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spider eye arrangements

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About ten years ago I decided that the next step I needed to take in my life was to accept and explore what it meant to be a failure and to have failed. This infuriated almost everybody in my life and clearly terrified a lot of people. People do not want you to accept failure. They dont want you to like... Sit with and think about it and pick it up and turn it arpund in your hands and really examine it. They want you to keep throwing yourself against the impossible walls until your body explodes! They do not want you to say "alright then, I've failed. What does that mean for me? Im still here. What does the life of someone who has failed look like?"

This makes people very angry and panicky.

My mental health improved in ways it had not in the previous DECADE once I stopped. And. Sat. With failure. And thought about what my failure ... Was. And looked at the structures that produced it and examined them critically.

It is so taboo to fail and admit it openly and talk about it. It is so taboo to talk about or think about failure in an accepting way rather than hiding it shamefully until you experience a degree of success in some area which allows you to present the past failure as "a stepping stone" to your current situation. Fuck that. We are put in positions of guaranteed failure by society every day and then punished and shamed for it. Lets fucking talk about failure

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Three days till road-trip-moving across the country 🌱🥲

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Fasciation - a type of deformity in flowers🌼

It can happen as a result of random mutation, infection from disease, bacteria, or hormone imbalance

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A 1930s necklace , like shirt collar, of round brilliant cut diamonds with a briolette drop shaped emerald weighting 65.33 carats by Boucheron.

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What I would do to smoke a joint and draw at this table

Xユーザーの日々 (沖縄)さん：「ガザミ 那覇市鏡原 #crab」

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Know your insect antennae!

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OH BOI HE COMIN

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people your whole life: grammar and language are a hard science, there is a right and wrong way to do it and you better learn it!

people who actually study language: so anyway fuck all that noise, language is a mess of variation, there is no right and wrong, grammar means nothing

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400 hundred year old abandoned maze in Spain.

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Upcoming move has me feeling all over the place, but spring is helping me stay grounded! Here’s a luscious pink rose, a chain of delicious smelling black locust flowers, and the tiniest variety of iris I’ve ever encountered.

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My last Chicago mailing 🥹 In the Sunroom, a nature journal zine

HMU if you’d like a copy or a trade! Getting ready to move across the country has me too busy to pop this guy on Etsy

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WAUCE BLAST

(1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 27, 28, 29, 30)

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hung out with my young cousin today and she showed me "soul bug school" which is the gap between her toy chest and the wall where she secretly puts every dead bug she finds in the house

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Lets sneef with mama