated by the soft glow of multiple screens. Security monitors flickered in real-timeâor they would have, had Jack not killed the feeds.
You exhaled. Good. That gave you more time.
You didnât hesitate. The air inside was cold, humming with the soft buzz of the security system. Floor-to-ceiling shelves loomed before you, towering rows of locked drawers, classified documents, secrets buried beneath dust and metal.
You had minutes.
Moving quickly, you scanned the labels, your fingers trailing over the sleek surfaces. Come on. Where are you?
Your pulse pounded in your ears as you flipped through filesâfaster, more desperate with each passing second. You couldnât leave empty-handed.
Thenâ
A presence.
The hairs on the back of her neck rose.
The dim light from the doorway vanishedâblocked by something large, unmoving.
You knew before you even turned.
The voice that followed sent ice through your veins.
âTell me youâre not this fucking stupid.â
Mingyu.
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(a/n) : I am so scared for this chapter that I think I delayed it too long..I think I went a little too overboard with the 'action' HELP
#kpop ff#bodyguard romance#kpop fanfic#seventeen ff#mingyu ff#seventeen angst#scoups ff#seventeen smut#mingyu x reader#seventeen x reader
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No Saints Here | MASTERLIST

Pairing : bodyguard!mingyu x rich!reader
Genre : angst, romance, mystery
Synopsis :
Some secrets are meant to stay buried. Some love stories were never meant to begin.
Evangeline Perez thought she buried the past along with her sister. But when whispers of the truth resurface, she finds herself tangled in a web of secrets, power, and deceptionâone that could cost her everything.
Mingyu is a complication she never asked for. Cold, relentless, and far too protective, heâs determined to keep her from chasing ghosts. But Eva has never been one to obey orders, and the deeper she digs, the harder it becomes to ignore the tension pulling them together.
Because some things refuse to stay in the dark.
And some hearts are doomed from the start.
[a/n] : mood board is from Pinterest! I think the proper credit goes to @Lkucky on telegram!
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[1] CHAPTER ONE
the one where it all begins
[2] CHAPTER TWO
the one where you can't take it any longer
[3] CHAPTER THREE
the one with the blackmail
[4] CHAPTER FOUR
the one with all the controlling
[5] CHAPTER FIVE
the one with the change
[6] CHAPTER SIX
the one with the confusion
[7] CHAPTER SEVEN
the one with the scare
[8] CHAPTER EIGHT
coming soon!
#kpop ff#bodyguard romance#kpop fanfic#seventeen ff#mingyu ff#scoups ff#seventeen angst#mingyu x reader#seventeen x reader#seventeen smut
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Pairing : bodyguard!mingyu x rich!reader
Genre : angst, romance, mystery
synopsis :
Some secrets are meant to stay buried. Some love stories were never meant to begin.
Evangeline Perez thought she buried the past along with her sister. But when whispers of the truth resurface, she finds herself tangled in a web of secrets, power, and deceptionâone that could cost her everything.
Mingyu is a complication she never asked for. Cold, relentless, and far too protective, heâs determined to keep her from chasing ghosts. But Eva has never been one to obey orders, and the deeper she digs, the harder it becomes to ignore the tension pulling them together.
Because some things refuse to stay in the dark.
And some hearts are doomed from the start.
CHAPTER FOUR
Mingyuâs voice was sharp, irritated. âWhat the hell?â
Caro winced, stepping back from the door like it might bite her. âUh. So. Funny storyââ
âCaro.â His tone was flat. Deadly.
She cleared her throat. ââI think this might not be the room we intendedââ
A pause. Then a much calmer, much more unimpressed voice spoke from inside.
âCaroline.â
Caro squeezed her eyes shut. âYes?â
âWhat. Room. Is. This.â
She let out a small, nervous laugh. âWell. So, funny thing⌠this isâuhâSeungcheolâs room.â
A beat of silence.
Then Seungcheol, sounding utterly unimpressed, drawled, âYou two want to tell me why Iâm locked in my own room?â
Caro glanced at the door like it might give her an answer. âUm. Not particularly?â
Mingyuâs voice was ice. âOpen the door.â
âRight! So, about that,â Caro started, clasping her hands together. âI actually, uh⌠canât.â
Another pause. Then Mingyu, voice dangerously quiet: âCaro.â
She cleared her throat. âItâs kind of⌠locked.â
âNo shit.â
âFrom the outside.â
Mingyuâs silence was somehow worse than his yelling.
Seungcheol sighed. âAnd Iâm guessing youâre the only one who can unlock it?â
Caro rocked on her heels. âTechnically⌠no?â
âCarrie.â
âOkay, yes,â she admitted quickly, heart pounding. âBut Iâll open it eventually! I just⌠need you guys to chill for a bit.â
âChill?â Mingyu repeated, his disbelief palpable. âYou locked us in here.â
âYes, but in my defense, itâs, uh, cozy?â She cringed. âAnd, you know, could be worse! Couldâve been a closet.â
Seungcheol sighed again, and Caro could just picture him pinching the bridge of his nose. âHow long are we stuck in here?â
She hesitated. âNot long!â
Mingyuâs patience was clearly running out. âDefine ânot long.ââ
Caro coughed. âA little while.â
Silence.
Then Seungcheolâs voice, slower now, more observant. âThis isnât just you being an idiot, is it?â
Caro gasped, clutching her chest. âWow. Rude.â
But Seungcheol wasnât buying it. âYouâre stalling.â
Mingyu caught on immediately. âWho are you covering for?â
âNo one!â
âCaro.â
She groaned. âWhy do you both say my name like that?â
Seungcheol ignored her. âEva put you up to this?â
âNo!â she said too quickly.
Mingyuâs frustration grew. âCaro, open the damn door.â
âLook, itâs fine! No oneâs dying, no oneâsââ
âYet,â Seungcheol muttered.
Caro rolled her eyes. âOkay, drama king.â
âYouâre the one holding us hostage,â he pointed out.
ââHostageâ is such a strong word,â she said, crossing her arms. âI prefer âunexpected quality time.ââ
Seungcheol let out a dry chuckle. âIs that what this is?â
âYes,â she declared. âThink about it. Whenâs the last time we had a nice, uninterrupted conversation?â
Mingyu scoffed. âThis isnât a conversation, itâs an interrogation.â
âSemantics.â She waved him off. âWe can talk about anything! Feelings, childhood trauma, our biggest fearsââ
Mingyu sighed. âYouâre so annoying.â
Caro scowled. âOkay, I think weâve bonded enough.â
Mingyu crossed his arms. âThen unlock the door.â
She hesitated.
Seungcheol caught it immediately. His voice was quieter now, lower. âYou canât, can you?â
Caro swallowed.
He wasnât mad. Not yet. Just⌠watching her. Waiting.
She forced a smile. âOf course I can.â
Seungcheol held her gaze. âThen do it.â
A beat of silence.
Caro slowly turned toward the door, hand hovering over the lock.
Then, she grinned and stepped back. âNah.â
Mingyu groaned. âI swear to Godââ
Seungcheol let out a quiet laugh, shaking his head. âUnbelievable.â
Caro shrugged. âMight as well get comfortable.â
Mingyu muttered something under his breath. Seungcheol just watched her with that unreadable expression, something almost amusedâcuriousâlingering in his gaze.
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You sat at the dinner table, your fork idly poking at the food on your plate. The tension in the room sat heavy, thick enough to choke on. Across from you, your father scrolled through his phone, uninterested, while your step mother carefully sliced into her food, each movement precise, controlled.
The silence stretched.
âSo,â your step mother finally said, lifting her gaze. âWhere were you today?â
You barely blinked. âOut.â
Your father sighed, still not looking up. âMust you always be so difficult?â
Your jaw tightened. âMust you always ask questions you donât actually care about the answers to?â
Your step mother exhaled through her nose. âEva.â
You just shoved a bite of food into your mouth, chewing slowly, deliberately, like you weren't already done with this entire conversation.
Her father finally put his phone down, rubbing his temples. âThis attitude of yoursââ
ââis completely warranted,â you interrupted. âLetâs not pretend otherwise.â
Your step mother shot her a warning look, but you were past caring. You weren't in the mood to play whatever game they were trying to rope you into tonight.
The meal continued in near silence, the occasional clinking of silverware the only sound.
Eventually, your step mother placed her napkin on the table, the universal sign that dinner was officially over. âI donât know why you insist on making things so difficult for yourself,â she murmured before standing.
You didnât reply. Didnât look up.
A moment later, your father followed suit, and just like that, you were alone.
You exhaled, pressing your fingers to your temples.
Then, you stood, chair scraping softly against the floor as you turned to leave.
You didnât make it far.
Seungcheol stepped into your path, arms crossed, gaze sharp.
You stilled. âMove.â
He didnât. âWhat are you doing?â
Your brow furrowed. âWhat?â
His jaw tightened. âEvangeline, whatever youâre planningââ
âDonât,â you cut in, voice sharper now.
