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wormwonder · 2 months

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i had sooo fun at the art museum :)

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wormwonder · 2 months

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playing with circles O●°○•°o.

#trypophobia #i want to draw again so bad #i feel like my brain is too full of gunk and the only way to clean it is by drawing and i just don't have the time #i did this at work when it was slow #i'm in the process of moving right now. it'll be my first time living alone #i'm finally getting my adhd medicated after getting diagnosed in january #my life is so different year to year it honestly is dizzying #at this time last year my current roommate and i were looking for an apartment #at this time two years ago i had been at my second job ever for three months and i didn't have a car #and my mom had to drive with me to and from work because the van had been totaled and we only had the one car for the four of us #at this time three years ago i had just graduated and was a month into my first ever job. didn't even know how to drive #i thought i was so behind in life and that i was gonna be stuck like that eternally #now... god i don't even know. i'm trying to be positive #this is gonna be my solo chapter. my zuko alone episode. my walden pond.#but really i'm just so scared all the time and i have no choice but to keep treading water forever #i feel like all through childhood everything stays the same. nothing prepared me for living through constant change #entering my mid twenties i'm learning that. yeah you can't predict everything you can't prepare for everything #you can't keep anything and you can't change anything #but you can hold it in your hands. you can choose to live it. you can choose to be there #i hope once i get settled at my new place i'll suddenly find time to do everything #i hope the meds help me with that. i just want to draw again. i just want to feel alive again

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wormwonder · 4 months

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#yayyy i'm drawing again i thought this would never happen #genuinely was afraid i wasn't an artist anymore but hey. look who was wrong #this one's a very rough sketch of some random extra in black sails. thought the lighting looked fun to try

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wormwonder · 2 years

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and they never posted again lmfao

#i have been trying to claw my way out of a rut. i think i need to 1) do studies and learn to draw new things and 2) try different media #i think i might need to get into some kind of educational podcast so i can listen and learn while doodling. turn that into a habit

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wormwonder · 2 years

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sketchtember 2022 - 4

brush pen time :)

#HORSE #at this point i should just call it horsetember but it doesn't sound as good #ink drawing

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wormwonder · 2 years

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sketchtember 2022 - 3

once again it's horse! new and improved! now with colors!

#i'm having a lot of fun with horse :)#i used brown not black for shading but it didn't come out that way in the picture lmaoo #oh well #hrmgnnrhg i'm gonna get so good at horse so good

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wormwonder · 2 years

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sketchtember 2022 - 2

more horse 🐴🐴

#idec about keeping a schedule anymore. some drawing is better than no drawing :)#i'll probably just do multiple sketches every few days and count them as different posts. who's keeping score? :P #doing studies like this is nice cuz i can draw even if the well of creativity may be running dry #horses

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wormwonder · 2 years

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sketchtember 2022 - 1

lmfao

#been having hell art block so it's time to go back to being 9 years old and drawing horse #horse from images on the internet #also challenging myself to #sketchtember #sketchtember 2022

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wormwonder · 2 years

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i thought i was doing very good at an art challenge for once in my life but it turns out that i am a very tired. i think 13 drawings in a month is still a success though, for me :)

#many things are happening all the time and i'm just a lil guy #worry not! i have. plans to keep posting. later #like once i get my clothes off my chair so i can sit at my computer and make colorful things #and maybe more not-drawing art stuff as well :)

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wormwonder · 2 years

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mermay 2022 - 13

#pretend the squiggles are sea grass lmao #didn't intend to go on that little hiatus there lol but i have been very. tired. exhausted. truly pooped.#also i can't tell if my eyes are fatigued or if my picture is genuinely blurry. i am going to not care about it #mermay 2022 #mermay

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wormwonder · 2 years

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mermay 2022 - 12

#fish guys :)#mermay 2022 #mermay #blowing bubbles is their equivalent of smiling!

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wormwonder · 2 years

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mermay 2022 - 11

#too close! they will hit you with rocks #i think i should give them tattoos but i haven't decided on what kinds of designs and motifs the hyqait would use #mermay 2022 #mermay

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wormwonder · 2 years

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mermay 2022 - 10

#sorry. still extremely tired idk why #i think i'll be back on my bullshit tomorrow tho cuz i've been feeling awfully restless

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wormwonder · 2 years

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mermay 2022 - 9

#OUGH i spent so long on this one cuz i was thinking a lot #about mermaids #my composition could use. work lmao but i'm not worried abt it #anyway this one is a merm hunter/warrior paying respects at a tableau for good luck #the seal-type merfolk (hyqait) are super territorial and get in frequent fights with other hyqait groups #because they're all trying to occupy the same choice hunting grounds in the warmer waters close to shore #hunters tend to end up doubling as warriors so during wartimes hyqait diets wind up being less. substantial and more. foragey scavengey #i want to say that in hyqait culture it is considered aberrant to not wear one's hair in a bun/braids esp. when in the water #(unless washing or combing the hair obvs)#but i already drew two of them with their hair free underwater LMAO #oh well #i think maybe it doesn't apply to children because hyqait hair grows very slowly so kids don't need to bother with tying it up yet #though if they're trying to emulate adults they may try to do so anyway #i think the hairstyle thing probably also doesn't apply to people who occupy certain religious/spiritual roles #so i guess that will be my explanation haha #mermay 2022 #mermay

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wormwonder · 2 years

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mermay 2022 - 8

#lol i am extremely super tired today #a guy can't catch a break lmao #anyway here's a wiggly merm #mermay 2022 #mermay

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wormwonder · 2 years

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mermay 2022 - 7

#the kids are alright :)#mermay 2022 #mermay

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wormwonder · 2 years

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mermay 2022 - 6

#another quick rough sketch lol #but hey! at least i'm doing it >:)#also i think it looks really good #mermay 2022 #mermay

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