He exhaled, pinching the bridge of his nose. âYou donât get it, do you?â
âI get that you think you know everything,â you shot back. âThat you think you have some right toââ
âIâm trying to protect you.â
You scoffed. âProtect me?â you shook your head, lips curling. âYouâre just like them.â
Seungcheolâs expression darkened, but you were already brushing past him, ignoring the way his hand twitched like he wanted to grab you, stop you.
You didnât stop until you reached your room, yanking open the door and stepping inside.
You barely had time to exhale before you heard the door click shut behind you.
You froze.
A presence loomed near, heavy and unmistakable.
âWhere were you?â
His voice was low. Rough.
You turned, already rolling your eyes. âUgh, fuck offâdonât you start now.â
Mingyu didnât move from where he stood, just inside your room, broad shoulders stiff, jaw clenched tight. He looked like he was holding himself together by a thread.
âIâm serious, Eva.â
You scoffed. âYeah? And?â
âAnd if you ever pull that shit again, I will make sure you donât step one foot outside without me knowing.â
You bristled. âExcuse me?â
Mingyuâs eyes darkened. âYou heard me.â
A slow, heated silence stretched between them.
You tilted your chin up defiantly. âI donât need a babysitter.â
He stepped closer.
Not enough to touch, but enough to make you feel caged in.
âNo,â he murmured. âWhat you need is to stop acting like youâre untouchable.â
Your breath hitched.
Mingyu caught it. His gaze flickeredâsomething unreadable passing through his features before he schooled them back into steel.
âIâm here now,â he said. âEvery second. Wherever you go, I go.â
Your pulse hammered in your throat.
It shouldnât feel like a promise.
It shouldnât make you shiver.
âYouâre overreacting.â
Mingyuâs gaze didnât waver. âAnd youâre underestimating how much I mean it when I say youâre not doing this again.â
You scoffed. âOr what?â
His jaw flexed, a muscle ticking, like he was biting back something sharper.
Then, quietlyâdangerouslyâhe said, âTry me.â
Your breath caught.
You hated this. Hated the way he got under your skin. Hated the way he made you feel seen when you didnât want to be.
So you rolled your eyes, shoved past him, and made for the door.
But right as you reached for the handle, his voice stopped you cold.
âNext time, I wonât ask.â
You didnât turn around. Didnât trust herself to.
Instead, you scoffed, pushed open the door, and walked out.
Because staying any longer?
That would be a mistake.
----
The office smelled like old leather and expensive whiskey. A fire burned low in the grand fireplace, casting flickering shadows over the bookshelves lining the walls. Elias sat stiffly in the chair across from his fatherâs desk, fingers drumming against his knee. The silence stretched between them, thick and expectant.
His fatherâever composed, ever unreadableâpoured himself a drink, the ice clinking softly against the glass. He didnât offer Elias one.
Elias exhaled through his nose. âSheâs stalling.â
His father took a slow sip, eyes sharp beneath the dim lighting. âOf course she is.â
Eliasâs jaw ticked. âIâm handling it.â
A quiet hum. âAre you?â
Elias straightened. âShe doesnât have a choice. Sheâll do it.â
His father set his drink down, the sound deliberate. âYouâre assuming sheâs as weak as you need her to be.â
Eliasâs fingers curled into fists. âSheâs not weak. She just doesnât know how this ends if she doesnât cooperate.â
His father tilted his head, studying him. âAnd do you?â
The question sent something cold slithering down Eliasâs spine.
âSheâll finish the job,â he said, voice controlled. âIâll make sure of it.â
His father leaned back in his chair, gaze calculating. âGood,â he said simply. Then, after a pause, âShe reminds me of her.â
Eliasâs throat tightened. âSheâs nothing like her.â
His father gave him a slow, knowing smile. âThatâs what you keep telling yourself.â
The words settled like lead in Eliasâs chest. He clenched his jaw and looked away.
Outside, the wind howled against the windows. Inside, his father watched him, patient as ever.
Waiting.
-----
Your grip on her phone tightened as you stood near the dimly lit window, you voice steady despite the weight pressing against your chest.
âIâll do it at the gala this weekend. Yes, Iâm sure, Elias.â
There was a pause on the other end, then a quiet hum of approval. âGood. Thatâs the best time. Everyone will be too distracted.â
You exhaled slowly. You hated how easily he spoke about this, like it was just another business transaction. Like it wasnât your own company you were about to betray.
âMake sure youâre not followed,â Elias continued. âGet in, get out. No mistakes.â
No mistakes. Easy to say when he wasnât the one risking everything.
âIâll handle it,â you muttered, hanging up before he could say anything else.
You barely had time to gather yourself before a voice cut through the silence.
âYouâre going to handle what?â
Your stomach twisted. You turned around sharplyâMingyu stood in the doorway, arms crossed, eyes locked onto you like a predator cornering its prey.
You forced your expression into something neutral. âNone of your business.â
He stepped forward. âSee, thatâs where youâre wrong.â His tone was low, firm. âYouâve been acting off for weeks. And now youâre standing here, whispering on the phone about doing something at the gala?â His jaw tightened. âTry again.â
You squared your shoulders, refusing to back down. âYouâre my bodyguard, Mingyu. Stay in your lane.â
His nostrils flared, frustration creeping into his features. âMy lane? My lane is making sure you donât do something reckless.â He took another step closer, voice sharper now. âIf you think I havenât noticed, youâre wrong. You disappear, you lie, you get defensive when I ask simple questions.â His eyes darkened. âSo tell me, Evangelineâwhat the hell are you planning?â
Your heartbeat pounded in your ears.
You wanted to tell him to back off. You wanted to push past him and pretend none of this was happening.
But Mingyu wasnât letting her go that easily.
You let out a sharp, humorless laugh. âYouâre so goddamn nosy.â You folded your arms, glaring at him. âIs this what you do all day? Lurk around corners, waiting for me to say something you donât like?â
Mingyuâs jaw tightened, but he didnât back down. âI do my job.â
âWell, do it better,â you snapped. âI donât need you breathing down my neck every second, analyzing my every move like Iâm some kind ofââ
âSome kind of what?â His voice cut through yours, low and warning. âA liability?â He took another step closer, and suddenly he was too closeâtowering over you, heat radiating from where he stood. âBecause thatâs exactly how youâre acting.â
Your pulse hammered against your ribs. âOh, fuck off, Mingyu.â
He exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair, but his patience was razor-thin. âYou think this is a joke? You think I like chasing you around, watching you make reckless decisions when Iâm the one who has to keep you alive?â
Your fists clenched. âI didnât ask you to.â
Mingyu stilled.
The air in the room thickened.
He let out a slow breath, eyes narrowing. âSay that again.â
Your stomach twisted, but you lifted your chin. âI didnât ask you to,â you repeated, voice quieter but just as sharp. âYou donât have to be here, Mingyu. If itâs so exhausting, just leave.â
Mingyu let out a bitter laugh, shaking his head. âYou think itâs that simple?â His voice lowered, rough with frustration. âYou think I can just walk away and let you self-destruct?â He scoffed. âYouâre a goddamn headache, Eva, but that doesnât mean Iâm going to let you get yourself killed.â
âIâm not some helpless idiot who needs saving,â you shot back.
His eyes darkened. âThen stop acting like one.â
That one hit.
Your nails dug into your palms, anger mixing with something elseâsomething you didnât want to name.
You hated this. Hated how he saw through you, how he pushed and pushed until you had nothing left to hide behind.
You opened your mouth, ready to snap back, to say something that would make him let this goâ
But Mingyu was faster.
His voice dropped, quiet but firm. âI donât know what youâre planning, but it stops now.â His gaze burned into yours. âWhatever the hell youâre doing at the galaâyouâre not doing it alone.â
Your breath caught.
You wanted to argue. You needed to argue.
You exhaled sharply, dragging a hand through your hair. âI told you to drop it.â
Mingyu didnât move. His gaze stayed locked on you, dark and unrelenting. âAnd I told you to answer me.â
You scoffed, shaking your head. âYouâre so fucking stubborn.â
âSo are you.â His voice was edged with something rough, something dangerously close to concern. âWhere were you?â
You turned your back to him. âNone of your business.â
Mingyuâs jaw clenched. âYou are my business.â
You froze. Just for a second. Then you let out a bitter laugh and spun back around, shoving at his chest. âNo, Iâm not.â
Mingyu barely stepped back. âEvaââ
âNo,â you snapped, shoving him again, harder this time. âYouâre my bodyguard, Mingyu. Thatâs it. You donât get to stand here and act like you have any fucking say in my choices.â
His hands curled into fists at his sides. âWhen your choices get you killed, I do.â
You let out a sharp, humorless laugh. âThatâs cute. You think you can stop me?â
Mingyuâs patience snapped. âYou think this is a fucking game?â His voice was low now, furious. âYou think I donât see what youâre doing? Running around behind everyoneâs backs, taking risks you shouldnâtââ
âOh, I shouldnât?â Your eyes flashed. âAnd what about you, huh? Youâre always right there, always watching, always waiting to catch meâlike I need you.â
His expression hardened. âMaybe you do.â
You inhaled sharply, something cold curling in your chest.
No.
No, you couldnât let himâ
Your hands were shaking. Your clenched them into fists, stepping back, forcing distance between them. âGo to hell.âÂ
Mingyu stood there, staring at the door, his jaw clenched so tight it ached.
He exhaled sharply, dragging a hand down his face. Go to hell.
You had slammed the door in his face. Shut him out. Again.
His fingers curled into a fist at his side. He could still feel the ghost of your warmth where heâd grabbed your wrist, the way you had ripped herself away, like his touch burned you.
Like he burned you.
He should walk away. He should let it go.
But fuckâhe couldnât.
With a low curse, he took a step closer, pressing his palm flat against the door. âEva.â
Silence.
He let out a slow breath. âI know youâre still standing there.â
More silence. Then, muffled, from the other sideâ
âGo away, Mingyu.â
His patience snapped. âNot happening.â
Still, nothing.
His voice dropped lower, rougher. âIâm going to be here. Every second. Every goddamn moment. So get used to it.â
A beat. Then, quieter, your voice came through the door, sharp but unsteady. âI donât want you here.â
Mingyu exhaled, his fingers curling against the wood. âToo bad.â
More silence. Then, after what felt like foreverâ
Soft footsteps. A shift of movement.
And thenâ
The click of the lock turning.
Mingyuâs breath caught.
But the door never opened.
And you never let him in.
-----
Caro let out a dramatic sigh, running her fingers over the delicate fabric of a blush-colored gown. âI donât know how we find ourselves here every few days. Do you always need new dresses for every event?â
You, seated on the velvet ottoman, barely looked up from your phone. âYes.â
Caro scoffed. âThat wasnât even a real answer.â
You smirked, finally glancing up. âSure it was.â
Caro rolled her eyes, reaching for another gown, holding it up against herself. âOkay, but do you ever justâoh, I donât knowârewear things like a normal person?â
You hummed. âI could. But whereâs the fun in that?â
Caro groaned, tossing the dress back on the rack. âYouâre insufferable.â
You tilted your head. âAnd yet, youâre still here.â
Caro huffed, folding her arms. âBecause someone has to make sure you donât pick something so expensive it comes with its own security detail.â
You let out a soft laugh, standing and running your fingers over a sleek, black number. The fabric was smooth beneath your touch, the kind of dress that clung in all the right places.
Caro studied her for a moment before speaking. âSoâŚâ
You arched a brow. âSo?â
Caro hesitated, then sighed. âAre we going to talk about the fact that youâve been acting even more suspicious than usual?â
You turned back to the dresses. âNo.â
Caro groaned. âEva.â
You sighed, finally meeting her gaze. âItâs fine, Caro.â
Caro narrowed her eyes. âThatâs exactly what someone who is not fine would say.â
You rolled your eyes, grabbing a dress and shoving it into Caroâs arms. âHere. Make yourself useful and help me zip this.â
Caro took the dress but didnât drop it. Instead, she studied you carefully. âYou know you can talk to me, right?â
You hesitated for only a fraction of a second. Thenâ
A practiced, easy smirk. âObviously. But right now, I just need a dress.â
Caro didnât look convinced. But she didnât push. Instead, she just sighed, shaking her head as she followed you into the dressing room.
And as the door clicked shut behind them, you exhaled, just a little too quietly.Â
Caro raised a brow as she leaned against the dressing room wall, arms crossed.
âI need a statementâyou know how your dad is about galas. Specifically the ones heâs hosting.â
You, halfway through unzipping the dress you were trying on, let out a dry laugh. âOh, I definitely know.â
Caro sighed. âHeâs going to expect something from you. A speech, a perfectly rehearsed smile, the usual.â
You turned, meeting Caroâs gaze in the mirror. âAnd?â
Caro gave you a pointed look. âAnd you canât just breeze through this one. Youâve been distracted, Eva.â
Your jaw tightened as you turned away, tugging the fabric over your shoulders. âIâll handle it.â
Caro hesitated, then said, softer, âYou donât have to handle everything alone.â
You stilled for just a second before shaking your head, your voice clipped. âI said Iâll handle it.â
Caro sighed but didnât push. âFine. But at least try not to piss off your dad before the event even starts.â
You smirked, glancing over your shoulder. âNo promises. How do we feel about this?"
Caro tilted her head, lips pursing as she gave you a slow once-over. âWell, if the goal is to piss off your dad and brother, then congratulations, youâve outdone yourself.â
You smirked, turning slightly to examine the deep slit in the mirror. âYou think itâs too much?â
Caro snorted. âOh, absolutely. But thatâs kind of the point, isnât it?â
You hummed, running a hand down the silky emerald fabric. It clung in all the right places, the thigh-high slit leaving little to the imagination. It was bold. Defiant. Everything you weren't supposed to be.
Caro leaned in, lowering her voice. âYou sure you wanna give your dad an aneurysm and have Mingyu go into cardiac arrest in one night?â
Your smirk widened, but something in your chest tightened. âMingyuâs job is to watch my back, not my legs.â
Caro rolled her eyes. âRight. Because that man doesnât have eyes.â
You turned away, dismissing it with a wave. âItâs just a dress.â
âUh-huh.â Caro crossed her arms, unimpressed. âYouâre playing with fire.â
Your met her gaze in the mirror, something unreadable flickering behind your eyes. âGood.â
Because fire was the only thing that ever burned her father.
And maybe, just maybe, she wanted to watch it all burn.
---
(A/N)
HELLO GUYS AFTER SO MANY DAYS! exam season hit, and updating was very hard amidst that but I made it! if you have made it here, I am so happy that you waited for me! I promise to be more consistent!
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No Saints Here | kmg



Pairing : bodyguard!mingyu x rich!reader
Genre : angst, romance, mystery
synopsis :
Some secrets are meant to stay buried. Some love stories were never meant to begin.
Evangeline Perez thought she buried the past along with her sister. But when whispers of the truth resurface, she finds herself tangled in a web of secrets, power, and deceptionâone that could cost her everything.
Mingyu is a complication she never asked for. Cold, relentless, and far too protective, heâs determined to keep her from chasing ghosts. But Eva has never been one to obey orders, and the deeper she digs, the harder it becomes to ignore the tension pulling them together.
Because some things refuse to stay in the dark.
And some hearts are doomed from the start.
CHAPTER THREE
"Youâre too tense," Lia had said, her voice laced with amusement as she stirred her coffee. "You act like the world is resting on your shoulders all the time."
Mingyu exhaled sharply, leaning back in his seat. "Because it is."
Lia rolled her eyes. "Dramatic much?"
He smirked but said nothing. She always saw through him, no matter how much he tried to keep his walls up.
"You should let yourself breathe once in a while, Mingyu."
He scoffed. "Says the woman who never takes a break."
Lia hummed, tapping her fingers against her mug. "Maybe. But I have my reasons."
There was something wistful in her tone, something almost unspoken. Mingyu had wanted to ask, but he didnât.
Instead, he just watched as she glanced out the window, her gaze distant.
"Sometimes, we donât have all the time we think we do," she murmured, almost to herself.
He slowly opened his eyes, pushing the memory down before it could swallow him whole. It had been happening more latelyâLia slipping into his thoughts uninvited, her voice whispering between the cracks of his mind.
Mingyu let out a quiet breath, forcing his focus outward. Thatâs when he saw you.
Standing a few meters ahead, deep in conversation with Caro.
His stomach twisted.
The resemblance was uncanny. The same sharp gaze, the same delicate bone structure, the same damn eyes. But thatâs where the similarities ended. Lia had carried a quiet sadness, the kind that settled into the corners of her smile. You, on the other hand, held yourself like you had nothing to lose. As if you were ready to fight the world before it could take anything from you.
And yet⌠something about you felt familiar. Not in the way you looked, but in the way you existed. Like a puzzle piece he didnât realize he had lost.
Mingyu clenched his jaw. It was ridiculous. You werenât her.
And yet, for reasons he couldnât quite name, he couldnât look away.
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âSo, Iâm meeting Elias for lunch today.â You keep your voice low, barely above a whisper. Caro groans, her face twisting in frustration. âYouâre actually going through with this?â You cross your arms. âOf course, Caro. I need to know why my family is so hell-bent on keeping me away from him. Like they suddenly give a damn about me.â Your voice hardens. âI need to understand why they sent Mingyu after me like some damn attack dogâwith a gun, no less.â Caro sighs, dropping onto a nearby bench, picking at her waffles. âThis isnât going to end well.â You exhale, rubbing your temples. âI know. But I donât have a choice. I canât just sit around and do nothing.â Caro looks at you, unimpressed. âThereâs a difference between doing nothing and running straight into a burning building.â You scoff. âThen I guess Iâll find out how bad the fire really is.â She glares. âThatâs not funny.â
You shrug, but the truth is, none of this feels funny. None of this feels like something you can just brush off. Thereâs something deeper, something no one is telling you. Caro leans forward, her voice quieter now. âAnd what if Elias is exactly who they say he is? What if theyâre actually trying to protect you?â You pause for half a second before shaking your head. âThen they shouldâve told me the truth instead of playing these games.â Caro chews on her bottom lip, staring at you for a moment. âYouâre really not gonna let this go, are you?â âNo.â
She exhales heavily, tossing the rest of her waffle into the container. âAlright. If youâre gonna do this, at least be smart. Meet him somewhere public, text me the location, and for the love of God, do not go anywhere alone with him.â A smirk tugs at your lips. âYou sound like my babysitter.â âI sound like the only sane person in your life,â she corrects. âAnd what about Mingyu?â "That is one thing I need your help with." You look at her pleadingly.
Caro throws her head back with an exaggerated groan. âYou have actually lost your mind.â
You clasp your hands together in a pleading gesture. âItâs just thirty minutes, Caro. You donât even have to do muchâjust keep him busy.â
She levels you with an incredulous look. âKeep Mingyu busy? The same guy who stormed in like a damn action movie villain? Yeah, sure. Let me just ask him about his favorite rom-coms and hope he forgets about murder.â
You sigh. âYouâre being dramatic.â
âNo, youâre being reckless,â she snaps, pointing a fork at you. âYouâre walking straight into a trap, and now you want me to babysit the guy whoâs probably plotting ten different ways to take out Elias as we speak.â
âCaro.â You look at her, your expression softening. âI wouldnât ask if I had another option.â
She presses her lips together, shaking her head. âI hate you.â
âI love you.â You flash her your best hopeful smile.
She exhales sharply. âYou owe me so much for this.â
âIâll buy you coffee for a week.â
âTry a month.â
You bite back a groan. âFine. A month.â
You sigh, running a hand through your hair. "Look, I just need a distraction. Take him for coffee, pretend you have some urgent favor to ask him, I donât knowâflirt a little."
Caro chokes on absolutely nothing. "Excuse me?"
You resist a smirk. "Oh, come on, youâve flirted with worse."
Her glare sharpens. "First of all, rude. Second of all, I would rather die than flirt with Mingyu. Third, he would see through me in ten seconds."
"Not if youâre convincing enough," you argue. "Youâre a great liar when you want to be."
"Gee, thanks," she deadpans.
You huff. âIâll figure something out.â
âYou better.â She stabs her waffle with unnecessary force. âBecause if this goes wrong, you know heâll take it out on me.â
âI wonât let that happen.â
Caro lets out a dry laugh. âRight. Because youâll be so available to save me while youâre having lunch with the guy everyone keeps warning you about.â
You wince. âOkay, fair point.â
She shakes her head, muttering under her breath. Then she looks up at you, her expression more serious. âEva, are you sure about this? Like, really sure?â
You hesitate, just for a second. Then you nod. âI need to do this, Caro. I need answers.â
Caro exhales, rubbing her temples. âFine. But if I die because of your dumbass plan, Iâm coming back to haunt you.â
You grin. âNoted.â
---
Caro peeked into the living room and instantly regretted it.
Mingyu was standing by the window, arms crossed, exuding a level of intensity that made her insides shrivel. He looked like the main character of some noir filmâbrooding, mysterious, and very much not someone she should be bothering right now.
She could leave. She should leave.
Instead, she made the absolute worst decision and cleared her throatâway too loudly.
Mingyu turned, dark eyes landing on her.
Caro froze. âUh. Hi.â
Mingyu just raised an eyebrow.
She pointed vaguely behind her. âI was justâuhâwalking. Past. And then I thought, âHey, why notâŚuhâŚcheck if the air is good in here?ââ
Silence.
Eva, hidden behind the doorway, slowly dragged a hand down her face.
Mingyu just stared. âThe air?â
âY-yeah.â Caro nodded way too fast. âYou know, like, sometimes different rooms have differentâŚair qualities?â
Oh God. What was she even saying?
Mingyu blinked. âRight.â
Caro coughed and shuffled further into the room, trying to act normal but failing miserably by walking like a malfunctioning robot. âSoooâŚâ she dragged out, flopping onto the couch. âDo youâŚuhâŚdo this often?â
Mingyu looked at her like she was an unsolvable puzzle. âDo what?â
âLurk. Stand around. Look like youâre plotting a murder.â
Mingyu exhaled sharply, shaking his head. âIâm not lurking.â
Caro squinted at him. âYou totally are.â
He didnât reply.
She tapped her fingers on her knee, forcing herself not to fidget. âSooo, uh, what are you doing? Like, actually?â
Mingyu turned back toward the window. âKeeping an eye on things.â
âVague.â
Silence.
You pressed both palms to your face. This was physically painful to witness.
Caro shifted in her seat. âYou know, Iâuhâused to think you were scary,â she blurted out.
Mingyu glanced at her. âUsed to?â
Caro let out a nervous laugh. âYeah. But now I think youâre justâŚuhâŚveryâŚserious?â
Mingyu didnât react.
She tugged at the hem of her hoodie. âWhich is totally fine! Nothing wrong with being serious. I mean, Iâm serious. Well, not that serious. But like, sometimes I can be. But not in a broody way, more in a âwow, she really overthinks everythingâ way, which is honestly worse, because then I start spiraling andââ
Mingyu pinched the bridge of his nose. âAre you always like this?â
Caro snapped her mouth shut. âLike what?â
âThis.â He gestured vaguely at her.
She blinked. âUm. Yeah. Kinda.â
Mingyu exhaled. âGreat.â
You clenched your jaw. This is taking too long.
Caro, seemingly oblivious to your growing impatience, straightened. âWell, since weâre, uh, talking, I have a question.â
Mingyu gave her a look that screamed do I have a choice?
Before he could answer, Caro suddenly perked up like she just had the best idea in the world. âWait! Actually, come with me for a second.â
Mingyu frowned. âWhy?â
She waved a hand dismissively. âItâs important.â
He stared at her, unimpressed.
You could feel the plan crumbling before your eyes.
Caro pouted. âCome onnn, just humor me.â
Mingyu sighed like he was already regretting every decision that had led him to this moment. But, to your relief, he followed.
You quickly scurried ahead, heart pounding. The plan was simple: shove him into the room, lock the door, and run.
Caro, still rambling about nothing, gestured toward a door. âYeah, yeah, just in here! Super important thing I need to show youââ
Mingyu barely had time to react before Caro practically shoved him inside and Mingyu caught her hand and she got dragged too.
You didnât hesitate. You darted forward, slammed the door shut, and turned the lock in one swift motion.
A moment of silence.
Thenâ
âWhat the hell?â Mingyuâs voice was sharp, irritated.
You took one breath, twoâthen bolted down the hallway.
Caroâs voice, muffled through the door: âUh. So. Funny storyââ
 Caro.â
ââI think this might not be the room we intendedââ
You slapped a hand over your mouth.
No. No way.
âCaroline,â Mingyuâs voice was deadly.
ââŚYes?â
âWhat. Room. Is. This.â
Caro let out a nervous laugh.
âWell. So, funny thing⌠this isâuhâSeungcheolâs room.â
Silence.
Then Seungcheol, voice dry as hell: âYou two want to tell me why Iâm locked in my own room with you?â
You turned on your heel and sprinted.
-----
You tapped your fingers against the edge of your glass, eyes flicking up to watch Elias as he skimmed the menu. The restaurant was nothing specialâjust a quiet, unassuming cafĂŠ tucked between a laundromat and a bookstore, the kind of place no one would think twice about. Perfect for a conversation like this. Elias looked⌠normal. Too normal. Dressed in a plain black sweater, sleeves pushed up to his forearms, he almost blended in with the other customers. If you didnât know better, you'd think he was just some regular guy meeting a friend for lunch. But you did know better.
"So," he said finally, setting the menu down. "I wasn't expecting this invitation." You forced a small smile. "Figured it was time we talked." He hummed, tilting his head slightly. "Talk about what?" You shrugged, keeping your expression neutral. "You tell me." A slow, amused smile tugged at Elias's lips as he leaned back in his chair. "You invited me, sweetheart. Shouldn't you have something to say?" You clenched your jaw at the nickname but let it slide. "Fine," you said, leaning in slightly. "Why is my family so desperate to keep me away from you?" Elias didnât react immediately. Instead, he picked up his water, took a slow sip, and set it back down with deliberate ease. "Now that," he said, "is a very interesting question."
You arched a brow. "And?" His eyes flickered with something unreadable. "And I think you already know the answer." You exhaled sharply, fingers curling into your lap. "If I did, I wouldnât be here." Elias studied you for a moment, then sighed, like he was deciding how much trouble this conversation was worth. "Your family," he said finally, "isn't exactly known for their honesty. So tell me, Evaâwhat do you think theyâre hiding?" You didnât blink. "I think it has something to do with you." Elias let out a short, quiet laugh. "Smart girl." Your stomach twisted.
"That doesn't answer my question."
He leaned forward slightly, elbows resting on the table. "Let me give you some advice," he said, voice softer now, almost gentle. "There are some things you're better off not knowing." You swallowed. "And there are some things I canât afford to ignore." Elias held your gaze for a long moment, then shook his head with a small, knowing smirk. "You really are your sisterâs shadow, huh?" Your breath caught for half a second before you forced herself to stay still.
Your pulse hammered in your ears, but you kept your expression steady. "How do you fucking know Lia?" Your voice came out sharper than you intended, but you didnât care.
Elias simply smirked, like he had been waiting for you to ask. "Now, now," he drawled, tapping his fingers against the table. "Thatâs not a very polite way to continue a conversation."
"Cut the shit, Elias." You leaned in, your nails digging into your palm beneath the table. "You brought her up for a reasonâso answer me."
Elias exhaled, tilting his head like he was considering his next move. Then, slowly, he sat back, shoulders loose, gaze amused. "Lia and I⌠crossed paths," he said vaguely.
Your stomach twisted. "Thatâs not an answer."
"Itâs the only one youâre getting."
Frustration burned in your chest. He was toying with you, giving you just enough to keep you hooked but not enough to actually tell you anything. "When?"
Elias let out a quiet chuckle. "Persistent."
"Answer me."
He sighed, shaking his head as if you were some naive little thing. "Letâs just say Lia and I had some⌠mutual interests, once upon a time."
Your grip on your glass tightened. "Youâre lying."
Elias arched a brow. "Am I?"
Yes. No. You didnât know.
What you did know was that your sister never mentioned this man. Not once. And if Lia had been involved with someone like Eliasâsomeone your family clearly saw as dangerousâwhy had she hidden it?
Unless⌠they werenât hiding Elias from you.
They were hiding you from Elias.
The thought sent an uneasy shiver down your spine.
You inhaled deeply, forcing yourself to keep your cool. "Whatever game youâre playing, Iâm not interested."
Elias just smiled. "Oh, but you are, sweetheart. Otherwise, you wouldnât be here."
You opened your mouth to snap back, but before you could, a shadow passed over the table as the waiter arrived with their drinks.
"Here you go," the waiter said, setting down the cups. "Anything else I can get for you?"
You shook your head. "No, weâre good. Thanks."
As the waiter walked away, Elias picked up his cup, swirling the liquid inside lazily. "Iâll give you one more piece of advice," he murmured, not looking at you. "If you keep digging, you better be prepared for what you find."
You clenched your jaw. "That almost sounds like a threat."
Elias finally met your gaze again, his smile still in place but his eyes colder now. "Itâs a warning."
You exhaled slowly, fingers tightening around the napkin in your lap. You had walked into this dinner thinking you'd get answers. Instead, you were leaving with more questions.
You met Eliasâs gaze head-on. âWhat do you know about her?â
Elias took a slow sip of his drink, watching you over the rim of his cup like he had all the time in the world. âLia?â he mused, setting it down with a soft clink. âI know quite a bit.â
Your nails dug into your palm beneath the table. âThen start talking.â
Elias exhaled through his nose, a smirk twitching at the corner of his lips. âYou remind me of her, you know. Stubborn. Reckless.â His eyes darkened slightly. âAlways sticking your nose where it doesnât belong.â
A chill ran down your spine, but you forced yourself to remain unfazed. âDid you know her well?â
Elias tilted his head, like he was debating how much to give away. âWell enough.â
Vague. Again.
You clenched your jaw. âShe never mentioned you.â
His smirk deepened. âThatâs because she didnât want you to know.â
Something sharp twisted in your chest. âWhy?â
Elias leaned forward slightly, resting his arms on the table. âBecause she was protecting you.â
You felt your breath hitch.
Protecting you?
âWhat the hell does that mean?â you asked, voice tight.
Elias just watched you, unreadable. Then, after a moment, he shook his head with a quiet chuckle. âYou really donât have a clue, do you?â
Your stomach churned. You wanted to scream at him, to demand he stop playing games and just tell you the truth.
But you couldnât let him see how much he was getting to you.
Instead, you inhaled sharply and sat back, mirroring his earlier ease. âYou like talking in circles, huh?â
Elias hummed. âI like seeing how much you already know.â
You stared at him, searching his face for anythingâany crack in his smug exterior that might give you an edge. âSheâs dead,â you said, voice flat. âIf you know something about what happened to her, I suggest you stop being cryptic.â
Something flickered in Eliasâs gaze. Just for a second. But it was enough.
You straightened. âYou do know something.â
Eliasâs fingers tapped lazily against the table. âI know a lot of things.â
âDid you know her before she died?â
Elias smiled, but this time, it didnât reach his eyes. âI think you already know the answer to that.â
You pulse pounded in your ears. If he was telling the truthâif Lia had been involved with him before she diedâthen why had your family never mentioned it?
And more importantlyâŚ
Had they known?
You swallowed hard. âWhat was she protecting me from?â
Elias exhaled, shaking his head. âYou really are stupid if you think I am going to tell you that easily."
Elias leaned in, his voice dropping just enough to send a shiver down her spine.
Your eyes narrowed. âWhat do you want?â
Eliasâs smirk returned, slow and deliberate. âAh, now weâre getting somewhere.â He leaned back in his chair, stretching out like he had all the power in the world. âItâs simple, really. You do something for me, and in return, I give you the truth youâre so desperate for.â
You didnât trust himânot even a littleâbut you also knew he had you exactly where he wanted you. He had answers, and you needed them.
Still, you crossed your arms, unimpressed. âYou havenât even told me what you want.â
Eliasâs fingers drummed against the table, his gaze flicking over you like he was sizing her up. âThereâs something I need retrieved. Something I canât get myself. And lucky for me, you happen to be in a⌠unique position to help.â
That set off every alarm in your head. âWhy canât you get it yourself?â
Elias let out a low chuckle. âBecause, sweetheart, some doors donât open for people like me.â
Your stomach tightened. You already knew this was a terrible idea, but you forced yourself to keep your expression neutral. âAnd what exactly am I retrieving?â
His smile was razor-sharp. âA file. Locked away in a place you have access to.â
A cold weight settled in your chest. âYouâre out of your mind if you think Iâm stealing from my own firm.â
Elias tilted his head. âWho said anything about stealing? Just take a little peek. Let me know what it says. Thatâs all.â
You wanted to walk away. Every instinct screamed at you to leave, to cut ties with whatever mess Elias was dragging you into.
But then you thought of Lia.
Of the secrets.
Of the protection you never even knew you needed.
Your pulse hammered as you met Eliasâs gaze again. âAnd in exchange, you tell me everything about Lia?â
Elias smiled like he had already won. âEvery last detail.â
You exhaled slowly. You were really going to regret this.
âFine,â you said. âTell me what Iâm looking for.â
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warning: light making out, showing of gun (not actual using)
Pairing : bodyguard!mingyu x rich!reader
Genre : angst, romance, mystery
synopsis :
Some secrets are meant to stay buried. Some love stories were never meant to begin.
Evangeline Perez thought she buried the past along with her sister. But when whispers of the truth resurface, she finds herself tangled in a web of secrets, power, and deceptionâone that could cost her everything.
Mingyu is a complication she never asked for. Cold, relentless, and far too protective, heâs determined to keep her from chasing ghosts. But Eva has never been one to obey orders, and the deeper she digs, the harder it becomes to ignore the tension pulling them together.
Because some things refuse to stay in the dark.
And some hearts are doomed from the start.
CHAPTER TWO
The door barely clicked shut before you pulled Elias toward you, your fingers tangling in his shirt as you pressed your lips to his. There was no hesitation, no second-guessingâjust heat, just movement.
Elias responded instantly, his hands sliding down your waist, pulling your flush against him. The kiss was urgent, all hands and hunger, your fingers tugging at his collar while his palms roamed the curves of your body.
You both stumbled backward, knocking into a table, but neither of you cared. The city lights filtered through the window, casting long shadows across the room, but everything beyond this moment felt distant, irrelevant.
Eliasâs grip tightened, his lips trailing down the line of your jaw, your neck. You let your head tilt back slightly, your breath coming out in soft, shallow exhales. It didnât matter that you barely knew him. It didnât matter what came next.Â
Your breath came fast and shallow, your skin still burning where Elias had touched you. The tension between them had been electricâuntil it was shattered by the sound of a gun being cocked.
Mingyu stood in the doorway, gun raised, eyes locked on Elias. His expression was unreadable, but the energy in the room shifted in an instant. Elias stiffened beside you, hands lifting slightly in a universal sign of surrender.
You felt your stomach plummet.
âMingyuââ you started, but he didnât even look at you.
âStep away from her.â
His voice was calm. Too calm. The kind of calm that came before a storm.
Elias hesitated. Just for a fraction of a second. His gaze flickered between you and Mingyu, something calculating flashing behind his eyes. âSheâs here of her own will.â
Mingyuâs jaw flexed. âShe doesnât belong here.â
You found your voice, your rage slicing through the suffocating tension. âYou donât get to decide where I belong.â
Mingyuâs eyes flicked to you then, dark and unreadable. âNeither does he.â
You clenched your fists. âYou think you do?â
There was a pause. A beat too long. Then, slowly, deliberately, Mingyu lowered his gun.
âYour father sent me.â
The words landed like a blow. For a moment, everything in you froze.
Then you laughed. It was sharp, bitter, with no real humor behind it. âOf course he did.â
Elias exhaled sharply beside you, running a hand through his hair. âI donât know what kind of mess this is, but Iâm not getting involved.â His voice was light, but there was something else there nowâa hint of wariness, maybe even wit. He looked at Eva then, searching your face for something. âAre you sure you want to go with him?â
You hesitated. For the first time, you weren't sure.
Mingyuâs presence had always felt suffocating. Overbearing. But it also carried a kind of certainty you had never been afforded. And that terrified you.
You squared your shoulders, tilting your chin up. âWhat I want doesnât matter.â
Mingyuâs eyes darkened. Something in his jaw ticked, but he didnât argue.
Elias studied you for another long second, then sighed, shaking his head.Â
Mingyu extended a hand. You ignored it as you stepped past him, the weight of inevitability settling heavy on your shoulders.
---
Once you both were alone in the car, the silence was suffocating. The city lights blurred past them, but your mind was stuck on the moment Mingyu had barged in, gun in hand, shattering her night like glass.
You turned to him, fury bubbling up, your voice sharp as a blade. âYou had no right!â
Mingyu, hands steady on the wheel, didnât even flinch. âI had every right.â
You let out a humorless laugh. âOh, really? Bursting into someoneâs apartment with a gun? Dragging me out like Iâm some reckless child? Enlighten me, Mingyu, how exactly do you justify that?â
His jaw tightened. âI had orders.â
You scoffed, arms crossing over your chest. âYeah, well, fuck your orders.â
Mingyu exhaled sharply through his nose. âEva, you donât get it.â
âOh, trust me, I do,â you shot back. âMy father snaps his fingers, and you come running, guns blazing, like some attack dog.â
His grip on the steering wheel tightened, knuckles going white. âThatâs not what this is.â
You turned fully to him now, glaring. âThen what is it? Because from where Iâm sitting, it sure as hell feels like control. Like I have no goddamn say in my own life.â
Mingyu stayed silent for a long moment, eyes fixed on the road. Then, finally, he muttered, âItâs for your protection.â
You let out a bitter laugh, shaking your head. âProtection from what, Mingyu? A random guy I was making out with? What exactly was the threat?â
His jaw clenched. âSave your anger for house, Evangeline."
You scoffed, turning to fully glare at him. "Oh, so now Iâm Evangeline? You only use my full name when you're trying to make a point. Spit it out, Mingyu. What exactly am I supposed to be so mad about?"
Mingyu didn't answer immediately. He kept his eyes on the road, his expression unreadable, but the way his fingers drummed against the steering wheel betrayed his frustration.
You leaned closer, your voice sharp. "What arenât you telling me?"
Mingyu exhaled through his nose, like he was bracing himself. âElias Park isnât just some random guy you were making out with, Eva.â
You frowned. âWhat the hell does that mean?â
Mingyu finally looked at you, his gaze dark and serious. âIt means you donât know who youâre dealing with.â
You stared at him, your pulse quickening. You hated this. The secrecy. The half-truths. The way Mingyu always acted like he was carrying some terrible weight you weren't allowed to see.
You crossed your arms. âThen tell me. Who is he, really?â
Mingyu hesitated for a split secondâjust long enough for you to catch itâbefore turning back to the road. âSomeone you need to stay the hell away from.â
Your blood ran cold. Not because of the warning itself, but because of the way Mingyu said it. Like it wasnât just a suggestion. Like it was an order.
---
You stood in the doorway, your heart hammering as the weight of everyone's stares bore down on you. The room was eerily silent for a secondâbefore your fatherâs voice exploded through the air.
âWhat were you thinking?!â
His face was flushed with anger, his hand gripping the edge of the table so tightly his knuckles turned white.
You swallowed hard and looked down, biting your lip. There was no point in answeringânot when his mind was already made up.
Seungcheol stood off to the side, arms crossed, his face unreadable, but the tension in his jaw told you everything. Nichika, you fatherâs wife, was lounging on the couch, her glass of wine swirling in her hand, watching the scene unfold with thinly veiled amusement.
Your father took a step closer, his voice cutting through the silence like a blade. âYou snuck out of the event, got caught, and with Elias Park of all people? Do you have any idea what kind of trouble youâve just caused?â
Your fingers curled into fists at your sides. Trouble? What trouble? Because you had been kissing someone? Or because you had been seen?
âI wasnâtââ you started, but your father slammed his palm onto the table, the sound making you flinch.
âDo not lie to me, Evangeline.â
You forced yourself to meet his gaze, the frustration bubbling in your chest close to boiling over. âIâm not lying,â you shot back, yourself voice sharp. âI wasnât doing anything wrong.â
Your father exhaled harshly. âYou donât understand whatâs at stake here.â
You let out a bitter laugh, shaking your head. âNo. I donât. Because no one tells me anything. You just expect me to sit here and obey while youââ
âYou donât need to know everything,â Seungcheol cut in, his voice calm but firm. âYou just need to listen.â
You turned to him, searching for even a flicker of understanding in his eyes. But there was nothingâjust the same quiet authority, the same frustrating distance he always kept.
âThatâs bullshit,â you whispered, shaking your head.
âEnough.â Your fatherâs voice was final, his patience wearing thin. âGo to your room. We will talk about this tomorrow.â
Your jaw clenched. Of course. Tomorrow. Like that conversation would ever happen. Like it hadnât always been this way.
Without another word, you turned on your heel and stormed up the stairs, your pulse pounding in her ears.
But one thing was clearâ
They were hiding something from you.
And you were going to find out what.
------------
The morning sun filtered through the heavy curtains, painting long streaks of gold across the room. You lay still, eyes half-lidded, staring at the ceiling as the echoes of last nightâs disaster settled deep in your bones.
Thenâbang, bang, bang.
The door burst open before she could respond.
âGet up.â Seungcheolâs voice was sharp, filled with barely concealed irritation.
You groaned, pressing a pillow over your face. âFuck off.â
âNot happening.â His footsteps were heavy as he stepped inside. âYouâve got five minutes before Father drags you out himself. And if you thought last night was bad, wait until you see how pissed he is this morning.â
You let out a slow breath, rubbing your temples. âI donât see why you care.â
Seungcheol let out a short, humorless laugh. âYou really donât, do you?â His tone was ice, sharp enough to cut. âYou think you can just go around acting like nothing matters? Like there arenât consequences?â
You sat up, your head throbbing. âOh, spare me the lecture, Seungcheol.â Your voice was hoarse, exhausted. âWhatâs the worst that could happen? Huh? Father yells at me? He already did that. Nichika looks at me like Iâm a fucking disgrace? Been there, done that. So what, Seungcheol? What exactly am I supposed to be scared of?â
His jaw tensed. âYou should be scared of what happens when Father decides youâre more trouble than youâre worth.â
Silence.
Seungcheol didnât move, didnât say a word. He just stared at her, something dark and unreadable flickering in his eyes. Then, without another word, he turned and walked out, the door slamming behind him.
"Little Shit."
--
The breakfast table was tense, the air thick with unspoken words.
You sat across from your father, your hands resting idly in your lap. The quiet clinking of silverware was the only sound in the room as Nichika delicately stirred her tea, her watchful eyes flicking between them with veiled amusement.
Your father finally set his cup down with a measured clink. âYou will stay away from Elias Park.â
You exhaled slowly, setting your fork down. You didnât look up. âWhy?â
His voice remained steady, firm. âBecause I said so.â
A small, humorless smile tugged at your lips. âThatâs not a reason.â
His gaze hardened. âItâs the only reason you need.â
You let out a quiet scoff, shaking your head. "You canât control everything I do.â
Your father leaned back slightly, considering you. âYouâd be surprised.â
You met his gaze then, eyes cold. You could feel Nichikaâs amusement from across the table, like this was some kind of game to her.
You swallowed the sharp words threatening to spill out. Instead, You simply pushed your chair back and stood, your appetite gone. No one stopped you as you turned and left, though you could feel their eyes on you the entire way out.
------
Your voice was rushed as you pressed your phone to your ear, pacing your bedroom. âElias, I know that was bad, but pleaseââ
Elias cut her off, his tone sharp. âBad? Eva, your guy put a gun in my face.â
You winced, closing your eyes. âI know. I know, and Iâm sorryââ
âSorry doesnât really fix that, does it?â he snapped. There was a pause, his breathing uneven.
You swallowed hard, gripping the edge of your dresser. âItâs complicated. I need to talk to you though, even though I know you were fucking with me.â
A dry, humorless laugh came through the speaker. âNo shit.â
You bit your lip, willing herself to stay calm. âElias, I didnât want this to happen. I justâfine. I want to talk about something. It is about my family.â
He was silent for a long moment, and for the first time, you were genuinely afraid of his answer.
Elias sighed on the other end of the line, the tension in his silence heavier than words.
You gripped your phone tighter, your voice barely above a whisper. âElias, please.â
And just like that, the call ended, leaving you gripping your phone, your heart pounding just a little too hard.
You exhaled slowly, staring at your reflection in the mirror. Your mind was made up. You couldnât keep living under their control, pretending you were fine with all of this.
--
Caro barely had time to process before you stormed into the room, your voice sharp with frustration.
âCaro! Can you fucking believe them?â You exclaimed, throwing your bag onto the couch. Your whole body radiated anger, your hands clenched into fists at your sides.
Caro blinked, looking up from her phone. âUh⌠them, as in?â
You let out a sharp laugh, but there was no humor in it. âMy father. My brother. The whole damn house acting like Iâm some fucking prisoner they can just order around!â
Caro sighed, setting her phone down. âWhat happened now?â
You ran a hand through your hair, pacing. âThey lost their minds because I was with Elias. Like, full-on interrogation, yelling, threats, the whole fucking thing.â
Caro winced. âShit.â
âYeah. And guess what? Iâm still meeting him,â you said, lifting her chin defiantly. âI donât care what they say. I canât live like this, Caro. I wonât.â
You paced the room, your movements sharp, restless. Your frustration was palpable, crackling in the air between them.
âIf I stop now, then when?â you snapped, running a hand through your hair. âNext thing I know, Iâll be locked away like fucking Rapunzelâtrapped, controlled, waiting for permission to breathe.â
Caro watched you carefully, arms crossed. She knew you had a pointâyour family wasnât just strict, they were ruthless. Defying them wasnât just rebellious. It was dangerous.
âYou know this isnât just about rules,â Caro said cautiously. âYour familyâthey donât just make threats. They follow through.â
You let out a bitter laugh. âOh, trust me, I know.â
Caro hesitated, then sighed. âSo what now? Whatâs your grand plan?â
You finally stopped pacing, turning to face her, fire burning in your eyes. âI go. I meet Elias. And I donât look back.â
Caro crossed her arms, watching Eva carefully. "So let me get this straightâyouâre just going to Elias willingly knowing he is trouble?"
You met her gaze without hesitation. "Yes. If they wonât tell me whatâs going on, Iâll figure it out myself."
Caro let out a slow breath. "Thatâs a dangerous game, Eva."
You scoffed. "So is letting them keep controlling me. I need to know the truth."
---
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Pairing : bodyguard!mingyu x rich!reader
Genre : angst, romance, mystery
synopsis :
Some secrets are meant to stay buried. Some love stories were never meant to begin.
Evangeline Perez thought she buried the past along with her sister. But when whispers of the truth resurface, she finds herself tangled in a web of secrets, power, and deceptionâone that could cost her everything.
Mingyu is a complication she never asked for. Cold, relentless, and far too protective, heâs determined to keep her from chasing ghosts. But Eva has never been one to obey orders, and the deeper she digs, the harder it becomes to ignore the tension pulling them together.
Because some things refuse to stay in the dark.
And some hearts are doomed from the start.
CHAPTER ONE
You had spent your entire life performing.
The daughter of Rafael Perez didnât get the luxury of being anything else. Every movement, every carefully measured smile, every moment of silence in a room like thisâit all meant something. Tonight was no different.
The ballroom glittered under chandeliers, the golden light reflecting off silk gowns and polished shoes. Laughter drifted through the air, mingling with the clinking of glasses, but beneath the practiced pleasantries lay a current of power. Deals were being made, alliances solidified, and Eva, as always, was a pawn on the board.
You lifted a champagne flute to your lips, though she barely took a sip. The bubbles fizzed against your skin, but you weren't drinking. You never drank at these events. Staying sharp was a necessity, not a choice.
--
You sat on your bed, eyes fixed on the blank canvas before you. The brushes, untouched and coated in dust, sat idle on the windowsill. You used to be able to lose yourself in the colors, the strokes, the world you created. But now? Now, it all felt hollow, a reminder of the life you were supposed to want, but couldnât seem to care about.
Every day felt like you were moving through a fog, playing a part in a show you didnât audition for. The more the days passed, the more you felt lost. A knock at your door pulled you from your thoughts, and before you could even respond, the door creaked open. Rafael Perez, your father, stepped inside with that cold, calculated look he always wore.
His presence was like an impenetrable wall, looming over your every move. âI see the canvas is still here.â he said, his voice devoid of emotion, but there was a clear disappointment in his words.
Your jaw tightened, but you didnât respond immediately. Heâd been saying the same thing for months, as though avoiding painting would somehow fix everything in your life. You stood, brushing your hands together, as though trying to dust off your frustration.
���I told you, Iâm not interested in your... âvisionâ for me, Dad,â you replied, trying to keep your tone neutral, but there was a sharpness to it you couldnât quite hide. Your father didnât react to the anger in your voice, like he didnât even hear it.
He just stepped further into the room, his gaze never leaving yours, and approached the canvas with that same critical look. âYouâre wasting your time, Evangeline. Youâre wasting your potential. You have a responsibility to the family, to the company, to everything weâve built.â
You scoffed, folding your arms across your chest. âWhat about what I want? Does that even matter?â His eyes flickered to you briefly, the hint of irritation flashing in them, but he quickly masked it. âWhat you want doesnât matter. What matters is what needs to be done.â He paused for a beat before adding, âIâve arranged for you to attend an event tonight. Mingyu will be there to make sure youâre... presentable.â
The mention of Mingyu made your stomach twist. You'd almost forgotten about himâalmost. That damn bodyguard was always around, like a shadow, looming over your every move. He wasnât just your fatherâs watchful eye; he was the constant reminder that you weren't in control of your own life.
Your eyes narrowed. âMingyu,â you muttered, trying not to let the frustration creep into your voice. âWhat a surprise.â Rafael turned toward the door, as if the conversation was over, but not before adding, âYou should be grateful heâs here. Heâs only doing his job. I trust youâll behave.â Your teeth ground together.
âIâm always behaving, Dad,â you spat, sarcasm dripping from the words. Your father didnât flinch. âIâll see you later.â He gave you one last look, this time more piercing, before he left, the door closing behind him with a soft thud. You stood still for a moment, staring at the door, your chest tightening with frustration.
You could hear his footsteps fading down the hallway, but the suffocating feeling remained, heavy in the air. You hated how his presence seemed to fill every corner of your life, like you were never allowed to breathe without someone watching.
And Mingyu? He was just the physical embodiment of everything your father represented. The rules. The control. The expectations. You let out a shaky breath and glanced over at the window, the bright sunlight streaming in, but it felt like the room was closing in on her.
Every day felt the sameâtethered to your fatherâs demands, suffocated by the people he surrounded you with, and watched over by Mingyu.
--
You tossed your phone onto the couch, frustration building in your chest. Another message from your dad about the upcoming eventâthe usual âyou need to look perfectâ reminder. You sighed deeply, your fingers dragging through your hair as you sat down beside Caro, who was sitting cross-legged on the floor flipping through a fashion magazine.
The two of you had spent the entire afternoon together, but your mind was miles away. âI hate these events,â you muttered, glancing down at your phone. âEverythingâs always so perfect and expected. I feel like I canât breathe.â
Caro stayed silent, a soft smile playing on her lips as she nodded. She was used to your rants, always ready to listen even though Caroâs own thoughts were a little more complicated when it came to these events. She didnât have to attend them. She was always on the outside looking in.
You, completely oblivious to the weight of Caroâs thoughts, looked up, her eyes bright with determination. âI need your help. I have to look perfect tonight.â Caro blinked, not sure what to expect. âWhat do you mean?â Her voice was soft, but she couldnât quite hide the curiosity.
You tossed her phone aside again and turned to Caro, her eyes lighting up. âI need a dress. Not just any dressâsomething that'll make a statement, you know? Something that says, âIâm here, and Iâm not going to play by anyoneâs rulesâ.â Caroâs heart skipped, the awkwardness creeping in as soon as she realized what this was about. She shifted uncomfortably, glancing at the floor.
She knew the drillâYour extravagant events, the expectations, the people. It wasnât her world. She didnât belong there. âIâI donât know if Iâm the right person to help with that,â Caro muttered, her voice faltering slightly.
She fiddled with the corner of the magazine, a nervous tick she always had when she was uncomfortable. You, however, didnât seem to notice. She was already on a roll, thinking about all the details. âBut you know fashion better than anyone, Caro. Please, just help me pick something out. I trust you. You always know how to make me look amazing.â Caro didnât answer immediately.
She just nodded, forcing a small smile, even though the thought of stepping into that world made her feel out of place. She was just the friendâthe one who didn't belong to the circle of high society, the one who had to watch it all from the sidelines.
Your excitement seemed to fill the room, making Caroâs discomfort that much more pronounced. You weren't just talking about a dress; you were talking about fitting in with your fatherâs world, about being the perfect image for all the people who would be watching. And Caro wasnât even invited to those events.
When you suddenly brightened, your smile widening, Caroâs stomach twisted. âOh! And you can come as my plus one. I mean, youâve got nothing to do tonight, right?â Caroâs throat tightened. She stayed silent for a long moment, biting her lip as the awkwardness settled over her like a heavy blanket.
You were expecting her to say yes, but all Caro could think about was how out of place sheâd feel surrounded by people who had everything she didnât. She forced herself to nod, her voice barely above a whisper. âI... yeah, I guess I can come. If you want me to.â
Your face lit up at her agreement. âOf course, I do! Youâre my best friend. Youâre going to help me pick out the perfect dress, and then weâll go together. Itâll be so much fun.â Caro smiled weakly, but it didnât reach her eyes.
She didnât want to be the one to burst your bubble, but it was hard not to feel like a pawn in this whole thing. You had no idea how different their worlds were. No idea how uncomfortable it made Caro to be asked to be her âsidekickâ in a world that would never accept her.
Instead of speaking up, Caro just nodded again, still feeling out of place. âSounds fun,â she said quietly, her voice almost sounding distant. You, completely oblivious, bounced up from the couch, heading toward the door.
âLetâs go! Weâve got to find that dress, and then Iâll text Mingyu and tell him Iâm all ready to go.â And as you dragged her out the door, Caro couldnât shake the feeling that this night was going to be another reminder of just how different they truly were.
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The venue was dazzlingâgolden chandeliers casting a warm glow over the sea of elegantly dressed guests. Laughter and the soft clinking of glasses filled the space, the air thick with the scent of expensive perfume and champagne.
Everywhere Caro looked, people moved effortlessly, slipping in and out of conversations like they belonged to some secret world she could never quite step into.
You, on the other hand, fit right in. The moment they arrived, you were swept up in a flurry of greetingsâsoft cheek kisses, perfectly rehearsed compliments, and warm, effortless smiles exchanged between people who had known each other since childhood.
You shined in the dress Caro helped you pick, a sleek midnight blue gown that hugged your form just right. Confidence radiated off you as she laughed, gesturing animatedly while talking to a group of perfectly put-together people.
Caro, however, stood off to the side, her fingers wrapped tightly around the stem of her untouched champagne glass. She shifted on her heels, her dressâborrowed from your closetâfeeling a little too tight, a little too foreign.
The conversation around her moved like a fast-flowing river, and she was just a rock stuck on the bank, watching it all pass her by. You had promised theyâd stick together, but within minutes, she was off mingling, seamlessly blending into the crowd.
Caro swallowed, her gaze flickering over the room. There was no one here she knew, no one who would even think to talk to her. And maybe that was the pointâshe wasnât supposed to be here. She was just the friend. The outsider.
Caro swallowed, her gaze flickering over the room. There was no one here she knew, no one who would even think to talk to her. And maybe that was the pointâshe wasnât supposed to be here. She was just the friend. The outsider.
"You know you have to say no to her someday, right?" The deep, measured voice made her flinch. She turned to find Seungcheol Perez- your brother, standing beside her, a crystal glass of whiskey in one hand.
His dark brown eyes, always sharp and unreadable, carried a hint of amusement as he glanced toward Eva, who was across the room, laughing with a group of perfectly polished socialites. Caro sighed. "Oh, is this where you deliver another one of your grand lectures?" He smirked, tilting his glass slightly.
"Not a lecture. Just an observation." He took a slow sip. "She drags you into this world like you belong here. But we both know you donât." Caro scoffed, arms crossing over her chest. "Wow. Thanks for the vote of confidence." He chuckled lightly.
"Iâm just saying, you let her pull you around like a shadow." There was teasing in his voice, but something else, too. Something heavier. "Sheâs my best friend," Caro muttered, glancing at you again. Seungcheol nodded. "I know."
His voice softened, just slightly. Then, after a pause, "But you donât always have to say yes just because she asks." Caro hesitated, shifting on her feet. "Why do you even care?" He tilted his head slightly, considering her. "Maybe I donât. Maybe I just enjoy watching you squirm." Caro huffed out a quiet laugh despite herself.
"You are the absolute worst."
"Mm." He smirked again. "And yet, here you are, still talking to me." She rolled her eyes, but the warmth between them was unmistakable. Seungcheol may have been blunt, but he wasnât cruel. And despite everything, she knew he was rightâyou never saw how hard it was for her to be in this world. But Seungcheol did.
And for the first time that night, standing beside him, Caro didnât feel so alone. âCome here to steal my best friend as well?â Your voice cut through the air, her words dripping with barely-contained irritation as she approached them. There was no warmth in her tone, only an edge of frustration. Her eyes narrowed as they settled on Seungcheol.
He didnât react, his expression calm as always, though there was an underlying tension that was hard to ignore. He took a casual sip from his drink, his gaze steady on you as he replied, "Iâm not stealing anyone, Evangeline. Just having a conversation." Your lips tightened into a thin line. You didnât miss a beat.
"You should know better than to waste your time," you said coldly, your voice flat, like she was talking to a subordinate. âIf youâre not here to work, I donât know what youâre doing.â There was no affection in your wordsâjust the distant, sharp edge of someone who had long ago put up walls. Seungcheol raised an eyebrow, unfazed. âIâm not here to waste anyoneâs time,â he replied, his tone smooth, his posture professional.
Your gaze shifted to Caro for a split second, âyou really think I need you to babysit her too?â Seungcheol glanced briefly at Caro, whose awkwardness was palpable, before responding in a level voice. "Iâm not babysitting her, Evangeline. Weâre just talking." You took a step closer, your heels clicking against the floor in a purposeful way. âItâs not your job to talk to her,â you said with a brittle smile, now aiming your words directly at him.
âSo why donât you go find something else to do?â Caro felt herself shrink a little, the tension in the air thickening with every word. She wasnât sure what had caused the rift between them, but it was clear that whatever it was, it was deepâand it wasnât about her. Seungcheol didn't flinch.
He met her sharp gaze with the same unflinching calm. "You really donât need to control everything, Evangeline." Your eyes flashed for a moment, your jaw clenching as your fingers curled slightly around your drink. âAnd you donât need to lecture me," you snapped back, your voice low but cutting.
âYouâre not in charge here. Stay out of it.â There was a moment of silence before Seungcheol sighed, as if he was tired of this back-and-forth, but he didn't show it. "Fine," he said simply, his voice calm as always. "Enjoy your night." He says raising the glass in Caro's direction as he leaves. Caro watched as Seungcheol disappeared into the crowd, and for a moment, she felt an ache in her chest.
But before she could linger on it, your voice broke through. "I donât know why he has to make such a scene everywhere he goes." Caro didnât even look up at you. Instead, she took a slow sip from her drink, trying to steady the chaos in her mind.
"Itâs not a scene," she replied quietly. Caro let out a soft breath, glancing over at you, who was clearly still fuming. She could feel the weight of the conversation, but at this point, she wasnât going to let it ruin her night. Not when you had gone out of her way to make sure they were having fun tonight.
âWe donât like him, Caro. Heâs is an asshole,â You said again, her voice steady, but there was a sharpness in it that made it clear you weren't backing down. Caro nodded, her eyes scanning the crowd for a moment, avoiding the topic. She wasnât sure what else to say. âYeah, of course. I was justââ âThere is no âjust,â Caro. He is a fuck up, and I wonât let him ruin our night,â You cut in, more serious now, your expression set. Caro turned back to you, her voice a little quieter as she sighed. âYeah, yeah obviously.â
There wasnât much else she could add. She knew you were just looking out for her, but sometimes it felt like everyone had an opinion on Seungcheol. He was complicated, yesâhard to deal with, yesâbut he was her friend, and that made things harder. She didnât want to argue with you about it. Not now. Not tonight.
Caro let the music wash over her, the bass thudding beneath her feet as she tried to shake off the lingering tension. You, on the other hand, had already moved on, flagging down a server to order another round. âYou need to stop letting him get under your skin,â Caro said, forcing a smile as she leaned against the bar beside her best friend. You scoffed, picking up your drink.
âI donât. Heâs just always in the way.â You tossed back a sip, your nails drumming against the glass. âItâs pathetic, honestly. He acts like heâs some kind of protector.â Caro hesitated, glancing down at her own drink. âMaybe heâs justââ âDonât,â You cut in, her voice firm. âYou donât owe him the benefit of the doubt, Caro. Not him.â
Caro swallowed back her words. There was something unshakable in your voice, something that made arguing feel pointless. Maybe you were right. Maybe Seungcheol wasnât worth defending. But if that were true, why did Caro feel the way she did? Before she could think too much about it, a familiar voice interrupted her thoughts.
âLadies.â Caro turned, blinking as she took in the man who had appeared beside them. Sleek suit, charming smirk, an air of confidence that was just a little too polished. Elias Park. Your posture relaxed instantly, a slow smile curling at your lips. âElias,â you greeted, tilting your head in interest.
âDidnât think Iâd see you here.â âI could say the same,â he replied smoothly, his dark eyes flicking over to Caro for a second before returning to you. âBut then again, you do have a habit of making any place worth being at.â You let out a quiet laugh, clearly enjoying the attention. Caro, however, just gave a small, polite smile before turning back to her drink.
Elias leaned a little closer, lowering his voice. âActually, I wanted to talk to you.â You raised a brow, intrigued. âOh?â âYeah.â His eyes gleamed under the dim lighting. âThereâs something I think youâd be very interested in.â Caro barely heard the rest of the conversation.
Her mind was elsewhere, her thoughts drifting back to Seungcheol. Something about the way he leftâunbothered on the surface, but carrying something heavier underneathâstuck with her. And she couldnât shake the feeling that this wasnât over.
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